[k4tiepie]

hii another clarification bc i still get asks about this !! :

this is my primary blog for @bokutobaby

i follow, comment, send asks, and like from here obviously but i reblog on there!

my original @ was igorsbby if you see this on your feed and don’t know who this is

i’m the same person lol i got a message asking if i was impersonating once 😭

ok that’s all bye love u <3

[crystalskysadvice]

Alternatives to Self Harm

Alternatives for when you’re feeling angry or restless:

Scribble on photos of people in magazines

Viciously stab an orange

Throw an apple/pair of socks against the wall

Have a pillow fight with the wall

Scream very loudly

Tear apart newspapers, photos, or magazines

Go to the gym, dance, exercise

Listen to music and sing along loudly

Draw a picture of what is making you angry

Beat up a stuffed bear

Pop bubble wrap

Pop balloons

Splatter paint

Scribble on a piece of paper until the whole page is black

Filling a piece of paper with drawing cross hatches

Throw darts at a dartboard

Go for a run

Write your feelings on paper then rip it up

Use stress relievers

Build a fort of pillows and then destroy it

Throw ice cubes at the bathtub wall, at a tree, etc

Get out a fine tooth comb and vigorously brush the fur of a stuffed animal (but use gentle vigor)

Slash an empty plastic soda bottle or a piece of heavy cardboard or an old shirt or sock

Make a soft cloth doll to represent the things you are angry at; cut and tear it instead of yourself

Flatten aluminium cans for recycling, seeing how fast you can go

On a sketch or photo of yourself, mark in red ink what you want to do. Cut and tear the picture

Break sticks

Cut up fruits

Make yourself as comfortable as possible

Stomp around in heavy shoes

Play handball or tennis

Yell at what you are breaking and tell it why you are angry, hurt, upset, etc.

Buy a cheap plate and decorate it with markers, stickers, cut outs from magazines, words, images, what ever that expresses your pain and sadness and when you’re done, smash it. (Please be careful when doing this)

The Calm Jar (Fill a mason jar or similar with colored water and glitter. When feeling upset or angry you can shake it to disturb the glitter and focus on that until the glitter settles.)

Blow up a balloon and pop it

Alternatives that will give you a sensation (other than pain) without harming yourself:

Hold ice in your hands, against your arm, or in your mouth

Run your hands under freezing cold water

Snap a rubber band or hair band against your wrist

Clap your hands until it stings

Wax your legs

Drink freezing cold water

Splash your face with cold water

Put PVA/Elmer’s glue on your hands then peel it off

Massage where you want to hurt yourself

Take a hot shower/bath

Jump up and down to get some sensation in your feet

Write or paint on yourself

Arm wrestle with a member of your family

Take a cold bath

Bite into a hot pepper or chew a piece of ginger root

Rub liniment under your nose

Put tiger balm on the places you want to cut. (Tiger balm is a muscle relaxant cream that induces a tingly sensation. You can find it in most health food stores and vitamin stores.)

Alternatives that will distract you or take up time:

Say “I’ll self harm in fifteen minutes if I still want to” and keep going for periods of fifteen minutes until the urge fades

Color your hair

Count up to ten getting louder until you are screaming

Sing on the karaoke machine

Complete something you’ve been putting off

Take up a new hobby

Make a cup of tea

Tell and laugh at jokes

Play solitaire

Count up to 500 or 1000

Surf the net

Make as many words out of your full name as possible

Count ceiling tiles or lights

Search ridiculous things on the web

Colour coordinate your wardrobe

Play with toys, such as a slinky

Go to the park and play on the swings

Call up an old friend

Go “people watching”

Carry safe, rather than sharp, things in your pockets

Do school work

Play a musical instrument

Watch TV or a movie

Paint your nails

Alphabetize your CDs or books

Cook

Make origami to occupy your hands

Doodle on sheets of paper

Dress up or try on old clothes

Play computer games or painting programs, such as photoshop

Write out lyrics to your favorite song

Play a sport

Read a book/magazine

Do a crossword

Draw a comic strip

Make a chain link out of paper counting the hours or days you’ve been self harm free using pretty colored paper

Knit, sew, or make a necklace

Make ‘scoobies’ - braid pieces of plastic or lace, to keep your hands busy

Buy a plant and take care of it

Hunt for things on eBay or Amazon

Browse the forums

Go shopping

Memorize a poem with meaning

Learn to swear in another language

Look up words in a dictionary

Play hide-and-seek with your siblings

Go outside and watch the clouds roll by

Plan a party

Find out if any concerts will be in your area

Make your own dance routine

Trace your hand on a piece of paper; on your thumb, write something you like to look at; on your index finger, write something you like to touch; on your middle finger, write your favorite scent; on your ring finger, write something you like the taste of; on your pinky finger, write something you like to listen to; on your palm, write something you like about yourself

Plan regular activities for your most difficult time of day

Finish homework before it’s due

Take a break from mental processing

Notice black and white thinking

Get out on your own, get away from the stress

Go on YouTube

Make a scrapbook

Colour in a picture or colouring book.

Make a phone list of people you can call for support. Allow yourself to use it.

Pay attention to your breathing (breath slowly, in through your nose and out through your mouth)

Pay attention to the rhythmic motions of your body (walking, stretching, etc.)

Learn HALT signals (hungry, angry, lonely, tired)

Choose a random object, like a paper clip, and try to list 30 different uses for it

Pick a subject and research it on the web - alternatively, pick something to research and then keep clicking on links, trying to get as far away from the original topic as you can.

Take a small step towards a goal you have.

Re-organize your room

Name all of your soft toys

Play the A-Z game (Pick a category ie. Animals, and think of an animal for every letter of the alphabet

Have a lush warm bubble bath with candles!

Do some knitting

Do some house hold chores

Alternatives that are completely bizarre. At the least, you’ll have a laugh:

Crawl on all fours and bark like a dog or another animal

Run around outside screaming

Laugh for no reason whatsoever

Make funny faces in a mirror

Without turning orange, self tan

Pluck your eyebrows

Put faces on apples, oranges, or other sorts of food

Go to the zoo and name all of the animals

Color on the walls

Blow bubbles

Pull weeds in the garden

Alternatives for when you’re feeling guilty, sad, or lonely:

Congratulate yourself on each minute you go without self harming

Draw or paint

Look at the sky

Instead of punishing yourself by self harming, punish yourself by not self harming

Call a friend and ask for company

Buy a cuddly toy

Give someone a hug with a smile

Put a face mask on

Watch a favorite TV show or movie

Eat something ridiculously sweet

Remember a happy moment and relive it for a while in your head

Treat yourself to some chocolate

Try to imagine the future and plan things you want to do

Look at things that are special to you

Compliment someone else

Make sculptures

Watch fish

Youtube funny videos!

Let yourself cry

Play with a pet

Have or give a massage

Imagine yourself living in a perfect home and describe it in your mind

If you’re religious, read the bible or pray

Light a candle and watch the flame (but please be careful)

Go chat in the chat room

Allow yourself to cry; crying is a healthy release of emotion

Accept a gift from a friend

Carry tokens to remind you of peaceful comforting things/people

Take a hot bath with bath oil or bubbles

Curl up under a comforter with hot cocoa and a good book

Make affirmation tapes inside you that are good, kind, gentle (Sometimes you can do this by writing down the negative thoughts and then physically re-writing them into positive messages)

Make a tray of special treats and tuck yourself into bed with it and watch TV or read

Write words in the sand for them to be washed away

Alternatives for when you’re feeling panicky or scared:

“See, hear and feel”-5 things, then 4, then 3 and countdown to one which will make you focus on your surroundings and will calm you down

Listen to soothing music; have a CD with motivational songs that you can listen to

Meditate or do yoga

Name all of your soft toys

Hug a pillow or soft toy

Hyper focus on something

Do a “reality check list” – write down all the things you can list about where you are now (e.g. It is the 9th November 2004, I’m a room and everything is going to be alright)

With permission, give someone a hug

Drink herbal tea

Crunch ice

Hug a tree

Go for a walk if it’s safe to do so

Feel your pulse to prove you’re alive

Go outside and attempt to catch butterflies or lizards

Put your feet firmly on the floor

Accept where you are in the process. Beating yourself up, only makes it worse

Touch something familiar/safeLeave the room

Lay on your back in bed comfortably (eyes closed), and breathe in for 4, hold for 2, out for 4, hold for 2. Make sure to fill your belly up with air, not your chest. If your shoulders are going up, keep working on it. When you’re comfortable breathing, put your hand on your belly and rub up and down in time with your breathing. If your mind wanders to other things, move it back to focusing ONLY on the synchronized movement of your hand and breathing.

Give yourself permission to…. (Keep it safe)

Create a safe place for yourself and take yourself there

Lay on the grass and watch the clouds. You can try to make pictures with them too.

Light a candle and watch the flame

Alternatives that will hopefully make you think twice about harming yourself:

Think about how you don’t want scars

Treat yourself nicely

Remember that you don’t have to hurt yourself just because you’re thinking about self harm

Create a safe place to go

Acknowledge that self harm is harmful behavior: say “I want to hurt myself” rather than “I want to cut”

Repeat to yourself “I don’t deserve to be hurt” even if you don’t believe it

Remember that you always have the choice not to cut: it’s up to you what you do

Think about how you may feel guilty after self harming

Remind yourself that the urge to self harm is impulsive: you will only feel like cutting for short bursts of time

Avoid temptation

Get your friends to make you friendship bracelets: wear them around your wrists to remind you of them when you want to cut

Be with other people

Make your own list of things to do instead of self harm

Make a list of your positive character traits

Be nice to your family, who in return, will hopefully be nice to you

Put a band-aid on the area where you’d like to self harm

Recognize and acknowledge the choices you have NOW

Pay attention to the changes needed to make you feel safe

Notice “choices” versus “dilemmas”

Lose the “should-could-have to” words. Try… “What if”

Kiss the places you want toSHor kiss the places you have healing wounds. It can be a reminder that you care about myself and that you don’t want this

Choose your way of thinking, try to resist following old thinking patterns

The Butterfly project- draw a butterfly on the place(s) that you would self harm and if the butterfly fades without self-harming, it means it has lived and flown away, giving a sense of achievement. Whereas if you do self-harm with the butterfly there; you will have to wash it off. If that does happen, you can start again by drawing a new one on. You can name the butterfly after someone you love.

Write the name of a loved one [a friend, family member, or anyone else who cares about you] and write their name where you want to self harm. When you go to self harm remember how much they care and wouldn’t want you to harm yourself.

think about what you would say to a friend who was struggling with the same things you are and try to be a good friend to yourself.

Make a bracelet out duct tape, and put a line on it every day (Or any period of time) you go without self harm. When it’s full of lines, take it off and make a chain out of all the bracelets and hang it up somewhere where you can be reminded of your great progress.

Alternatives that give the illusion of seeing something similar to blood:

Draw on yourself with a red pen or body paint, or go to a site such as this, where you ‘cut’ the screen (be aware that some users may find this triggering, so view with caution)

Cover yourself with plasters where you want to cut

Give yourself a henna or fake tattoo

Make “wounds” with makeup, like lipstick

Take a small bottle of liquid red food coloring and warm it slightly by dropping it into a cup of hot water for a few minutes. Uncap the bottle and press its tip against the place you want to cut. Draw the bottle in a cutting motion while squeezing it slightly to let the food color trickle out.

Draw on the areas you want to cut using ice that you’ve made by dropping six or seven drops of red food color into each of the ice-cube tray wells.

Paint yourself with red tempera paint.

‘Cut’ your skin with nail polish (it feels cold, but it’s hard to get off)

Use red food colouring on your skin

Alternatives to help you sort through your feelings:

Phone a friend and talk to them

Make a collage of how you feel

Negotiate with yourself

Identify what is hurting so bad that you need to express it in this way

Write your feelings in a diary

Free write (Write down whatever you’re thinking at that moment, even if it doesn’t make sense)

Make lists of everything such as blessings in your life

Make a notebook of song lyrics that you relate to

Call ahotline

Write a letter to someone telling them how you feel (but you don’t have to send it if you decide not to)

Start a grateful journal where everyday you write down three: good things that happened/ things that you accomplished/ are grateful for/ made you smile. Make sure the journal is strictly for positive things. Then when you feel down you can go back and look at it.

[alternativestoselfharm]

Alternatives to make you feel a sense of reality:

try slapping countertops

getting fresh air

going to a bookstore or a music store and just getting lost in it

take selfies

play guitar, feel the strings under your fingers

I think I am, therefore I am

Read a book, get lost in the unreality of that, and then remember your reality

Talking to someone, asking for reassurance

a run or walk (especially through a ‘pretty place’)

use one of the ‘sensation’ alternatives

[second-seal]

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[no-help-blog]

IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS!!!!

[thou-creature-of-the-deep]

Thank you for making this… I need this and I know a lot of others who do too.

[thou-creature-of-the-deep]

@aliaitee doing as you asked. Please stay safe sweetie. Hope you’re having a good day.

[panicwiththefandomsblr-deactiva]

This is so amazing. As someone who has never self harmed but has thought about it countless times, I use so many of these in my daily life. Stay safe everyone

[r1kk1y4]

This helps so much

Thank you

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Reblogging this for others (maybe for future me too, if my life gets shitty).

[maythephorcebewithyou]

This helped today thanks❤

[official-lucifers-child]

this needs to be seen and reblogged by everyone, no matter what

[k4tiepie]

Aaaaaa, thanks for the follow, dollface😍 luv ya😘 okie dokie I’m going back to bed cause I’m WIPED, night☺️

yw babes !! <3 love you more and goodnight sweet dreams 🗣💓💓💓💓💓

[k4tiepie]

hii another clarification bc i still get asks about this !! :

this is my primary blog for @bokutobaby

i follow, comment, send asks, and like from here obviously but i reblog on there!

my original @ was igorsbby if you see this on your feed and don’t know who this is

i’m the same person lol i got a message asking if i was impersonating once 😭

ok that’s all bye love u <3

[k4tiepie]

omg can’t believe u followed me here i literally binge on roomies smau i-

LMAO hii thank u for reading it omg

[lovemeafterhrs]

friends w benefits | suna route

chapter 7.5: it hurts until it doesn’t

fun fact: while suna’s relationship with the reader is flirty and bordering on domestic, he has always been her biggest supporter. when they met in the elevator of her apartment complex, everything suddenly clicked into place.

masterlist:

boys (that i dated in highschool) | suna route

this is where the story divides, and events are told from both sides as the chapters alternate between akaashi and suna’s perspectives. to

taglist: @bby-bokuto @momoinot @crushingonsuga @k4tiepie @levisackerwoman @ashleefo @yammmers @heyitzwolf @pharvhs @disaster-rose @just-snog-already @laughingismorefun @kac-chowsballs @berriesii @centinoahs @ack-aashi @nerdynstoned @newfriendjen @moonlightaangel @paripedia @oxoai @well-imnotdead-yet @mygreat-perhapes @mochahyuck @tycrackculture @anngelllla @toaster-stick @rhaynedaze

[belladoesrpmeme]

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡

For the fluff and soft hearted, here is another lists of sentence starters that has the highest potentiality to turn into a soft scenarios. Feel free to change any pronouns / sentence structure according to your muse’s preference!     TRIGGER WARNING:   N/A.

“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”

“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”

“You asleep?”

“I like this, being so close to you.”

“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”

“You’re so, so, so pretty.”

“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”

“You make my heart beat so quick.”

“You always know how to make me smile.”

“You’ll always be safe with me.”

[Kisses the other on the cheek]

“Always.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”

“All my choices lead me to you.”

“I’ll never give you up.”

“I sleep better if you’re around.”

“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”

“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”

“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”

“I trust you.”

[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]

“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”

“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”

“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”

“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”

“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”

[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]

“I will never let you go.”

“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”

“You wrote me a song?”

“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”

[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]

“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”

“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”

“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”

“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”

“You’re cold. Come here.”

“You always do that. You always warm me up.”

“Stay.”

“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”

[Hugs for a very long time]

[Puts feet on the other’s lap]

“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”

“I love you.”

[writerwhofears]

Here’s some more!

“If anything happened to you— I couldn’t…”

“Promise me. Promise me you’ll stay.”

“Tell me what happened.”

“You’re not breathing. Breathe.”

“I’ve got you.”

“You’re safe with me, now.”

“I won’t let anything happen to you.”

“No matter what, I will always come after you.”

“Take my hand— and stay close.”

“You’re shaking. Here, come closer.”

“Sorry, when I didn’t didn’t see you, I got worried.”

[hears crying]

“You look exhausted. Come here.”

“Rest now. I’ll be here when you wake.”

[touches forehead] “You’re burning up!”

“Are you sure you’ll be alright?”

“You always do that. Pull away when I get close. What are you afraid of?”

“For once, will you just look at me?”

“I can’t stay here with you— I just, when I’m around you, I can’t think. You make me dizzy… you make me weak.”

[traces fingers over scars, sitting in the firelight, watching the flames jump and bend to the music of the wind]

“I’ve never noticed this scar before.”

“When you touch me, it’s like I can’t breathe.”

“I just love being near you.”

“Wait! Please— I’m sorry, just— wait.”

“There’s something about you that makes me smile.”

“I’ve never felt like this before. It only happens when I’m with you.”

“Here. Sit next to me.”

“Where are you goin? I saved you a spot.”

“Are you feeling okay? Your face is looking a little red.”

[leaning close, knees almost touching]

“Hey, you’ve got something on your face. Here, hold still… ”

“Will you stay with me? Tonight? I just— I’d feel better knowing you’re near.”

“I’ve never felt weak. Until I met you.”

“Here, take my hand— don’t look.”

“I’ve got you… just breathe, okay? I know it hurts. We’re almost done.”

“If you go, I go too.”

[catching the other staring when they think they’re not looking]

“I’ll never get over hearing you say my name.”

“Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”

[takes hand, puts it over heart] “This is what I feel when I’m with you. And I’m powerless to stop it.”

“Just hearing the sound of your voice is enough to make me smile.”

“Never will they hurt you. As long as I’m alive.”

“If you keep doing that, I’m going to scream— stop smiling, I mean it!”

“Please. Just let me hold you.”

“I never thought I could miss a person as much as I’ve missed you.”

“You make me ache in ways I never felt possible.”

“You don’t get it do you? How can you be so blind! Don’t you understand how much I care about you?”

[grabbing wrist, pulling person behind them, sensing danger]

[wiping tears from the others face]

[that one hand squeeze just before letting go]

“Stay still. You’ve been wounded.”

“Never. Never will I stop loving you.”

“My gut does the weirdest things around you— acrobatic things.”

“You look pale. Are you sure you’re feeling alright?”

“When’s the last time you ate?”

“I thought you might be hungry, so I brought you this.”

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“What’s wrong? Is there something on my face?”

“I can’t stand the thought of seeing you hurt.”

“This is nice. You and me. Against the world.”

“I choose you— can’t you see? I will always choose you.”

[pulls head on lap, running fingers through hair]

“Relax. I’m here now.”

“Till death do us part. And forever until the end of eternity.”

“Do you mind if I come in?”

“If it weren’t for you, I may have lived my whole life thinking I was happy. But now I know the truth.”

“Wake up. Come on, there’s something I want to show you.”

“Talk to me… I’m worried.”

“Wait, are those-? Are those bruises?”

[pulling other person close, feeling them breathe a sigh of relief]

“You’ve done the unthinkable, you know. You’ve made me fall in love.”

[k4tiepie]

Thank you for the follow bby it means the absolute world to me🥺👉👈😍😍😍😍😍😍

of course !! 😙💞 your writing is so good btw <33 omg

[starfleetakaashi]

part 7: “fuck the vbc”

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a/n: lowkey kind of insecure of the way im portraying the reader and akaashi’s relationship?? like i feel like it doesnt seem like they hate each other but idk… anyway hope yall enjoy this<333

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[tanakax123]

6. drink and dunk

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✖️authors note: i tried guys 😀 it was a bit hard but i finally finished writing it ahhhhhhh!!hope you enjoy uwu! feedback is appreciated and my ask box i always open!

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❌WRITING CONTENT❌

You decide to turn off your phone because you realize that they were not going to answer yours or Hinata’s text messages. It was pitch black without the light of your phone. Instead of sitting in your room alone in the dark, you decide to make your way to Hinata’s room.

However, before you even make it to your door you hear something on the other side. You genuinely get afraid so you run to your bed and throw a blanket over yourself. 

It took the people a minute to open your door. When they got inside you realized that you were afraid for nothing because you hear kuroo say “time to get up buttercup” as he picks you up and throws you over his shoulder.

Since it is so dark you can’t see anybody else that came into the room but you feel somebody’s hands search all over your face. Once they reached your eyes they start to put a blindfold on. You try to shake your head so that putting the blindfold on would be impossible. The hand that had grabbed your face started to softly caress your cheek. 

“It’s okay. I won’t hurt you” 

the voice sounded so beautiful but you could not tell whos it was. Strangely you decided to just let this dude put the blindfold on you while Kuroo started to take you away.

With your super amazing senses *cough* not *cough* you were trying to pay attention to where they were going to take you. You could feel them going down the stairs of the house. Once they reach the bottom they make a left turn then a right so that had to mean that you were in the living room.

Kuroo gently places you down on the floor and whispers in your ear. “Good luck kitten” you hear his footsteps slowly start fading away. 

After just sitting there for a while you hear the footsteps start coming back. Suddenly someone drops next to you. Of course, you know its Shoyo because he keeps babbling. “What are yall doing to me?? Why am I blindfolded?? guys???” 

It started to sound like he was panicking and none of the guys were saying anything so you decide to reach for his hand, grab it, and give it a tight squeeze. “..y/n??”

“ its okay sho… I’m pretty sure this is just initiation” you say as you roll your eyes but then realize that he can’t see you because you have the blindfold on. 

After about three minutes of you and sho just sitting there you finally feel the boys move. As you were about to ask a question you feel the same soft hands reach for your face, but this time its to take the blindfold off.

It takes you a minute to adjust to the light around you but once you were okay you saw the face of the man with the soft hands. It was bokuto.

Out of all the boys he was the one you knew the least of. All you knew was that he was accepted at this college on a sports scholarship for volleyball. He was kneeling in front of you with a huge smile on his face. You can’t look away. 

‘He’s kind of cute’ you thought. He then winks at you and goes to stand next to the rest of the guys who apparently all love wearing black capes. ‘What the crap’ you think. 

You accidentally let out a small giggle. “Why are you laughing” said kuroo staring down on you.

You somehow straighten up more than you thought possible. “Laughing? what? Noooo I would never!! Whos laughing? Not me. Wrong bitch” you say with staring back at kuroo with a straight face. 

From the corner of your eye, you see bokuto grow a small smile. You can’t help but blush. 

You also notice that kuroo is trying his best to not crack a smile himself.

“Ehem, anyways, tonight you two newbies must go through initiation. Every year we get many applicants but only those who we seem worthy of being part of this brotherhood get the privilege of being called a brother…” he then looks at you for a second “…or sister…” You snicker “.. omg y/n you get the point. Whatever. So for this year’s initiation, you must show us just how worthy you are.”

Hinata looks really panicked and honestly so did you. What the hell were they going to make you do? 

“All right… since we are all going to be living together it is only bound to happen…” 

Kenmas message was starting to make sense now. 

“… strip down to your undergarments” 

Practically all the boys start to look at you. 

Oh fuck 

You look at kuroo practically begging him to let you go. He gave you a look that screamed not a chance. you turn to look next to you. Hinata is already down to his boxers trying to hide the rest of his undressed body with his little arms.

Oh fantastic 

You decide to just make a joke about it since there was nothing else you could do at this point. Besides its not like your undergarment was bad. Thanks to Kenma 

You start to reach for the rim of your shirt to pull it off. You roll your eyes as you notice all the boys held their breath. Jeez have they never seen a girl undress before

“If yall wanted to watch me undress all you had to do was ask~” you say as you start to take off your shorts as well. 

They all do a full body scan, and you thought it was going to be fine since kuroo nods at you. But then someone from behind you starts to huff loudly. 

“Who told you?” Asked terushima

“What do you mean?”

“Well you mean to tell me that you wear sports bras and regular underwear all the time?” he practically yelled 

Kuroo decided to intervene “hey teru maybe–”

“Well, terushima for your tiny brain to comprehend… women aren’t always wearing panties and lacey bras! Sometimes we want to be comfortable too” you say while glaring at him.

You glance at kenma for a second and you see that a small smile formed on his face 

“Look here you bi-” 

“ALRIGHT!! Enough!” kuroo stopped you guys again before it could escalate. He turns to look at suga and daichi “bring out the buckets” 

Suga and daichi go to the next room and bring with them two big blue buckets filled with water. And behind them tanaka and noya followed them holding two cases of beer. 

They place one bucket in front of you and the other in front of hinata, In front of the bucket you see tanaka starting to sit down with one of the cases of beer. You look at him questioningly but he just gives you a wicked smile. 

“Alright, this is a little game we play every year with newbies. Since there are only two of you this year it will be a little harder.” he smiles 

Then akaashi starts to talk. “The instructions are fairly simple.The last one to finish their beer gets put underwater for five seconds. Drink as fast as you can or get dunked. yes?”

He looks at you and hinata. You both nod. 

Kuroo gets in front of akaashi and starts to talk again “alright boys you ready?” 

You both turn to each other then look back at kuroo.

“Yes president” you both say in unison 

The second you both say that bokuto pulls out a phone from his pocket and pushed it.

Then a loud horn sounds from the speakers indicating that the first round started. 

You and hinata both grab a canned beer and start to chug it. The beer tasted disgusting. The second you finish you turn to look at hinata who apparently is a better drinker than you are and before you know it your head is underwater. Then pulled back up in five seconds.

Drink

Dunk

Drink

Dunk

Drink

Dunk

You can’t seem to beat hinata. You notice that every round when they would pull your head out of the water terushima had a smirk on his face. It made chills run down your spine.

Before the next round started kuroo kneeled down in front of you. “Losing every time y/n..” he shakes his head “…what do you have to say for yourself” 

You look at him straight in the eye with a smirk 

“I don’t know. I guess girls just take longer to finish” 

The guys around kuroo can’t help but laugh. Bokuto was laughing the hardest.

 He looked so pretty.

Terushima was not so pleased. 

Kuroo looked at you with a smirk on his face. “Guess that’s a good enough excuse” 

After about 4 beers later you hear Hinata gagging next to you. You were about to ask him if he was okay but he threw up. Tanaka noticed just in time so he carried you out of the way. 

Kuroo saw Hinata throwing up and his face scrunched you. “Oh wow..uh…Well, that’s enough for today…Daichi get Hinata cleaned up and make sure he gets to bed please” 

Daichi pulls Hinata up from the floor and takes him upstairs. 

“As for the rest of you… let’s go party!!!” all the boys yell in unison and start making their way to the door. 

Kuroo comes next to you and pats you on the head. “You did good kiddo” 

You can’t help but feel pleased.

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↠  summary: Being a girl gamer has never been easy especially on a male dominated platform like twitch. Deemed as a mere e-thot by the masses, you never let the petty hate get to you. That was until the famous streamer, kodzuken, decided to call you another lazy, gamer wannabe.

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↠  summary: Being a girl gamer has never been easy especially on a male dominated platform like twitch. Deemed as a mere e-thot by the masses, you never let the petty hate get to you. That was until the famous streamer, kodzuken, decided to call you another lazy, gamer wannabe.

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3. new girl is not so bad

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pairing: bokuto x female reader

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Imperial 05 Into the open air

After scanning Daichi’s recent text, you and Oikawa grab hands and race down the castle tunnels, leaving Iwaizumi in your dust. Passing through the back exit and laughing into the crisp night,you realize this really is your first time leaving the castle grounds. As scary as that sounds, you convince yourself that the risk will be worth it.

Before you step any further, Oikawa grabs your shoulders and faces you towards him. He stares, you down with a stern look on his face, one you rarely see from him, more often on Iwaizumi. 

“Now what do we say if people ask about us?”

“My name’s y/n, I’m visiting as part of a gap year from college, I didn’t realize this place is considered a kingdom, and have no idea what the princess looks like.”

“Good girl. Iwaizumi she’s ready to face the real world! Hurry up before we leave you behind again.” 

Once Iwaizumi catches up with you and Oikawa, the three of you travel down to the main road of the city. You take in the bustling nightlife, the faint music coming in from restaurants downtown, and the familiar smell of bread being baked.

“This is the bakery I always buy our favorite milk bread in” Oikawa breathes out, grabbing a couple bills from his pocket and exchanging them with the cashier for two loaves of bread.

You grab the loaves out of Oikawa’s hand, holding them to your chest and breathing in the sweet smell of bread that Oikawa has snuck to you from morning walks for the last three years. Iwaizumi and Oikawa walk side by side leaving you slightly behind them as you make stops at each store, peering into the windows to look at the boutiques and small trinket stores. You continue walking down the sidewalk, stopping at a small vendor selling intricate glass pieces, shaped into small gardenias and lilies. The glass shines rainbows across the tables and distracts you just for a quick second before you realize the missing presence of your guards. 

By the time Iwaizumi checks over his shoulder to assure himself of your safety, he realizes you weren’t following him. 

“Shit. She’s gone.”

“What do you mean she’s - OH”

The duo look around, retracing their steps and head back down the street calling out your name.

“How the hell did you lose here Iwa-chan! Kiyoko’s going to kill us!” Oikawa pants, still trying to keep up with Iwa’s fast pace. 

“I don’t need your shit right now Oikawa, you were supposed to keep an eye on her too! Let’s just find her before it’s too late.”

You look around the busy streets, trying to find the two boys who know the streets better than you do. When it became apparent that the brown mop of curls and a spikey head of hair are nowhere in sight, you settle by sitting in the front patio of a late night bar. Hopefully Iwaizumi and Oikawa will see you or at least text you at some point asking for your whereabouts. 

For now, you take in your surroundings, grasping at the fact that this was your first time outside the castle walls. You can physically feel your heart pumping out of your chest, the adrenaline rushing through your veins as the excitement continues to build through the night.

“Mind if I sit here” you hear a voice ask, shaking you out of your thoughts.

You look up to a pair of piercing blue eyes looking down at you. His eyes were tired, yet kind, matching the weak smile that adorned his face. Before staring too long, you quickly shift your body to the left to allow the stranger to accompany you on the patio bench.

“Long day?” you ask, turning to face him. 

“I guess you can say that. Looking out for my friends during happy hour is a full time job.” 

Instinctively, you shift your gaze to the inside of the establishment, eyeing the loud customers and clinking glasses that line the bar. Catching on, The man points out to a trio of men. The rooster headed one clinking glasses with the owl looking individual, screaming incoherent words and laughing the night away.

“They look like a handful” you giggle and look back at the blue eyes that have been seemingly staring at you for a few seconds.

“This may come off really weird” he starts off, furrowing his eyebrows “but have we met before?”

Sweat starts to form on your palms as you nervously look to your left. Shit. Did he recognize me? How can he realize it’s me? 

“Nope! I’m y/n! I’m visiting on a gap year from college. Never been here before, and definitely didn’t know that there was a princess here what?” The script rolls off your tongue messily as the stranger gives off a confused look once again.

Has he figured out your identity already?

“Don’t worry, no one really knows. Sorry for asking again, there’s just something about you that feels…familiar.” 

“It’s okay uh..”

“Akaashi. Akaashi Keiji.”

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Imperial 05 Into the open air

Imperial - an akaashi x reader smau

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