my random reality

Filipino • Los Angeles, CA

[kipitlow]

hang in there.. he is coming :)

[jasonincalifornia]

Roads of Zion

[kipitlow]

long trips. holding hands.

[ellievhardy]

[kipitlow]

This year, ill go camping :)

[zodiacspot]

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[kipitlow]

GOD have mercy on me.

[kipitlow]

02/03/18 Today, you have once again proven that you make things beautiful in your own time :) To my God who makes things possible, thank you! Thank you for the blessings and open doors. For never giving up on me. I love you jesus! Thank you for the new car! Thank you for lining up ppl that i need. Thank you for loving and providing for me. I declare my promotion lord god. I claim my promotion. Thank you!

[written-on-polaroids]

One day I want to be able to look at you without feeling sick. I want to be able to look at you and not feel so hurt by you. I want to be able to talk to you again without wanting to ask “Why? Why did you give up on me? Why did you leave?” I want to be able to see pictures of you and not start crying. I want to be able to be friends with you without feeling heartbroken everytime I look at you. One day, I want to be able to stand infront of you, look into your green eyes, and say: “You were everything I wanted. But you are not what I need anymore. And I honestly do hope that you’re happy.”

One day. (via written-on-polaroids)

DAMN FEELS

[kipitlow]

1/28/18

im sorry for stealing a good 6years from you. im sorry you were part of my made up, selfish world. sorry for breaking your heart with all the lies-over and over..im sorry i left you hanging. my conscience ate all of me i did not know how to save you from the pseudo world i have created. im sorry i just left. 

ive carried the burden-up to this day. knowing ive scarred someone so naive and precious. i prayed relentlessly for you to be okay and hopefully find that person who will pick u up and mend you. iv always wanted you to be happy. you deserve to be happy.

your love has been my standards. youve set the bar way too high. thank you for making my teenage year wonderful. thank you for the unconditional love.

i am sending you my best wishes. congratulations. may you have a blissful marriage and a wonderful family. funny how you ended up with that familiar last name :) 

 you can forget me now. it was nice walking with you in this lifetime :)

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im forgiven

i am set free.

[hplyrikz]

I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

Jenna, Waitress (via hplyrikz)

[thoughtkick]

If you can be hurt then you can be healed. He didn’t break or ruin you. He bent you. You can learn to love again, my dear. Don’t shy away. Be bold. Be brave. Be YOU simply because YOU are beautiful.

Gracelynn Rose Harrelson (via thoughtkick)

[scruples]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[iglovequotes]

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[melisica]

Natasha Vavere

[kipitlow]

[kipitlow]

M.E.

i got reminded of you last 12/12. wouldve been 5yrs of knowing you if youre here.  i still remember the time you said “ youll never eat dinner alone” so last  thurs, i decided to eat bymyself in this ramen place. nothing fancy. but it would have been nice if you were with me. i ordered a different base this time and it was so good! first time ive consumed that much ramen! i had plans of letting the waiter know that i enjoyed my meal

now for some random reason, this couple paid for my dinner.

[kipitlow]

Yes

[kipitlow]

12/10/17

Brave one, your sister did not mean to fail you. You have to understand she has her life and schedules. I know its sad and upsetting at the moment. But dont feel like you are less loved. One day, everything will come together. You will spend time with your family, reunited and all happy. It will be amazing..far beyond what you have imagined. So today, smile :)

Because youre about to meet new friends.. remeber, dont let anything steal your joy. Your God has eqquipped you and he is fighting your battles.

Enjoy the holiday :) because this year will never happen again.. get ready next year. I guarantee you,things will be better :)