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★ And he finds it truly amusing that even in an evening quite so lovely, that partner of his would still ponder upon the hardships of work that should long lay discard behind them [ at least for a few hours, he would make sure of it ]. Pacing motions, the steps coming closer, he comments not upon the lack of interest towards the beautifully painted sky, knows attention resides elsewhere and truly upon him in these times that try to haunt and disturb Itsuki completely. Why not be that one bastion of calm [ as his lover comments, Arima was a different topic ]. So he chuckles just when making place. Allows the other to get comfortable however he wants while watching closely, taking in near any and all movements upon tired visage.
★ “Want me to brief them tomorrow?” Offering spoken by dark murmur that was set to calm that troubled mind. Unoccupied hand rising in idle travel and pursuit, tracing and trailing along Itsuki’s wrist [ grounding him in the here and now with the softness of a touch ]. “Kishou oftentimes comments upon the fact that a lot of them are mere pieces of ’decoration’ inside the CCG’s halls.” Light-hearted comment, he had heard about this little snide before and witnessed it as well when verdict grew a lot darker. “And that many of them aren’t even worth to be called a ‘decoration’ at all.” So he smiles and watches, waits.
★ Smiles with the same charm and delight he always carries, in favour and for the company of the one loved and adored. His younger brother’s approach was a harsh one, an unyielding one [ and yet leadership was without a flaw ]. “How charming. At least I am more than that, then~” So he jests and twists a bit beneath additional weight, melodious chuckle to be released right in Itsuki’s ear when he had twist far enough. [ Memories of a different kind, swiftly cast aside for the pulchritude of the moment. ] “Relax a bit, Maru. Tell me what I could do to calm you.”
“Might be an idea. They’ll listen to you at least.” Where he failed, the other would pick up and overcome. Such was the way they operated. “Though if I yelled enough, I’m sure it would work too.” Was the amount of stress it put him under worth it, however? He’d recently been told off by those ‘round him. Told that he needed to slow down, lest everything would end badly for him. So, no. Itsuki would let the other take over. It was for the best.
A moment of silence that passes, warm Autumn breeze sending a flurry of leaves across the patio. A moment that allows him to process everything. “Decoration? What do you mean decoration?“ There’s a distinct element of horror to tone when he hears what the other has to say. Hears about Arima’s inner-thoughts, those spoken aloud to but a select few. “Is that really what he thinks of them?” Frustrate him though they may, Itsuki cares for those working 'neath him. To hear them dehumanised so puts him on edge, makes him feel uncomfortable. And mind involuntarily begins ticking again. Wonders if Arima has ever applied such trail of thought towards him when they’d worked together { Perhaps he’d ask }. “Chika. I never want to hear what goes on inside that damned head of his again.”
The smile plastered on partner’s face has him sigh, the nickname only making it louder. "-- You're going to use that nickname until we meet our ends, aren't you?" Over the years he’s become surprisingly fond of it, and his remark isn’t meant in an objectional way. Instead, he relaxes further in the presence of his loved one. Finds his hand and intertwines it with his own, squeezing it gently. "Just stay close. You’re more than enough." Would forever be enough. And for that, Itsuki was eternally grateful.
how many wrinkles does itsuki have that were from the washuu kids :,)
I'm pretty sure they were the cause of around 70% of them. 8| Itsuki gives the CCG investigators waaaaay more credit than they’re due-- He probably spent a lot of time trying to appease or comfort the kids when something was wrong/chasing after them, only to end up yelling over at @megistanis to help him because they’re his children and he doesn’t actually know what to do. 8|||||
But these were willing stress wrinkles tbh. He likely loved both kids a lot in his own, er. Weird way. Just as he does with Kishou, though he frustrates him at times ( Like when he wasn’t told about his wedding first, how unbelivable of you Kishou ).
★ Well-deserved are these little moments of true and benign peace. To be able to sit and simply be with one another. Well-deserved, after months and years spend apart [ time not failed, not forlorn, at least in the Bureau Chief’s point of view ], at least physically, mentally drawn to one another time and time again. Surely now - and from now on forever - would they finally keeping heartbeats passing beneath fingertips truly together. It’s quaint to think, that after leaving one love of his life, another had come back to him, easily, wanted. Desired just. [ How long had it been already? Did a year already pass? ].
★ He’s quiet enough for a moment exhaling whatever breath was caught in throat. Leisurely resting upon a large lounge, sitting on the outside of a terrace and in the dying moments of a beautiful day. He’s completely content now, spending thoughts with calming memories. Quite content enough, to twist and turn and watch that partner of his move about—
★ —”Restless?” Obviously [ maybe ], even though not truly expected. Not truly asked after past that one subtle word that leaves his lips. “Come here, no? The sunset is beautiful.” || @kenmazai ♡~
"Hmpf. Observant. Did the pacing give it away?" Movement halts upon beckoning by other, a fleeting glimpse spared towards cloudless sky. Privately he deems Chika far more enchanting than the sun slowly descending into the reddening horizon, however, some thoughts were best left at just that. Thoughts { He might one day confess them aloud }. “-- I suppose it is.”
Choosing to pay heed to partner’s summons, shoes clack against ground as he makes his way over to him. Settling down upon shared chair, a deeply frustrated sigh passes through cracked lips before harangue of his day commences. "They're idiots. All of them. I tried briefing a few of them on an important extermination, but they couldn’t understand a simple plan. I had to repeat myself three times. Even then they looked unsure.” No wonder he’d aged so swiftly. Work was relentless, an endless cycle of stress no matter where he looked. Gormless casts on the faces of investigators encompassing did nothing to help either { A holiday might not be a bad idea }. “Tsh. I swear you're the only competent one around.” A rock, someone he could surely seek out should he need to. Someone with their head firmly screwed on in a world that had seemingly gone mad. “There’s Arima too, of course, but he’s got a peculiar approach to things.” Reflections are stubbornly kept in place, worry for the younger man squashed down. He could ponder over that later.
Tilting sideways, shoulder lightly presses into Chika’s arm whilst expression softens a mite. “Don’t know what I’d do without you, if I’m honest.” Itsuki truly doesn’t. Although knowledge of lover’s true nature still oftentimes had him on edge, particularly during more intimate moments, any prior abhorrence has been discarded { He’d once thought about shooting him, trembling hands pointing a gun to his head. Couldn’t go through with it }.
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★ It’s quite a few weeks by now [ their first meeting, if he had to mention, had been quite an awkward one ] that both men dealt with one another, worked with one another, young as they were, to engage in this or that little tease and taunt. Chika finds it all the more amusing that that new ‘partner’ of his was so sure averse to words carefully spun and placed before him like most beautiful stones of gem - and yet would react and act so quickly nonetheless. A slight blush to paint cheeks, with retorts that tumble from lips nonetheless after few seconds of well-placed thought [ it’s adorable, really, and amuses him without any end ]. So he smiles and looks even more charming when it happens. Smiles and laughs and makes it near unbearable to be close to him. It’s quite a few weeks, indeed, but it had come sure so far by now.
★ Tilt of head follows lingering eyes, not reacting with moving gaze upon the man that seemed so obviously attentive. A knowledge serving for Bureau Chief to sigh pleasantly. To shift and turn and expose subtle lining of collarbone beneath white of shirt, with long fingers to tease it open in the otherwise [ except for them both ] empty office. “Stop that.” The sound was serious and rose a laugh from his throat once again, answer - as the way he moves was surely unmistakable, was enough to place a frown on pretty visage and enough to adjust it easily with a brightened rib from his own. “Stop what?” He stretches anew, limbers long arms one time in front of him, then raises them above his head. Shirt moving and shifting alongside toned physique. “That!” Of course, he would become loud. Would exclaim displeasure with that rising voice alongside the next bout of laughter that leaves Chika’s throat drawling on suitably.
★ It’s amusing – how easily this man could get flustered by a small little play.
★ “Don’t be like that Itsuki, I just fool around.” As if he didn’t know. As if the sudden stand and push upright, turning, staring out of the window, wouldn’t underline that all. Chika’s hand then cradles chin, while placing elbow on the dark wood table following the tilt of his head to slant his gaze, chasing along the white-board they had both worked on, considerate eyes travelling along the mission explanations that mean little to nothing to him. “—Just fooling around.” Yes, it was nothing else [ at least not for the Bureau Chief’s sudden start - but a lie, a lie - he was such a bad liar, sometimes ]. “Yes?” A blink, another one. How a sigh travels and blooms anew, is released with the softest of shakes. “What else? Or would you like for me to mean it?” A twitch of a reaction, impossible to go over unnoticed. As if it had struck something in that partner of his that had laid dormant and hidden away.
★ It was enough for an eyebrow to rise, unknown to the second class, back turned to the one he wanted so direly, shoulders lifting and trembling [ like a lightning struck ] had caught attention sooner and more swiftly than any words could have done. “No.” It came with a split-second reaction of delay. As if nothing in that moment had really mattered anymore. So Chika stands as well - surely does that word not sound like a lie? Rises from his seat [ feet of stool skitting and scratching over the floor ] serving for a retort, a movement away even though he wasn’t even close to Itsuki at all. The smile that now twitches up his lips was something deliberately softer [ the tease dying down, it’s so far softer maybe a little – melancholic ]. It’s hurting, in some way, that this was a feeling unexplainable [ and returned, so how he sees— ]. “It’s fine—“ ‘ Please, don’t look at me like this. ‘ “—I will stay here.”
★ In momentary comfortable silence. In the moment of separation, despite being quite so close – an arm-reach away – and still feeling like being worlds’ apart. He sighs quietly, once again, a faint and deliberate sound of defeat. A way that he never wanted it to happen like this, that he never wanted it to turn out like this [ what had even happened? there was a rift—? ].
★ “Listen, Chika—“ Seconds felt like minutes, like hours. It startles him enough to blink and look at him, a question rising in his mind, never coming to light. “—no, ah— wait.” How to say it was a question that he watches underlined with the other man’s hand to rise and run through dark hair, not knowing how to explain it, not knowing ‘what’ to even explain in this time. Waiting, waiting for something that was hidden away in the depths of one’s mind [ and should stay like this as well ]. These few weeks, they shouldn’t make it as hard as it obviously appeared to be. “Okay, yes – yes I want it to be something else.” And in the fashion he knows, in the way he knows, would hand wave as if dispersing truth of the matter. Would wave in the air once as if all he had said was just something to ignore, something to push away and aside [ how adorable— ].
★ “Ah.” Is all that falls from his lips in mild surprise. A sound that was enough to rise the frown back upon Itsuki’s face, a look of displeasure, turned into a grimace enough to lighten up a confused smile on the man he basically [ obviously ] had confessed to. “Is this all?!” He’s loud again. Loud in a way that resonates around the otherwise barren room, catches the intonation of his own softened surprise in a way that was a near hilarious contrast between one another, striking and catching [ and so many had already commented upon it ]. It’s enough to make him move. To take that step forward that distances them just when Itsuki was about to pull back even further. He’s quick to wrap palm around his wrist, quick to keep him in place, rising eyes to lighten up and widen, to wonder without asking at all.
★ How daring. How he knows that his partner wanted to protest and protests not at all when lips do meet his. When there’s nothing but a brush of a kiss and it feels even more desirable just for that small contact, leaving Itsuki to tilt up a bit, to seek more, to instinctively find that offered warmth that spreads from tender skin of his arm, wrapped in tightly in that near unyielding and still benign [ he was so gentle ] grasp. Spreading even further from that stolen kiss, yielded and provoked and undeniably sweet. He should hate it, should hate that he was so weak in falling, and yet desired even more.
★ Time does swim by like the dragging seconds just before in that shared solitude cradled by silence, and yet with these seconds, they were far too hard to catch and hold. Should last just a bit longer, give them suitably more. Give and give - for how they were so greedy and wanted to take.
★ The only movement it took for the second class to consider waking up, was the fine whisper of fingertips, suddenly pooling in his palm. It was all enough to have him blink, have him lift stare now focussing again from quiet fervour of having closed eyes before, to search and search [ and find so much, yet apparently nothing at all ]. Such a shadow hanging over eyes, glazed and unmoving and still drowned out the surrounding does appear, trained and heavily engaged, and only one man before each other. “More?” So he’s teased once again in repercussion to outburst, enough to make him nearly sputter, to nearly startle out of quietude of daydream, that was a beautifully sweet reality all the same.
★ “As if you even need to ask.” All that’s breathed in momentarily languour [ calm, calm, this moment is not going to be taken away from you ], with the tasting, testing and finding lips anew.
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"Maru." 8||||
"Maru?" Everything seems to halt when Chika, standing there looking ever so charming, articulates a new nickname previously unheard in such an awfully teasing manner. Sends blood rushing to Itsuki’s face, tinting cheeks with a dash of red, and the chuckles escaping from partner do nothing to help his situation. “Hey! Stop laughing at me. Where’s this even come from? Why the sudden urge to call me that?” He knows, of course. For weeks they’d covertly been meeting inside the second classes' home to share in the burgeoning passion felt for one another { He’d never been interested in love. Look where he was now }. Yet arms still fold in objection, mouth curling downwards. “Shouldn’t you be working on kicking their asses anyway? They won’t know what to do otherwise.” Like lost lambs, they’ll stumble and fall without being given command. A tragedy waiting to unfurl--
Only the one issuing orders is presumably too occupied with mocking his subordinate. “Gah! Never mind, I’ll do it! You stand there and look... No! Nothing.” Too little too late. Endeavours to stop any further blunders have all but failed, dropping him off into absolute silence { Fuck }. Chika’s laughter has ignited again, leaving Itsuki trapped anew. Brows furrow deeply, clear frustration written on visage. It’s absurd, but merely just detecting the melodious sounds leave partner’s mouth is enough to send heart aflutter { He’s a lovesick fool, desiring someone he cannot keep }.
Thus he reaches calloused hands out towards his face. Catches him ‘till eyes are forced to stare into one another { Chika’s smiling now }, ears monitoring for any footsteps approaching the barely lit room they found themselves in. And only when maintained stillness reaches them does he ultimately pull the other in for a kiss, one that remains surprisingly gentle and soft despite demeanour exhibited seconds ago { He can’t bruise soft lips with anything more. It wouldn’t go down well }. “You’re a terrible man, Chika.” Vocalisation is growled against mouth upon pulling away, Itsuki ever audacious in uttered words { No one else would let him act like this }.
“Now come on. They might end up on the other side of Tokyo looking for this ghoul if you don’t give them some form of orientation, and I don’t want to deal with that disaster.”
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