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never felt more understood by a book paragraph

#sometimes i feel like i treat people as if they were fictional characters #donna tartt #donna tartt love of my life #tfg #thegoldfinch #the goldfinch #theodore decker #theo decker

The fuck you mean christiane f. continued using after the book and the film were published and she got hepatitis from an infected needle in the late 80s. And after the film people found her a fashion icon and would go to the zoo station and the drug experts were afraid young girls would treat her as a role model (as it happens). And she’s still alive???? But still abuses substances and says she never wanted to quit them??

I never really thought about it but I suppose that’s a more likely scenario than giving it up completely and going clean firm “choose life”

What a bleak bleak film

Also I realized I’m not at all used to seeing or reading about a ritual of shooting up in the 70s. Were they really this reckless before the aids crisis, wow. Using a stranger’s needle and washing the blood out in the toilet water. Going through withdrawal with wine (that’s probably not at all unusual, just didn’t see it before).

And when her mom found out and just called her boyfriend for them to go cold turkey together. What great parenting.

I’m considering reading a book for more details, wiki says there’s her mother’s and other people’s perspective.

The shit leaves you numb

The train wallpaper in mark's childhood bedroom symbolizing that his surroundings led him to addiction...

#trainspotting #trainspotting 1996

Just had THE BEST trainspotting rewatch session after reading the book and getting into britpop a bit

Haven't had the joy of going "this is the same in the book and that's different" in a while

What a cinematic masterpiece

I didn't remember the soundtrack exactly so i played a guessing game and i recognized blondie, new order, lou reed and blur and elastica of course

The SECOND i heard amusement park waltz music playing in the closing credits i knew it was damon's work

#trainspotting #damon albarn #blur #elastica

talkingtotheghosts

the dogs are communicating on stage again

julisworking

Graham listens to Resigned by BLUR

skintnminted

happy carl barât accidentally kissing graham coxon on the lips then getting laughed at by liam gallagher and derisively smirked at by evil dimly-lit noel sunday x

It's so hard to stop going "i am theo and she's like boris" about every person you have close emotional connection with

#the goldfinch #tgf #boreo #I'm so brainwashed by this story #that one friend that's too the goldfinch #a fundamental part of my personality

talkingtotheghosts

thinking about my terracotta heart and how damon really wrote this song a few years after having gotten graham back because he couldn’t stop reflecting on their relationship and the sheer terror of losing him a second time