पावनी

कहीं तो, कहीं तो, होगी वो दुनिया जहाँ तू मेरे साथ है जहाँ में, जहाँ तू और जहाँ बस तेरे मेरे जज़्बात है

[kishmishrasmalai]

It's been so long aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I think I forgot tumblr existed and now that I have rediscovered it, I love love love how quiet it feels. Everything is so loud and over-the-top these days that just opening this app felt like a breather. I don't know who I am writing this for btw. I think it's just a personal entry. Made a post at the start of my second year and now I am entering my last semester. It's bittersweet how much has changed, not just the world but also me.

Note to self - Please stay active here and never delete your account.

[pikachewww]

apologies to anyone who ever thought i was cool and reached out to me only to discover i am just a weird little hermit who can't carry on a conversation to save my life

[kishmishrasmalai]

#😇

[kishmishrasmalai]

I am everything in every second, and nothing at all in a nano second.

[kishmishrasmalai]

"If you were a star, I would search for you in the sky every night."

But don't I already do that?

Don't I search for him in every nook and every corner of my everyday life,

Wanting oh so desperately for him to be a part of it and not just a mere spectator my mind has come up with

Don't I search for him in the books I read and the art I consume

Don't I search for him in cafes and restaurants, hoping that maybe just maybe he'll sit across from me and we'll share a bowl of pasta

Don't I search for him when I am in the depths of despair and dancing on the highest mountain of hope

He carries with himself magic or maybe that magic is love.

I search for him in a room full of people knowing that our eyes will not meet.

Maybe 'him' is just a fantasy, a mere speck in my infinite thoughts and desires

But he exists. He is my star. I will search for him endlessly, knowing very well that just like a star, he is out of my reach. He may even have exploded, and I hope that his stardust is what runs in my veins.

~Pavny

[kishmishrasmalai]

JEEEEEEET GAYEEEEEEEE

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳🇮🇳

[kishmishrasmalai]

Things don't feel so awful when the night sky is clear enough to feel the grandeur of the universe.

I love it when the sky makes us feel insignificant

I like tonight.

[anxeious]

[pashionforfashion21allday]

[hypnictwitch]

“[Vanessa Jackson] admitted to police that she intentionally set him on fire because shooting him would have been ‘too nice’.”

[angerylesbian-deactivated201608]

a true american hero

[idratherhavefreedom]

[butter-and-too-much-bread]

I’m conflicted cause he definitely needed to die, for everyone’s safety. And I absolutely do not trust the justice system to do it. But I’m not sure I believe in bringing cruelty into it. Like even the worst of us don’t deserve to be burned to death.

[libertarirynn-deactivated202006]

Reblog if you think child rapists deserve to be burned to death.

[crimeshetyped]

Never hit reblog faster in my life

[xochi-the-mochi]

*not reblogging because I believe that child rapists should be burned to death but because I think these are both very big issues that need to be seen*

[sunshineandrain18]

Reblogging because I think ALL child rapists deserve to burn and rot in hell.

[aishabellasbigblogofeverything]

Child rapist should ALL be burnt to death. In this world AND the next.

[the-tumblur-searchbar]

[the-principality-of-sealand]

Burn the child rapists.

[communist-usa-real]

Luckily, it is legal in the communist America. It is also allowed to eat them

[non-tyrannical-usa]

at this point i’ll just become the egalitarian America, capitalist America can have their own gimmick

[urlocalfairyprincess]

not to be weird or anything but we could be kissing and dancing together to slow music in my dimly lit kitchen at 1:00am if you even care

[kishmishrasmalai]

THIS!😔

[stfulara]

laut aao imran khan ab ye mazak nahi chalega

[kishmishrasmalai]

I swear😭😭

Ek aur cute hindi romcom toh hum bhi deserve karte hai

[kishmishrasmalai]

Me on my way to 2nd year of my degree-

[shanti-ashant-hai]

sometimes you must simply lie down on the floor and thoink

[kishmishrasmalai]

Me adjusting the cooler ka angle and doing exactly that

[okay]

Dear soulmate, where the fuck are you

[kishmishrasmalai]

Indian mothers, after giving you the worst insecurities - tere liye hi keh rahe... baat mat karna mujhse jab tak *tujhe* sorry feel nahi hota.

[kishmishrasmalai]

-pavny

[kishmishrasmalai]

Me

A simple two letter word

We use it every single day to describe ourselves, our needs, our wants and yet forget the wait it carries

We forget that this 'Me' needs care

This 'Me' needs love

This 'Me' will only bloom when you nurture it

This 'Me' sees it's face in the mirror everyday but forgets to see its soul

Me

A simple two letter word

Spoken everyday but still remains unheard

~Pavny

[kishmishrasmalai]

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