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Welcome, dear dreamer...
I'm Kami | 20+ | they/them
My blog diary is focused on non dualism or advaita vedanta.
All are welcome. ॐ
Remember...the dream and the dreamer are one.
asks | masterlist
Looking for "proof" is so pointless because do we look for the proof of our existence? Everything already is as it's also not. You experience being and not being every second, in your very breath, it's as simple as breathing in and out. Your heart stops for a split second and then comes alive again. There is nothing to seek. It already is.
But...how do I..?
I think one of the reasons why people frantically ask questions like "but how do I decide?" "How do I know I'm in the void?" "How do I know everything is me?" "How do I know everything is one? "But how do I manifest with this?" Even when they come across the same advice over and over again, even when everyone tells them that there is absolutely nothing to do, that there is no seperation, that desire itself is proof that you already have it because all is one—is because of how easy it really is. How effortless living really is.
Asking these questions feels like there is an open book laid out in front of you to write your answer in a test, but you still ask "But how do I know?"
It can be a scary concept because of habitual conditioning to believe that the world is happening to you and not from you. It feels lonely and terrifying to grasp when you don't realise yet that your body, your name, everything that you know about yourself is also a creation of the consciousness.
Humans cling onto identity to make sense of everything, and nothing seems more discomforting and anguishing when you realise that even the character you so dearly held onto, the character that you were trying so hard to give control to is also not real.
And that is okay, you can slowly relax into consciousness. There is nothing to be afraid of when you understand that it is you who creates and desires at the same time, it is you who wants and already has at the same time, you are the sun and the moon, the yin and yang. There is no seperation.
Awake: it's your turn by Angelo DiLullo
You only need to remember this.
Bringing what you want to awareness, law of assumption, manifestation, the void.. it's all the same thing and we are doing it all the time. There are only 3 key things to remember. That is all that you need.
There is no reality outside of you.
Therefore you can decide what you wish to see and what you give power to
There is no room for disappointment and doubt when you know there is no reality outside of you. It is really what you say it is, it is what—where you put the self.
Over and over and over again, choose your what you want to see over your circumstances. Choose what you create over the answers of other people. Choose to see only what you prefer, regardless of the results. Results don’t matter to you because, either way, all you see and experience is your awareness. So who needs results anyway?
"Manifesting" is so easy once you realise that you're all that there is. It's all you, everything else is just shaped by where you direct your awareness to.
Whenever the ego has doubts, fears and anxiety, who is the voice that answers "your doubts are not real"?
I was sitting in self enquiry and this question came up. This guiding voice still isn't "I" because it has a voice, because it speaks. Ofcourse, this voice is more gentle, calm and not desperate unlike the ego. I'll call this "the parent voice"
The parent voice is not seperate from awareness either, its only a level deeper and perhaps the final veil before ultimate freedom. This voice is still a part of the dream but it's lucid, it knows that nothing is real.
The parent voice knows that there is only the appearance of unfolding, it doesn't believe in time. This isn't to be mistaken by thinking there is a separation because there isn't, think of the iceberg analogy, it's one ultimately.
The real self is behind the ego and parent voices, it's the silence behind those.
have a question is it possible to completely erase things that happened in the past is it really possible to completely erase the past in my current reality physically instantly I really wonder?
Yes it is
I really need to make somethings clear about Void.
The void is not a state to enter it never will be because the void IS you. I have gotten a lot of DMs, asks regarding the same topic because it's human to be curious and to seek answers so I'm going to explain it thoroughly here because I have identified with that mentality before.
Void is simply stripping of identity. It's pure awareness and even the moment I join "It" as a subject behind pure awareness, it becomes an object which it never was. Calling it void "state" turns it into another projection of your mind. The void IS you (x100)
Void. Tao. Nirvana. Moksha. Mukti. God. All. The. Same.
I'm in the void even as I'm typing because it is simply absence of identification. You do not have to necessarily blank out, silence all thoughts or fall into the infamous blackness to know void. You are still giving it labels by "trying to achieve the void state". Sure, you can choose to have this dramatic collapse of form but that is not the essence of pure being. You can be stuck in traffic and still be in the void.
Void, Tao, I AM, God is knowing that none of it is real. The entire world, what you see can still appear (or not if that is what you choose). It is being a spectator, and knowing everything is malleable, nothing touches you because you're not in it.
Hiii! I really hope you’re doing alright. I have a huge emergency. I did something really bad (not breaking the law bad🌚) but bad enough to make my mom upset and worrying abt money. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEEED to get into the void. I’ve been close but I always fall asleep. And regarding loa, I’ve manifested stuff(like for example I saw a cute perfume on Pinterest that looked like it smelled good and I said “I kinda want it, it’s looks cute” cuz of the scent it showed. I kid you not 1-2 days later my mom comes back with the same perfume in her words “I saw it and I thought you’d like it” mind you we barely talk and she doesn’t know stuff I like, like that so that surprised me) but other stuff haven’t been working. I know begging is embarrassing but this is actually a crisis and I need to fix this ASAP (and before the incident happened I really tried to affirm the opposite of what was actually happening but that flunked so). I feel absolutely horrible. Again you’re not obligated to help, I wouldn’t want to do that, but if you have advice that’d be really appreciated. And honestly I also need to induce pure consciousness so that I can get away from my mom cuz she’s not the best🌚
Hope you have a really good day/night and thanks for taking the time to read this.
Dear Dreamer,
I truly understand your concern but you have to know that it's already done. I'm sure you have gotten the same piece of advice from everyone else too and it feels like war but this is a fact. You do not have to be embarrassed, we all have been on this journey.
However, you are pure consciousness, you are merely inhabiting this body, void is nothing but detachment from ego. It's not a state you enter, the void IS you. The reason why the perfume was "easier to manifest" is because your ego thinks it's easy to bring into existence. Please start thinking beyond your ego, this is the only thing I can tell you
Do not identify with the fact that you don't have money, you can be anyone you want, you are not your body and you're definitely not your circumstances, which means time is not real either.
Lester Levenson said "Let go and let god" God is your consciousness, the ego will make you think there is something to do when there isn't. It's already there.
I will link down a meditation that might help you.
https://youtu.be/_b8o5h7QsOM?si=Zj1E6JalWhNuIUBG
Good luck 🩷
Hi, when you said "Realize that you are not the ego and you will be in the void" how do I realize that I am not the ego?
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Dear Dreamer, I wanted to give you a thought out answer, thus it took so long.
A small thought experiment:
When you look at a flower and take away all it's traits, properties, (colour, texture, shape, scent, biological categorisation) what remains? Is it still a flower when you take away all these things? What is it beyond that?
Now that you have done this little experiment, you know that there is something beyond sense perception, also called as consciousness or awareness.
Non-dualism or Advaita Vedanta claims that there is only awareness and everything else a projection of that awareness. Everything already is present and there is nothing to do because because it is only a matter of shifting awareness. There is nothing but being and oneness because awareness is all there is. A limitless being
Why is there no duality?
Firstly, when we say there are two different things, we are creating a distinction that is not based on fundamental principles of reality. It is arbitrary. A stone vs. A human being, both are conceptualisations, projections in consciousness, the human is not more real than the stone; it is just denser, more detailed and tighter as a dream. It seems more alive because it claims to think, feel, act but this aliveness is not a property of the form, it is borrowed from awareness just like the stone. A more scientific example is that of the brain. It is constantly changing, new neurons are created and old neurons die every second, every day and the catch is, this constant change in the brain also shows that it is not you. Just how the waves are named different but they still belong to the ocean.
How is physicality a faulty argument against non-dualism?
Because consciousness is the only constant thing, when you are awake, asleep, dreaming and physicality does not have clear answers to where this comes from which means it is not what the reality is. You are aware of your dreams but as soon as you are not aware of them (waking up) they are gone. It's like an inception, you are dreaming of the "real world" too. If you feel confused, that entanglement is just conditioning.
If we apply the same thought experiment to self, it becomes a stripping down of identity, or ego.
Ego is nothing but what you believe yourself to be. Your body, mind, thoughts, emotions, fears, desires, wants, needs, your past, your relationships, your sense of time, your memories, your experiences. It is a story that you identify with but it is not you.
"But how do I realise, I'm not the ego?"
Through negation of everything that you believe yourself to be. Your ego does exist but it is not you, it is a mechanical script running under the illusion of ownership. The answer is always there in plain sight beneath the question itself, you are making an assumption that there is you who could be the ego but it is not a thing you are, it is a temporary set of beliefs you have claimed. You just have to stop believing the ego is you, don't identify with it because you were never it to begin with.
“Your ideas about yourself change from day to day and from moment to moment. Your self image is the most changeful thing you have. It is utterly vulnerable, at the mercy of a passerby. A bereavement, the loss of a job, an insult, and your image of yourself, which you call your person, changes deeply. To know what you are, you must first investigate and know what you are not. And to know what you are not, you must watch yourself carefully, rejecting all that does not necessarily go with the basic fact: “I am.” Our usual attitude is of “I am this.” Consistently and perseveringly separate the “I am” from “this” or “that” and try to feel what it means to be, without being “this” or “that.” All our habits go against it and the task of fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding helps significantly. The more clearly you understand that on the level of the mind you can be described in negative terms only, the more quickly you will come to the end of your search and realize your limitless being.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj, I Am That: Talks with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
Then how to do I get into the void state?
The "void state" is not a special state you enter, it is what remains when egoic activity is absent. It is not trance, not a blackout, not numbness, it is how the mind interprets the not doing and not being someone, it tries to interpret the absence of itself as a "state" or "a thing happening. It is still considered a state to achieve or to go into which means...it is still within a dream and the void is not the self because the self is not an experience. It is simply recognising the spaciousness between the ego and the self, a detachment from the ego.
Freedom is realising that no state defines you.
Hello, how do I know I'm not the ego?
How do you know you're not the people around you? You're just not, the ego is the same.
Notes from Lester Levenson.
have u enterd void and manifested
I have everything I desire :)
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