PICK A PILE - What is your loneliness trying to tell you?
Hiiii!! How are you sweeties?❤️ I know I've been out of this app for a long time but I've been studying a lot for my exams, I still haven't finished everything yet but today I had some free time so I thought doing a new pick a pile would have been a cute idea :> So, here I am!! I hope you'll enjoy this new pac!!❤️
Hello my dear pile 1 and welcome to my new pick a pile!! I actually shuffled 2 different decks to do this reading and both gave me the strength card at first (i was choosing the deck i felt more connected with to do this reading). The first thing i got in my mind was about the courage of stepping into the unknown and your fears and anxiety to come to an end. It's like you unknowingly chose to be alone to not face your real needs and desires. You've been burying everything deep down your heart to find external peace but your inner self is crying at you to save them from loneliness. You might be afraid of the world, especially because of the people that might have wronged you, but you'll never feel truly happy until you'll decide to beat your biggest fears. A new beginning is ready to welcome you, don't worry about it. Listen to your inner self and choose what's truly the best for you but without being influenced by your fears. You need balance, things are changing into your life, you don't know what to expect anymore and that's why you need to follow your stream of emotions within you to be guided towards what's the best for you.
Your loneliness is here to tell you about the sun and the complition that's ahead of you, out of your window and that are waiting for you to come. After a period of reflection, all alone, the beauty of life is ready to welcome you and to show you the success you didn't see to come into your life because of your insecurities. Don't worry about anything, everything will be under your control.
Hello my dear pile 2 and welcome to my reading!! So, this pile is been made after a while after i did pile 1, however, here i am again!! Btw, talking about what your loneliness is telling you the first message I got was about opening your heart. You might feel lonely sometimes but you're a truly independent person, you don't really suffer from loneliness since it's something you choose yourself in order to escape from the external chaos you were living in. You just wanted to feel capable of going on in your life by yourself, you just wanted to know you could do it alone and well, you did. Now, I feel like it's time to welcome a new lovely emotion into your life, I'm not gonna say it's surely a new love but for some of you it might be, but you really need to follow your emotions more. You've been taking the distance from this new relationship world (any kind of relationship too), you've been fighting against the urge to step in. I feel like you might be afraid of someone manipulating you, especially abusing you financially I'm hearing. You don't want to lose yourself and your independence to anyone, ever. I mean, you're totally right!! But still, this fear is consuming you from the inside. You're not powerless, you can perfectly understand when someone is deceiving you so why don't you open up more to new horizons?
I feel your loneliness is trying to tell you to stop using your way too logic and stoic mind as a shield. Every time you do that you're just gaslighting you into thinking you "won" but there's no winning if there's no game, right? Your spark is slowly dying but deep down in your heart there's this dream of something truly stable where you can fully trust someone who's not you. Don't suppress this desire, your spark either, you can do it, don't be afraid of opening up.
Hello my dear pile 3 and welcome to this reading!! To be honest I made this pile days after pile 2, I'm so sorry but it's so hard to me to find inspiration these days😭 So, let's get in! First of all, you seem to be a true perfectionist and your loneliness' message from today is literallystarting from this point. You want everything in your life to be perfect, you feel the strong need to be successful in every situation and this applies to your social life too. If there's no stability, if you don't feel valued or if you don't like even the littlest thing about this person or about the relationship itself, you just gather your things and leave them without hesitation. It might seem cruel at a first glance but you're not cruel at all, you just want to shield yourself from any harm, mainly from any possible "failure" you might come across. You're truly scared of failure, of investing everything you have into a relationship and then watching it falling apart into your own hands. This already happened in the past, someone abandoned you and now you're truly obsessed by control. You're not alone because you truly want to, you're alone because you need to control every single aspect of any relationship you could be into because you're scared. You suffer a lot from it but you hide it from the outside world, i can see you, but in your mind it's the right price not to suffer because of someone else. Now, look to yourself in the mirror, is this behaviour truly worthy?
Anywayyyy, your loneliness is telling you to open your horizons, someone new is coming towards you almost if they wanted to test your action this time, don't be scared of it and leave destiny unfold for you. What will you do in this situation? I know, I know, it's hard to think about it but you don't need to shield yourself anymore, trust me! You'll find peace within you, no more hiding, no more pretending, just you and your newly obtained inner peace, and that's enough.
Okkkkk, this new pick a pile sucks but i was short of ideas and inspiration, I'm so sorryyy😭😭 Btw, I hope you liked it and please give me new suggestions 🥹
theartofmadeline
s-u-f-j-a-n-s-t-e-v-e-n-s
baratheonpilled
origamiaround
areudirty
