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â LOSER HEADCANONS. àŒ GRACE ASHCROFT
grace ashcroft x reader, smut, fem!reader, wlw, inexperienced!grace, touch-starved, âloserâ grace.
â just a few bits of what i think dating the âloserâ (lore accurate) version of grace would be like.
» grace has definitely opened her phone at work with an active yuri porn tab for her and the next two cubicles down to hear. it was only supposed to be ten minutesâ it shouldâve been over by the time she came back from the bathroom. that was until she realized she came before the video ended. she scrambled to lock her phone again, not wanting anything to do with it unless itâs at the corner of her desk. with her face in her hands, she breathes out embarrassed with tightening thighsâ turned on all over again from the soft whimpers that got one more second of play time
» poor pent up grace with no one to touch her can sometimes find herself cooped up against the wall of a bathroom stall with an earbud in and two fingers trying to pull an orgasm from her aching cunt during her lunch breaks. if sheâs being honest with herself, she eats at her desk anyways when she shouldn't be, she can spare some unpaid time for her pleasure. the moans from the video she watches infiltrates her ears, drowning out the sound of her wet fingers. she tries to be indulgent, working on herself, curling her fingers inside as her foot keeps her sturdy against the toilet. the eager analyst only slows down when she knows sheâs not alone.
» grace cannot flirt to save her life. she can have a gun pointed to her head with hopes that her best pick up line would save her and she would still be dead. the grocery store seems like such a cliche place to meet, it almost makes grace roll her eyes, but she approaches you nonetheless. you see her effort through clumsy banter, taking the lead from her to abruptly ask her to dinner. part of her thinks youâre punking her, though when the night of the dinner comes, she brings an extra helmet for you to wear on her motorcycle. when she sees you actually come out and look excited, sheâs glad she saw it through
» grace recently deleted every single cosplayer OF creator she followed after you sent her a photo of the scantily clad costume you plan to wear at a con she wanted to take you to later in the summer. sheâs into girls who cosplay. it doesnât matter if youâre clad in knight armor or in a stringy version of her fave character. the main difference is the emotion the costume provokes from her
» clingy? yes? so donât be shocked when she checks your locations and calls you to leave places she doesn't think you should be
» the first time she got a selfie from you, she would not stop staring at it. she admires that picture to this day. no way would a beautiful girl such as yourself trust her with small moments in your life. it was just a picture of your face as you saunter down the street getting to your job. the picture she sent back was⊠quirky to say the least, hoping to keep the conversation going. heads up, she also uses all of your pictures to get offâ sexual or not
» your first date was the first time grace has actually tried to look presentable. not that she didnât care about her image before, but if she had no one to look nice for until now, there was no reason to. alyssa scolded her for that and now sheâs finally getting it. grace was happy with simply smelling clean. her messy lip liner was an excuse to kiss her at the end of the night, sneaking in a promise to help her with her date night looks
» grace doesnât mean to be so chatty about things you donât know shit about, but the more she rambles, the more open you are to hear about what she likes. now, you do know the entire fnaf lore and can even recite facts that she told you about with ease. you two even jam to some of the songs when making dinner
» expect to wake up to twenty notifications, all from her even though you couldâve sworn you both shared a bed last night, so youâre unsure about how you didnât hear her reactions or even her shuffling around from still being awake. itâs not up to you to know that sheâll be still to keep you sleeping so she can indulge in late night tiktoks and reddit posts that she wants you to see
» grace doesn't consider herself funny at all. but you think sheâs hilarious. itâs not intentional, sheâll tell you that. itâs her small little quips, reactions and looks that once you start laughing will make her drum up a laugh
» sometimes she hates social anxiety for not being able to take the lead in certain situations. she wants to be able to speak for you, protect you and face everyday challenges that are beyond fears for her. sometimes, she just wants to get through her fucking coffee order. though, she canât say she minds when you do it. your leadership makes her eyes blow wide like sheâs done a line. the young woman is wired to youâ silent and shuffling close enough for her hips to line up with the swell of your ass. itâs taking her everything to stay calm. standing tall behind you, hooded eyes emptily glare at you with admiration. the barista in front of you both is convinced grace has a black cloud above her, but with her arms folded and a thumb between her teeth, sheâs just studying you. she doesn't even flinch when you turn around to grab her wallet from her pocket. she does cover up a whimper when your hand brushes her hip, âfuck.â you can spot that look anywhere, the one thatâs riddled with smitteness
âgrace?â you call her like you know if sheâs up to something.
âstop staring at me like that. you look like youâre gonna eat me.â
if you werenât used to her banter, you probably wouldâve missed the âi am.â
» touch starved girlfriend who always wants to touch you! very velcro girlfriend. if youâre at her place, youâre either on her lap while watching tv, youâre on her lap while she plays games, or even opts to lay between your legs when you two wind down for naps. sheâs not the type to get fussy when you try to get upâ sheâs the type to simply pull you back down until sheâs satisfied with holding you
» very obedient. kinda. if sheâs gaming more than youâd like her to, it takes nothing to slowly slip off her headset and watch her puppy eyes find you in confusion until she sees that glint in your eyes. âis there something you need, baby?â
âget off the game, i wanna talk to you,â your whine makes her pout. she typically obliges, turning off the console and saying fuck all to the lobby sheâs in. other times, sheâll pout and try to compromise, hoping that she can do something to tide you over until sheâs done, when that happens, she either tries to get you to sit on her lap for the rest of the round sheâs on, or lean back in her seat with her game paused, working your favorite toy on youâre too lazy to fight with her
» she can handle you being bratty to her, she can handle sarcasm, she can handle the tough girl banter if itâs all for fun. if youâre actually pissy with her, sheâs freaking out though she is trying her best to swallow it. part of her doesnât want to acknowledge the lump in her throat because she feels as though she should be able to get through this type of conflictâ especially since youâre all sheâs got. though the more you keep going about how frustrated you actually are, the more she falls in on herself, not knowing where to look but wants to hold you until you feel better. itâs only when you see her hands trembling and her actively seeking breath that you slow down and check on your girlfriend whose eyes are watering with every passing second, soon hiding her face and falling into you when you finally hold her. she does want to talk about whatâs bothering you, but a problem being thrown at her all at once startles her
» her inner world is heavily fandom based, experiencing things through her favorite characters since her real life experience is extremely limited due to the lack of proper guidance. living her life through fear for the past eight years made it feel safer to live through fanfictions, art pieces and updates on her favorite stories. however, being with you made her exposed her to her own life and how she feels like she is absolutely able to live it now
» sheâs an extremely selfish woman in the bedroom thatâs all under the guise of being so touch starved. the first time she topped you while scissoring, she came too fast, having to beg and whine for you to let her keep going until she came again, no matter if youâve cum already and crossing into over stimulated territory
» grace is far more jealous than youâd think. sheâs waiting for you on her motorcycle, helmet on as she eyes you lightheartedly exchanging banter with a woman who simply complimented your outfit before she revs that engine without sparing you a second glance. she wants you on the back of the bikeâ now. you catch her hint, quickly shuffling to her, knowing youâll be drowning her in kisses when you get back to her place
» she can tell you every plot point of her favorite anime, but cannot tell you a single plot point in an actual book â even if she was asked to read it and digest the content or not