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୨୧ stray kids
[I choose to only write for skz from now on, as managing different groups I had been writing for has now become extremely hard for me TT]
⤷ chan x f!reader ୨୧ wc: ゛1973 words ˎˊ˗
Inspo: Run it - Chan in the body suit.
୨୧ cw: Minors DNI, Established Eelationship, Dirty Talk, Sub.Chan, Edging, Oversimulation, Orgasm denial, Chan crying due to oversimulation, No Proof Reading Was Done.
୨୧ synopsis:
After seeing the Run It mv, specifically your boyfriend in that damn body suit, you wanted to see him in it in person, but that just turns into his crying and begging for you to help him.
You had been scrolling through your phone when the mv dropped, and the second chris appeared on screen in that skin tight sheer bodysuit, your stomach flipped. The way the fabric hugged every line of his chest, the way it stretched over his torso and left almost nothing to the imagination - it was deliberate, and he hadn't said a word about it beforehand. By the time the video ended, your decision was already made.
You texted him right away.
"Bring the bodysuit home tonight. I want to see it on you in person."
His reply came back quick, a single question mark followed by a nervous emoji.
You didn't elaborate. You just waited.
When the front door finally opened hours later, chris stepped inside looking equal parts excited and nervous, the garment bag slung over one shoulder. He locked the door behind him, set the bag down, and glanced at you where you were already stretched out on the couch in nothing but one of his oversized shirts.
"Hey, baby," he said, voice low. "You... really want me to put it on?"
you nodded once, slow. "Strip first. then put it on for me."
He swallowed hard but obeyed, peeling off his hoodie and sweats until he stood there in well... nothing, just naked. his dick was already half-hard from the anticipation alone, you watched him step into the bodysuit, the black fabric sliding up his legs, over his hips, stretching tight across his back and the growing bulge between his thighs. He put it on completely, the material clinging to every muscle, outlining his nipples, hugging his waist. When he finally looked at you again, his cheeks were flushed.
"come here," you told him.
chris walked over slowly, stopping right in front of you. you stayed seated, legs spread just enough for him to see you weren't wearing anything under the shirt.
Your fingers trailed down your own stomach, slipping between your thighs. You started touching yourself right there, slow circles over your clit while he watched, dick visibly twitching inside the tight bodysuit.
"Don't touch yourself," you said. "And don't touch me either. just stand there and watch."
a soft, desperate sound left his throat. "fuck... you're really doing this?"
"Mhm." You pushed two fingers inside yourself, letting him hear the wet sound. "You looked so fucking good in that video. thought you could hide it from me? Now you're gonna stand here and suffer for it."
chros shifted on his feet, the bodysuit doing nothing to hide how hard he was getting. The fabric strained over his dick, the outline growing thicker by the second. His hands clenched at his sides like he was fighting every instinct to reach down.
"please," he whispered. "can I at least—"
"No." you sped up your fingers, moaning softly on purpose. "You just get to watch. And maybe if you're good, I'll let you feel something later."
He whined, hips twitching forward involuntarily. The bodysuit looked obscene now, stretched so tight around his erection that you could see the head pressing against the shher material completely, precum leaking. you kept touching yourself, letting your shirt ride up so he had a full view of your pussy, wet and glistening under your fingers.
"Look at you," you murmured. "Already leaking and I haven't even touched you. pathetic, baby."
chris's breathing was getting ragged. "I can't... it's too tight. Feels like it's squeezing me."
"Good." You pulled your fingers out, brought them to your mouth, and licked them clean while he watched. then you stood up, stepping close enough that he could feel the heat of your body but not close enough to touch. Your hand pressed flat against his chest, feeling how fast his heart was racing through the bodysuit.
"Take it off," you ordered. "Slowly."
His hands shook as he reached for the zipper. He dragged it down inch by inch, revealing smooth skin and the hard lines of his abs. when the fabric parted enough, you helped him, peeling it off his shoulders, down his arms. The suit caught on his hips, and you made him turn around so you could watch him push it down over his ass. His dick sprang free the second the material cleared his hips, flushed dark and already dripping at the tip.
You didn't let him step out of it completely. Instead you pushed him back onto the couch, the bodysuit still tangled around his thighs like restraints. He looked up at you with wide, desperate eyes, chest heaving.
"please, baby" he begged again. "Touch me. anything. I'm so fucking hard it hurts."
You climbed onto his lap but stayed just above him, your pussy hovering over his cock without touching. "Not yet. I want to see how long you can last like this."
Chris's hips bucked up on instinct, trying to chase any kind of friction. You pressed a hand to his stomach, holding him down. "Stay still or I stop completely my love."
he froze, whimpering. You reached between your bodies and wrapped your fingers around the base of his dick, giving one slow stroke before letting go. His whole body jerked.
"Fuck- please-"
"Shh." You leaned in, lips brushing his ear. "You're gonna be good for me, chris. you're gonna let me edge you until you're crying. And then maybe I'll let you have more."
You started again, this time with just the very tip of your finger tracing around the head of his dick, spreading the precum around. Every time his breathing picked up or his hips twitched, you pulled away. He was already close--you could tell by the way his thighs trembled and the broken sounds leaving his mouth.
"no, no, please don't stop," he gasped. "I'm sorry, I'll be good, just--"
You pulled your hand away completely, watching his dick twitch in the air, denied. A tear slipped down his cheek and he didn't even try to hide it.
"look at you," you said softly. "Already crying and I haven't even let you inside me yet."
chan's voice cracked. "I need you so bad bab-y, please- I'll do anything."
You smiled, wicked. "anything my love? Then keep your hands behind your back and don't move."
he obeyed instantly, lacing his fingers together behind him. You lowered yourself just enough to let the head of his cock brush against your entrance, not pushing in, just letting him feel how wet you were. His entire body went rigid.
"oh god—"
"Just the tip baby," you whispered. "that's all you get right now."
You sank down slowly, taking only the head inside you, clenching around it. chan made a sound like he was dying, head falling back against the couch, tears gathering in his eyes again. You stayed there, not moving, just holding him inside that tiny bit while you reached down and rubbed your clit again.
"Please," he sobbed. "m-more. I need more. You're so tight, fuck--"
"No." You lifted off completely, leaving him empty and throbbing. "Not until I say so."
You repeated the process three more times--taking just the tip, letting him feel your heat, then pulling away before he could get any real friction. each time he got closer, his begging got more desperate, his voice breaking on every word. by the fourth time, tears were streaming down his face and he was shaking so hard the couch creaked.
"I can't take it," he cried. "please let me cum. please. I'll be so good. I'll do whatever you want. Just please--"
You finally sank all the way down in one smooth motion, taking him to the hilt. chris screamed, body arching up into you, but you immediately lifted off again before he could thrust.
"not yet," you said. "One more time."
He was openly sobbing now, dick red and angry-looking, twitching with every heartbeat.
You gave him a moment to breathe, then took just the tip again, rolling your hips in tiny circles that drove him insane but gave him nothing substantial.
"I'm gonna cum," he warned, voice wrecked. "I can't stop it—"
You pulled off instantly. "No you don't."
chris broke. He was crying hard now, shoulders shaking, cock pulsing in the air with nothing to catch it. You watched him struggle through the ruined orgasm, cum dribbling out in weak spurts without any real pleasure. Only when he was completely spent and trembling did you finally sink down on him fully again, riding him slow and deep while he whimpered through the overstimulation.
"Good boy," you murmured, finally letting him have what he needed. "You did so well for me." you said kissing his nose wiping the tears away, then kissing his head.
chris could only nod weakly, still crying softly as you rode him, his body completely at your mercy, it wasnt a common occurance that chan was at yout mercy and now that he is..you dont plan on ending it all so soon.
You soon came around him with a soft moan, clenching tight, and he gave one last broken sound before going limp beneath you.
You stayed there for a long moment, stroking his hair while he caught his breath. Eventually he looked up at you with red-rimmed eyes, voice hoarse.
"...Can we do that again sometime-?" he whispered, well turns out it wasnt just you who enjoyed it but also your lovely boyfriend
you smiled, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "Oh, baby. We're just getting started for tonight."
to which chan just hugged your waist "hm", he hummed not opposing the idea either.
Who knew edging him and seeing the whiny side of him would do something as much as loving it. It would be a lie to say that he didnt look pretty begging and crying, ugh.
Go. Read! Yah. GO READ. THIS IS SOMETHING I WILL KEEP COMING BACK TO. SO. GO AND READ. 🐥
Berry is so cute 😭 though I ain't really a dog person she really makes me wanna have a dog! Bsbsbzbzbzbbz I just wanna hug her and sleep fluffy lil cutie
I really like the aesthetics of this fic jwjshshzh
Hii I was wondering if you had any tips on writing and the aesthetic of everything I wanna start writing about stuff on here but idk how to start lol
Hi hi!
Ahhhhhh tips, well look it's all about creativity. Randomly sit with a paper and jolt down ideas you would be comfy enough to write, after this you will know what all types you can write! For me I started off with fluffy as I wasn't that comfy with smut back then but now I can write both! Give yourself time!
Write what comes to your mind don't over think it, use proper tags to it
For the aesthetic!!! Pinterest is practically your holy bible 😭😭 look for inspo play around with colours then search for icons and headers (again you don't have to follow this order its on YOU)
Welllllll if you do start writing, and if you are comfy enough in sharing em, I would love to read em, infact I am sure many would wanna read it!
ANDDDD hola mami! {i hope you are okay with that?} Its 🍸 anon here! i have a very random ass question. I turned 18 today. {its still not hitting me that i am now an adult, ew}
also english is not my first language so sorry if there are any errors, i am spanish help. OH THE RANDOM QUESTION, i wanted to know your nationality if you dont mind ofc!
love you! mwah!
-🍸
Happy adulthood my love! Happiest 18th birthday <33 yep you can call me mami i ion mind!
shit i got too freaky and wrote whiny chris, ugh. Am i the only one who likes whiny men during sex while being edged, If i am the only one i might need to seek thrapy.
Quite literally now we know chans type, blonde's with big tits. I am brunette help. Not that I had a chance with him to start with but nowwww being delulu is also questionable (i hope he gets a gf atp he is pushing in his 30's)
Also can i be your 🍸anon
Ahhhhhhh yep. we know chans type now!!
i am literally in -ve ranking girly for both the tits and hair + i have like a long bob so welp, but yeah again i hope he gets a gf its high time.
Also little side note oh my GOD 3racha in the new mv are driving me insane!
Good morning baby! Sweets for yaaaa 🍧🍦🍮🧁🍪🎂🍬🍡
Oh my lord love, the whole mv is still driving me insane. All look so dbdbsbbdbxbxbzbzbbzbxb ARGH especially fucking chris 🛐🛐 I just realised how much power that man has over me. He doesn't even know I exist help. 🐥
So..... This guy known as 'pixel drink' voiced out in one of his stream that he wants spears to go through chans chest...
I am utterly disturbed by how far one can take something, without even knowing the person.
Let alone I am still seeing people defend him saying it's just a 'joke'.... Since when did jokes come down to wanting one dead.
Honestly? I dunno. Am I over reacting to find this disturbing? The fact that some random guy goes talking about how chan should be dead? How can one be this inhumane.. let alone that video is now taken down but it's all over tiktok, it just haunts me.
What if chan comes across it, we all know he isn't the brightest when it comes to himself, his apnea is already worsened and now this crap...
I don't get why people hate to start with, if you don't like it quit it. Simple. Why spread negativity about it.
Again, I dunno I could be freaking over reacting right now but I adore chan too much to let it slip.
Hey! I love your works a lot. Just wanted to ask you are you will you be continuing A deal in silk and sin because I love that story a lot and it's been soo log since it was last uploaded and I never saw a part 2 of it. No pressure though love you ❤️❤️❤️
Hey sweetie, I am glad you liked it, honestly about the 2nd part I am not sure it is a fic due to which I faced so much hate for some reason I am still unaware of that I can't get myself to write the 2nd part of it, hence I don't wanna make any promises Abt it, sorry...
