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Timing is on point ✨

Baked Blooms Cupcakes.

And I definetely need to try another buttercream recipe just for piping flowers.

Btw, I sold 10 boxes of four cupcakes in Valentine’s Day. Good start haha. I only bought 10 boxes and 10 inserts which I got from Dvo City (8hrs travel from my hometown) plus the availability of packaging boxes + inserts are super low in my hometown grr

#cupcake #bakedblooms #rosecupcake #bake

St. John Maria Vianney. (Flat illustration)

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first try

Funny how I just watched a (timelapse) tutorial video of flat illustration and starting making one without mastering the basic or getting around the AI lmao but hey issa good start.

This one was my (random) gift to my IT boyfriend haha

#art #flat illustration #adobe illustrator #beginner

i will be forever chasing my M.D dreams no matter how long it will take

unbeknwn

No one will know the violence it took to become this gentle.

C . L . E . A . N

i am so tired of being a depredated field/ i could sleep within a bed of snow

Adrienne Novy,

from “on explaining chronic mental illness to a chronically ill parent,”

Crowd Surfing With God

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lifeinpoetry

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escafeism

An atheist will kneel at the cathedral for the taste of the holy between your lips.

Let’s take our blankets and a pint of scotch whiskey. I’ll leave my mother’s lessons behind, the same place where you’ve tucked in your old cigarettes and scattered love notes. I swear we can live off love making and strawberries. Atleast tonight.

If I could put the way I want you, it would sound like a memorial of my body mourning your absence. I want you in some ancient way, in lady Macbeth heart rolling in the dirt kind of way, the way Greek gods choose lust over righteous kind of way, the silent moans kind of way. I want you in every way the universe has conspired to keep you away from me.

Literary Sexts

By @poeticsania

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suspend

Please don’t use ‘I love you’ as a filler when you’ve got nothing to say. Don’t use it as an alternative for ‘sorry’. Don’t use it when you’re feeling bad or mad. Don’t use it to escape an argument. Don’t say it out of pity. Don’t use it against someone. Instead, please use it wisely. Calm yourself then think once, twice, or maybe even a hundred times before using it. Question yourself before uttering it. Make sure you know it’s what you feel before saying it. Say it only to the right person. Say it because you mean it. Say it because not saying it makes you anxious. Say it because there’s no other word nor phrase that compares to how you feel. Say it because that person earned your trust to hear it and last; Say this to yourself. You deserve it.

3 am thoughts

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suspend

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Something I need for times like this.

(via thewrittenletters)

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turnwoundintohighway

But they’re just pebbles in the ocean, you know? If today is bad, if tomorrow is worse, if the day after is the same as yesterday. Everyday is just one day in the grand scheme of your life. And a bunch of days, well a life that could potentially last over eighty years, well, a bad week is nothing in the face of all those days. When you’re young, when you’re afraid and overwhelmed by how much stands before you, of all the things that could happen, will happen, I think it’s important to remember that while you’re sitting around afraid to move forward, life is still happening. All those things you’re afraid will or won’t happen, because your bad day is a pebble in the ocean and the tide still goes in and out no matter how many pebbles you throw into it.

Take it from me, sometimes you fuck up. You make mistakes. You make them even though you know they’re mistakes. You make them when you think you’re doing the right thing. Your mistakes are only as big as you make them out to be though. Guess that’s what I’m learning. You’re meant to fuck up, you’re meant to have to try again sometimes, you’re meant to fail because life is about learning and failing is about finding out what you did wrong. You’re not really living if you’re not failing at something.

My whole life I have had everything. I had two parents who love me more than anything else in their lives, and I knew it And not just that, but I have always been surrounded by people loving me, people admiring me, people telling me constantly that I am adored in this world. I have always had a roof over my head and a place to go when I was afraid. And I have always had God on my side. It’s been a long road, figuring out that no man (woman) is an island. I’m figure it out a little more every day.

Here’s what I know about making mistakes. Only carry them for as long as you can learn from them. On the day you’ve learned as much as you can, leave them on that day and never go back for them. We make too many mistakes to carry them like stones in our pockets. Other people make too many mistakes for us to keep throwing them back in their faces.

If you’re afraid, I think you’re lucky. Because you’re alive, and you haven’t seen everything yet. And there are still chances to be brave.

verlustragen

Still gets me every time. I will always, always, always be attached to this piece.

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