“I’ve never done this before,” Kaneki breathes, situating himself between his boyfriend’s parted thighs and looking up at him with innocent eyes. “I don’t want to mess up.”
“That’s impossible, just do whatever you think will feel good. You don’t have to -”
“No, I want to,” Kaneki cuts him off, speaking with conviction. “I’ve, er, read up on a bit and I’d like to try it… if that’s… okay with you.”
He’s met with a hearty chuckle, and his cheeks pinken as his boyfriend laughs.
Kaneki’s shaking fingers pull down the zipper of his partner’s jeans, and he can already tell that he’s hard. Kaneki pulls down the jeans so that they pool at his boyfriend’s ankles, and he swallows thickly at the sight of his tented boxers. It’s not that they haven’t done this before; Kaneki has just never been face to face with his boyfriend’s cock.
He lightly palms him through his boxers, his touch almost cautious. He looks up to see that his boyfriend is grinning at him, smile practically extending to his ears.
“Don’t - Don’t make fun of me.”
“I didn’t say anything! Keep going, it’s okay,” His s/o encourages, slipping his fingers through Kaneki’s hair soothingly. “Just do what feels right.”
“Can you, er, lift up a bit?” He asks, indicating to the boxers.
His boyfriend raises his hips so Kaneki can pull them down, and when he does, Kaneki’s face goes even redder. Deciding to just do it, Kaneki leans down to take the head of his s/o’s cock in his mouth, and he’s met with a sharp, salty tasting liquid. He winces a little, but flattens his tongue, eliciting a heavy sigh from his partner. He figures it must be a good reaction, so he continues, pushing him further into his mouth. He chokes a little, but readjusts, and begins sucking lightly, his movements still cautious and hesitant.
His boyfriend’s grip in his hair tightens, and it urges Kaneki to keep going. He cups his boyfriend’s balls and takes a long lick up the underside of his cock. So far, so good. Cock still in his mouth, Kaneki looks up, and rather than being met with a smile, he’s met with a flushed expression as his s/o pants.
“Keep - Keep going, don’t stop.”
Kaneki abandons his balls to stroke what he can’t fit into his mouth and swirls his tongue around the head of his cock. The hands in his hair are gripping it so tightly it’s almost painful, but Kaneki doesn’t mind. Keeping in mind what the book said to do, he moves his mouth lower and lower until his boyfriend hits the back of his throat. It’s uncomfortable, but he doesn’t gag. Tears pinprick his eyes, but he can feel his partner tense and he knows that he’s getting closer.
“Kaneki - I’m going to -”
Kaneki persists, ignoring his boyfriend and sucks him harder than before, all gentleness from before melting away as he hears the cries become more frequent and higher in pitch. His boyfriend stills, and a warm, unpleasant tasting liquid fills his mouth. Unsure of what to do, Kaneki swallows instinctively, choking a little on the bitter flavor of it. It’s unpleasant, but nothing he can’t handle.
“I love you so fucking much.”
Kaneki’s pushed back and his boyfriend sinks to his knees so that he’s face to face with him. As he’s leaning in to kiss Kaneki, Kaneki covers his mouth.
“No, not after what I just did!” He exclaims, his voice muffled by his palm.
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