ⱤɄ₦. ₳₩₳Ɏ.

| lvl. 27 | BPD - PTSD - ED |

[recaption]

[wishilivedbetter]

Gravity & Grace, Simone Weil.

[x7x7x7x7x7]

vibing with someone who got the same goofy energy as u is so damn therapeutic

[becherdireinen]

may you never go back to the dark places you fought so hard to get out of

[justbwilde]

Frenchie ✘ Kimiko (S05E03)

[myballetflats]

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[cheshmenoor]

[khaoticxcreature]

Fancy stones and a T-Rex out of a fancy stone guarding my chest which keeps fancy stones.

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Yesterday I was with my boyfriend at a mineral and fossil fair. It was very interesting and there were also so many beautiful stones and other interesting things. My foot was already a bit damaged by an unfavorable movement. We couldn't look at everything because after some time I couldn't really put weight on my foot anymore. It hurt a lot.

Today I thought I would relax, but after grocery shopping we made the garden.There are 4 people living in the house, including me, but there were only two of them doing the gardening, which was quite annoying when you were already in pain.

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Last week Friday I got a new tattoo. It's now the last one until autumn/winter. Need new ideas and also have to save a lot. But now I would like to save for other things.

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I am currently working on a memory book for the cats I love. My boyfriend is going to work on a memory book for me about our time together. My memories are hidden behind fog but this is going to help me remember.

[achillesinhighheels]

[life-spire]

[achillesinhighheels]

[gobloggirl]

[kosmogrl]

[achillesinhighheels]

[khaoticxcreature]

It's not my fault that my mum wasn't able to love me. It's not my fault that she only was capable of loving my younger brother. All of the bad things that happened to me weren't my fault. But it's hard to accept and to remember it. I'm trying.

Today I met my boyfriend's mum for the first time, I was nervous but it went well. She is very kind and I was able to talk. After she left I was kinda sad because I'm not used to someone's parent(s) I'm dating being nice to me. And I never really experienced nice things from my own mother so it's unusual for me.

I'm so happy about my new tattoo. My bf was so kind to pay for it. He is the cutest person I know. He wants me to be happy. The army of plush grew a lot the past weeks, at his place we have The Outpost. He wants me to feel safe. And I'm having in the bedroom on my side of the bed a nest for me. So I'm protected by my plushies from nightmares. I don't have as much nightmares anymore but when I'm stressed it can happen.

[bestiolin]

underground (1995)