[adamjk]

HOW TO BEGIN AGAIN

[growing-in]

the truth is you’re not always going to want recovery. there are going to be days where its the last thing you want. you’re not always going to be motivated. but you have to push through it, or else it’ll become more frequent. you can do this.

[harryedward]

No offense but I want to fall in love with someone who wants to fall in love with me

[gerlondon-deactivated20180325]

[kimmy031997]

November 21, 2018

Hell week is coming. Gustong gusto ko na matapos to. Huhu. Nakakapagod rin pala. Gigising ng 5am tapos usually na tulog mo 1:00 - 2:00 am na. Send help. 

[danger]

[kimmy031997]

February 2018

So, siguro yung pinaka ayaw kong month so far yung last month. Lagi kaming nag aaway, lagi kaming nagtatalo ganyan. Sobrang busy kasi sa acads tapos nagkakainitan ng ulo or nag kakainisan. lol. Yung tipong muntik na kaming mag hiwalay kasi sobrang napuno na ganyan. Laging defense mechanism ko sakanya yung break (pero bad na defense mechanism yung break up) pag sinasaktan niya ko. Sobrang naiinis kasi ako pag may tinatago tas nag sisinungaling siya. As in dahil sa nangyari last month, medyo nabawasan yung tiwala ko sakanya. May mga bagay na di ko kinukwento sakanya na kinukwento ko sa iba kasi nawalan ako ng tiwala feeling ko di niya ko cocomfort ganyan. Na parang nagkikita kami for the sake na tulungan something. Tapos kada may kukwento or may sasabihin ako either di niya naririnig kasi busy siya sa phone or wala siyang paki sa kinukwento ko kaya minsan mas pipilitin mo nalang manahimik tas um-oo ka nalang rin sa kukwento naman niya. Nakakaasar diba. Napatawad ko naman siya pero alam niyo yun, minsan maalala mo na “nagawa niya sakin yun pano nalang pag mag kasama na kami” 

[kimmy031997]

8 years

Mag 8 years na kami nitong Tumblr ko. Sobrang nakakamiss. Naaalala ko way back HS like nag da-daily blog ako para ma-share yung nangyari sa araw ko. Tapos binabasa pa ng jowa ko yung blogs ko noon kahit hindi pa kami. Most of the the time ng college life ko bumabalik lang ako dito sa tumblr everytime mag kaaway kami. Dito ko binubuhos lahat ng galit ko sakanya. lol. Tapos ngayon mag 5 years na rin kami this year. Holy Week na pupunta kami ng Quezon bukas. Yaaaas.

[wnq-typography]

[adrenaline]

[wnq-writers]

5 tips to a happier everyday: Tip 5 - If you can’t solve it now, the solution is meant to come later. So don’t stress yourself any further and let it go. Good things come to those who wait.. Tip 4 - Meditate. Whether it happens while you do your make up or when you clean, even while you lay in bed before you get up. In silence find wholeness, clear your mind before the day comes rushing in. Tip 3 - Drink water. You won’t notice the difference by doing this but your body will thank you for it I promise. Tip 2 - Achieve 2-3 things that you need or want to do with your day so theres fulfilment at the end of your night. Make memories with yourself. Tip 1 - Listen to music, better yet sing it. You know the songs you listen to when you’re in a good mood, make a playlist out of it and just listen. Its the best remedy for all the bad thoughts and mood swings.

patthewriter, writing prompt #71: Write 5-10 things you can do to make yourself happier every day. (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

2017; you taught me more than I could handle. I learned love, loss, everything in between.

caracactus  (via wnq-writers)

[florial]

[shareaquote]

Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you not just about existential things but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts, I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.

creatingnikki  (via shareaquote)

[head-brain]

I think you should find someone who makes you feel like you’re coming home each time you walk into their arms.

08.07.16 (via head-brain)

[cosmicwizdom]

I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.

Unknown

(via cosmicwizdom)

[wnq-writers]

i think it’s brave i think it’s brave that you get up in the morning even if your soul is weary and your bones ache for a rest i think it’s brave that you keep on living even if you don’t know how to anymore i think it’s brave that you push away the waves rolling in every day and you decide to fight i know there are days when you feel like giving up but i think it’s brave that you never do

Lana Rafaela (via wnq-writers)