My table is a mess like how my mind is always in chaos. I have grown accustomed to having my thoughts scattered everywhere, I guess that eventually reflects on one's actions because that clearly explains why my working space is so disorganized.
I miss being passionate. Being able to feel Art. That burning desire to create and express. I feel like something in me has died, buried somewhere deep within the insecurities, guilt, hatred, and agony that has piled up inside me.
I want to connect, find my peers, people I can relate with, people that can inspire me to be bold again, to feel myself again.










