just breathe

∴

[kimmkiim]

C'est pas une façade que j'me suis construit

C'est un puit que j'ai creusé

Il y a suffisamment d'eau pour me noyer

Mais je flotte encore, sans boué

[kimmkiim]

Maybe I am an attention whore.

Merci Renaud 💜

[kimmkiim]

It's not late.

It's early.

That's all just how late it is.

(birds cherp)

Man I gotta get to sleep...

[kimmkiim]

It's what I do.

Never mind what I don't.

Who are you?

Where were you?

This whole time,

On my rollercoaster ride.

I never meant to be the cause.

I only went to hide.

When I was found,

Put my whole world on pause.

It's fear in which I'm bound.

Still doesn't mean that I won't.

But, now I'm stuck in fucking glue.

Who are you?

Where are you?

[kimmkiim]

[kimmkiim]

[kimmkiim]

Goodbye,

So long...

It feels right, but

It feels wrong.

I've been waiting...

Waiting

For my freedom.

I feel myself expanding

To all the places I've been hiding from.

I see it now...

I've been looking

From all the wrong angles.

I've been praying

To all the wrong angels...

[kimmkiim]

I'm ok tho.

I'll get back up again.

[kimmkiim]

[slayerbuffy]

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | S5E19: Tough Love.

[kimmkiim]

[kimmkiim]

[kimmkiim]

Dead...

Dying....

Inside

Outside

WHO CARES

It's been so long

[kimmkiim]

[kimmkiim]

The 1st monday of the new year is coming... I guess it's resolution time....

-Get my old job back

-Mimic and intermittent fasting on work days

-Start mini routine, 3x a week

-Take better care of my skin

-Gradually start vaping instead of smoking.

-Stop caring if I make it or not (in the big leagues)

[kimmkiim]

I think I am beginning to see a pattern.

I guess all I can say for now is; "Close but no cigar"

Almost ready tho!

Almost 🤫😘

[kimmkiim]