Broken Child

Jynx Woolfitt || 19 to 21 || Werewolf || Master "There aren't tears enough for all the pain I feel."

[natasha-tate-blog]

Okay, I'm here.

Now, someone tell me where the fuck the wolves are hiding. 

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx looked up as a female walked into the wolf manor, his eyes moving across her for a moment before dropping back down to his book. He'd been sitting in the little waiting like area just reading for some bit. "They're sort of all over," he said softly, though it was loud enough for her to hear.

[slavebria]

She paused when she heard him express his concern about being under dressed. “Hm. Are they that fancy? Should we change first? I just don’t want you to let this chance pass. Not now that I have you ready to go.” She smiled at Jynx and was determined to see him happy, one way or another. He deserved it. “I think, and correct me if I’m wrong, but I think you need to get out a bit more, yeah? And there’s no time like the present.”

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx pressed his lips together as he looked at her, shrugging lightly because he wasn't really sure. "I..uh..I don't know. Anything French though seems like it would be pretty upscale. It doesn't matter though..My entire wardrobe looks exactly the same as what I'm wearing now." At the last part he shyly looked down. "Yea..I guess." He was such a darn recluse and he knew that's part of the reason why he was always so depressed.

[jynx-woolfitt]

{a box of cupcakes, and of course a bag of cat treats, are left outside of Jynx’s door with a note}

Happy Valentines Day, my sweet. Try and make it a good one, and know that I always love you.

~Qhuinn

[slavebria]

"Oh, Jynx," she giggled, "no one could ever steal me away from my wolfman. I’m so totally his that there is no temptation for me at all." When he agreed to going to dinner, she called his bluff. She had a feeling it would just fall by the wayside if she didn’t take action. "Okay then. What are you doing now? Carsten is busy with pack stuff and I’ll just run back to leave him a note. How about now? No time like the present." She gave him an encouraging smile and raised her eyebrows at him, questioningly.

[jynx-woolfitt]

He smiled lightly as she spoke, slipping his hand into his jacket pocket to pull out his pack of cigarettes. As he was pulling a stick out she started to talk about having a little lunch thing now. He paused, looking up at her, as he held the cigarette between his lips. "Um...Sure..Yeah. I guess we could go now..I feel a bit under dressed for it..but I guess that doesn't really mater."

[slavebria]

Her heart broke as he spoke about losing his mate and his sire. It wasn’t fair. He was part of a pack, but still seemed to isolated and alone. “You can spend time with me any time you want. I know Carsten wouldn’t mind, us being friends. After all, if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be his yet.” She reached over and took his hand in hers and brought it up to give a kiss. “Jynx, you’ll find someone when the time is right and when you’re ready. The second part of that being the most important. In the meantime, go see him at work. Spend time getting to know him without the pressure or expectation of a rental. Seeing him at work might not be ideal, but he’d know you haven’t forgotten about him.” Still holding his hand while she talked to him she said, “I’ll do that. I’ll come see you and we’ll find something fun to do. Maybe we’ll go to that restaurant for dinner so you can see him.”

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx smiled lightly as she spoke, his eyes dropping so that he was staring for a long moment at the ground. "That's good. I wouldn't want him to think I was trying to steal you away or anything," he said with a light laugh. When she took his hand and kissed it he looked up at her. He nodded at all that was said about visiting with Anderson and what not. He wasn't ready to try and figure everything out with himself. Logan leaving left him in such a shamble he wasn't sure if he'd be ready for a long time to try to love again. "That would be nice."

[slavebria]

"Oh. I understand. I talked with him briefly in the cells. Seems very nice. Have you rented him?" She thought for a minute remembering him saying he had a job. "He works in town. Maybe you could see him at his job, too." She was beginning to understand a little more of the "mate" issue with wolves. "I know how hard it must be losing a mate, Jynx, but does that mean you’ll never find love again? You don’t deserve to be so alone" She smiled at him affectionately. "So, when can I come for a visit again so we can talk more? Or I should say, you can talk more. I always have an ear for you, sweetie." She leaned in and nudged his shoulder.

[jynx-woolfitt]

"Yeah. He works at that little french restaurant. I'm thinking about going to see him there. It would be lovely to have some one to rent and spend time with." He smiled, but that smile soon faded when he thought about Logan. He was still in that zone where he wasn't sure if he was pissed off about Logan leaving or depressed that the man had abandon him so abruptly. "I...I on't know..I'm still really sore about it and it's been forever it seems since he left. And my sire up and abandon me soon after he did so it was really difficult..I'm sure there's some one out there for me though...it would suck if I didn't have that chance to have a mate again." He smiled at her nudge. "Whenever you feel like coming over to my suite you can. It's not like I'm doing anything important."

[southern-she-wolf]

Qhuinn pressed her lips together tightly as Jynx’s face nearly went up in flames. God he was so stinking adorable.. She let up about the whole Jae thing, only from fear that he may actually combust from the embarrassment of it all. “You know you love me” she smirked instead, peppering his cheeks lightly with kisses. “And of course I do. Supers like us are rare Jynx.. We actually care..and a little of that can go a long way..” 

[jynx-woolfitt]

He couldn't help but to smile at her comment, the kisses at his cheek making him laugh lightly. He was glad when she dropped the Jae thing. At the next set of words he nodded lightly as he looked at her. "True, true...I just..I'm so awkward it really leaves me feeling embarrassed.." Plus he was still feeling that ache from his mate abandoning him. It left him feeling oddly worthless. "I don't like going down into the cells so I'll go see him while he's at work...on a break or something."

[southern-she-wolf]

"Oh baby, I know.. You know I understand. And I think it’s wonderful that you’re trying though, I can only imagine how hard that is for you to trust one of them that much.." Qhuinn peered at her friend closely, a giggling bubbling out of her lips at that cute little blush. She poked his cheeks gently, grinning, before whispering in a sing-song voice. "My Jynxy got some" Pecking a kiss to his blush, she relented before he became too uncomfortable to speak. "Sorry, couldn’t resist. And you should go see him again, I’m sure he’d love that. Who wouildn’t love a visit for this face!" 

[jynx-woolfitt]

Being a little slave to his vampire captors hadn't gone to well for him, and thinking about t now was only upsetting. However, that upset melted into sheer embarrassment as Qhuinn caught on about the whole Jae and him thing. The blush only deepening on his pale skin. He didn't even know how to comment back. "Do you think so?" he asked before she made that last comment and he pouted at how burning hot his cheeks felt. 

[slavebria]

"Any time, Jynx. I understand you are good friends with Qhuinn, too. She and I have gotten quite close. She’s close with Carsten, too." She look at him and and smiled. "What about you, Jynx, anyone special in your life? Have you found someone you’d like to spend more time with? You deserve someone nice."

[jynx-woolfitt]

"Yes. Qhuinn is a darling. She's just the loveliest thing." He smiled as he looked down for a moment and shook his head at her next questions. "No, no. Not yet. Still finding it hard to forget about my mate and all since he left. I do really enjoy Anderson though. He's a sweet heart."

[southern-she-wolf]

"Yeah..I know sweetie.. Which is why this is so surprising" Qhuinn lifted her head, smiling at him. "They’re not all bad though.. Peter, my assistant, he’s a sweetheart. And then there’s Jae. He’s a really good friend..I don’t think I would have actually been able to claim Eclipse if it hadn’t been for him. He’s a good guy. Wait..was…are you talking about him?" she blinked in surprise, then smiled again as he described the human. "He sounds like a love. You should try to see him again Jynxy..I hate seeing you alone so much.." 

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx looked at her for a moment before dropping his eyes for a moment. "Yeah..I know they're not all bad..It's still a bit hard for me though to get close to them and what not..I was surprised myself when I..." He trialed off, stopping himself from going into detail. At the mention of Jae's name he felt his cheeks flush lightly. "Yeah..He was real nice." He nodded before saying, "Mmm.I really do want to see him again. I'll have to either go by his job or down into the cells to look for him."

[slavebria]

She couldn’t explain it, and she wasn’t one to immediately take to people, but Bria could honestly say that she loved Jynx. He was one of the sweetest people she’d ever met and she took to him right away. “Yeah, I’m really happy with him, Jynx. That’s so weird to be saying in a place like this, but it’s true.” She listened as he talked about his potion. “You know, maybe talking while you still have some of the potion would be a good idea. The potion could be a ‘buffer’ and might lessen the nightmares once you are done with it. Does that make sense? I’ll always be here for you when you want to talk, okay?”

[jynx-woolfitt]

"I'm glad to hear that," Jynx said with another bright smile as he looked over her. He motioned them toward the bench once the hug was over, sitting her down next to him so they could continue talking. "Yeah..Maybe you're right. Can't really ignore the resurfacing memories and what not. And I know..You're so sweet to me. Thank you."

[southern-she-wolf]

Tears sparkled in Qhuinn’s eyes at that, and she hid her face in his neck. “That’s about the biggest compliment I think anyone could ever give me Jynx.. That’s all I really want to try and do here..” Finally lifting her head, she treated Jynx to a mischievous smile. “Oh, a vampire that was…nice? Does that mean how is sounds?” she laughed. “Tell me all about them. And you should spend more time with him then!”

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx smiled as she hide her face in his neck, his arms resting gently about her as he held her close. "You know I'm not all to fond of vampires..my past and all with them..but he was..interesting....Yes..That's exactly how it sounds. He was nice." Nice wasn't the word for that but he didn't really want to get into detail about him bedding a vampire after just meeting him. "Anderson is the human. Sweetest thing or at least that's how he came off when we first met."

[southern-she-wolf]

Qhuinn smiled back at him, true adoration in her eyes. When he nuzzled her nose, she giggled and laid her forehead to his. “You keep me grounded, you know that? You, and Carsten, and my boys.. I think I’d have gone nuts here if it wasn’t for you guys..” She was quiet for a few moments, just enjoying the peace between them. “So how have you been, aside from this? Found anyone to spend time with?”

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx smiled as she leaned forward to place her forehead to his, closing his eyes for a moment as he listened to her speak. "You keep me relaxed..Whenever you're around I feel at peace. It's lovely." He smiled lightly at the question. "Good, good. Running a lot. How about you?" When she asked about him finding someone he bit his bottom lip lightly. "Well..I met a vampire not to long ago who was..nice. And then there's this really sweet human I enjoyed talking to down in the cells. I'd like to spend some time with him. He seemed sweet."

[slavebria]

She smiled as Jynx moved in to give her a hug. “Yes. The claim finally went through. There was a mishap with the first attempt, but the second was accepted, and I could be happier.” She reached up to brush his cheek as he spoke of the position he got to deal with his dreams. “Oh Jynx, I’m so glad to hear that. Are they for long term? It might still be helpful to talk about the issues causing them, too, and I will be available to talk to you any time you want, okay?” She leaned in to kiss him on the cheek. “You and Qhuinn are my favorites, except for Carsten, of course. I have a real soft spot for you.”

[jynx-woolfitt]

"I'm glad it went through for you two though." He smiled again as she brushed his cheek gently. "No, no..When I run out of the potion I run out. I'll just have to either go back to him or find a new wizard willing to help me..True, true. It was helpful last time." He smiled as she kissed his cheek. "Qhuinn is very lovable so I don't see anyone not making her a favorite."

[southern-she-wolf]

"Sorry.." she murmured again, lifting her head to kiss his cheek. "He’s just like that.. He tried to trade me time with Ash for cookies over Christmas.. Classy, huh? I just hope Ash didn’t think it was my idea.." She lifted her eyes to his face now, studying him carefully. He was okay, and the potions were obviously helping so that was the most important thing. "I love you Jynxy" she smiled softly.

[jynx-woolfitt]

"It's fine, love," he said softly as he pressed a kiss in return to her forehead. He bit his bottom lip lightly as he listened to her. He brought his hands up to run them gently through her hair. "I love you too," he said with a soft smile as he leaned in to nuzzle her nose. If he wasn't gay, desperately still in love with Logan, and she wasn't already mated Jynx would have had her as a mate. He loved her sweetness.

[slavebria]

The one think that Bria could appreciate about being claimed is that she could roam around in her free time, which she had a lot of. All she cared about was being with Carsten, so when she wasn’t with him, all her time was free time. She wondered into the courtyard, as that was becoming her favorite place to site and listen to the fountain. As she approached, she saw Jynx. “Hey, stranger. How are you? I’ve been meaning to come see you, but been a little busy getting settled in. Can I have a hug?” As she said it, she held her arm open.

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx looked up as he caught  familiar scent approaching him and smiled sweetly when he noted it was Bria. He hadn't seen her in a while. He hadn't really been going down into the cells as often as he should. Jynx got up from the bench he was sitting on to move into her open arm, giving her a warm hug before pulling away to look at her. "I've been good. Got a new potion to help me sleep and all so I'm feeling nicely refreshed. Settled in? Was Carsten able to claim you?"

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx bit at his bottom lip as he looked at her, his blue eyes settling on her pretty face as she spoke. A new wizard would probably be better. Briac’s potion was working wonders on him though. He leaned back so she could cuddle into his chest. “He didn’t seem all that bad,” he said softly, though he was sure with the way she was talking about Briac that he probably was.

[southern-she-wolf]

Of course he hadn’t seemed bad, he wanted something, Qhuinn thought ruefully. Jynx was so sweet, and at times too trusting, much like herself. They were unfortunately the types that often got taken advantage of by people like Briac. “Maybe not but..he got what he wanted out of you, didn’t he? And..he’s one of those that are nicer to supers that humans, too, so.. Anyway, I’m sorry, I’m lecturing..I sound like a mom” she laughed softly.

[jynx-woolfitt]

Jynx nodded lightly as she spoke, listening intently and carefully. He had been used and he still wasn't all to happy about it though he figured it could have been worse. Briac hadn't physically harmed him or anything. He just wanted sex..stuff..which had been awkward for Jynx only cause he hadn't had sex with anyone since Logan had left him and that had been months ago. "It's fine..It's a nice way to let me know you care."