kai

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[jakarimalotara]

i’ve got this dirty little habit where i tell the truth

[kaierotic]

the only solution to my life is death

[kaierotic]

my chest hurts Constantly

[kaierotic]

really craving a charleston chew rn

[kaierotic]

nvm yall i texted dj backed cus I got Bored , needed to Let some steam off

[kaierotic]

i need to start banana and grape maxxing again ;-;

[kaierotic]

piece of shit Oh my god i literally hate This guy

[kaierotic]

mom

please Stop Making me cry

everytime i talk To u i expect to Shed a couple Tears

[kaierotic]

A screenshot from a guy Who Only texted me for nudes / goon material back in february :/ he then Proceeded to Constantly body shame And belittle me in front of several People to make Me feel bad About myself ; Which has Caused me To have super Low self esteem Issues. i Can not look At myself the Same knowing People perceive me That way.

As of right Now he’s Posting mid Tier fit pics On his failing Instagram page but it’s ok.

[kaierotic]

maybe i Should confront the problem Right this moment

[kaierotic]

woods

[kaierotic]

i know i shouldnt look for validation from anyone but it feels like im constantly unacceptable for who i am

[kaierotic]

Often I think back to

negative things people said about me

And every time, my heart feels a little heavier

I'm aware I'm not perfect, but knowing others notice that

Makes me feel absolutely sick to my stomach

[kaierotic]

i’m just a Lil obsessed ^_^

[kaierotic]

i’m redoing my page

[kaierotic]

the only reason i started losing weight is bc the guy who was sexting me told me i was fat

[kaierotic]

id never treat people the way they’ve treated me