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NIS : One Month Anniversary !

     " I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own mind.     I know what it’s like to have to be scared of the things           it can process or what it could do without you. “                          - Doctor Spencer Reid

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👔 💣 🗄 🛡

👔 — how do you dress outside work? what’s your preferred attire?

With the text message sent to a colleague, Hyemi had detached herself from the couch to head towards her bedroom in a frenzy– following the path straight to her closet doors. The female’s closet is brimmed with various types of fashion styles that she accumulated up from the television as well as the people around her. It had already deemed itself accurate that she can’t maintain her own preference, although, at home, her perpetual attire would be an oversized sweatshirt and legging or thigh highs. Just due to social influence, she would often be wearing more girly and pastel clothing.

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💣 — what’s the most unforgettable memory you have since you joined the agency?

Hyemi’s veins were pulsing while she imperceptibly shaked. “W-What did you say?” her voice was delicate in some ways, yet cracking at every syllable once she turned her head towards the ground to prevent certain emotions from overflowing. “I can’t fit in Clandestine?” The superior remained seated at his desk in silence as he watched the female. He had previously suggested her to try out another branch due to the damage it had inflicted onto her body, knowing very well she wouldn’t take the news pleasantly. Hyemi didn’t say much as the dead air filled the room, only forcing herself to turn around and leave as a few scattered tears trailed down her cheeks.

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🗄 — what is your favorite place at the hq? where do you spend your time off work?

The library. I don’t know how else to write this in third person, so. The library. Even off of work or at work, the fucking library.

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🛡 — are you comfortable with talking about your past?

Hyemi’s finest character trait is blabbing, of course she’s willing to talk about her past. The only things she would not be inclined to share is the numerous therapy sessions.

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🔥 🍱 🏃‍♂️ 📥

🔥 — what’s your greatest fear?

Already answered.

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🍱 — what’s your eating habits? which cuisines do you like?

Once again the female was greeted by the vending machine’s filling of snacks. Those in her office candidly shook their head at her habits for constantly snacking and eating other sweets. It wasn’t her offense, in fact, Hyemi generally accused it on her younger brother that she developed his habit of picking up different foods in between meals-- maybe more than just in between meals. She actually wasn’t sure how many times she’s visited the vending machine or cafeteria that day despite the inadequacy of breaks given. “What should I get this time?” she hummed the inquiry to herself, gaze depicting after the assorted candies within the machine that was, in some measure, vacant (mostly because of her). A certain strawberry delight caught her eyes as a smile tugged at her features. Hyemi had an unfailed devotion for snacking on strawberries as a “cuisine”.

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🏃‍♂️ — how often do you exercise? what’s your favorite sports activity?

"Do you have to be that slow?” Sweat glazed her co-worker’s body, a puzzled look tracing over his features as they were taking laps around the track. It seemed numerous times now that he had passed her with ease while she struggled to make it through the first five runs. Hyemi was not one to exercise, but instead stay inside where the a/c employed her and she could munch her shame away through snacks. The female wouldn’t even dare attempting a sport activity no matter how much her associates pestered her to do so. Such a thought just wasn’t in her being.

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📥 — how do you feel about paperwork? do you like doing it? 

Are you kidding me? All she does is paperwork. She actually prefers paper and pen over digital devices.

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✂️🐶🍼👪

✂️ — what’s the hardest part about being a nis agent?

Already answered.

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🐶 — have you had any pets? do you have one right now?

"Cocoa!” his tail wagged with his entire back, brown paws lifting off of the ground to greet the young female as she picked him up from his daycare sessions. The puppy was her first animal to have at home since her mother was evermore allergic, undoubtedly making it somewhat challenging on how to raise the tea cup Pomeranian. Nonetheless, Hyemi gave it her all to learn how to take care of such a miniature creature before ending up securing his trust more expeditiously than those at the rescue station where he came from. They had a bond that was unbreakable.

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🍼 — how was your childhood? do you have a favorite memory?

Already answered.

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👪 — what’s your relationship with your family? do you keep in touch?

Already answered.

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🍼💤🔥✂️👪

🍼 — how was your childhood? do you have a favorite memory?

Silence rimmed the small bedroom once her back pressed against the bed as she peered towards the ceiling. Home alone, again. Regularly the female was left home unattended and absent from social environments, at least, outside of exemplary homeschooled kids’ field trips (she never did genuinely become fond of those). But, Hyemi wasn’t bored. She enjoyed being home alone when everyone went to their school or work-- leaving her with the capability to dance around the living room or envision herself as things she’d be too flustered to admit. The young girl’s favorite thing to do when everyone was gone, was to blast the television, taking part of the action going on through the various pixels as if she was part of the show.

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💤 — what are your sleeping habits? how many hours of sleep do you get in a day?

Any time she isn’t at work filling out paper, she’d be asleep at home or in her office. There isn’t a specific set of habits or amount of hours, just that she should probably get more.

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🔥 — what’s your greatest fear?

Hyemi’s worst thought is being left behind. Ever since she was a young child, she had always desired to fit in with everyone else to the point she altered her own personality. When things don’t tend to go the way she believes it should, a way where other’s would take notice of her or even claim her as a friend, she could turn rather destructive of herself. It has been so drilled into her head to fit in with everyone else, that it’s more important than her own self awareness.

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✂️ — what’s the hardest part about being a nis agent?

The female’s breath turned comparatively deep, the pencil between her fingers falling down onto the desk once the form was thoroughly filled out. She could belatedly wrap up the day and head home to her baby Cocoa-- or so she speculated when a superior came by to drop a substantial packet onto her desk, an apologetic gander written on his face. “This is the last thing, I swear,” but that comment only made her roll her eyes. “You said that six packets ago, sir.” What she said was rather ignorant as well as a slip up to speak in such way to someone of a higher level. Hyemi just couldn’t help it because every time she feels like she’s done for the day, thousands of other papers come her way.

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👪 — what’s your relationship with your family? do you keep in touch?

Hyemi’s feet were propped up onto her desk, a broad smile approaching her lips once the phone pressed against her ear. She had finally gotten a break, a time to breathe, to be able to call her mother back at home because she always kept in touch with her family. The female suspected that her premium connections were the people she is related to, causing her to undoubtedly keep her relationship with them quite positive. “Momma?” she nearly said with too much enthusiasm when the dialing beeps cut short, the workers around her giving odd looks. “How have you been? Anything exciting happen?”

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🔫

🔫 — what’s your preferred weapon, why?

Bullets racing against the target points made deafening echos throughout the practice room. Obviously the female wasn’t authorized in areas like these without the equitable supervision, it was just common for her to find herself releasing stress at the sound of a gun pulsing a bullet through air. There had always been other weapons stacked along the racks behind her, but the same pistol always caught her interest due to how light it appeared with easy access to pull out in emergency situations. 

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🗼 💬

🗼 — what’s the most favorite country you have ever visited? why?

Traveling had to be the critical thing when it came to her interests. It was just catastrophic that the exclusive chance she received to do so was in a third world country for one of her first missions as an NIS agent. She didn’t get very frequent chances to view the culture or society in a way she wished, instead she maintained herself on a military base that looked no distinctive than it did of home. When asked about experiencing other countries, the females eyes would always have a specific gleam to them as she began to blabber. “I would love to go to any of the countries in Africa, their belief system and working society are so amazing.”

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💬 — which languages can you speak? how did you learn them?

The clock ticked with every passing second in a formation that induced more intensity. Her brows furrowed as she chewed on her nails, which wasn’t a typical habit for her to do. Despite that, the female’s mother was watching her closely as she flipped through pages of a broad textbook perfectly written in another language. In a matter of minutes Hyemi’s beam flourished to a wrinkle in her eyes once she peered towards her parental. “I understood it. I understood my eleventh language almost completely.” Being proud meant oblivion to her ego once her mother nearly squealed in advance of pulling her daughter into welcoming arms. Learning other cultures and languages was her idea in order to help satisfy the insecurities Hyemi had as a victim to autism. (She knows too many languages to completely list so look here).

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🔪 🎓 🎨

🔪 — do you have any scars? how did you get them?

Already answered.

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🎓 — what did you major in? why?

It developed into a habit to constantly press the mechanical pencil towards her thin lips, slight marks along the device justifying so. Although, glancing around, it was certainly apparent that everyone favored their tablets or laptops, but no– she stuck close to handwriting all of her notes for sociology and linguistics. After all, the female invariably took such interest in the various culture or languages to the point she was willing to handle the pain her fingers despised most. It just took another four years to earn those degrees for what she concluded would be the uttermost ideal in her work as an agent, however she ended up returning to study human and criminal psychology.

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🎨 — how do you spend your free time? do you have any hobbies?

Food was littered around the seating area, her body resting on her couch with a puppy cuddled between her thighs as a blanket was pulled up higher towards blushed cheeks. When work was called off, Hyemi more than often glued herself to the living room while a drama played on the television screen for another session of binging. Her engrossment never faltered with the various genres that glowed through her apartment, constantly sitting up or laying down depending on her emotion for what’s displayed. If it wasn’t for the show’s new release, she would have been reading books.

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💉☕️🎼🛏

💉 — how often do you get sick? how do you feel about doctors?

Hyemi does not go to the doctors, ever, that’s final. She would prefer handling it herself in such a way that the female believes she knows more than those who spent years and millions on medical education.

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☕️ — do you prefer coffee or tea? why?

Her smile greeted the young female, an apron tied around her waist. “Would you like the usual or do you want to try our new drink?” Hyemi only nodded towards the usual order of blended ice cream and coffee that was swirled with traces of vanilla and whipped cream. The fact alone that, even a freshly hired teenager of the barista store, could point out her features with acquaintanceship, proved maybe she drained too many mornings ordering the same caffeine before work. Her sight traced off to other points of the menu out of curiosity, although her head only shook when she saw a category for tea because tea always irked her in the wrong ways and gave her headaches due to an intense scent.

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🎼 — how often do you listen to music? if so, what are your favorite songs?

Soothing could be listed as an understatement when it came to slower songs written in various languages. The way it eased her muscles and calmed her mind without a second thought, it was rather amazing how fast she could become relaxed with such simple words and music beats. Yet that doesn’t mean Hyemi listened to music very often, actually, the female typically did not listen to such things unless her moods were swinging. Just in that moment, headphones took over her alignments as she laid on her bed, watching the ceiling as her eyes slowly fell closed to a soft slumber.

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🛏 — do you live at the dormitories or another place? where?

Hyemi had returned home after another sustained day, almost immediately throwing her keys onto the counter as she entered the apartment brimmed with boxes and little to no furniture. It only recently did she move out of the dorm system once receiving her new agency listing, but she didn’t exactly pick a place that was too far from work, she stayed close to the headquarters. Sungjoo long promised to help her remove the unwelcoming boxes by creating a developed apartment that was less stress-inducing, however, the young female had to handle what she had for now.

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💥🍷🔪

💥 — how did you get recruited to nis?

"Bae Hyemi?” His voice was quiet settlement of deep tones, instantly stopping her in her stance of heading towards a more secluded area. “Is that your name?” he had repeated after the female’s long silence of analyzing the familiar uniform wrapped around his body with government pin designs ringing her still. Although, his last question took her focus as she glanced up, a sly smile in hopes they wouldn’t take notice of her uncomfortability wearing the Secret Services, her current internship’s, pencil skirt uniform. “I don’t mean to bother you, but I was watching your involvement in today’s meeting and would like to offer you a new job, like a recruitment.”

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🍷  — do you like drinking alcohol? if so, what is your favorite liquor? 

Vibrations of clatters as well as laughter enclosed the space that was formerly so silent. Her gaze had skirted back and forth between the friendly faces with glasses pressed to their lips in an arrangement of celebration. Hyemi once believed this event to be that of excitement, something to look forward to by counting down the days on her calendar, but she was not one to drink due to various reasons. Her family had long proved that keeping sobriety should be her top priority, shaping her to feel left out from the various co-workers enjoying themselves as she sat unattended.

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🔪 — do you have any scars? how did you get them?

Pain shot through the back of her torso with her breath heaving as air got cemented in the lungs. One again, the female was subdued to the Clandestine’s violent training to the point her frame could do nothing but slump to the ground in hope she would give in already. Her nose scrunched once the floor mats hit her face, nothing but sweat and hormones invading her senses outside of the fact her body screamed for mercy. Hyemi was sure by now that multiple small scars traced her entire body as evidence of her failure to pass one of the things she dreamed for most.

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「  ASK MEME I: HEADCANONS  」

🗼 — what’s the favourite country you have ever visited? why? 💬 — which languages can you speak? how did you learn them? 👔 — how do you dress outside work? what’s your preferred attire? 🔥 — what’s your greatest fear? 🔫 — what’s your preferred weapon, why? 💥 — how did you get recruited to nis? 💉 — how often do you get sick? how do you feel about doctors? ✂️ — what’s the hardest part about being a nis agent? 💣 — what’s the most unforgettable memory you have since you joined the agency? 🍷  — do you like drinking alcohol? if so, what is your favourite liquor? ☕️ — do you prefer coffee or tea? why? 🔪 — do you have any scars? how did you get them? 🍱 — what’s your eating habits? which cuisines do you like? 💤 — what are your sleeping habits? how many hours of sleep do you get in a day? 🎼 — how often do you listen to music? if so, what are your favourite songs? 🗄 — what is your favourite place at the hq? where do you spend your time off work? 🏃‍♂️ — how often do you exercise? what’s your favourite sports activity? 🛏 — do you live at the dormitories or another place? where? 👪 — what’s your relationship with your family? do you keep in touch? 🍼 — how was your childhood? do you have a favourite memory? 📥 — how do you feel about paperwork? do you like doing it? 🐶 — have you had any pets? do you have one right now? 🎓 — what did you major in? why? 🎨 — how do you spend your free time? do you have any hobbies? 🛡 — are you comfortable with talking about your past? 

ᴸ  made by the admin team. to be reblogged by NISKRP members only.

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NAME/ALIAS      eyoo my alias is chuu (they/them) and i’m based in the central time zone aka gmt -5/-6 depending on daylight savings, but everything else is already on my intro post lmao.

FAVORITE SPY MOVIE     a lot, mother of god, a lot, you could call me a movie-holic if that’s a thing. kingsman one and two, uncle, skyfall, atomic blonde, red sparrow, all three bourne movies, every 8436346 mission impossible movies... does matrix cou--- spy kids.

CHARACTER’S AESTHETIC     think about a woman who got home from work, instantly breezing out of her fake pastel ‘girly girl’ clothing that she actually dreads the most, slipping onto a couch in an apartment surrounded by boxes-- but her ass doesn’t care, no no no, she’s sitting here in nothing but a large sweatshirt with a puppy on her thighs as she absorbs herself in the kdramas displayed on the tv screen. let’s just not forget the amount of empty chip bags, ice cream boxes, candy wrappers, so forth, in a complete mess around her because even her co-workers can figure out that she keeps everything in perfect tidiness besides her own bullshit life

VIDEO THAT FITS YOUR MUSE     it’s constantly in her head, we love a bug attack, annnnnnd she’s inspired by this little dweeb

MUSE’S SOUNDTRACK     try by colbie ???

FUN FACT ABOUT YOUR MUSE   maybe if u read my blog u’ll find out some shit thnx, i’m jkjk, or am i rlly...

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