bipolarculture

Poetry and thoughts from a medicated mind.

[kitconmeowmeow]

I bet I can help you

Realize your potential

You are a boulder

You are

All of the snow

At the top of a mountain

You could destroy everything

You could be lava

And remake the landscape

[kitconmeowmeow]

Rose Quartz

Crystallize

My light stuck in you and falling through

And then there is nothing

Just a photograph

Just a negative

Just burned memories

Just I miss you

Growing over years

Crystallized tears and time

Making diamond shapes that cost nothing

I am drops in the bucket

I am ripples in your puddle

You are everything

I am just the passing breath on your cheek

Be with me

Or I am just

This tiny pebble

Amongst this sand

On any beach

[kitconmeowmeow]

Most of the time I just need someone to talk to

[kitconmeowmeow]

You loved me so much. I fucked up so many times. I wish I had one more chance. I can see now that I had everything and now it’s gone.

[kitconmeowmeow]

I miss you. How can I live without my heart?

[kitconmeowmeow]

I shouldn’t have come here

[kitconmeowmeow]

I can’t remember ever being so sad. My heart is broken. You’ve found someone else.

[kitconmeowmeow]

I’m so disappointed most of the time.

[kitconmeowmeow]

I am going to disappear

[kitconmeowmeow]

You think.

You think you can just be shitty.

You think I’ll just be right here.

Someday

I’ll be gone

I will miss me

And I won’t even know...

[kitconmeowmeow]

You make me feel so ugly

[kitconmeowmeow]

I wish I still had a full bottle of trazadoen. I could go to sleep and dream of you and never wake up.

[kitconmeowmeow]

You make me want to filet my arms and bleed until I don’t wake up.

[kitconmeowmeow]

I want to be a family

[kitconmeowmeow]

I miss you so much

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Insomnia, Together

I write the title, you write the poem! Reblog with your piece :D

[kitconmeowmeow]

Red rivulets snaking across

My smooth white orbs

Blood shot and can’t close

Looking back at yours

Reflection of a reflection

So deep and safe, feel empty

Hot and sticky and pleadingly

Sickly

This envy of darkness and cool air

Melting away

Now your breath flows into my lungs

And I am full

Scraping for hours until aching and

Reliable

Your soft skin gives way

When bones escape can we

Make out the shapes

Of hazy up all night

Mornings

[kitconmeowmeow]

All you had to do was exist