The following muses have not posted in seven days or more and are in danger of becoming eligible for our next activity check. In order to take your muse out of the probation list, you have to make a post IC (para, script, self-para) on your blog. Make sure to send a message to the main if you’re supposed to be on a hiatus and we missed it or if you need one. Anyone who fails to meet the required activity will have their muse be placed on our activity check which will be posted Monday (21st).
She is a [ twenty-three ] year old [ wedding photographer at Cupid’s Bow ] currently residing in [ nanjin duplex, #404 ]. Visit and greet her today!
Personality:
Wheein has always been taking care of herself, even when she was younger so she learned to not depend on others and learn how to not depend on them for most things which also makes her a little awkward when people try to look after her. She’s just too used to look after herself on her own and be the one who looks after others instead. It doesn’t mean, however, that she doesn’t like it when people pay attention to her and, even if she won’t say or admit it, Wheein is a little attention and affection starved. She isn’t completely shy since if pushed enough during social moments, she’ll do just fine, but she’s still rather reserved with people she isn’t close to and always soft spoken. She’s not the type to hold grudge against others at all, always believing in giving people the benefit of the doubt no matter how harm they did to her.
However, that only counts when it’s about her, because Wheein can get quite protective and bordering on aggressive when other people — not exclusively but especially — she cherishes are in vulnerable situations or in any sort of harmful situation be it because someone is being a douchebag to them or the alike. She’s also extremely loyal to them and a friend that is hard to lose if possible at all. She’s much more playful and just visibly relaxed when around people she’s comfortable with, being more energetic and affectionate with them too.
But that isn’t always something good considering how she’s always too willingly to sacrifice herself to prioritize and, on top of that, Wheein doesn’t have a lot of confidence in herself. It isn’t to the point that she doubts what she is and what she does, but there are some things she doesn’t think she deserves like people’s approval or praise (and attention) and thinks that what she does is average at best (even when she does a great job), which includes even her personality and appearance.
Spirit: Cerberus
Power:
+ poison generation: can generate poison from her hands like sweat. She’s immune to her own poison but it doesn’t mean that she’s immune to any other type of toxin. She also can’t generate big amounts of it and it’s only triggered when she feels scared or threatened, like she’s in a dangerous situation like a defensive mechanism. The poison is very far from being deadly and long lasting, not needing an antidote to cure it. When ingested, the symptoms are nausea and in rare cases diarrhea for two or three hours maximum and when in contact with skin it’s mostly an anaesthetics, leaving that spot numb and in rare cases and bigger amount even cause paralysis of that spot for that same amount of time.
Biography:
tw: abusive relationship tw: sexual assault
Mom is a famous actress the same way that dad is a well known writer so of course lots of things are expected from Wheein even before she’s born, but the thing is that Wheein is just Wheein. She doesn’t have the pretty features of his mom nor the talent of her dad. She gets the nickname of Wheedo dog when she’s young because she looks like a jindo dog, she discovers that she has a good voice, has a range that many dream about but then she also discovers how scared and anxious she gets when she’s put on a stage to be the spotlight. She has never liked so much attention on her like that so mom and dad don’t try to push anything else on her. They push her away from the spotlight as much as possible.
They don’t say it but she can feel how disappointed they are, how their smile doesn’t reach their eyes when someone says that it’s a pity that she doesn’t “want” to follow her parents’ footsteps in the entertainment industry and they smile because they don’t have anything to say about that. They don’t say anything mean to her, don’t try to push her into things that makes her uncomfortable and that’s possibly the worst of it all in Wheein’s eyes, because she doesn’t think that she deserves that much of kindness, not when she fails them like that.
But then, it isn’t like she has a lot of time to face their disappointment on her because they’re always busy, mom with her dramas and movies and then there’s dad who spends more time writing in his office than out of it so Wheein is left on her own. Even if she has a babysitter to make sure she won’t do anything dangerous, Wheein is still a quiet mostly keeping to herself kid so she’s often left on her own by the babysitter too since she never does anything much anyway. That’s how she learns to become independent, to make the things that she wants because that’s how she’s going to get them, because she hates feeling like she’s bothering people so she just prefers to do the things by herself.
That’s why she doesn’t think too much about the empty feeling on her chest, the never ending sensation of something missing and loneliness, of maybe missing something (or someone). There are also these dreams, sometimes she remembers blurry images of them, sometimes she doesn’t remember anything but she wakes up crying anyway. She asks one of her few friends what she thinks those weird dreams are about but they have as much answers as she does.
She meets a guy in high school. He’s the one who gives a camera and teaches her a few things about it, suddenly all the small hints she had from staff when she was keeping her mom during her modeling jobs. He tells her that she has a special gift, gives all the attention that she craved when she was younger and never received without the comments or intrusive questions about her parents, seeing her as not their daughter but as Wheein. Only Wheein. She feels a little more whole then. It feels nice.
Until it doesn’t anymore.
Until she’s seventeen and he’s asking of her things that she doesn’t feel comfortable in giving. The smile that once kept her at ease, now makes her tremble with the fear of disappointing him, of being responsible of making him hurt himself since she made a mistake. Until he takes her a date and then pulls her to a bathroom in the mall. Until he’s whispering on her ear that she’ll feel good and how well she’s going to treat her well, that she needs to be a good girl for him and stop struggling. Until she’s telling him no and stop and squirming away from his hands that seem to be everywhere, not willingly to let go. Until there are tears on her eyes and panic filling her chest. Until she manages to push his face away with one of her hands and he finally steps back, hand on his face and cursing her to the moon and back even if she doesn’t know what just happened, but it isn’t like she’s going to stick around to find out.
So she runs. She runs and runs and runs until she’s back in the safety of her room, but she doesn’t cry until she’s in the bathroom, under a hot spray of water, curled on the cold tile of the floor. She doesn’t know if she feels relieved because no one is home so she has no questions to answer or curious eyes to deal with, but at the same time the empty house weights on her back because what if he comes there? He knows where she lives, could find a way in even if Wheein made sure to lock all the doors and checked the alarm twice. She doesn’t want to be alone but at the same time she isn’t sure if she can handle people around her, if she’d be able to tell them what happened anyway because this is all her fault, isn’t it? He went that far because she let it, because she didn’t fight harder enough, sooner enough.
She dreams of a beast that night when her body is too tired to keep itself awake. She dreams of a huge beast with three heads staring at her in the darkness, moving from one side to the other like it wants to get closer but there’s something stopping it from moving forward, that being followed by the sound of chains rustling. It stops at some point, its three heads perking up like whatever was stopping it before is finally gone. Surprisingly Wheein isn’t afraid. Actually it feels comforting, especially when the beast starts to get closer, like it’s trying to reach out for her and Wheein wakes up as soon as her hand touches the nose of one of its heads.
She wakes up refreshed, like she slept all the hours that she didn’t in her whole life. She feels like something, like a piece that was out of place is finally settled again.
Wheein doesn’t need to deal with that guy anymore since he seems to be avoiding her until she graduates. She still doesn’t tell anyone about what happened and something in her changed all the same. She can’t be alone with boys anymore, can’t barely interact with them. She becomes shyer, more secluded. Even her absent parents notice that something was wrong and as a way to help her, they make her go to a psychologist who helps her be as outgoing as she was before. It’s a process but it works, even if just little by little and Wheein still to this day can’t go to that part of the mall or be completely comfortable when alone with a boy.
Her parents also give her an apartment after she graduates in photography as a graduation gift, at least, they pay her rent until Wheein can pay for it herself. Her mom also indicates her to a job and Wheein was a little unsure in the beginning because she wants to get things herself but then she knows that’s the way that her parents show that they still care for her and somehow they’re sorry that they weren’t there for her when she needed them even if they don’t know what happened (and she has no plan of telling them to begin with) so she accepts the apartment and the job.
Wheein still doesn’t know what happened that day in the bathroom, why her ex stepped away and cursed like that, like something was affecting his face, she doesn’t try to think too much about it and concentrates more in taking one step at a day, living one day and then the other.
The following faces and/or deities have now been cleared due to inactivity and are free to be roleplayed.
no one !
Congratulations to everyone for being active and going through this week. We hope you continue being a part of our community for many more weeks to come!
Hello, lovelies, it’s your admin speaking! After a long while without one of these, I’m here to inform you that the next activity check will be conducted this thursday night (3rd). There won’t be any probation, so if you haven't been active for seven or more days, make sure to post before the due date.
- ability to cause incompatibility between individuals
- ability to disorganize groups & individuals
- ability to induce internal strife
- can be countered by accord/concord users
- effects of abilities are not long lasting
- restricted from inducing war/outright violence
- heightened sense to emotion; can influence emotions, but cannot create long lasting change in emotions
Biography:
Shouting filters in through the walls, day in and day out — she doesn’t remember when it started and she feels as if it will ever stop. She only vaguely remembers how life use to be, the tiny fragments before she hit the age of 13; life was happy, things were normal. Photos around the house showed remnants of the past; of smiling faces and love filled memories, but the broken glass of frames in the floor showed the present.
She never understood, and she hated it.
She hated that it was more than just her home that was filled with constant and never ending disagreements, but her life in other aspects were too.
As she grew older, the subjects of conflict changed, but the frequency never seemed to waver. Friends around her would argue and storm off, refusing to see one another and cause her to pick and choose — and the worse she felt about it, the worse it became.
It nearly drove her crazy; the only thing she had going right for her were her studies, considering she shoved herself into her books and assignments whenever she could get away, it was a way to get away…
And whenever she was alone is when she envied everything the most — when her parents were off at work, and the house was filled with silence in contrast to the chaos, when she had time to study, or to indulge in stories and shows of people living their normal lives, lives where fighting rarely happened, where people got along. She was convinced it was all fake, especially when she could only escape the storm for so long.
Sometimes dreams came: sometimes they seemed so close to reality, she’d question if she even slept, and other times, they seemed to take place in worlds so far away — she’d dream of witnessing outbreaks of war, of violent fights within cities. But she would blame it all on something else, anything that made at least the slightest bit of sense — she read too many historical fictions, or let her imagination take history lessons too seriously, she delved into action packed shows too much, she consumed too much of the national news.
And it only continued from there…but eventually, she found peace in the chaos.
It was almost if something snapped one day, towards the end of her time in high school; she was at the top of her class, and she used her place to any advantage she could.
Minji would spend her free time between classes inciting debates, revving up fellow classmate’s that were already experiencing emotional turmoil, encouraging them to make impulsive decisions and take the leap into relationship destroying fights.
She thrived on it. Her fears were turned into something she began to view as balance.
Discord and chaos thrived through her veins, her soul, her heart; it was all she had known, and all she could live with.
The following faces and/or deities have now been cleared due to inactivity and are free to be roleplayed.
Bae Suzy ! || Athena
Yoo Heedo ! || Harpocrates
To those on this list, you have 24h to reclaim your character, with no need to resubmit an application, by displaying activity and posting IC before they are officially removed from the masterlist. As always, everyone will always be welcome to come back to us whenever time and muse permits. Congratulations to everyone else for being active throughout this week. We hope you continue being a part of our community for many more weeks to come!
The following muses have not posted in seven days or more and are in danger of becoming eligible for our next activity check. In order to take your muse out of the probation list, you have to make a post IC (para, script, self-para) on your blog. Make sure to send a message to the main if you’re supposed to be on a hiatus and we missed it or if you need one. Anyone who fails to meet the required activity will have their muse be placed on our activity check which will be posted Sunday (4th).
Haean ● 해안의 ● coastal 18+ ● au ● original characters ● literate ● facebook
Haean is an up and coming city along the East Sea, west of Taean. An oasis away from the big city, Haean offers refuge with peaceful coastlines and lively, blossoming streets. The former mayor of Haean, Hwang Hyerin, encouraged an equal combination of nature and industry; a booming economic system alongside a thriving ecosystem. In Haean, there’s something for everyone.
The following faces and/or deities have now been cleared due to inactivity and are free to be roleplayed.
no one !
Congratulations to everyone for being active and going through this week. We hope you continue being a part of our community for many more weeks to come!
The following muses have not posted in seven days or more and are in danger of becoming eligible for our next activity check. In order to take your muse out of the probation list, you have to make a post IC (para, script, self-para) on your blog. Make sure to send a message to the main if you’re supposed to be on a hiatus and we missed it or if you need one. Anyone who fails to meet the required activity will have their muse be placed on our activity check which will be posted Thursday (18th).
