animam mortuam

people in life are always gonna let you down. i love you's dont exsist . people love you temporarily until theyre done with their use for you Even Though theres only one of you youre still expendable

[jxjkobain]

I’m jj and my life is no crystal stair

[jxjkobain]

Idk if I love authentically enough as I think I do , I try to make people feel comfortable , I try to make people feel like they’re safe , i know I’m a lot sometimes but more times then others I’m trynna be sound for people . I just try to put my best foot first idk why I keep getting hurt in the end

[jxjkobain]

The one person I want doesn’t want me , I feel like I’ll never find love in this society of users and abusers . Nobody really gives af about you unless you can provide something as a man . I didn’t think I would be hurting this bad as a grown adult. I didn’t think feelings and emotions would hurt more when youre older. I thought with time and experience comes maturity . That shit does not prepare you for hurt at all

[jxjkobain]

I love you, I’m sorry

[jxjkobain]

I miss you

[jxjkobain]

This loneliness is so bitter …..

[jxjkobain]

“Never seen a soul like yours before , but girl I adore you , would die for you “

- JuiceWrld

[jxjkobain]

“I’ve been thinking bout you , ohhh no no no “

-frank ocean

[melancholiadecember]

on/off 👾

[jxjkobain]

Life is full of ups and downs , feelings are temporary , you may feel joy one moment and then pain in another . Life is about pain and finding meaning in the suffering . Lessons all around us

[jxjkobain]

“Bitch I’m already dead I been dead for years”

- Juice wrld

[jxjkobain]

Sometimes I’m drowning in myself and other days I’m on cloud 9 , teetering between enlightened and madness

[jxjkobain]

“Call me when you need some love” 🖤

-Summer walker

[jxjkobain]

“It breaks my heart that she isn’t in my life anymore. When Im bored I can no longer call on her. When I want to hang out with someone I can no longer text her. If my phone rings it will not be her. When I walk down the halls I will never see her face. And it just sucks that someone that means so much to me no longer wants to be with me.”

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(via myveryownstar)

This right here

[jxjkobain]

We are here again

[anxietyproblem]

[jxjkobain]

There’s no love in nyc 🗽💔

[jxjkobain]

I just miss you all the time and I don’t think that’s fair