inactive - check pinned for other links

this is mostly for archival. Not very active anymore, i might post one or two works here.

[kiirujoii]

cara.app account / carrd

art tag / cc tag

(i'm not gonna make separate accounts for ultrakill, mcr and homestuck content, i'll lump everything together in there). i changed my mind about the wordpress, i found it too difficult to use.

[kiirujoii]

[reposting from my cara.app account]

i bought these 3M tape hooks to put my necklaces and chains on (or any accessory i can hang, really) and i decided to paint on them with acrylic markers. The gabriel one is my favorite.

i don't intend on being active here again, i'll only post what i feel that might do slightly well

[kiirujoii]

cleaning the scum off my blog before i abandon it

unfollow me if you reduce every queer experience to tma/tme and ignore everything else

[kiirujoii]

I'm done being told i matter less, done being told my biggest effort isn't good enough, done being manipulated into believihg that the only purpose my life has is to be a disposable human shield for my girlfriend to use when both she and my boyfriend begged me to stop destroying myself, they didn't want a shield

i know what I've been through and it should matter too, regardless if it'll make a few particularly childish self centered people bothered

and by the way, bigotry doesn’t mean saying truths that are slightly bothersome to you while unrelated to you, or just being brutally honest about how much you suck as a person

[kiirujoii]

i had people tell me that people like me deserved to be hated, threatened and killed but those same people defended a bunch of sex offenders because they 'were more vulnerable than me' because I'm non binary, i know it makes no sense to read it, it was confusing for me too. it really makes me wonder if those people would say I was the one to blame for when i was raped, and they probably would not only blame me for it but use it against me, I'm glad i never told any of them in there

[kiirujoii]

I'm done being told i matter less, done being told my biggest effort isn't good enough, done being manipulated into believihg that the only purpose my life has is to be a disposable human shield for my girlfriend to use when both she and my boyfriend begged me to stop destroying myself, they didn't want a shield

i know what I've been through and it should matter too, regardless if it'll make a few particularly childish self centered people bothered

and by the way, bigotry doesn’t mean saying truths that are slightly bothersome to you while unrelated to you, or just being brutally honest about how much you suck as a person

[kiirujoii]

I'm moving out to wordpress, I'm done being hurt

[fellator]

Current Music Tag

tagged by the wonderful @meduseld <3

Last listened to:

Current favorite track:

Random track:

no pressure tags for @mithrilbookofmystery @sandwichguy2004 @mostlyintact @the-wrat @kiirujoii @dbacaxii @sparkly-angell and @madamfujoshi !!

as a bonus here is the actual last thing i heard and current favorite 😔 (haha get it. because. because current. you see. current music. but it is also what ive been listening to.. 🤯🤯

[kiirujoii]

omg i'm so sorry, this got buried in my notifications

Last listened to:

current favorite track: (yeah yeah i know, ultrakill ost how predictable)

random track:

@zombievaampiire

[kiirujoii]

i have been writing that gabv1el fic these days and i think it's been turning out okay so far. i was so scared of writing and sucking at it but maybe at least I'm decent at describing things

[kiirujoii]

mmmmm...... Gabriel

[loafbud]

the reaction of the century

[ill-serve-it-in-draag]

oh god oh fuck oh god oh fuck oh god oh fuck

[kiirujoii]

[shore-birds]

everybody get more danger days RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

[kiirujoii]

i finally found something therapeutic.

[plaguedpriest]

prolly not finishing this wip so dumping this here rq

[chi11grave]

ashamed of being born

[kiirujoii]

i remembered illi randomly. i always get sad.

[kiirujoii]

i think i have a cold