Life is Beautiful

@kilig-meraki

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Does it hurt more when it's your own fault? I still feel the pain of every person I've let down. I can't even voice my mistakes to another person, I'm so afraid of just how much more alone I could be. Everything really came down on my head all at once this time. I don't know if I'll survive it. I miss all of those I've ever loved. I was so afraid of being alone, that I got myself exactly there. I get in my own way all the time. How do I shake myself. How do I rid myself of me.

I been having vivid dreams, them shits is more than scary

Graveyards or mortuaries

Haunted by these goals that I'm tryna accomplish

Underrated, over-hated, I'm tired of the nonsense

Things I've could've done better, it lies in my conscience

And I'll never forget it, I'm my worst critic

Such a overthinker, I'm so self-reflective

Mood lately.

OBJKT: Intimate Touch 5

North Carolina here I come

Merry Christmas

I'm just scared to go back, didn't have shit to eat

Half my bread go to taxes, the actual thieves

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Okay, every nigga that I know is scared of goin' broke

I know if I fall back down, ain't no one there to lend me rope

Okay, and every nigga that I know takes care of so and so

So ain't no option, option, option, you best go make more

I used to wanna get the chance to show the world I'm smart (Ha)

Isn't that dumb? I should've focused mostly on the heart

'Cause I seen smarter people trample life like it's an art

So bein' smart ain't what it used to be, that's fuckin' dark

You ever notice that the worst of us have all the chips?

It really kinda takes the sheen off people gettin' rich.

I woke up early once again, that's four days straight

I didn't wake you, baby, I just watched you lay

In the radiation of the city sun

I am in love with you, it is my only grace

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