❤ My Soul Unleashed ❤

Karen Danielle Dimaano | Kaye | in a relationship | 18 | Philippines | mass communication student, full of dreams for the future, a lover, a friend, a listener, a fighter, a dreamer. this is my PERSONAL blog. so HATERS get OUT  Amazing Lovers

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the worst night EVER.. :'(

he feeling of being left behind.. :( ung nasosolo.. :( i know he wanted his space.. his own life to enjoy.. pero di kasi talaga ko sanay.. :( 

yesterday night ng BulSu.. the plan was magpaparty party na lang sila sa cabanas.. eh ako ewan ko.. mas naaaligaga ako pag nagiistay sa bahay na alam kong me ginagawa pa cya somewhere.. 

so nagaya ako ng friends para manuod ng movie.. unfortunately si reah lang nakasama ko kasi ung mga wala kong kwentang kaibigan me kanya kanyang lakad.. so aun nga.. ang plano magchichill chill lang muna sa slam and dine habang hinihintay ung last full show..

pero ang nangyari nasarapan kame sa pagchichill.. so decided to do our own party kahit kameng dalawa lang..

war kami ni boyfriend 2 days na.. nawala kasi ung mood ko simula nung makita kong kachat nya ex nya.. and it was like

SHIT KA! ETO KA NA NAMAN! DI KA NA NAGSAWANG MAKIPAGLANDIAN SA MGA TAONG ALAM MONG AYOKONG AYOKONG NAKAKAUSAP MO! TANGINA LANG NAMAN! HARAPAN! SHIT TALAGA!!!

So back to the story.. aun nga.. we drank 2 bottles of tanduay ice blue.. di cya masarap.. so triny namin ung tanduay ice red.. parang juice.. haha pero medyo tipsy na ko.. then bigla cyang dumating..

i’m expecting him to be in a good mood.. ineexpect kong makikipagbati cya.. pero ndi.. argh talaga.. tapos aun na.. ngburst into tears na ko na parang bata.. 

umalis ulit.. sinundo nya ung friends nya tapos bumalik sila.. kaso they went to another bar beside the bar kung nasan kame..

so dahil me motivation akong uminom sige! 2 bottles pa! gara kasi ng feeling.. ewan ko.. ako ni minsan di ko cya nagawang hindi isama saan man ako magpunta.. :”“”(

sabi ko ke reah eto agreement natin.. 

pag pumunta cya sa place namin sige bati bati na.. wala ng away.. pero kung hindi no texts, no calls for him

eh ang nangyari pumunta cya.. huwwaaaww.. sweet sweetan to death naman ngayon.. saya diba? niaya nya kami dun sa bar kung nasan sila so gorabels naman kame..

pero i think its a bad decision. naOP lang kasi kme.. feel na feel ko ung separation of groups nila samen.. at eto pa! si boyfie halos dun pa din ang attention.. so ano kame? pampadame sa group? argh!!!!!

sa sobrang inis ko sabi ko uuwi na ko.. this is the worst night i ever experience!!!!!!

it was almost 12 am pero habang nasa byahe ko ni isang text!!! ni isang tawag!!! wala!!!! yeah!!! to think na AKO LANG MAGISA UUWI NG HATING GABI!!

tapang tapangan to death lang ako pero super katakot.. la na lang akong nagawa habang nasa tricycle kundi ilabas lahat ng hinanakit ko.. :((

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Happy Valentines Day.. (happy nga ba?) :"(

today is VALENTINES DAY.. excited akong makita cya kasi nga valentines.. proud kasi ko na me date ako today.. pero as i expected.. di ganon kabongga ung flowers ko.. :( disappointed? slight. naiingit kasi ko sa mga girls na bongang bonga ung bouquet of flowers nila.. pinagipunan talaga.. haha

pero naiintindihan ko naman si boyfriend.. kasi naman halos magkasunod ang birthday ko at ang valentines day.. so ok lang un.. :) 

after waiting for him for 2 hours kasi wala kaming communication dahil super delayed ng messages kangina.. di ko pa mareach phone nya.. argh!!

bigla nyang inabot ang isang rose with tag on it.. 

then he kissed me on my cheeks.. ayieh.. kilig to death! napagalitan pa ko kasi bakit daw di ko sinabi sa kanya na couple shirt nmin isusuot ko.. hahaha

then we ate dinner at kfc.. my plan was to go home with him.. kaso sabi nya magdota na lang daw cya para mas matagal ko cyang kasama habang nakahug ako sa kanya.. 

so aun.. habang naglalaro kinukulit ko cya..

me: turuan mo na kasi ko ulit!

him: ayoko maadik ka pa! matalo mo pa ko!

me: eh sige kung ayaw mo kong turuan papaturo na lang ako sa iba.

him: (thinking) sige na nga tuturuan na kita!

me: takot ka naman pala eh!

him: cyempre.. ayokong me ibang magtuturo sayo! :D

*kilig ako!

pero the epic fail starts ng masagi ko ung rose tapos maputol cya sa stem.. :( i saw on his eyes how disappointed he was.. di ko naman kasi sinasadya.. :(

until uwian na. tagal ng jeep grabe kainis.. tapos after 30 minutes siguro meron ng dumaan.. sa pagmamadali ko nakalimutan kong mg "i love you" at ikiss sya sa cheeks.. godness!!!! habang nakasakay ako nakita ko talaga ung sadness sa face nya habang naglalakad palayo.. ;(( gusto kong bumaba tapos ihug cya.. kaso its too late.. :((((((((

tapos nagtext cya na nasa apalit na daw cya.. kilala ko un pag nagtatampo o galit kahit sa text lang.. and alam kong ngtatampo cya.. :(

eh kasi gusto kong bumawi.. :(( i want to show him that i really really love him. :(((((

haaaaay!!

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happy valentines day baby loves ko! mahal na mahal kita tandaan mo yan!

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sure.. :)

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19th Birthday 3 days Celebration.. ❤❤

february 10, 2012.. my BIRTHDAY.. i celebrated this day with my boyfriend.. super saya swear!! sobrang sweet and caring nya this day.. and INFAIRNESS this is actually the 1st time yata na umalis kame na HINDI KAME NAG ARGUE O NAGAWAY! WOW ME HIMALA!! haha

hindi mainit ulo nya.. basta sweet lang cya the whole day!! sobra!! nakahug lang cya or he just holds my hand the whole time.. maya maya he will kiss me on my cheeks or minsan kikindatan nya ko.. wow! KILIG TO DEATH!!

wala kameng pics kasi epic fail ung battery ng camera ko.. but then we had a perfect day together kahit wala kaming budget for an extravagant celebration.. he made my day really really one of a kind! :*

this is an epic day! haha ang mga wala kong kwentang kaibigan ngsulat sa freedom wall ng ceu ng greeting nila..

nakakatouch grabe!! haha but then they are the best! :)

then after classes nagtext na ko kay jave na pumunta na cya ng school ko para sabay na kameng maglunch.. i expected this day bibigay nya gift nya sakin.. me guess ako eh.. i thought infinity ring.. pero it was beyond my expectation..

he gave me a box.. then inside a box is a CHOCOTOP!! wala pa ung candle!! nilagay lang nya nung binuksan ko ung box! and he never expected na ung candle pala na binili nya eh ung candle relighting! hahaha nakaka 8 ihip n ata ako di pa din namamatay!! kainis! XD pero sobrang sweet!! then under the chocotop me secret! ^.^

(sorry for his penmanship) in his letter nakabalot ung bracelet.. :D wow grabe! sobrang sweet!! never expected talaga!! muntik ko na cyang ikiss!! hahaha

then biglang sumigaw si blenz "andyan sila jama"..

my uber tropang baldo surprised me with a mocha cake from goldilocks!! (sorry walang picture kasi kinaen na din namin) :D

sobra kong touch kasi di ko expected (na naman) kasi the whole time na nasa school ako di nila ko pinapansin.. un pala kasi me something!! haha

then my uber bestfriend na classmate namin ng 1st sem when we are in first yr came! well.. aun.. she brought me a red ribbon chocolate cake!! :D

yum yum!! XD yeah!! from 4 to 7 pm shot shot lang kame.. haha mga senglot na kasama ko so we decided to go home na.. :)

oh di ba bongga me day 3! haha cyempre its for my family naman.. 

my papa called 12:30 am! aga much! aalis daw cya ng batangas by 4 am.. sabi namin super early! eh ang bukas ng sm 10am pa! oh di ba bongga? sabi nya hihintayin na lang daw nya kame.. so sige go!

by 8am on the way na kame to manila.. kinakabahan ako na masaya.. kinakabahan kasi di ko alam kung pumayat ba cya lalo o magagalit cya kasi super pumayat ako.. happy kasi after almost a year? ngayon ko lang cya ulit nakita!

so parang kame ung nagbukas ng sm sa sobrang aga! saya much!!

we ate in max's.. saglit lang si papa with us kasi sobrang need na nyang umuwi sa batangas.. in a very little time we have i think napafeel ko naman sa kanya na namiss ko cya.. 

then my mom actually promised me this watch!! wahahaha for 2 years ito lang talaga ung lage kong tinitignan sa bench! wooooh!! grabe!! happy happy happy!!  :D

well i had the BEST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONSSSS EVER!! hope the next year will be different but super happy pa din with my friends, family and my one and only love.. :)

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Paminsan-minsan lunukin mo rin yang pride mo, wag kang mag-alala hindi yan nakakataba.

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dame kong tawa!!! :D

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Amansinaya Madness.. :)

January 26 sumama ko sa feature team para magshoot sa Batangas.. di man ako kasali sa videofest sumama na din ako for experience and cyempre adventure na din.. :D

it's not the first time na nakita ko ang taal volcano pero it was like the heaven! the view is jaw dropping sobra.. marerealize mo talaga how beautiful nature is.. 

hanggang makarating kami sa mismong place.. the only word i say is "wow".. sobrang WOW.. 

we are actually on the top of a mountain! from tagaytay down to batangas.. pero nasa mountains pa rin kame.. the breeze is so cold.. grabe.. nakashorts pa ko nyan ha! eh talagang malamig! :D

amansinaya resort is an exclusive camp actually.. kailangan pang magpabook before makapunta sa place na to.. it offers different camp activities na your family and friend would surely love and enjoy.. lalo na for adventurous type o kahit mga nature lovers..

they have..

obstacle course to build teamwork,

heart stopper zip line that feels like your flying,

mud slide that every one loves!

eh dahil super gutom! gosh! nagawa ko pang magextra rice for the first time! eh KARE-KARE ba naman kasi ulam oh! sira ang diet! hahaha

then after konting pahinga nagmountain trekking kame.. oh yeah! sakit sa paa!! tumawid yata kame ng 3 ilog! pero nung makarating kame sa ambun ambunan falls.. GRABE!! beyond heaven!!

eto pala ung nakikita naming falls from the camp.. grabe.. noon lang namin narealize kung gano kalayo nilakad namin.. it was almost 3 hours of walking ups and downs.. sobrang careful ko kasi napakadulas ng daan kasi minsan maputik eh dala ko ung slr.. haha

this is for me one of the best picture i captured.. improving na skills ko! hahaha

well.. over all the experience is super duper fun.. kahit magastos, for me worth it na worth it.. wish my classmates will bring home the fruit of their labor.. grabe ang pagod at hirap nila for this videofest.. good luck to all our entries for ceu videofest this year.. :D

good luck ABMC3a!!!! thanks for reading.. :)

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Amansinaya Madness.. :)

January 26 sumama ko sa feature team para magshoot sa Batangas.. di man ako kasali sa videofest sumama na din ako for experience and cyempre adventure na din.. :D

it's not the first time na nakita ko ang taal volcano pero it was like the heaven! the view is jaw dropping sobra.. marerealize mo talaga how beautiful nature is.. 

hanggang makarating kami sa mismong place.. the only word i say is "wow".. sobrang WOW.. 

we are actually on the top of a mountain! from tagaytay down to batangas.. pero nasa mountains pa rin kame.. the breeze is so cold.. grabe.. nakashorts pa ko nyan ha! eh talagang malamig! :D

amansinaya resort is an exclusive camp actually.. kailangan pang magpabook before makapunta sa place na to.. it offers different camp activities na your family and friend would surely love and enjoy.. lalo na for adventurous type o kahit mga nature lovers..

they have..

obstacle course to build teamwork,

heart stopper zip line that feels like your flying,

mud slide that every one loves!

eh dahil super gutom! gosh! nagawa ko pang magextra rice for the first time! eh KARE-KARE ba naman kasi ulam oh! sira ang diet! hahaha

then after konting pahinga nagmountain trekking kame.. oh yeah! sakit sa paa!! tumawid yata kame ng 3 ilog! pero nung makarating kame sa ambun ambunan falls.. GRABE!! beyond heaven!!

eto pala ung nakikita naming falls from the camp.. grabe.. noon lang namin narealize kung gano kalayo nilakad namin.. it was almost 3 hours of walking ups and downs.. sobrang careful ko kasi napakadulas ng daan kasi minsan maputik eh dala ko ung slr.. haha

this is for me one of the best picture i captured.. improving na skills ko! hahaha

well.. over all the experience is super duper fun.. kahit magastos, for me worth it na worth it.. wish my classmates will bring home the fruit of their labor.. grabe ang pagod at hirap nila for this videofest.. good luck to all our entries for ceu videofest this year.. :D

good luck ABMC3a!!!! thanks for reading.. :)

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Amansinaya Madness.. :)

January 26 sumama ko sa feature team para magshoot sa Batangas.. di man ako kasali sa videofest sumama na din ako for experience and cyempre adventure na din.. :D

it's not the first time na nakita ko ang taal volcano pero it was like the heaven! the view is jaw dropping sobra.. marerealize mo talaga how beautiful nature is.. 

hanggang makarating kami sa mismong place.. the only word i say is "wow".. sobrang WOW.. 

we are actually on the top of a mountain! from tagaytay down to batangas.. pero nasa mountains pa rin kame.. the breeze is so cold.. grabe.. nakashorts pa ko nyan ha! eh talagang malamig! :D

amansinaya resort is an exclusive camp actually.. kailangan pang magpabook before makapunta sa place na to.. it offers different camp activities na your family and friend would surely love and enjoy.. lalo na for adventurous type o kahit mga nature lovers..

they have..

obstacle course to build teamwork,

heart stopper zip line that feels like your flying,

mud slide that every one loves!

eh dahil super gutom! gosh! nagawa ko pang magextra rice for the first time! eh KARE-KARE ba naman kasi ulam oh! sira ang diet! hahaha

then after konting pahinga nagmountain trekking kame.. oh yeah! sakit sa paa!! tumawid yata kame ng 3 ilog! pero nung makarating kame sa ambun ambunan falls.. GRABE!! beyond heaven!!

eto pala ung nakikita naming falls from the camp.. grabe.. noon lang namin narealize kung gano kalayo nilakad namin.. it was almost 3 hours of walking ups and downs.. sobrang careful ko kasi napakadulas ng daan kasi minsan maputik eh dala ko ung slr.. haha

this is for me one of the best picture i captured.. improving na skills ko! hahaha

well.. over all the experience is super duper fun.. kahit magastos, for me worth it na worth it.. wish my classmates will bring home the fruit of their labor.. grabe ang pagod at hirap nila for this videofest.. good luck to all our entries for ceu videofest this year.. :D

good luck ABMC3a!!!! thanks for reading.. :)

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True Love Doesn't have an ENDING.. ♥ ♥

he is my HAPPINESS, my entire LIFE, living without him feels like being LOST and ALONE in a place without LOVE.

JANUARY 23, 2012.. is the best ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION WE HAD.. ung last 2 year anniversary kasi namin EPIC FAIL!

so here’s the story.

9:00am we met in puregold malolos. bibili kasi ko ng battery for my camera (to capture precious moments for that day) :) then i told him na we need to eat breakfast first.. so ayun.. nagorder kame sa jollibee ng breakfast meal.

yummy much! :D we start the day right di ba?? hahaha then bigla he gave HIS gift for me.. :) ♥

oh di ba? PERSONALIZED WALLET he made just for me.. :D nagkanda tusok tusok n daw cya ng karayom sa paggawa nyan.. na super akong natouch.. :D for me this wallet is the most expensive wallet no one can afford!! weeeh!! sweet nya eh.. :D

the whole time that we are together kung di cya nakahug, he just hold my hands, kiss me in my forehead o kaya he just did that “killer look” wooooh!!! then we arrived in greenhills around 11am ata.. we look na for our SHOES.. MATCHING SHOES.. :D

inabot kame ng 30 years sa kakaikot at kakatawad namin just to have it in a cheaper price! wooh! nagkanda paltos paltos ako sa shoes na yan but worth it.. :)

and dahil sa pagod and it’s past 12pm na we decided to have our lunch at sizzlin’ pepper steak.. naamaze sya sa sizzling plate kasi daw pabilog! hahaha di ko cya makausap dahil daw gutom n gutom daw cya.. tapos he ordered shawarma pa! spell gutom! :D

then i told him we have to try the happy lemon.. we ordered the LEMON YAKULT.. sabi ko parang yakult na shinake tapos nilagyan ng lemon.. sabi nya makagawa nga sa bahay.. XD

hahaha being with him makes my world and life complete.. kasi ganon ko cya kamahal.. :) 3 years down and FOREVER to go!! thank you bhe for sharing your 3 years with me.. i know i have lots of flaws.. you always get angry in what i do.. but things will change dont worry.. but my love for you will never ever fade nor be gone!.. i love you ALWAYS and FOREVER JAVEN! 

things i bought that day.. hahaha

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haha, tapos na.. ganda ng background music mo, btw. :D

awts.. thank you.. haha :))

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hi ate kaye! publickada din ako, wala lng.. :)

hi din.. haha pafollow ha.. xD thanks.. nice meeting you..

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alam mo ung tigang na tigang ka na.. tapos mambubwisit pa kaibigan mo!!!

YOSI!! yah.. yes… pak na pak.. boom na boom.. positive.. i learned smoking since highschool.. and i’m back to my old habit.. SMOKING..

eh ang masaklap dito di ako legal magyosi with boyfriend.. isang malaking away pagnagkataon (pero he knows that i smoke)..

tapos alam mo ung hinahanap na ng sistema mo?? ung kaibigan mo namang bwisit nangiingit pa!! tangina lang talaga! tapos pagalis ni javen iisa na lang natira?? sira pa!!!

spell BADTRIP!!!!

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eh kasi 3rd Anniversary namin tomorrow.. :) ❤

yung last post ko date is about the couple shirt na di namin makapagkasunduan.. i want it to be different in a way na kame lang SANA ung meron or something unique na nagsisymbolize ng relationship namin.. ang nangyari we saw this shirt with this quote

when we bleed, we bleed the same

something unique and different and di cya ganon ka “COUPLE” thing right? but atleast me napagkasunduan kame.. haha

then yesterday i say this cute baller in an onlineshop somewhere in malolos.. where i also bought a cute lipstick shade (post it later) 

it says

to INFINITY and BEYOND

something that i guess our promise for each other.. loving one another forever.. :)

tomorrow we will buy naman our COUPLE SHOES! XD lahat na lang eh noh? kulang na nga lang COUPLE PANTS, COUPLE BAG (na gagamitin talaga namin).. 

di talaga cya pumayag na di kame nakacouple shirt bukas.. and he promise me that NO PHONE, NO TEXT, NO CALLS, OR ANY FORMS OF DISTRACTION THAT WILL AFFECT OUR CELEBRATION TOMORROW. :) (sana lang)

i’ll update you tomorrow.. :*

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nakakapagod din pala.. :"(

nakakapagod din palang umasa palagi tapos hanggang asa lang..

nakakainis lang!!! simpleng pagbibigay lang ng password sa fb niya di nya magawa.. eh tangina pala!!! lagi na lang ba kailangan me lihim??? 

PRIVACY nya daw kasi un.. eh lintek na privacy yan!! bakit ung phone q kinakalikot mo??

eh ano kung me mabasa kong chat ng precious bestfriendSSSS mo?? paki ko dun?? ang point dito wala naman sanang lihiman.. kasi pano pa ko magtitiwala kung lahat nalang lihim!

oo nga.. araw araw nga kitang kasama..  pero what's the point??? eh sabi mo nga "MU" lang tayo.. :"(

sa monday 3 years na tayo. ung 2years dun puro pagtitiis at away.. puro kasinungalingan at panloloko.. pero mahal kita eh.. anong magagawa ko.. :((

masakit.. sobra.. kahit sabihin nating ok lang ako.. masaya ko sayo.. pero ung the fact na di mo kyang tangapin ung "in a relationship" status mo sa fb.. shet!! simpleng ganon lang di mo magawa!!

kulang ba lahat javen?? ung efforts ko?? ung sacrifices ko?? lahat ba un kulang pa din para sayo??

ang hirap hirap.. parang lalo mo kong pinupush palayo sayo.. :((

i told myself kapag after ng anniversary natin at birthday ko at ganyan ka pa din?? then this is over.. OVER.. dahil talagang AYOKO NA..