Angels and Tears, both shall fall....Chapter 5 Body Reaction
arabesque-beauty:
Saruhiko’s death had already shaken Toki to the bone. Of everyone here he’d been so quiet and reserved; the fact someone like him could be brutalised that way alone was enough to make her feel sick to her stomach. Of course, things just had to get worse.
Because why the fuck not at this point.
Seeing the video, seeing Shirokawa in that state, Toki let out a distressed noise that she couldn’t even liken to anything she’d ever heard leave her mouth before. Her hands clasped her mouth but it was beyond too late for them to stifle anything.
Her grief couldn’t seem to match Kitao’s though. God, that poor guy. Toki never knew exactly how close he and Shiro had been, but after Shiro had essentially made it clear she didn’t wish to talk to her anymore - and why would she, Toki’d done some awful things, who could blame Shiro for wanting to distance herself? - Toki assumed Kitao must’ve been one of the only people left for Shiro to confide in.
God fucking damn it all….
“Ki…..Kitao, it’s- it’s gonna be okay.”
Toki tried to reassure him, though even he could probably tell she was pretty shaken up by everything.
Kitao didn’t register Toki being there, he couldn’t register anything but his overwhelming grief. It wracked his body, made him weak..so very weak. He couldn’t even stand up as tears spilled from him and stained the floor with his misery.
EHRGH EEKK AAAA












