Kleurenvanger

Alison, 26. A peak through a Pisces' heart.

[kleurenvanger]

Destiny awaits

The one who never gives up

Like the morning sun

[medusa-was-innocent]

He Said She Said - Sachiko Murakami / I’m Not Angry Anymore - Paramore / Garden Song - Phoebe Bridgers

[kleurenvanger]

I don't write about

You, unlike previous lovers

Feel like a soft home

[kleurenvanger]

I wait, and I wait

I see glimpses of our past

So I wait, I wait

[kleurenvanger]

Out of the blue, I got the feeling I wanted to remember your face. The way I touched your cheek when we were both lying on my bed on that sunny day in July. How you used to look me in the eyes lovingly, while having coffee in Brussels. For some reason, I could not get even just one image of these memories I once cherished. I used to wish I'd never met you, and now it's come true. I don't remember anything except how much I loved you, and how you just threw me away like nothing. The way my friends would laugh in my face about it. The way I cried myself to sleep for 6 months. It's time to let go of the pain.

[kleurenvanger]

Modern loneliness

From the person I loved most

I'm running away

[kleurenvanger]

We were sitting on a bench in the park near my apartment, which overlooked most of the city. It was a hot, sunny day, and the various fountains portraying past war heroes sprinkled cold water all around us. I just remember the way you looked at me, like you were waiting for me to look you in the eye. For the one minute I did, you looked back, and suddenly kissed me. At that moment, I thought to myself that you kissed better than my ex. Your lips were smooth but mine were trembling. After the kiss, I saw you look up with a smile, like you had won the Grand Price of the Universe, and I laughed. At the very least, I lived those moments like they ought to be lived: in the moment.

[kleurenvanger]

Summer brought you in

The day I met you is gone

Please, just take me back

[kleurenvanger]

この痛み

まるで嘘みたい

無くなるの

[kleurenvanger]

It will be winter

Oustide, but inside of me

It’s already cold

[kleurenvanger]

I'm seeing you soon

I'm going to see you soon and I'm ecstatic. Is it foolish to wish you will love me?

[kleurenvanger]

I can't write about you, for some reason. Strangely, it feels like you took all the words I had inside of me to keep them hostage, and I can't shape them to finally understand how I feel. You are the sun, and I'm so afraid you're going to burn me alive. Please, keep me warm, but don't hurt me like lovers do.

[kleurenvanger]

君の声

温かい踊り

触れない

[kleurenvanger]

Last summer is gone

With it, the warmth of your hands

Let the burns heal now

[kleurenvanger]

What could not happen

In my mind, was our goodbyes

I’ve died a little

[kleurenvanger]

We are blossoming

Like flowers from the same tree

Watching the world burn

[kleurenvanger]

We dreamt of seeing

The flowers bloom together

Still, I can’t reach you