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Hi!! It really has been forever hasn’t it? 😭 time goes by in a flash i can’t believe i haven’t posted on here in years! Thank you for sticking around 🥹❤️
So sad to hear that. Please take care, I hope you will change your life soon. And then whenever you feel like it come back here, we will wait for you :)
You guys are honestly the sweetest, i know it must be so frustrating to wait for someone when you don’t know whether they’re even coming back at all. I am constantly looking for ways to improve my life, i still have so much i want to do! Getting back into writing is one of them haha, hope i can make that one come true before long ❤️
I’m doing better overall, thank you so much for checking up on me! ❤️ i still have periods of time where i feel very listless and burnt out but I’m actively finding ways to enjoy my life again!
The most important thing is that you take care of yourself and try to focus on the things that bring you joy in life! It made me smile to see your post today, and if you ever decide to comeback I think most of us will wait patiently with open arms ❤️
This is absolutely the sweetest thing, thank you so so much for your support and patience ❤️ and i’m so sorry i took so long to respond, my mental health was in shambles for a very long time. i’m working hard to improve it. It’s because of people like you that i can’t seem to give up on this blog just yet, i keep coming back to check in. I appreciate you ❤️
God damn has it been a while since i hit that little blue, round pen button on this hell app.
Hi, yes, no, you’re not hallucinating! This is, in fact, a real post! Don’t get too excited though, this is just a little update. Okay, maybe you can get a little excited because i kind of am??
I just came back from my thesis presentation, thus (hopefully) concluding my three years of hard work and studying and my second bachelor’s degree (i have to retake two exams this summer but let’s ignore that rn lol).
It’s been a year. The worst year of my life, to be honest. I didn’t know whether i’d even come back on here but looks like I can’t stay away after all. Not yet, at least. I still have some unfinished business ;)
Thank you for all the sweet messages on my previous post. They really meant a lot.
Yeah so i think this doesn’t really come as a surprise seeing as i’ve been inactive for god knows how many months now... I’m really sorry to announce this though. I wish it was different.
Things are a mess in my life atm, family drama has been building up and exploding several times over the past months and i feel drained, exhausted, depressed and constantly stressed and anxious. There’s a lot of hurt and nastiness infesting my daily life and i’m incapable of escaping it since i don’t have the financial means to leave. I feel like i’m living on survival mode and i’m even struggling to keep up with college, which is important i finish and graduate so i can get out and finally start focusing on my own life.
I was excited to start writing again but honestly i don’t have the juice to even get up in the morning sometimes, let alone work for school or practice any hobbies. I hope things will get better soon. Until then i must put this page on pause for an indefinite amount of time and say goodbye. I’ll miss you all and i hope i can come back. I’m sorry.
Hi again Eva! I came up with some more Nocturne questions I’m curious about.
1) If there was someone who wasn’t affected by Yoongi’s voice and beauty (or not interested), would Yoongi continue to make attempts to seduce them or would he just leave them be?
2) Would it be possible for Yoongi to have kids (from all the sexual activity and stuff)? If so, has he ever had kids with any of his companions?
That’s pretty much it, thanks again! 😊
Hi! I've been busy with exams, hence my late reply lol
1) Hmm I'd say there is no such thing as /not/ affected by Yoongi's pull, it's stronger than a human's instinct or gut feeling and heavily influences a person's free will to the point where all human beings will want to see where the sound comes from (kind of like a siren's song) and once they see him they're hooked, stuck like a fly in a spider's web :) he has never not gotten what he wanted!
2) Good question! That would actually be really cute, like a little family, but for the sake of the plot i'm going to say no, because his life is cursed to be tragic and being able to reproduce would mean he would be alone much less than what Aphrodite wanted as his (parents') punishment
Hope that helps you further! Thanks for sending them in and keeping this little universe alive! 😊
Hey there! I meant to ask a few more questions to continue from the other 2 I sent a while back but hope you don't mind.
1. Out of curiosity, would you be fine if I were to ever make a continuation to Nocturne (I'd give you credit of course for inspiration)? It came out of nowhere but I even have a bit of a plot. What if Yoongi found y/n a few centuries later, (say the early 20th century, or it could even be someone else), and they even build a house together in the forest to adapt with how time changed up to present day. And they're all happy together until y/n slowly starts remembering (from dreams and whatnot), which makes Yoongi paranoid because he doesn't want y/n to leave. Maybe he could become possessive (but not yandere level, but I wouldn't want to glamorize it either) until y/n finds out the truth and there's a bittersweet ending where Yoongi lets y/n go because he loves her. Maybe there could somehow be a conflict where Aphrodite wants to kill Yoongi for good when he develops a desire to meet his parents when y/n starts remembering(?), idk how it would all work but I'm really just rambling. I also feel so conflicted to just let it be standalone
2. After I asked about the nectar water (but before you answered it), I came up with a theory that maybe Eros/Cupid took pity on Yoongi and enchanted the water around him to make whoever drinks it falls in love with him despite how questionable it is since he can't break Aphrodite's curse. But obviously that's not true but no biggie lol.
3. Would it be ok if I posted fanart based on Nocturne and some of your other fics? I actually made a few sketches when I first read itic but I never posted them 'cause I think it'd be weird if I didn't ask first lol.
Ok, I think I got everything out of my system, for now at least lol 😂
Hi love! Always a pleasure to see you pop up in my inbox! ❤️
1. Hmm tough one! I usually don't feel all that comfortable with people taking creative liberties with my work in their own creations (in writing specifically) because i've become paranoid of plagiarism in the past years it's happened to me a few times. But since you're a fan of the story and you have some solid and interesting theories around it, and seeing how you're asking me respectfully and are prepared to properly credit me, i wouldn't mind making an exception for you! I'm actually curious about what you'd do with it haha.
2. Ooh I like that input! That would've been a great idea as well!
3. AND YES PLEASE!!!!!! That's the best gift someone could give me for my fics!! please make all the art based on my fics, it's so fun to see how people imagined it in their heads!!
hahaha you're always welcome! thanks for brightening my days a little during this stressful time! 💕
@BTS_twt: meeting armys that i’ve so so missed in 2 years again, it was such a meaningful day. thank you sincerely for waiting for us and thank you and thank you. i love you army 💜
Hi again! I have a few more things I wanted to ask about Nocturne because I forgot to last time lol. Do you have in mind how many years Yoongi has stayed in the forest? How do you think he would be like during modern day? Maybe I could see him browsing social media and dating apps (if the forest he inhabits has WiFi at least). And since he sings to lure people to him, do you imagine him singing any songs in particular while writing the fic? For me, I thought of him singing “set me free” from his d2 album irl, given how it aligns with his character. As for y/n, was it your intention for her background to correlate to the Salem witch trails? It would be a nice touch if it was😊 Not that any other ideas outside of that is bad lol. That’s what I guessed at least lol.
(Continuing from my last ask because of my forgetful ass lol) Also, does Yoongi (and maybe y/n still) wear clothes? If they do, I’d guess they’d use stuff like leaves and/or vines. Another thing, do you have a concept how the water makes people all lovey dovey and stay with Yoongi? Did he make it himself? Or did like the gods or other nymphs give it to him? Sorry if I’m asking too many questions btw. I get carried away sometimes😅
Hi sweet love!! I'm so sorry for the late reply, my mental health hasn't been the best because this semester is seriously fucking with it but i have a decent amount of energy today so i'm going to answer your questions!
1. Yoongi has been living in the forest for, well, probably millennia, give or take a few centuries depending on which particular era you would place Y/N. Seeing as i described her as being on the run for the town's witch hunt, I'd say around 1300-1400. Yoongi has been on earth for at least a millennium B.C. and has been confined to the forest soon after he was created.
2. In modern times, I'd see this Yoongi well-adjusted in a self-sufficient mansion in the forest, like the ones you see on Pinterest! For fun's sake let's say he does have Wifi, deep in the middle of a random forest lol, it's fiction so it's possible. He would indeed browse through dating apps but that doesn't necessarily mean harvesting humans would become so much easier, since generally they've been warned not to meet up with strangers in remote places. Still, he doesn't have to wait for centuries until someone wanders in lost and alone to strike anymore. However few, there are still people who are reckless/curious enough to come to him of their own accord. I mean, look at him, even I would at least consider it! Oh, and he has a hot tub now! Literally it would be paradise on earth, you're just not allowed to leave but honestly sign me up lmao
3. I did not necessarily have any songs in mind, I think i just went on like the basic siren vibes like the one from Harry Potter when Harry had the golden egg he had to open under water. That kind of vibe. Or like the elven songs from LOTR. But it can be whatever you imagine it to be!
4. As for Y/N, I love that your mind went to the Salem witch trials! It can be that, too, if you want! Maybe for me it was a few centuries earlier but it doesn't really matter all that much, it can be during that time as well! I haven't specified the exact period so that you could fill it in as you please.
5. Yoongi never wears clothes in the forest, not even in winter. He created a micro-environment with the most ideal circumstances and comfortable temperature and climate. Clothes would be a bother and have no use for someone who's alone for sometimes centuries on end and animals don't care about nudity lol. When Y/N joins him, she won't be wearing her clothes ever again either, more like a 'adam&eve' kinda vibe, not even vines or leaves because why bother haha
6. The love inducing nectarwater is made by Yoongi simply by existing in it, it's a nymph thing I thought would be cool. It's how in some lore you hear about fae or nymphs giving the humans something to eat that makes them forget about time and makes them want to stay, from there on I applied it to the water. He has abilities, like the luring singing, hypnotising and enchanting the water that aid him in trapping his victims.
Thank you for all your lovely questions!! It's so great to know someone got so invested in something i wrote, it's an amazing feeling! Really rewarding, especially because Nocturne is my personal favourite story I've ever written! Please never hesitate to ask more questions if you have any, my replies may be delayed sometimes but that doesn't mean i don't appreciate them!! 💕 @jhopeismyonlyhope
This 🤏🏻 fucking close to just say fuck it and escape into writing fics again instead of focusing on my studies because it’s driving me insane. Barely holding up here lmao how is everyone doing??
Everyone!!! In true Eva fashion i have disappeared for fuck knows how long because of college affairs 🙃 i wanted to pop in real quick to say I haven’t totally abandoned this blog, i still regularly check in to see reblogs and tags of lovely people ❤️ I haven’t had the energy to write or respond a lot but please know it doesn’t go unnoticed and i appreciate each and every one of you as much as ever. I hope to come back soon, for now i’ll be staying on hiatus for a little while longer or until i decide to randomly post a little trash drabble or something lol
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Hi friends! ❤️ just a quick reminder you can ‘tip’ me if you enjoyed reading my stories, if you want to! I write for free and still find immense pleasure in doing so and you are under no circumstances obligated to do anything, though! Just wanted to highlight this in case anyone felt compelled to drop some change in this virtual tip jar! 😊 i’ll be making my comeback soon, i have one exam left and then have a week or two to write before my internship starts! If you’re reading this, i hope you have a wonderful day 🥰
Hi babe! I’m doing good actually, very busy which is why I’ve barely been on here lately 😅 i hope you’re good too!! Just slide in my DMs when you have time and we can catch up!! ❤️
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