Desperado

Julian Ros | Rdr OC | Selective | Independent

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If anyone has a screenshot of the front and back of Arthur’s medical condition card please send it to me or leave it in the comments! I need it for science.

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“ Give it back! ” / morwen

Nearly 200 writing prompts // Not Accepting

  “Mm, no. Don’t think I will.”

    Julian made the mistake of stopping in Saint Denis for supplies being as he wasn’t familiar with the city, and wasn’t expecting a small street girl to suddenly snatch his bag away while he wasn’t paying attention.                                                                             “Seein’ as it was mine to begin with.”

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“ We cant keep this up forever. ”

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    “We’ve made it this far, haven’t we?”

    Julian brought a hand up to his mouth, drew away the cigarette from his lips and tilted his head to the sky.

    It was true, they had lived this hard for so long, but there was a sneaking doubt in Julian’s mind that there was some truth to what Kelly was saying. They were getting older, and the world seemed to be getting smaller and smaller.

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Sometimes I think about how Dutch was 21-23 when he picked up Arthur and wow can you imagine that man? God, musta been whack. Cause, we think he’s essentric now, but imagine back then.

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“ Are you jealous? ”

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    The air circulating the saloon was thick with the smell of booze and heavy with the drunken laughter of clients, all seeming so distant as Julian watched Kelly mingle with the other menfolk. 

    There was a feeling in Julian’s gut, one he blamed on the liquor, that made him resentful of the way some of them touched Kelly’s arm or beamed at him with innocent excitement. He buried the feeling with another long drink from his glass and turned back to the bar.

    Hearing the drawl of his friend’s voice behind him only what felt like moments later took  Julian off guard and earned Kelly a surprised blink. 

    “Pretty sure I ain’t.”

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Modern AU Julian having several obscure, bad tattoos? Yes. You also bet he has some on his titties.

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Catch modern AU Julian casually walking into the local gas station at 3am with a skimask, a gun, and the intent to rob the poor unsuspecting cashier for all the money he’s got.

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Julian’s disassociative episodes can go mostly unnoticed because he’s a relatively quiet person and isn’t very expressive outwardly, but it can show in conversation. He won’t remember what he did that day or question whether they really happened, along with being unable to identify how he’s feeling or felt. What triggers him can be a range of things, like pigs/boars, but most of them Julian doesn’t even realize are a trigger. In particularly bad instances, he’ll feel as though his limbs are distorted or broken, and be mentally checked out for months.

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    “Julian.” 

    Amusement bubbled in Julian’s chest at the sight of Philip inhaling the chunk of bread like it was air—it was endearing in a way he couldn’t pinpoint. He reasoned it was because he hadn’t had proper company in weeks.

    “I, uh...I can take you into town.” He cleared his throat and clasped two hands together between his legs. “’Jus down the road a little.” 

    No town was safe for a kid like Philip, who reeked of naivety and vulnerability, but he was out of any better options and there was no way Julian was going to drag along a child with him.    

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“ Run! ” / bee

Nearly 200 writing prompts // Accepting

    “—Not leaving without you, imbécil.” Julian grabbed at Bee’s arm in an iron grip, yanking him out of the way of the bullets whizzing past their heads and into the back alley between two buildings.

    How they’d get out of this mess, Julian wasn’t quite sure of yet, but he sure as hell weren’t going to leave Bee to fend for himself against the Del Lobo—they were men to be weary of, and for the common folk, feared.

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Not gonna lie fellers, on my first playthrough after Guarma I didn’t take the horse left at the dock so I ran all the way to Shady Belle and didn’t get the May I Stand Unshaken song because of it and I can’t believe I deadass had Arthur, who’s dying of tuberculosis, run all the way back to Shady Belle.

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What makes me sad is that Dutch so desperately wants people to be better than they really are. But in this game, nature can’t be denied, and that’s why even if they try to be something better, in the end, they only become what they really are. We see this truth reflected in dialogue, and even in characters—I mean look at Dutch, Arthur, Reverend...everyone.

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nearly 200 writing prompts // feel free to reblog

Angst:

1: “ Give me a chance. ” 2: “ Not you again.. ” 3: “ Leave me alone. ” 4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ” 5: “ Why do you hate me? ” 6: “ I lost the baby. ” 7: “ I thought you loved me. ” 8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ” 9:“ I can’t believe you! ” 10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ” 11: “ You’re a monster. ” 12: “ I hate you. ” 13: “ Don’t leave me… ” 14: “ You’re a disappointment. ” 15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ” 16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ” 17: “ Are you upset with me? ” 18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 19: “ I’m going to kill you! ” 20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ” 21: “ Thanks for nothing. ” 22: “ Dont call this number again. “ 23: “ Why did you spare me? ” 24: “ You need to leave. ” 25: “ I’m sick. ” 26: “ I’m dying. ” 27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 28: “ I thought we were family!” 29: “ There was never an us. ” 30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ” 31: “ I fucked up. ” 32: “ I came to say goodbye. ” 33:“ He’s dead because of you. ” 34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ” 35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”

Love:

36: “ I’m so in love with you. ” 37: “ Dance with me! ” 38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ” 39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ” 40: “ Will you marry me? ” 41: “ I’m pregnant. ” 42: “ I need a hug. ” 43: “ You’re special to me. ” 44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ” 45: “ Do you trust me? ” 46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ” 47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ” 48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ” 49: “ Lets have a baby. ” 50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ” 51: “ I want to take care of you. ” 52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ” 54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ” 55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” 56: “ Are you flirting with me? ” 57: “ Is that my shirt? ” 58: “ How did we get here? ” 59: “ You own my heart. ” 60: “ You’d be a great dad. ” 61: “ You’d be a great mom. ” 62: “ I want to protect you. ” 63: “ Whats the matter? ” 64: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ” 66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 67: “ Stop being so cute. ” 68: “ You’re making me blush! ” 69: “ You’re teasing me again… ” 70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ” 71: “ You’re the best! ” 72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ” 73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ” 74: “ Of course I remembered! ” 75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ” 76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ” 77: “ Are you jealous? ” 78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ” 79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ” 80: “ Lets run away together. ”

General:

90: “ Catch me if you can! ” 91: “ I’m fine. ” 92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ” 95: “ Give it back! ” 96: “ Well this is just great. ” 97: “ Don’t touch me. ” 98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ” 99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!” 100: “ I didn’t do it! ” 101: “ I did it… ” 102: “ I don’t remember that! ” 103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ” 104: “ Get that thing away from me! ” 105: “ You owe me. ” 106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ” 107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ” 108: “ Are you hitting on me? ” 109: “ Why are you naked? ” 110: “ You did what?! ” 111: “ You have… Superpowers? ” 112: “ Why are you bleeding? ” 113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?” 114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ” 115: “ That wasn’t funny. ” 116: “ This tastes horrible. ” 117: “ This is delicious! ” 118: “ Are you mad at me? ” 119: “ Stop ignoring me… ” 120: “ I love that show too! ” 121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?” 122: “ Lets blow this joint. ” 123: “ Let me help you with that. ” 124: “ Take that back! ” 125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ” 126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ” 127: “ What are you listening to? ” 128: “ I brought you your coffee. ” 129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ” 130: “ Run! ” 131: “ Lets run away together. ” 132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” 133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ” 134: “ Was I really that drunk? ” 135: “ Was I really that stoned? ” 136: “Give me back my phone! ” 137: “ You’re an asshole. ” 138: “ Are you cold? ” 139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ” 140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ” 141: “ Did you hear that? ” 142: “ It’s just your imagination. ” 143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ” 144: “ Stop being such a baby. ” 145: “ Go back to bed. ” 146: “ Are you okay? ” 147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.” 148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ” 149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ” 150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ” 151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ” 152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ” 153: “ Put me down! ” 154: “ There’s only one bed… ” 155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ” 156: “ How did I loose it? ” 157: “ I read your diary. ” 158: “ This is awkward. ” 159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ” 160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts. Please if you’re rebloggling tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.

Sexual: 161: “ Bite me. ” 162: “ Make me. ” 163: “ Fuck me. ” 164: “ Stop teasing me so much… ” 165: “ Do you like it when I touch you like that?” 166: “ Okay.. This is new. ” 167: “ Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ” 168: “ You’re in trouble now. ” 169: “ What a pretty sight. ” 170: “ Bend over. ” 171: “ On your knees. ” 172: “ The food looks great but.. There’s something much more delicious i’d like to eat right now. ” 173: “ Lay back. ” 174: “ Take off your clothes. ” 175: “ Well, fine; just this once. ” 176: “ I’m waiting. ” 177: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 178:“ As you wish. ” 179: “ First one to make a noise looses.” 180: “ You have no idea what you do to me. ” 181: “ If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ” 182: “ Ive wanted this for so long. ” 183: “ Car sex looks so much more easier in the movies. ” 184: “ Can I touch you? ” 185: “ Open up. ” 186: “ No strings attached. ” 187: “ Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ” 188: “ Mine. ” 189: “ The nights still young. ” 190: “ We cant do that here! ” 191: “ Behave. ” 192:“ What did you just say? ” 193: “ Good girl. ” 194: “ Good boy. ” 195: “ Come here. ”

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Dunno if this is just a font thing, but Arthur and Dutch write their letters very similarly, most notably ‘d’s, ‘t’s and ‘a’s, suggesting that Dutch taught him how to write his letters. Obviously, there are some differences, with Arthur’s writing containing smoother, larger loops and neater execution, but I thought it was interesting.

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❛ nothin a woman’s touch can’t solve. ❜ lul

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    “Maybe for some, Yellow.”

    Kelly’s comment was enough to draw out a snort from Julian, eyebrows raising up his forehead in amusement. The words felt so out of place in the other’s mouth, unauthentic. 

    “Not for me.” Julian allowed the implication of his statement settle between them, comfortable to let Kelly come to his own resolution. 

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@coming-xf-age continued, from (x) 

Julian sighed deeply through his nostrils and motioned with a hand for the boy to come over and sit beside the fire. the more the kid spoke, the clearer it became that he really was just a boy out on his own, parents gone and without a clue as to go about life.

   “Come sit, eat something.”

   He didn’t so much as acknowledge what the boy promised, already settling to give him a hand through to the next day—maybe give him a ride to the nearest town. That was the least Julian could do for him.

   “What’s your name?” The question came without real interest while he handed out a chunk of bread out to the other like a peace offering.

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Traditional painting of a man with two pistols. Something about the style, brushwork and color palette make this painting feel as though it is based in reality.