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the things I do haunt me at night

[misplacedd-mind-deactivated2020]

CEO of ghosting people when my mental health is messed up

[pglang]

i may not be the best looking or the smartest but i am. goodnight.

[clotair]

i wish no one knew anything about me 

[naif-kh-deactivated20210811]

even tho I’m sad as fuck I laugh at everything

[thesnobbyartsyblog]

[queenrosely]

Johnny Depp and Winona Ryder at the 1991 Golden Globes 💫

[karmenxxkarma]

I know everyone has a right to leave a relationship. However I gave you so many chances, no matter how many times people told me to leave you... I stayed, no matter how many times I almost walked out, I let you pull me back in. But you spent two days doubting us, you had one friend question our relationship, and you left like it was easy.

-what you did wasn’t wrong, but it wasn’t right either

[karmenxxkarma]

It hurt when you left

By far it was the most respectful breakup I’ve had. We sat down and talked. I understood where you were coming from. I knew it needed to end as well. Even while we were crying we were cracking jokes. We hugged goodbye and your last words were “I still love you”.

That night I removed you’re belongings that were all buried in my room. I couldn’t sleep, I stayed up till 6 am hoping that you would come back. Even though I knew we were no longer good for each other, I hoped you would text me and say you take it all back.

The next day I couldn’t eat. I was reminded how you made me promise to keep eating. You knew me too well, you knew how I lack self care when I go through a lot. However, I couldn’t bring myself to do it. The next few days were filled with getting high and drunk, distracting myself from the reality that you weren’t coming back.

Then you texted. My heart dropped. I was so happy. I thought you were going to say how much you regretted it. I was so happy I didn’t have to go through the pain anymore. Until I read the text... you asked when I could bring the rest of your stuff back.

I understand it would be nice to have it back. But that was all you cared about? You didn’t ask how I was doing. You didn’t say anything that I thought a text coming from you would.

So I guess it’s really over now. I have to accept your gone. I’m angry. I’m hurt.

-But hey at least you get your stuff back, right?

[adrasteiax]

“(…) dark past, I’m about to do it. I’m about to forgive you for everything.”

— Mary Oliver, from A Settlement in “What Do We Know: Poems And Prose Poems”

[alwaysmeek]

cold winter nights ft you.

[recaption]

[eliminated]

[thespilledquotes]

I think too deeply about everything. I still don't know if that allows me to see more of the world, or less of it.

— Mobeen Hakeem

[quotemadness]

“I don’t want to believe, I want to know.”

— Carl Sagan (via quotemadness)

[ofmilknhoney-deactivated2023032]

Turns out I won the "I love you more" game after all

[softlysaygoodbye]

[bnmxfld]

“I am too young and I’ve loved you too much.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky / The Brothers Karamazov