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This is the personal blog of tumblr user benedictcrumpetbatch aka Ness.

[karekareo]

“Mothership” 🖖🖖

[conifae]

[magic-of-eternity]

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[knoblauchzwiebel]

closing my eyes, thinking of the days we were driving down the roads together...  i can still hear the music you played in the car, i can still see how you looked like when you were singing along the songs i didnt know.

now i know them word by word, but when i play them, somethings missing.

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[our-ldr-lovestory-blog]

Excerpt from ‘My Sunshine’

…One of my favorite things about him is his laugh.

How his whole body reacts when he does.

His eyes get all crinkled up,

And his mouth grins so hard that it has to be painful.

The smile lines around his mouth become too many to count,

The way his shoulders come all the way up to his ears,

And a loud laugh that is so extremely contagious.

But my absolute favorite thing about him is the opposite,

When he is sleeping.

His face completely relaxed.

The soft inhale and exhale that puffs out in tiny huffs of air,

His incredibly long eyelashes that gently caress his cheeks,

And the calmness that seems to overtake his usually overly energetic body.

In the early morning light sometimes I can do nothing but stare.

Stare in awe at the sheer beauty that is him.

He is so stunningly beautiful that he can leave me for a loss of words….

[knoblauchzwiebel]

I'm so happy right now, it's ridiculous Literally all I'm doing is laying on my bed, drinking beer and talking to a guy (I might or might not have a crush on) on WhatsApp ... and it couldn't be any better! (Oh and guess what! He said I'm cute and that he kinda likes me! Oh my goosshhh! 😄🙈)

[knoblauchzwiebel]

im bothered

im extremely bothered by you and i know theres nothing i can do about it and theres nothing really you can do except for talking to me but i know you wont do that, i mean why would you

im so angry im still thinking about you so often

im angry because you told me we are friends no matter what and we’ll stay friends but obviously we’re not and i just dont know why

dont get me wrong, im not crying after you. im doing fine and im feeling very free and happy. i just want to know youre ok.

[knoblauchzwiebel]

friday night plans:

- listening to rock music - drinking tea - watching hannibal on netflix

[ashnicdel]

Norway

[scrappadoir]

Rebecca Leveille Guay

[knoblauchzwiebel]

so i just had the most spontaneous date with a guy (it was close to midnight and both of us were bored so we decided to meet up) and when he left again he hugged me and oh my god

he smelled so good

i really hope we’ll meet again

[knoblauchzwiebel]

fall is here and i just bought a new hat! 

[knoblauchzwiebel]

Das was du machst hast du nicht nötig und ich nicht verdient. Vergiss nicht, was mal zwischen uns war. Es wäre schön, könnten wir wenigstens das in Ehren halten; dieser Kinderkram ist doch Quatsch.

[knoblauchzwiebel]

Freitag, 18.25 Uhr

Langsam reicht es mir. Keine Ahnung, was das zurzeit sein soll, aber es macht mich krank. Du hast mich angelogen, machst es immer noch und ich bin verdammt wütend.

Ich frage mich, wie du das, was zwischen uns war, so einfach vergessen kannst. Wie du einfach weitermachen kannst. Wie du mich von jetzt auf gleich einfach so liegen lassen kannst.

So oft habe ich alles dafür gegeben, dass wir zusammen sein können. Hab so viel für dich gemacht, so viel investiert. Manchmal habe ich das Gefühl gehabt, dass du nicht das selbe für mich tun würdest, dass ich nicht genauso wichtig für dich bin. Jetzt weiß ich, dass ich recht damit hatte.  Ich weine dir nicht hinterher, keine Sorge, dass muss ich mir nicht geben. Ich frage mich nur, warum es gerade so laufen musste. 

[witchoria]