Having no one actually know you and give a fuck about you is hard
Having no one actually know you or give a fuck about you while having to take care of a kid is significantly fucking worse
I don't even want to be fucking alive right now but I have to pretend like I'm aokay normal fucking parent while my partner leaves me on read because any kind of negativity from me is too much of a fucking bother because they're out having fun with their friends
You can tell me how much you care about me as much as you want but having me fucking trying and failing to not break down next to you and having you talk about how you just want to get to your friends house and handle that literally just shows me that you don't have time or want to care about me unless it's convenient for you
You couldn't even ask if I was okay
I give so fucking much and every single fucking person takes advantage of it
Anyone would love someone who consistently gives them everything. Why the fuck do you think people felt so sorry for hurting me
They were sorry for themselves because they knew they lost me. They didn't give a fuck about how hurt I was. Just that they didn't get me at their beck and call anymore