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I want to sleep

Please go home

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Done letting my partner or should I say ex hold the key to my happiness... I would rather be single than be made to feel small and a nothing. He ain't better than me. People show more about themselves belittling others than the person they are trying to make feel small. Do one bitch this isn't your day!!!!

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Been in and out of hospital last 2 days and still have to go back tomoz for more tests.

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When you feel your partner does nothing but put you down

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Feeling like a failure

Feel dead inside.... all I want is to feel normal. Feel like a mental headcase

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These thoughts still happen even when u have precious little ones. All I want is a clear in mental mind xx

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Loyalty

Does anyone know what this means. In the last 5 years I've realised who has my back and who the fuck doesn't. Well at least I know now

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Wishing I was one of those lucky people that is mentally healthy and feeling sane. Screw anxiety

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Anxiety

You are a cunt.... fucking hate feeling anxious for no reason at all. Been coming on for days. Not cool aniexty not cool

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Dog.... hate the shit

Bits my slippers after I fixed them from the last time. Bites my leg then and then thinking I saved my girl from the dog I find she's bleeding from.her foot. This dog is driving me insane. If it carrys on I will not be staying with a new born baby..... hating him right now xx

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Has a very active little Buddha right now... baby boy is kicking the shit out of me xx

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Feeling crap as usual

Being made to feel like a failure. Like I may as well don't exist. I wish life was easy but with him it's more like a worldwind. Why does he make this feel like it's not my home. Do I get my own home and make him non existent? Ladies please give advice as I can't go on the way I am xx

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Feel like a shit mum

Got my boys skl report and the teacher hasnt even bothered to fill it in properly.... as though she has my son labeled as not worth it. Looking at his writing yerh i feel like a shitty mum not helping him enough but do they look at what hes great at.... hes so creative. I dont think he can hear which didnt help his speach and now hes behind and i feel its all my fault for not picking it up. I want tp ask for help but im too proud. Hes the only one i feel like i havent done enough for. Such a shit mum im feeling like righr now xx

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Sometimes u still feel with a room full of people unloveable and lonely. Like no one would notice if u started walking and never returned... i hate this time of year

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Sometimes I wonder why I even bothered waking up

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Be strong and make yourself heard

Always let your voice be heard. NEVER let someone sssshhhhh you down. You have an opinion that's worth hearing. Your voice counts.

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Work

Really not in the mood.... wish I could just stay at home with my babies. Grrrr life really socks sometimes.... people really do take free time for granted. Wish I had more of it xx