i self ship with bushidrill

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[kenleewithoutu]

i miss you

[kenleewithoutu]

i can’t be the only one who wants to do makeup on drill

[notlindsay]

alright so who wants to fall in love with me

[notlindsay]

this is unbelievable I have to do everything myself

[kenleewithoutu]

procrastinating to write my thesis so i jotted down some self ship facts in the opm universe:

i probably was really desperate and pathetic when pursuing bushidrill like .... “you should date me... jk.       unless.....”

it worked because he either felt bad or appreciated my attempt

my confession to him is just me sobbing uncontrollably and repeating “i love you i love you omg i love you so much”

he responded by kind of puling me close and hesitantly patting my back

we don’t feel comfortable making it public 

we’re both very passive and bad at feelings. so our first two months being together were very uneventful and awkward

our first “argument” involved me feeling like an attention whore for having to initiate things. he didn’t know how to respond and i apologized right after

i just want to take care of him ya feel me. and i do take care of him

:( 

he would listen to my rambling and take me to sushi bars 

constant “can i hold your hand” “can i lay on your chest”

i still tag his official account on twitter and say shit like “you’re doing amazing sweetie” 

he tries not to blush when i tell him he’s so hecking handsome

we don’t see each other enough bc of his work

[kenleewithoutu]

i. just can’t keep on doing this

[kenleewithoutu]

uudhshks i don’t even care that i would always be more in love with him than he would be with me!!! he could hurt me honestly i just want to be by his side oh my god my life is so miserable

[kenleewithoutu]

i. just can’t keep on doing this

[yuuichxro]

[kenleewithoutu]

you know what i want? i want bushidrill to tell me he loves me in every single AU 

[kenleewithoutu]

drill this really could be us but you fictional

[kenleewithoutu]

i just want to be a npc in a game, where drill is the protagonist. i give him a quest to deal with my dad, and i get to sob in front of him

[abbaccha]

this is the weirdest crossover i’ve ever drawn lmfao

[kenleewithoutu]

bushidrill: i hate to see you cry

me: you’re so sweet ;;; but i’m mentally ill

[kenleewithoutu]

how i want bushidrill to be real and for him to say to me “you don’t know how to take care of yourself”.... oh baby i would then,, just for you

[kenleewithoutu]

my husband, seeing my dark circles are as big as my own eyes: not to be a hater but ... get some rest

[kenleewithoutu]

if bushidrill doesn’t make an appearance soon i will die. he is probably one of the few things that's keeping me going

[thenatsdorf]

Please throw. (press play to hear sweet, pleading mews)

[shieldmaidenofsherwood]

I will never ever ever ever EVER be over Character A barely surviving something and Character B being so overcome with relief they just have to clutch A and bury their face in A's neck while A tells them it's okay.