Writing this on the 3rd day of my acad break. ;D
Honestly, sobrang badly needed ng break na to. In a span of a few weeks, a lot of things happened to me.
We experienced flooding dito sa bahay. As in malala. Hanggang leeg sa kalsada and hanggang bewang sa loob ng bahay. Tbh, we were very lucky because our bedrooms were elevated so we were able to save a lot of stuff. However, almost all of our neighbors naman lost everything.
The flooding happened nung Nov 1. And thankfully nasa reading break ako n'un so i didn't have to worry much about school work... ish. You know me, i'd NEVER not worry about school haha. The week after that, I still wasn't ready to attend online classes. In terms of logistics, yes, ready na. Our house was cleaned after 3 days kasi di naman masyado nadumihan ang bahay. But mentally and emotionally.... I still can't. I made excuses so I'd not be required to attend my monday classes. Tuesday naman, my dog got sick. I would've been able to attend classes na sa afternoon pero I told them na wala akong internet kahit meron naman. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I thought na I went through a lot for the past week and maybe I deserved to slack off and rest kahit papano?
A week after, another typhoon naman. We were lucky na hindi na sa amin dumaan yung bagyo but also very sad for everyone that got affected. Although hindi man kami directly affected, it still took a toll on my mental health. This is why I am very thankful sa break na to. I know I might not have been able to attend classes and do my work properly kasi I was too distracted. Sobrang hirap ng panahon na to for all of us.. Honestly, I can't even write this blog post properly kasi jumbled lahat ng thoughts ko. But anyway, I hope and I pray na everything gets better soon... please haha.
