Baby boy you stay on my mind, fulfill my fantasy~ I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams~
Picture us dancing really close in the dark corner of a basement party~ Every time I close my eyes, it’s like everyone’s left but you and me~ Feels like true paradise to me~
….I had to sing it, sorry.
Baby! Can you imagine? We’ve been together since a year. A full year and still feels like only a few days have passed from the first time we met.
Oh fuck, was I shy. You remember how I told you, I’d kick your butt, right? After I said this, I thought “WOW JEON. WHAT A WAY TO GRAB HIS ATTENTION, IDIOT. HE’LL HATE YOU NOW OR THINK YOU’RE WEIRD.”
….I kind of feel like you really think I’m weird but…yeah we already talked about that, we’re the weirdest couple ever. To be quite honest. But I love it.
And I love how you decided to stay around me. You should have seen me asking to be your cuddle buddy. Your fox was a mess, I literally sat there and panicked. Guess who judged the shit out of me? Laney told me to just ask, wanting to see her mommy have someone to cuddle besides those monsters.
And you accepted me and from that day on, it was solid. You had me. Entirely. I’ve let go of everything I had before. I’ve given up on killing the innocent, I gave up on trying to bring darkness over every living being….I still hunt from time to time but that…has become a rare thing.
I wouldn’t go back for nothing. I’d rather die before letting you go to live the sad, depressive, insane life I had before. Even with the kids by my side, everything felt empty and every single individual should feel my pain and suffer as much as I did. You know how the blood of so many people, monsters stick on my hand…
And yes, I still have those insane intentions. You know what kind of monster I am, you know I ate humans and still, even if you know every single bad thing I’ve done…you’re still by my side. You accepted to be with me until time ends. You’ve decided to become immortal for me just because you love me.
And I think that…you can’t show your love for me more,than you already did in the second you decided to have one not human aspect…and accepting me for what I was, what I did and what I am constantly.
I’ve never, not even in my parents, have seen someone with so much love for me like you have in your eyes each time you look at me. I can feel it, even if I don’t look back at you for whatever reason keeping me occupied.
You can’t imagine what you’ve changed in the second you allowed me to be yours. I hold you so high, you have no idea. Really. Because I can’t put it in words.
I promise you, from the bottom of my formerly frozen heart, I will always and forever love every single little thing about you. Everything. It’s faith. We are supposed to be together. And we stay together because…there is no one else in this or any other world, that can make me this happy.
I’m drifting….
I have to say….I haven’t bought you anything. Honestly. Because I have some other special things prepared for you.
And I definitely know a 100%, that you, mister Kim, will love it. But you’ll have to wait until we are in america. It ain’t that long anymore, be strong for me. Okay? Hint: it involves me. Not only because I came up with it, it involves the entire me (the booty too)
Thank you for being my rock, thank you for taming me, thank you for being the best father ever, thank you for stealing my heart, thank you for being my dork, my love, my silence and my noise.
Thank you for finally making me feel like a mother and a girlfriend should.
My love for you is beyond everything, I’m sorry if I sometimes fail to express it right. I sometimes just don’t know how….
I fucking love you and your lame ass~
To more years together, as a family,lovers and as best friends.
I’m yours,
forever.
I fucking love and adore all of you, you’re the air I breathe, you’re my all.
Thank you for the best year of my life, thank you for being all I ever needed and wanted. Thank you for loving me as much as you do and thank you for all the things you’ve done for me and our beautiful little ones. You’re a perfect woman and mother and nothing makes me more proud than you being mine. I will forever and ever be everything that you’ll ever need and want and I will always and unconditionally love you with my all entire being. I’ll keep your heart safe with me always! It’s mine!
I don’t need you to get my anything baby, just having you right here beside me is more than anything I’ll ever need, although.. I’m pretty excited about what you got prepared for America.. it involves you.. AND the booty too and you expect me to wait?! I don’t think I can wait though baby.. you know how much I hate waiting specially recently!!!
But for you.. I’ll wait. Because you’re my minx.. and I love you. I love you a loooot. Yes.