darlings ,
when i first got the idea for kaos, a whole ass year ago, i was so so excited i just couldnโt go to sleep. i literally stayed up until 9am the next day conceiving the group and trying to come up with the feel i was going for. i donโt know what got into me, but i was just so excited, so filled with muse and a vision of the group i wanted to create.
i never thought the group would last for as long as it actually did. i didnโt even think itโd get the attention it did back then, but as tiring as it all was, i was filled with happiness to see so many people were as excited with my idea as i was. and so kaos opened. and i had a little plan, a monthly plan of tasks, events, plot drops. i was determined to make it last longer than one month. that was my goal. everything after that, everything would have been a blessing.
the main dropped on july 5th last year, and ten days later, we were open for interactions. it was such a ride. i never ever thought iโd be saying goodbye to the group almost one year after it opened. it was a great year, if i say so myself. and it was all thanks to every single one of you who brought your beautiful characters and your wonderful writing here.
but i also feel like the group has run its course. it breaks my heart. i thought about this the whole weekend, i was feeling physically sad while coming to terms with the decision. but itโs for the best. kaos has come full circle, it was given everything it was meant to give. and now, itโs time for me, for us, and for our characters to move on to new, fresh and exciting things.
thank you to everyone that throughout this year has shared their time and energy with us and with the group. thank you to my co admins, bren and sea, you both have my heart and i will miss you infinitely. but also, thank you to all the others who helped along the way, co admins and friends, who were always there when i needed a second opinion on something or when i just needed to vent. after all, this was the first time i ever fully admined a group and a lot of the time, i was just figuring it out as i go.
thank you to all of you, for everything. i will miss you loads but i wish you all the love, health and light in the world. and i really hope we get to write again soon !
now itโs time for ONE LAST TASK. feel free to share it or just keep it to yourself, but iโd like you to imagine where you think your character will go now, moving forward. where do you think theyโll be next year? and in ten years time? are they happy? successful? i hope the answers bring a smile to your face.
- evie.