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[keepingupwithmybs]

The Final Blog

Hi. So... I decided to fucking leave this account for good. I know I always say that, but I always come back. Why? Cause I wanted to write something and I do write something but ending up not posting them. I had so much in my mind, so much I want to release, confessions I want to confess. But, no I always hesitate. And I realized now why. This account may not known by many a.k.a my real life people (what???) this account is not completely anonymous. I had pictures all over, and my name to some of my blogs. Now, why don't I just delete this? Okay, I may be a cringe-worthy ass person before or actually still am now but with thinner skin, but I wrote those sh*ts. They're real and raw, they all came from me. I wrote them, and whenever I backread those post, I can feel every words and it feels like as if I'm re-living those moments. They're all actually fucking embarrassing, but I hate myself, so whenever I feel like torturing myself I read my old blogs. So, now this is gonna be my final post here. I'm gonna start up a new account anonymously. So, ya girl can write with freedom and at peace, y'all know what I mean? Kbye!

[keepingupwithmybs]

Meron talaga akong alter ego dati. Yikes. Looking back ano ano pinagsasabi ko. Sorry I don’t know her.

[keepingupwithmybs]

i fucking cringe. what is this shit lol

[findingwordsforthoughts]

healing, does not start with an apology. no, it starts with acceptance; it starts with  self-love.

marina v., instead of apologising for your scars, accept you needed them in order to become who you are. (via findingwordsforthoughts)

[findingwordsforthoughts]

healing, does not start with an apology. no, it starts with acceptance; it starts with  self-love.

marina v., instead of apologising for your scars, accept you needed them in order to become who you are. (via findingwordsforthoughts)

[keepingupwithmybs]

Today

Today I am not in my skin. My body cannot contain me. I am spilling out and over, like a rogue wave on the shore. Today I can’t keep myself from feeling like I don’t have a friend in the world. And no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to pick myself up off the floor. My demons are lying in wait, they are grinning in the shadows, their polished fangs glinting, knowing today, it will be an easy kill. But tomorrow, tomorrow could be different, and that is what keeps me going today.

[thequeeninthenorthsansa]

Thank you for all your many lessons, Lord Baelish. I will never forget them.

[keepingupwithmybs]

When snow falls and white winds blow, the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives. 🐺

[keepingupwithmybs]

"How is it possible to change so much and not be able to change anything at all?"

Samantha Kingston (Before I fall)

[keepingupwithmybs]

It’s just that I learned a while ago that the best way to get people to like you is not to like them too much.

John Green (An Abundance of Katherines)

fucking true

[keepingupwithmybs]

Abandoning you for good.

[keepingupwithmybs]

The older you get, the faster time flies until months pass like days.

[keepingupwithmybs]

I've been meaning to write something, and besides I haven't write anything here for ages. I don't actually have anything to say or write, and fyi it's 12:34 am in the morning but i'll probably will post this first thing in the morning. First, I can't sleep, i wonder why. Considering I have a 7am class tomorrow like wth. Second, this is just an excuse so I could write and improve my writing (ahem) and english skills. I know I don't quite write that well, and I still make mistakes with my english grammar sometimes. Well, what else could I say? Let's see, uhm... So, yeah I am currently reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix right now, and I must say it was my least favorite of the movie version. But, I think the book is way way better, really. And uh, okay. I don't know what else to say anymore. Guess that's all for now, and I really need to sleep cause I'll have to wake up early tomorrow and deal in hell, yet again.

[keepingupwithmybs]

What is the point of being alive if you don't do something remarkable?

[keepingupwithmybs]

Growing old but not growing up.

[keepingupwithmybs]

Anong site ka nagDDL ng ebooks? Thanks 😁

libra-e.blogspot.comrulit.me

[keepingupwithmybs]

I just want to talk about that this year is my last year of being a teenager, i just turned 19 last month, 5th of March, and i must admit that it really does freak the shit out of me. I don't wanna get old anymore. It's sounds ironic because when i was a kid, i couldn't wait to grow old. I'm physically 19, but i'm like mentally 14, i think or 15-16. I'm stuck with the much younger version of me. I made a lot of mistakes for the past 19 years i've existed that i am certainly not proud of. And i know i have to change somehow no matter what, i have to mature and be more responsible of everything i do..