”Dear diary”-love A.
I feel like a fucking freak sometimes not even the sexual freaks like a genuine disgusting freak
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”Dear diary”-love A.
I feel like a fucking freak sometimes not even the sexual freaks like a genuine disgusting freak
I still really, really love you, yes I do.
When I still really, really love you, like I do.
I hate that people will always perceive me as a feminine girl: I want to look like a BOOOY a little cute geek nerdy boy who wears a band t-shirt with a long-sleeved striped shirt underneath and has a cool skate and walks around with my only other geek cute boy that I have a small attraction to but I can't say anything cause I'm scared he will reject me and treat me like shit. the type of boy that plays zelda botw all day while listening to radiohead and blur and the beatles and weezer. the type of boy that never talks in class and a emo girl has a crush on. the type of boy that loves his mom and has no shame to show it. the type of boy that has pinkypie as his fav my little pony. the type of boy that loves zero day and paranoid park. I wanna be a BOY so much it hurts. I truly hate the knowing that boys feel attracted to me. they will never see me as a normal friend. I'm not a weak little girl. I feel like a loser boy inside every single day, I just wanna be seen as a boy. I would love to be in the long walk with my homo new friend from another state. or to kill a clown with my friends from a small town. to travel back in time to look for my father that is a small kid now. I wanna walk around in a zombie apocalypse with my cute friend that has only one eye. omfg help me
I was writing a post for the last 30 minutes, it kinda spiraled into an angsty mess until I was just complaining about life.
I deleted it. I kinda feel hollow.
It’s 3 am
I need to sleep
𝚒 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍.
𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎.