Rediscovering Myself

Healing & starting over

[amiastars-deactivated20241007]

one day, your expression suddenly turned cold

yet my feelings didn’t fade and I just kept smiling

im trying to let my broken heart heal

but everytime i think of you I just end up reactivating the wound

[keeping-flying]

Had a super realistic dream about you last night. Makes me believe that our souls are tied to each other. Miss you

[aseaofquotes]

[keeping-flying]

I want to so bad but I know I shouldn’t. It’s not my place. I should stay away like I have been all these years.

[thoughtkick]

“When I say, I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.”

— Joss Whedon

[quotefeeling]

“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you are special too.”

— Ernst Hemingway

[thehopefulquotes]

“Loving me isn’t easy, I have sharp edges, I have missing parts.”

— Donte Collins

[thepersonalquotes]

““It’s okay if I’m not your favorite chapter you have written, but I hope you sometimes smile when you flip back to the pages I was still apart of.” - Unknown”

—

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[000l]

[thepersonalquotes]

[missinyouiskillingme]

I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.

[keeping-flying]

And it’s wild to think that it’s been so many years and I still get upset I cannot celebrate your special day with you. I’ve realized I’ve never really moved on just learned how to live without you.

[keeping-flying]

Seems like these days the only time I can see you is in my dreams.

I fucking miss you

[keeping-flying]

Wow. It’s been 7 years since we became something. That’s wild

I still be tripping over you sometimes. Not to mention, half of those years we weren’t in each other’s lives. I’m just pathetic.. Stuck in the past.

It’s time to leave it in the past.

[keeping-flying]

You can text me one time for something so small and I won’t stop thinking about it for days.

Why am I still like this?

[keeping-flying]

And till this day I still wonder why you’d believe someone you barely knew compared to someone you spent a year in a relationship with... blows my fucking mind