Kitty

15, im a chud im a chud im a fat little chud playing league all day until the sun comes up im a chud im a chud im a fat little chud why would I get a job when i can live with my mom

[kittyheartsyou]

Its gotten so bad I genuinely started doing it without thinking whenever i get my hands on a blade

Literally almost started swiping on my thighs mid call cuz I was fiddling w it in my hand 💔

trying to stay clean is hard 💔💔💔💔💔

[kittyheartsyou]

old vs new

[riacain]

no girl, that 40 years old man u met on tumblr isn’t ur soulmate. block him and run as fast as u can

[raw-cutz]

Computa. Blow my shit clean off.

[kittyheartsyou]

Found my pencil sharpener blade when I moved my pillow

How was I sleeping w it without noticing 💔

[kittyheartsyou]

what I do instead of sleeping

I just LOVE not being able to fall asleep

[kittyheartsyou]

Why am I genuinely hella ugly

Every time I think I look decent and take a picture I get humbled immediatly

[kittyheartsyou]

Im on that "I can fix him" mentality cuz I couldn't fix myself

[kittyheartsyou]

Every once in a while I stop my sh out of guilt because people close to me have told me how sad it makes them that i do that stuff

The other times are when I lose my blade for the 100th time

[kittyheartsyou]

The moment I realized I didnt need to hide my sh cause no one cares

[kittyheartsyou]

Genuinely hate everyone atp

I hate talking

I hate calling

I hate pretending like I care

I HATE EVERYONE

[kittyheartsyou]

Whenever someone pisses me off i genuinely get the urge to kill myself infront of them so they feel like the worst person on earth

[kittyheartsyou]

I want children but then I think about how easily I get mad and violent and suddenly I dont want to get charged with child abuse