Kiyomi's Weirdo Blog

Mentally ill teenager — what's new?

[kiyomi1thewar]

Guys wait... maybe life ain't so bad...

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trying to keep yourself from killing yourself is difficult bruh

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Oh I hate being a jealous person

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My mother is going to be the reason I kms gang

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Older siblings and not understanding how much has changed since they moved out

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You grew up with home cooked meals and a family sitting together in one dining room.

Im here with fast food and air-fried dinners swapping houses every weekend.

But yeah, your life is worse because im doing things that mum and dad wouldnt have let you done at my age.

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"I never got to do that at your age"

No you didnt but that's because now that youve moved out our parents have stopped being parents dumbass

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my own brother wont even look at me why am I so unloveable

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im sorry the urges wouldnt go away i had to relapse

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i feel like shoya ishida the way I had to beg my father to believe the fact that I wont try to kill myself again

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im just trying to not kill myself isn't that enough for you?

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I feel empty inside rn all I wanna do is feel something but then I feel something and it feels too much god why cant I be normal

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When my dad pulls my sleeve up and sees everything

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Wait i actually disinfected and wrapped my cvts today im kinda proud

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When youre back to wearing long sleeves in summer

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Its like i get randomly slammed into a room of sadness or guilt and can't get out for a few hours

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I was gonna end it then I heard my bird talking to me. It was like he was telling me not to. So instead we've just mutilated ourselves 💔