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Edzna | 95 line | ____- Mexican living in Canada OTL ♡ SHINee ♡ | SHAWOL ♡ | SMbiased ♡ ____

[choimings]

ㅡ jonghyun: she is

[amberjliu-deactivated20180517]

to my dearest jonghyun,

you were in pain. you were hurting. you were in pain and hurting and upset and lonely and sad and many other things as you passed on. you were also an amazing singer, talented songwriter, an outstanding human being, an integral president in the shinee world, and a father to the sweetest little ‘roo’. although you are no longer on this earth, your legacy, your love for people who needed help, your love for music, your overall essence, will remain long after. you, kim jonghyun, gave shawols, sm, your family and everyone in this world a piece of your heart through your talented body and we can never repay you for your selfless services, even if it did cost you your own happiness in return. the sweet voice that enchanted many will forever play on, and the songs you wrote are eternal. we say goodbye to your physical presence, kim jonghyun, but never to your soul, your heart, your very being. you were in pain. you were hurting, and now you’re free. so i say goodbye to you, kim jonghyun; insole wearing, puppy-pokemon hybrid look-a-like, crybaby, always-so-extra, kim jonghyun. may we meet again.

your sweetest,

an eternal shawol. 

(900408 -  ∞)

[yeol]

theme of the show today: you have to be happy even without me. 

[ashawol-deactivated20240605]

[shineesque]

Jonghyun for Harper’s Bazaar (2016)

[nerorko]

Always

[shineesque]

[shinees-deactivated20190406]

[shawolonreplay]

💚 Remembering Jonghyun 💚

Jonghyun has left an amazing legacy in so many fields, so here is a list of the lil random Jonghyun moments that never failed to make me laugh or smile…My beautiful angel, I’ll always thank you for bringing so much joy and hope into my life.

Like a Fire concert version adlibs

His savageness towards DoniConi on Weekly idol - JjongPD  “IT’S JUST ‘CTRL C, CTRL V’”

Speaking of Weekly idol - Jonghyun’s competitiveness that rivalled Minho’s. Who else would do that many push ups for a tiny piece of beef??

Him oneshotting some Cola lololoolol

High note battle with a soldier

Walking Listerine CF during Crazy era

Jonghyun and his ice bucket challenge, wanting to get all the Jonghyun’s together

Hacking into SMTOWN’s youtube channel to post a video of Roo

Jonghyun and puppy Comme Des 

The birth of Taemin fanclub president - when he got drunk, fanboyed and came up with the nickname Dracula Oppa

Falling into the little hole where your legs were meant to go and waving cutely whilst dancing Everybody on Hello Counsellor

When Onew threw the pen in Beatle’s Code and it hit Jjong in the face instead of Minho

His acoustic version of Lucifer!!! (and Mucifer’s lol)

Onew + Jonghyun’s artistic talents in full force 

This photo lolol Taemin helping cut Jonghyun’s leg hair?? 

Jjong trying to eat a lemon in one go, choking and then still losing

The rise of savage Jjong making the wasabi dumpling but then ending up eating it himself lolol

Jonghyun and Onew’s failed attempt at laundry during Hello Baby

This glorious picture that is the epitome of JongKey

Jonghyun creating a youtube channel for the ice bucket challenge and uploading Minho’s and Taemins, and then a  bday video of Key getting a cake in the face 

“I plagiarised ‘ACE’ and this is ‘BASE’. They’re connected. Taemin: “Wow I got a Jonghyun photocard!!” Key: “Am I in there too?”

Teasing sleeping Jjong

Jonghyun biting Taemin’s arm in this iconic video where they have to pretend to be calling their “girlfriend”

Embarrassed Jonghyun caught dancing to EXID’s Hot Pink

To Key: “HOW COULD YOU WASH YOUR HAIR ON BROADCAST?? SHINEE…OUR IMAGE??”

Scared pup screaming in falsetto over a toy game

MONKEY MAGIC JONGYU SUBUNIT

When the SHINee members tricked Jonghyun into having a little solo dance break in the middle of Downtown Baby

PRETTY, LOVEABLE JONGMI

My smol pupper choosing to sit between the two giants Woobin and JJY

Of course this video!! Noodle Krump king

and of course Bling Bling…is Jonghyun

These are just a little of a lot of this beautiful soul. Feel free to contribute more random moments that made you laugh, smile, cry, anything that will help these moments last forever ❤️

[fyjjong]

(171220) @taeyeon_ss: that’s you, and there’s no one who won’t love you because there’s a different you. i like you a ton, i love you, i want to pat you on the back and i wanted to embrace you just one more time. that’s what i was able to do but i hate myself for regretting it like this after losing the opportunity. i’m so sad. it’s so wasteful, our precious jonghyunnie. if i call and say your name i feel like you’ll say: “yeah!” in a high tone. i miss you a lot, our jonghyunnie. i’m sorry noona couldn’t hug you a lot. i’m sorry, i love you and thank you. i remember you saying that you wrote “lonely” thinking of noona and all that process. we are similar. we resemble each other. we know those feelings. kim jonghyun, who is the most unique, cool and incredible artist in my life. i really miss you a lot and i want to hold your hand. jonghyun-ah, you are the best. you really worked hard. 🖤 i'l make sure you’re not lonely. (source: sonexstella)

[leejinky]

수고 했어요 우리 종현이.  모든게 다 고마워요. you did well jonghyun, thank you for everything.

[angelaeri]

“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.” 

Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.

[xingblingmi]

kim jonghyun → favorite quotes

[fairykibum]

i dont care what shinee does now. they can disband, continue, retire from the public life, keep on going on as a solo. i dont give a fuck. as long as they do what is best for them, what helps them heal and what makes them happy. that is the most important thing. shinee will always be in my heart and memory a group of 5 loving and caring friends. thats how i decided i will forever remember them.

[sataeminism-deactivated20200601]

jonghyun’s laugh(ing face) → for @shineetho ♡

[elliejoys]

To Kim Jonghyun, thank you for everything. You will forever shine in our hearts. May your soul rest in peace (April 8, 1990 - December 18,2017)

[dayafterdae]

SM Official Statement: 

This is SM Entertainment. We are sorry that we have to deliver this heartbreaking news. On 18th December, Shinee member Jonghyun has suddenly left us. The deceased has been discovered unconscious in a residence in Cheongdam-dong, and was sent to the nearby, DaeHak Hospital, and passed away on the evening of 18th December.

Our sadness can’t be compared to what his beloved family, who had lost their beloved son and brother but to all of us, shinee members, SM artistes and employees who have worked together (with Jonghyun) for a long time, we grieve for his passing with great shock and sadness.

Jonghyun was a truly great artist, and more than anyone else loved music and always gave his best to showcase his ability in performances. 

To the fans who have shown endless love to Jonghyun, our hearts ache to bring you this news.

We ask that you refrain from spreading rumors and excessive media reports so that the family members, who are in great sorrow are able to mourn for their loss.

To respect his family’s wishes, a funeral will be held as privately as possible, with his family members, close friends and co-workers.

Once again, we send our deep condolences as we send Jonghyun on his final journey.

translations by dayafterdae ©