* KOEL / BLOEDIG

i keep moving i keep moving i keep moving i keep moving

[ladivine-a]

EMBRACE YOUR DREAMS !      /    ind. pri. sel. zack fair by violet.

[kingabandon]

hey can you please send @seraphst some kind words / nice vibes? she’s not doing too good rn and could use them!!

[herokusu]

a. we are not men nor heroes nor gods nor angels. we are monsters, twisted by fate’s cruel hand. we have had delivered unto us the tragedy of generations, the lifestream of this planet’s consciousness. we were never destined to see the heavens, only to tear them down and claim it for ourselves. z. we are not monsters nor demons nor creatures. we are we, something more than men, something more than gods. we’ve given ourselves our own fate, we have twisted destiny into something beautiful and divine. we can make our own story, weave our own tales. g. we are not sentient things nor breathing things nor living things. we are merely constructs, things on a stage, things siphoning off the universe for our own selfish needs. we deserve nothing, everything dealt to us matters not. we are destined for self destruction, for our own deaths, masterfully told by the planet itself. s. we are gods. we seek the heavens because it is our right. our fate is our own, and that fate rests among the stars. no less than divinity. it’s what we are destined for. / by violet.

[kingabandon]

in hindsight, making this promo to dearly beloved was a bad idea.

[kingabandon]

presented w/o context

[kingabandon]

there’s so much negativity everywhere holy shit!!!! everywhere i turn, something new! every new site i go on, some asshole comment ruins my mood! sites i used to enjoy being on i loathe now! nothing brings me enjoyment! everything is going through the motions! i am what i expect myself to be! i do things that i think i am supposed to do! there is no individuality! what little i do have is beaten and broken down by all this goddamn negativity! i can’t express an opinion without it me being ridiculed for it! and no i don’t mean like, the gross, bigoted opinion! but anytime i hate something that happens to be popular and i give completely valid reasons for it i get called a hipster or a bandwagoner! i enjoy nothing! nothing brings me joy! haha fun! im a fun person right guys! right!

[kingabandon]

not to be #thatbitch but some shit rly did put me in a terrible fucking mood so unless i approach u first pls don’t talk to me

[kingabandon]

anyway im depressed and i have a promo in mind for zack so, that’s where i’m at right now

[kingabandon]

i love spider-man so much but i could never do him the justice he deserves, the love i have for him in my heart will never be matched in any portrayal i give him because my love for him is truly never ending, it is too much to be contained in words, in graphics, in metas. i could review and gush over every tasm issue every day for ten hours a day and it still wouldn’t be enough to cover even one infinitesimal iota of the adoration i have for peter parker

i love him so so so so much and to see him constantly woobified, dumbed down, and treated as a soft boy when he is and always has been so much more is so fucking draining to see.

[kingabandon]

anyways james wan is directing a swamp thing tv series and im excited so guess who is probably going back on their swamp thing blog

[kingabandon]

kingabandon:

honestly the idea that the kid in iron man 2 is peter parker is just lazily retroactively fitting peter into the mcu. as if marvel execs had the foresight to plan to have that kid be peter later on, as if it completely destroys all of peter’s agency as a character to just have him be a tony stark fanboy which is just fucking bullshit in the first place but especially so for someone like peter who–definitely does respect tony in the comics but doesn’t go gaga over him like in the mcu. it’s just fucking boring, it’s not good writing, and mcu peter parker pisses me off to this fucking day.

nor do i appreciate them slapping characteristics unique to miles morales onto him in homecoming and infinity war and having people who’ve never read a single fucking comic in their life talk about how good of a peter parker tom holland was

tom holland is a great actor and he nailed some aspects of peter and spidey but he ain’t spider-man lmao miss me with that bullshit. instead of introducing miles morales into the mcu they just took what little individuality he got from the comics and gave it to peter. so that’s nice! ruining two characters at once! fuck you marvel!

[kingabandon]

honestly the idea that the kid in iron man 2 is peter parker is just lazily retroactively fitting peter into the mcu. as if marvel execs had the foresight to plan to have that kid be peter later on, as if it completely destroys all of peter’s agency as a character to just have him be a tony stark fanboy which is just fucking bullshit in the first place but especially so for someone like peter who--definitely does respect tony in the comics but doesn’t go gaga over him like in the mcu. it’s just fucking boring, it’s not good writing, and mcu peter parker pisses me off to this fucking day.

[kingabandon]

immmmmm gonna go to bed before i do something dumb and drastic! goodnight!

[kingabandon]

update: still haven’t played league. haven’t gotten up. big depression. big anxiety. now im just watching fail comps on youtube. still haven’t laughed. gonna be one of those nights i see.

[kingabandon]

uhhh. i think im just gonna go play some league. not feeling it tonight, sorry boys!

[kingabandon]

hi watch ff7:crisis core with me ...

[kingabandon]

who wants to watch ff7: crisis core cutscenes with me … and cry …