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my friend -- she’s weird and understanding even when i’m awkward as i am, she fills the silence with a story of hers and then we have long pauses of silence ---a silence where no words are exchanged but a series of glances and then smiles she creeps me up and most of the time may lead to laughter i love it always but we’re friends now and i’m okay with it “we’re friends” i would shout it ever so loudly like how you randomly say aloud in public “WE ARE FRIENDS” yes we are..... f r i e n d s it’s okay than nothing and i think, we go well together as friends --for someone who doesn’t talk much with someone who does most of the talking i know we can go well together as being just friends

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i distanced myself from social media for weeks update: we’re friends now and i’m okay with it

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I’m not really asking for too much. Just someone who I can cry in front of and not feel any less manly, who I can count on to be there for me when I feel alone and misunderstood because sometimes, guys need to be understand too. That someone who will be willing to learn how to play video games just for me, someone who I can play fight with and joke with, someone who is bold enough to slap me if I'm being a jerk, someone who's not afraid to tell me that I look stupid if I'm wearing something stupid. someone who will be awkward and weird with me, someone who would literally do anything just to spend some time with me, someone who will keep me out of trouble, someone who I can try new things with, someone who loves me for me and doesn't want to change me. A best friend, a lover and a homie all rolled into one.

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You somehow reminded me of someone. Anyways hi. Hehe. I really love reading your blogs. Have a great day!

Really? Well have a great day to you, too.

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Hello, King! It has been a while. :) -m.m

You know you can always talk to me on Tumblr IM, M.M. Hi.

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I wish I had a mom I could take on a date tomorrow. 

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You're not messed up. People who are truly kind are not messed up and shouldn't be taken for granted 😉 People who are truly kind are beautiful 😁

Thank you. I really appreciate this.

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Everytime I read you blog it feels like I'm reading mine. Very much alike in a sense. I like, i like.

your blog is way even better

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Are you real?

Yes. What makes you think I’m not?

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You are always whining about never being enough. How can I make you understand? You are more than enough. You are worthy to be loved. You have been so strong, so kind. It’s okay to accept the fact that people love you. Accept the fact that I love you.  

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Why do I fucking treat people with kindness even when they've done nothing to deserve it? Why do I keep giving chances? This life is messed up. I'm messed up. Fck!

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Sadly, society will like you when you really fit into their expectations.

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Then I hope we'll find someone who's willing to take the risk just as much as we would. -m.m

I hope so.

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We'll find someone, King. Maybe not now but when the world thinks we're crazy enough to get hurt again. Always be safe. -m.m

That’s the problem of falling in love, M.m. You will start all over again. You know you’d get hurt and you’d gamble into something you’re not even sure you would win but you still do so because it really does make you crazy.

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It truly makes me smile when I read blogs about people with crushes. It’s funny in a good way of course, that they have no worries about relationships just yet. And that they are just starting to experience that rush of adrenaline that we all get when we find someone new. It’s a wonderful feeling. I do not feel any envy for them. The stage I’m in right now is definitely not easy to get past -- dealing with a broken heart, but I wouldn’t trade it for someone else. I’d rather be alone than to be with someone I know I couldn’t love with complete sincerity and commitment. Girls are maybe hard to love, but they deserve the best.

I feel happy for people who find someone to get uncontrollably excited over, but I am content where I am in my life. I am content with sharing this journey with no one but myself. I’m sure I could find someone someday. I hope that those of you who have just found someone to invest all your energy into will someday return that feeling, because it’s truly a beautiful thing to experience.