akiko🪷

sw 237lbs • cw 154 • ugw 120lbs • bmi 36 -> 23 • ♡19 ♡

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guys….idk if i could possibly ever be happier i feel awesome right now

edit 2/8/24

here’s an update on the pants! they’re a bit too big now, i’ve had to cut new holes on my belt :)

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It’s been a while😋 bmi 36 > 22

- genuinely nooo idea why i was playing with raspberries

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hey pookies! i’m the lowest i’ve ever weighed and pretty steadily losing but i’m not losing any fat (i think i’ve actually gained fat), does anyone know why? it can’t be dysmorphia, i can physically feel more fat than before. if you have any advice please help ! <3

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hey tumblr besties that i totally don’t keep forgetting about! here are some progress pics, january -> july :)

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lowkey got on edtwt and completely forgot abt tumblr😸

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the last time i went dress shopping (in august) i was a size 20🤮 and today i just bought a dress that was a size 10 omg i’m so happy

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last week i got caught in my first ever binge cycle, but this week i’m back on track. i gained a little and (i hope its just in my head) i definitely look fatter. but i’m back to restricting and fasting and working out so i’ll be ok!!

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this is the longest i’ve ever fasted for!! i’m not sure if i’ll be able to make it to tomorrow because i feel really weak and drained, but i’m gonna try. i’m just proud of myself for getting this far tbh, i’m not good at fasting

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i’m so torn between getting to like 140lbs and then upping my intake so i can eat more protein and grow muscle or stay on track and keep restricting until i hit my ugw

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does my fridge look disordered yes or no

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😻😻😻

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im on a weekend long trip with kinda-friends for a music convention and somehow got away with not eating for the entire time😽 live laugh love

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donating blood burns 600 c@ls???? hello????? i lost 2.5 pounds overnight

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donating a whole bunch of blood today so maybe MAYBE i should eat semi normal today

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my favorite part about losing 50 pounds😻😻 i hate face f@t

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i’m SO close to my gw why do i keep sabotaging myself

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i had a really bad couple of days food-wise. i haven’t binged and i haven’t gone over 1000 cals but i’ve gone out to eat with friends every night for the last few days and have not been eating the healthiest things. i’ve gained a little and i just feel like shit. i’m restarting today and i’m gonna lose the weight i gained before school starts on tuesday.