a little as a joke, a little as a test to see if he will actually do it. heâs been asking to eat you out but in his usual way of staring you down and then demanding you to get on the bed. when you donât move he nudges closer to you, kisses your neck, whines about that he wants to eat you now. itâs then you decide to test him. in your living room, a random show playing on the screen. you can see the lump in his shorts and you feel the same.
âget on your knees and beg for it.â
that has him pulling off you, a quirk of his brow to test if youâre playing or not. quickly, once you cross your arms across your chest, he realises youâre not.
âhah?â but it comes out like the last breeze on a windy day. breathless yet weighty.
âyou heard me.â you reply, flicking your eyes up and down your pro hero boyfriend.
youâre aware heâd do anything for you. youâre wondering if anything stretches to this.
âyouâre a fuckin⊠you want me toâŠ,â he trails off, sitting up off you. his lower stomach heats. his cock twitches. heâs into this unsurprisingly. âfuck, baby.â
you donât move but you look at him expectantly. like you know he will. your confidence makes his blood heat under his skin, his heart race with speed. you jut your chin to the floor.
always a stubborn man, he has to roll his eyes before he moves. even pushes out a huffy sigh and mumbles under his breath. âthis shit you have me doinâ.â
but he does it. manoeuvres his muscled, wide shouldered body onto the floor. onto his knees in front of your legs. your bare thighs spread on the sofa in your shorts⊠your pussy is right there. he can see your folds through the fabric since theyâre so tight.
heâs got a muscle tank on and you see his biceps flex when he clasps his hands together. your favourite is how all his stubbornness dissipates away and he becomes completely and utterly yours.
when he opens his mouth, the corners of your lips spread to under your eyes in a smile.
âlemme eat it, baby. please. please let me. iâll do it so good, get you cominâ on my face, screaminâ for me. baby.â itâs all a syrupy drawl, his gold tooth catching the lamp light with every word. he even leans forward to press a kiss to the flesh of your thigh.
katsuki on your knees for you. this is what dreams are made of.
he goes in for another kiss on your thigh, closer to between your legs. you place your palm on his forehead, pushing him off.
âyouâre too needy. i didnât even answer you,â you frown, lip curled.
bakugou doesnât know where this version of you has come from but he thinks he loves it.
âmy bad, baby. youâre just so gorgeous.â he grins with half lidded eyes. he wants to touch your calves, massage them, nibble hickies into your thighs and have your touch his cock.
but most of all he wantsâ, âcan i eat you? promise iâll lick you clean. any position you want. miss your taste, baby. please.â
you tilt your head at him.
âplease, princess. my beautiful girl. the love of my fuckinâ existence.â heâs too fucking jolly. smiling away with these sleepy yet needy ruby eyes.
you stand up. he looks better at this angle on his knees. head up to look at you. heâs like a dog ready to scent you, by stuffing his head between your legs.
âfine. i want you to undress me then iâm sitting on your face.â
.đ„ Ę ËÖŽàŒË°. [SEPARATE PAIRINGS] toji x reader, nanami x reader, choso x reader, higuruma x reader
âïž đąummary: are you sure youâre only friends with benefits?
âïž đŠarnings: lower caps â f! reader â smut â porn w no plot â p in v â coming inside â confessions â brief nipple stim â clit stimulation â multiple positions â swearing â maybe ooc ://
âïž đŠc: 3.5k
âïž đuthorâs note: srry for no gojo i honestly struggle writing for him đđ but i hope this isnât corny yall i tried to make it kinda sweet
â.á TOJI FUSHIGURO
tojiâs pounding into you from behind, his hands gripping your hips tightly. heâs breathing heavily, his face buried in your neck as he bites and kisses your skin. his pace is relentless, each thrust hitting that perfect spot inside you.
âahhâ s-shit, right there...â your body trembles with each thrust, your hands gripping the sheets desperately.
âfuckinâ love how tight you are...â he groans into your ear. âyouâre soâhaahâperfect for me...â he peppers kisses along your shoulders and neck.
you shiver at his words, the praise making your core throb. your hips move in a desperate rhythm, meeting his thrusts with a desperate need. ât-tojiâŠâ you stammer, voice strained and breathless.
he pauses at the sound of his name on your lips, his abs tightening. he presses his forehead against your back, breathing hard. âbeen thinkinâ about this. about us.â his voice is low, almost strained.
you pause for a moment, your breath hitching as you process his words. âd-donâtâŠâ you push back against him slightly, encouraging him to keep moving.
he wraps his hand around your throat gently, not squeezing but holding you possessively as he fucks you. his other hand slides down to rub your clit in time with his thrusts. âstop pretendinâ this is just fucking...â he kisses your pulse point roughly. â⊠want you to be mine.â
ât-tojiâŠâ your body arches into his touch, your breath coming in sharp gasps as his hand on your clit and his words in your ear drive you wild. âdonât say things like that...â
his grip on your throat tightens slightly, the pressure and heat making your heart race. his pace becomes erratic and sloppy. âsay my name again,â he commands, his voice almost pained.
âtoji,â your body melts into his, hands gripping the sheets for dear life. the change in rhythm and the feeling of his grip on your throat sends shivers down your spine.
a low sound escapes him as he spreads your legs wider, adjusting his angle. âfuck, i love hearing that...â he whispers harshly.
your head drops back against his shoulder, eyes rolling back as the new angle hits that spot that makes your toes curl.
âyou feel so good... so tight nâ warm...â he breathes, his face buried in your neck. he spreads your legs wider apart and lifts your hips higher using one hand, allowing him to thrust deeper and harder. he swallows back a moan. âyouâre perfect...â
âstop... donât say shit like thatâŠâ you pant out, your voice strained and desperate. your fingers dig into the sheets as you try to push back against him.
âwhy not?â his hips snap forward brutally. âyouâre takinâ it so good... like you were made for me.â his grip on your throat tightens just enough to make your pulse flutter against his palm.
âbeen lyinâ to myself this whole time⊠trying to pretend this is just sex...â he admits, his pace becoming more urgent. he pulls out almost all the way before thrusting back in hard, making your body shake.
âtoji!â you canât think straight. canât think about anything but the feeling of his cock stretching you open and the way his words make you feel so wanted.
hearing you cry out his name like that shatters the last of his control. he starts fucking you wildly, the room filling with the sounds of skin slapping against skin.
your legs shake uncontrollably as he pounds into you. you can feel the pressure building inside you, your inner walls quivering around him desperately.
his eyes snap open, pupils blown wide with desire as he watches your body arch and shake beneath him. he pulls out abruptly, flipping you onto your back and spreading your legs wide before slamming back inside. âlook at me,â he demands hoarsely.
you look up at him with glassy eyes, your face contorted in pleasure. you see him hovering over you, his muscular arms caging you in, his hips moving between your legs. you clench around him impossibly tight, your hips bucking up to meet his thrusts.
his gaze locks onto yours. âthatâs it⊠câmon⊠come for meâŠâ he orders roughly.
you throw your head back, mouth opening in a silent scream as you come undone beneath him. your inner walls clamp around his cock so tightly it almost hurts, your body shaking with the force of your orgasm.
your climax triggers his own release. he throws his head back with a deep groan as he buries himself completely inside you, pulsing as he fills you up.
for a moment, neither of you moveâ just lying there, the sound of heavy breathing filling the silence.
âfuck... love this pussy,â toji pants, still buried inside you, his hips making tiny grinding circles. âlove the way you squeeze me... love how you sound when you come...â he kisses you hard. â...love you.â the words hang in the air between you, raw and undeniable.
your lips tremble, your resolve crumbling. you reach up, cupping his face, thumbs brushing across his cheekbones. âi love you too,â
â.á NANAMI KENTO
the mattress groaned beneath you as nanami drove into you with precise, deliberate thrustsâ each one hitting that spot that made your vision blur, his grip iron firm on your hips.
your nails dug into his back, leaving red streaks as your thighs trembled around his waist, your body arching to meet each relentless stroke. âf-fuckâ right thereâŠâ
a low groan rumbled against your ear, breath hot on your neck as he pulled back just to slam deep again. âyou take me so fucking goodââ his hand fisted your hair, tilting your head back to expose your throat while his other gripped your hip possessively, guiding each brutal thrust. âlike you were made for me.â
âkentoâŠâ a whimper escaped your lips, body melting into the mattress as you felt him hit that perfect spot over and over. your legs tightened around his waist instinctively, pulling him deeper.
his thumb pressed against your throat as his thrusts slowed, deep and punishing. âsay my name againâŠâ the demand was groaned into your ear, but something in his voice cracked. âyouâre not just some fuck. youâve never been.â
âkento,â your breath hitched at the tone in his voice, your heart skipping a beat. you knew this arrangement was supposed to be casual, but fuck, it never felt casual with him.
he buried his face in your neck, kissing and biting your throat as he fucked you. âgod, i love how you sound when iâm inside you.â his hand slipped between your bodies to circle your clit. âlove how tight you are for me.â
your back arched off the bed as he circled your clit, his fingers moving in perfect synchronization with his thrusts.
his grip on your hair tightened as his hips stuttered. âi should have told you sooner.â he slammed deep, holding you there as his thumb worked your clit faster. âthis isnât justâ fuckâ this canât be just friends anymoreâŠâ
you gasped, your body tensing as you felt him hit that spot again and again. âd-donât... donât talk like thatâŠâ you panted, trying to push the words away even as your body betrayed you, clenching around him.
he let out a frustrated breath, slowing his pace deliberately, almost cruelly. âwhy?â his voice was low, strained. âwhy canât i talk like that?â he withdrew nearly completely before slamming back in, making you gasp. âyou think i donât feel it? every time you look at me like that?â
your hips bucked up against him, meeting his slow, punishing thrusts with an involuntary shudder. âah, f-fuck, kentoâŠâ you groaned, your head falling back, eyes fluttering shut.
nanami watched your face contort with pleasure, his chest heaving as he fought to maintain control. âlook at me.â his voice was strained. âlook at me when iâm inside you.â
your eyes snapped open, meeting his intense gaze. you saw the raw emotion thereâ desire mixed with something deeper. his hips rolled slowly, deliberately hitting that spot over and over.
âyou feel so perfect around me,â he thrust forward deeply, his thumb still circling your clit. âi canât get enough of you. of this.â his forehead pressed harder against yours, breath mingling. âyouâre so fucking perfect.â
he leaned down and sucked your nipple hard, teeth grazingâ his hips never stopping their punishing rhythm. âmmphâŠâ the vibration of his groan sent shocks through you.
your body arched off the bed, back bowing as he sucked and bit your nipple, the sensation shooting straight to your core. his thumb on your clit was relentless, the wet sound of his mouth on your breast joining the slapping of skin on skin.
he could feel your pussy fluttering around him, gripping him tighter. he bit down on your nipple gently, tugging. âcome for me⊠come on my cock.â
with a loud cry, your body convulsed, inner walls clamping down on him as you came undone. your nails raked down his back as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over you.
nanami watched your faceâ the way your lips parted, the way your back arched off the bedâ and something inside him snapped. he slammed into you erratically, chasing his own release, his face buried in your neck.
his whole body shuddered, hips stuttering, hitting deep repeatedly as he came hard, his breathing ragged. âs-shit...â the word was strained, almost pained.
he collapsed on top of you, his heavy breaths mingling with yours.
he stayed buried deep inside you, his cock twitching, slowly softening. his weight pressed you into the mattress as his breathing slowed. when he finally spoke, his voice was hoarse and quiet. â⊠iâm in love with you.â
your body froze beneath him. the words hung heavy in the air, and you could feel his heart beating against your chest. you didnât respond immediately, too stunned by the confession. âkentoâŠâ
his voice broke slightly. âdonât act surprised. donât act like you didnât already know.â he captured your lips in a desperate, claiming kiss, his hands gripping your face tightly. âi love you.â
you kissed him back desperately, pouring all your unspoken emotions into it.
his voice cracked as he held you tighter. âi love you so much.â he whispered the words against your lips, his eyes burning into yours. âiâm in love with you.â
ââŠi love you too.â the words came out quiet, fragile.
something shifted in his eyes. he pulled back, gripping your chin, examining your expression. âsay it again.â his voice was rough. âsay it again. i need to hear you say it.â
âi love you.â your voice broke, fingers clutching his shoulders.
his pupils dilated, his expression softening completely. he kissed you again, slower this time. when he pulled back, his voice was hoarse with emotion. âfuck, i love you.â
â.á CHOSO KAMO
the headboard knocked rhythmically against the wall, the sound punctuating the heavy breathing filling the room. chosoâs hands gripped your thighs, guiding your hips as you rode him. his eyes were half-lidded, watching you intently.
âfuck, you feel so good,â he groans, his voice strained and raw. âevery time... how do you always feel this perfect?â
your pace quickened as you leaned forward, resting your hands on his chest, feeling the muscles tense underneath your touch. you looked into his eyes, your own filled with desire.
âi love youâŠâ the words slip out so naturally that choso doesnât even realize what heâs said until they hang in the air between youâ heavy and undeniable. his grip on your hips tighten, almost like heâs trying to physically pull the words back into his mouth.
your rhythm stutters, thumbs pressing into his heartbeat that was suddenly racing. âchosoâŠâ your cheeks flushed under the dim bedroom light.
his hips roll up into yours desperately, chasing the friction like heâs trying to distract youâ or maybe himself. his jaw clenches as he stares up at you, chest heaving. âdonât,â he breathes roughly, one hand sliding up your spine. âdonât say anything. just, fuckâ just keep riding me.â
you continued to ride him, but slower this time. you bit your lip, trying to focus on the physical sensations instead of his words. you looked down at him, your expression conflicted. âyou canât just say that...â
choso swallows hard, his throat working beneath your gaze. âi knowâŠâ he grunts, hitting your sweet spot with a sharp upward thrust. his head falls back again, jaw tight.
âletâs... letâs just pretend this is real for tonight⊠okay?â a strained whisper escapes his lips. his fingers dig deep into your hips as he pulls you down to kiss you desperately.
ââŠfine.â you kissed him back with equal desperation, pouring all your unspoken feelings into it. your hands tangled in his hair as you rode him harder, faster. âjust for tonightâŠâ
choso groans into your neck, teeth grazing your skin as he loses himself in you. his arms wrap around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest as his hips buck up to meet your movements. âi love you,â he mumbles against your throat again, the words muffled and broken.
his hands grip your ass, pulling you down harder as his voice drops to a needy whisper. âyou feel so good⊠so perfect.â he kisses your neck sharply. âi love you.â
âch-chosoâŠâ you moaned softly, your body reacting to his words despite your mind telling you not to. you pressed back against his lips on your neck, silently encouraging him. your movements became more desperate, breasts bouncing with each thrust.
choso shivers, his hips grinding up harder, deliberately hitting that spot over and over. his forehead presses against your shoulder, breathing ragged. âeverything about you...â he breathes heavily, mouth dragging against your skin. âhow you taste. how you make me feel. how you sound when you moan my name.â his voice cracks.
youâre completely lost in him now, making no effort to hide your sounds or your feelings. your body moves in perfect sync with his, your arms wrapped tightly around his neck. âf-fuck⊠dont stopâŠ.â
ânever,â he rasps, tilting his head to kiss your neck. âi never want to stop.â his hips buck hard, hitting that spot again and again.
your body tenses, your inner muscles tightening around him as you get closer to your orgasm. your movements become more desperate, more urgent.
âs-shit, right there,â choso groans, feeling you tighten around him. âcome on baby, let me feel you.â his thumb finds your clit, rubbing desperately as he fucks up into you.
you throw your head back, a loud, uncontrolled moan tearing from your throat as his thumb finds your clit. your thighs tremble violently, your grip on his shoulders tightening. âright thereâ oh god, right thereâŠâ
your orgasm hits hard, walls clamping down on him so tightly he nearly loses it instantly. âfuck fuck fuckââ he pants, watching your face contort with pleasure. his thumb keeps grinding your clit through your climax. âthatâs itâŠâ
he buries his face in your neck as he comes undone, hips stuttering against yours as he fills you with hot ropes of his release. a broken whimper escapes him, arms wrapping tightly around you. âi love you... i love you so much...â
your body trembles as he fills you, the warmth of his release hitting you deep inside. you collapse against his chest, your breathing ragged and uneven, burying your face in the crook of his neck.
âsay it,â he begs, voice breaking, hand still pressing against your pussy. âsay you love me too. fuck, iâm losing my mind. tell me you love me.â his hips shudder, still riding out his climax. âplease... just say it back once.â
you stay silent for a long moment before whispering hoarsely, barely audible above his labored breathing. ââŠi love you.â
âagain,â he whispers desperately, pressing kisses all over your faceâ your forehead, your cheeks, your nose.
you squeeze your eyes shut, your heart hammering against your ribs. you feel his lips all over your face, gentle and desperate. your voice is nothing more than a choked whisper, breathless and trembling. âi love you, chosoâŠâ
â.á HIROMI HIGURUMA
higurumaâs hands grip your hips tightly as he thrusts into you, his breathing heavy and uneven. he leans down and kisses your neck, his teeth nipping at your skin.
your breath catches, a soft gasp escaping your lips as his teeth graze your neck. your nails dig into his shoulders, leaving red crescents as you arch your back into his touch. âmmph⊠hiromiâŠâ you whine, head tilting to give him better access.
his jaw tightens at the sound of his name on your lips, a flicker of something unreadable crossing his eyes. âdonât...â he murmurs, voice strained. âdonât say it like thatâŠâ his fingers dig deeper into your skin, as if trying to ground himself.
âwhy not...?â you pant, hips moving in sync with his, meeting each thrust with a roll of your own.
he leans down and cuts you off with a kiss. itâs aggressive, almost desperate, his tongue dominating your mouth. when he pulls back, you can see the conflict in his eyes. âbecause it makes me want things i shouldnât...â his thrusts become more deliberate. âkeep it... keep it at this,â he breaths out harshly, refusing to meet your eyes.
you let out a soft sigh, your body melting back against the mattress, following his pace without protest. but your eyes remain fixed on his, trying to read his expression.
higuruma hears your sigh and misinterprets it, thinking youâre losing interest or that heâs not satisfying you. he suddenly lifts your legs over his shoulders, changing the angle so he can go deeper. âsomething wrong?â
you let out a gasp as he lifts your legs higher, the new position allowing him to hit deeper inside you. ân-no⊠itâs just...â
he cuts you off with another brutal kiss, his hands gripping your thighs tightly as he starts pounding into you relentlessly. âjust what? say it,â his voice is rough, demanding an answer.
âi want... i want more than just this,â you whimper against his mouth, your body trembling with each powerful thrust. âi want you.â
he freezes, buried deep inside you. for a moment, he doesnât move or breathe. then, slowly, he lowers your legs from his shoulders and wraps his arms around you, holding you close as he buries his face in your neck. âfuck...â he whispers.
his movements become desperate and uneven. he holds you tighter, as if afraid youâll disappear. his kisses are franticâ on your lips, your jaw, your neck, your collarbone.
you kiss him back with the same desperation, your fingers threading through his hair as you cling to him. your legs wrap around his waist, pulling him deeper inside you with each thrust.
âgod, you feel so good⊠so right. iâve wanted you for so long.â he finally admits, his voice breaking with emotion. his hands roam your body possessively.
âhiromiâŠâ you arch into his touch, your moans growing louder and more unrestrained.
âshit... hearing you say my name like that... itâs making me lose it.â he groans deeply, his rhythm faltering briefly before he regains control and starts thrusting harder and faster. âwant to hear it again. want to hear you say it when i make you come.â
his thumb finds your clit with practiced precision, rubbing slow, deliberate circles. âthatâs it... let me hear you.â he watches your face intently, drinking in every moan and shudder. âbeen holding this in for so long... pretending this meant nothing...â
your breath hitches as his thumb finds your clit, your back arching off the bed. you clench around him, your body trembling as you teeter on the edge.
âyouâre right there, arenât you? i can feel you tightening around me.â he hits that spot perfectly, his thumb never stopping its maddening circles. âcome for me.â
you cry out sharply, your entire body convulsing as you come undone. your nails dig into his back, legs locking around him as wave after wave of pleasure crash over you.
he holds you through your orgasm, burying his face in your neck as you shake beneath him. he groans loudly, his own release building, grinding against you until youâre both trembling. âfuck... you sound so beautiful. say my name again. please.â his voice is muffled against your skin.
âhiromiâŠâ you whimper, fingers tangling in his hair as you pull him closer, your body still shaking with aftershocks. âplease...â
thatâs all it takes. he comes with a strangled groan, his hips jerking wildly as he empties into you.
you wrap your arms around him, holding him close as you feel his heartbeat racing against your chest.
after a moment of catching his breath, he lifts his head, his tired eyes soft and sincere. his hand comes up to cup your face, his thumb brushing over your lips. âi love you,â he whispers, his voice barely audible.
you freeze, breath catching in your throat, your eyes widening.
he runs his thumb over your bottom lip again, his expression serious. âi do. i love you.â
you stare at him for a long moment, processing, before pulling him down into a desperate kiss. âi love you too.â you whisper against his lips, voice thick with emotion.
Iâm not really sure how to start an email to an ex-girlfriend but I hope âHeyâ is acceptable. Maybe itâs too informal for email but you blocked me on everything else so here was my last option.
Also not really sure how to ask for forgiveness either but this is my attempt. And considering we broke up a week ago iâm guessing this is my last chance before you can find another guy
Please consider hearing me out. It was stupid of me to not make time for you and I especially understand that now that I donât have you making out with me every other night and help me with wellâŠeverything. I miss you. I miss you being here, with me. I miss us. Trust me if you wanted me to quit the extra shifts at my momâs, the smoking, hell if you wanted me to drop out Iâd do it all in a heartbeat.
P.S: If thereâs another guy already, please forward me his number and me and him can have a âtalkâ.
You started an argument with me about me âbeing too needy for youâ right before valentineâs dayâwhich I was alone for, Porcoâ and your big grand apology email consists of saying you miss making out with me?
Trust me, you wonât have to worry about quitting all those things because we wonât be getting back together.
Go to hell and donât bother sending another email either. I wonât read it.
Leaving me chocolates, my hoodie, flowers like were still together at my door wonât fix us back together.
And the note attached saying âP.S: Technically this isnât an email. I still miss you.â is probably as idiotic as something can get and isnât aiding .
P.S: You didnât even use P.S the right way. This is how you use it, in a formal letter or email, not attached to a poor attempt at getting your ex back. And you used P.S right the first time how did you fuck it up now ???
I know you said donât email again but you emailed first this time so this felt like a get out of jail free card.
I really am sorry I ruined your valentineâs day. I didnât really think it was all that big of a deal. Which sounds worse than I meant but we can both agree Iâm an idiot.
And if giving you stuff wonât get us back together, what will? Because to me that sounds like another chance and Iâd really appreciate one of those.
Also because I never followed up to ask previously youâre not seeing someone else, right?
If you are please tell him I did boxing in highschool and serially got into fights (and am willing to re-hash that ability if it means winning you back.)
I know we havenât technically talked since you and Pockâs breakup but you liked my story the other day so Iâm assuming this isnât breaking any immediate boundaries.
I do seriously think you should give him another chance. He really is depressed without you. Clearly, because heâs an idiot, he didnât realize that he can barely function without you when you were together. But now he does and is bitching to me about it every god damn day.
It is a little bit selfish of me to ask this because I want him to not complain and whine to meâabout âI just wish she would give me another chanceâ, âFuck, do you think she found another guy?â and âSheâs too good for me. Fuck.â, trust me it gets annoyingâbut you understand just how relentless and pestering he can get.
Please, Y/n. I am begging you to at least try with him again. For my sake at least.
Look, I do not hate you, but trying to meddle with me and Porco doesnât particularly come off as helpful as you think.
While itâs a sweet thing to do at heart, it doesnât help me in the slightest to open my school email and see one brother begging, and another begging for him as if weâre middle schoolers.
If Porco is that desperate for a date, tell him to wait a month to at least let me think it over. I still have life, class, work, etc., and trying to get back with the asshole who called me âtoo needyâ does not touch the top ten of my priorities.
P.S: Also tell him to stop having Pieck message me about our breakup as well.
What part of âlet me think it overâ is incomprehensible to you. I know Marcel told you what I said and I know the message of âleave me alone for a whileâ was clear. So why on Godâs green earth do you continue toleave gifts outside my door?
Do you have any idea frustrating it is for you to ignore every single thing I ask of you?
If you want to have any hopes of us getting back together in the future, stop leaving gifts, stop emailing, stop getting your brother to email you, and stop getting Pieck to message me on Instagram because I know sheâs not doing that on her own.
And so help me God, if Reiner asks me if Iâm seeing anyone, then immediately pulls out his phone and texts you the answer after class again, Iâm going to march to your apartment and shove a lit blunt down your throat.
P.S: This is not flirting. I know when we were together I got mad like this and you thought it was hot, but donât take it that way. Iâm genuinely upset and annoyed by you, Porco.
synopsis: you accidentally get added to the wrong class group chat during the start of the second semester (a class you arenât even taking), but the people in it are weirdly entertaining so you decide to stay. whatâs the worst that could happen?
‷ ă ËËË chapter summary: you and kirishima find yourselves in a familiar predicament, but this time it doesn't end badly
content: smau, college!au, eventual poly!krbk x oc, oc has a name
NOTE: there is a written section at the endâplease read!
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âSo,â Kirishima squinted at the monitor displaying dozens of colorful audio tracks. âIf I accidentally press somethingâŠâ
âEijirou Kirishima.â
â....Yes?â
âIf you touch anything without me telling you toâŠâ
He slowly lifted both hands into surrender. âIâll lose a hand.â
âYouâll lose both.â
He snickered, settling back into the chair behind the desk. âYes maâam,â he teased, flashing you one of his signature shit-eating grins. You rolled your eyes before slipping your headphones back over your ears.
âOkay, Iâm recording this chorus one more time.â
Kirishima nodded along as you began to sing, features softening into something more intimate and tender. Heâs heard you sing hundreds of times by now, with his favorite ones being you singing under your breath or absentmindedly while you work. It still stole the air from his lungs when he watched you.
â...And done!â You clapped your hands twice, tugging the headphones off and hanging it on the mic. âThoughts, comments, questions, concerns?â You pushed the booth door open, stepping back into the main studio with an expectant smile.
âI think,â Kirishima said honestly, âyouâre unfairly talented.â
You laughed lightly, reaching over to poke his forehead. âThatâs not feedback.â
The redhead shrugged, smiling mischievously as he wrapped his fingers around your wrist and tugged you closer so you stood in between his open legs. âSorry hun, that's all I got.â
You snorted this time, running your hand through his fiery crimson hair, heart fluttering at the way he practically melted into your touch. Since yesterday, when you all finally confessed your feelings, Kirishimaâs been extra clingy, wanting to be around or touching you or Katsuki at all times. You didnât mind it thoughâseeing him so content underneath your fingers was the most endearing thing youâve ever seen.
âKatsuki was right,â you retorted, âyou canât give me the critique I need.â
Kirishima pouted at your words, bottom lip jutting out as he mumbled something unintelligible under his breath, looking up at you. âItâs not my fault. I honestly cannot find any issue with your music, everything you do sounds good to me.â
His words were said with so much sincerity it made your stomach flip, and the adorable pout on his face certainly didnât help. You sighed heavily, mockingly, patting his cheek with your hand.
âYouâre lucky youâre cute,â you muttered, lip twitching as Kirishima beamed. Your other hand came up, both cupping his cheeks, already flushed and pink. His hands traveled underneath your hoodie, settling on your waist, thumbs rubbing small, gentle circles against the skin. The gesture set your entire being on fire, body and soul, and it became difficult to hide what you were wanting.Â
âWhatâs going through that pretty little head of yours?â he mused. You took your bottom lip in between your teeth, not missing the way Kirishimaâs eyes dropped to your mouth, pupils dilating a bit, but just enough to make your knees weak.
âThinking âbout the last time we were here,â you mumbled timidly. âWhen it was just the two of usâŠâ You trailed off, skin heating up even more as the pads of Kirishimaâs fingers dug deeper into you. He stood up then, guiding your body backwards until your thighs came into contact with the desk.
Dazed, you glanced up at him, hands laid flat against his chest, then curling into the front of his shirt. âKirishimaâŠ?â
He was gazing down at you, pupils blown now, trailing over every single feature, taking his sweet time and committing every detail to memory. His head dipped lower, stopping far enough to give you space to pull away. He met your stare head on.
âWanna pick up where we left off then?â he said breathlessly.Â
You werenât breathing at this point, body frozen like a statue, completely overwhelmed with the amount of heat and want in his voice. Beats of silence passed, and Kirishimaâs smile fell, mistaking your lack of response as rejection, and he immediately pulled away.
âIâm sorryâwas that too much? I didnât mean toâmmfâ!â
You jerked him back towards you, crashing your lips into his as a surprised squeak left him, his hands returning to your waist again, tugging you flush against him. The kiss was intense, knocking you back even further onto the desk, but you didnât care and pushed yourself up onto your toes, hands desperately pulling him even closer.
Kirishima kissed you back with the same amount of fervor, maybe even more, a quiet sound slipping from his throat as he hunched over you, one hand slamming down onto the table to keep himself from completely falling on top of you.
His other hand left your waist to cup your jaw, fingers gripping and opening your mouth even more so he could kiss you deeper. The sensation drove you insane and you whined softly into him, the sound making him dizzy.
âFuck,â he groaned against your lips, breaking away momentarily to catch his breath before he pulled you back in, barely giving your mind a second to catch up. You felt his hands move again, coming up underneath your thighs and you squealed as he lifted your body effortlessly onto the desk, legs automatically opening so he could stand between them, lips never leaving yours.
âIs this okay?â he mumbled between kisses. âIf itâs too much, tell me to stop.â
You made a noise of protest, one leg coming up to wrap around his own, trapping him against you. He laughed breathily, trailing kisses along your jaw now and down to your neck. Your fingers brushed through his hair, nails scratching the back of his neck and gently tugging on the strands there. Kirishima suddenly choked on air, inhaling sharply as his grip tightened on your waist. His head dropped onto your shoulder.
âShitâShit, d-donât do that,â he rasped.Â
Alarmed, you leaned back. âSorry, did I hurt you?â
Kirishima choked out a laugh, shaking his head. âNo, no hun youâre okay.â He sat up straighter, allowing you the opportunity to finally see him, and your mouth became dry at the blissed out look on his face. His strands were sticking up every which way, evidence of the assault your fingers did on his hair, his lips were red and swollen, parted ever so slightly to release the shallow breaths he was doing.
âIâm justâŠreally sensitive,â he murmured.Â
You swallowed, breathing also shallow. âOh, okay.â
The two of you took a second, trying to process what just transpired in the last five minutes. Kirishimaâs hands never strayed from your body, palms splayed out at your lower back, thumbs rubbing smooth circles. Your ears were buzzing so loudly that was all you could hear.
Untilâ
âYou idiots done now?â
You and Kirishima jerked, heads whipping to the side. There, standing by the door that led into the studio, stood Katsuki, the coffee you asked him to get you in his hand, looking as grumpy as ever. Neither of you realized he had walked in.
The situation felt familiar, and suddenly you were hit with the same pang of guilt from last time, stomach churning with dread as Katsuki scoffed, moving toward the table by the couch and setting his stuff down.
âKatsuki, weââ you started, âWe didnâtâthis wasnâtââ
The blond cut you off with an irritated glare, and he marched right over, stopping right beside you. The whole time Kirishima remained at your front, still in between your legs, but to your surprise he didnât look worried. In fact, he had a knowing smile on his face, watching Katsuki with a fond look in his eyes.
âRelax dummy,â Katsuki grumbled. âMânot upset.â He gave you a once over, gaze catching onto the slight flush of your cheeks and he huffed. âYou okay?â
You nodded slightly, still dazed, and the corner of his mouth quirked up. âGood.â He averted his attention to Kirishima now, eyes narrowing.
âTaking no prisoners, huh Ei?â he said gruffly, but his tone was light.Â
Kirishima dipped his head shyly in response. âHeh, couldnât help myself. Our little Sparks is kinda hard to resist.â He bumped his forehead against yours lightly, sending you a wink that sent a wave of heat down your spine. âBut in my defense, sheâs the one who pulled me in first.â
Katsuki huffed out a low laugh and rolled his eyes, sauntering back over to the couch and dropping down onto the cushions. âYeah well, knowing you, you probably used your whole puppy dog look on her.â He kicked his legs up, throwing his arms out over the back of the couch.
Kirishima laughed loudly, finally stepping back, offering you a hand to help you down from the desk. When your feet landed on the floor, he tugged your hoodie back into place, dipping down to press a quick peck to your lips.
You squeaked in surprise, making him grin and Katsuki roll his eyes, but the latterâs expression was warm. He jerked his head toward the iced coffee on the table.
âYou gonna get that or what? I didnât walk across campus just for you to not drink it.â
âYouâre not mad?â you blurted out, unable to keep it in any longer.
âI will be if you donât fucking drink itââ
âNo Katsuki, not the damn coffee,â you interjected, holding your palm up. âAboutâŠâ you gestured between you and Kirishima, and the blond raised an eyebrow.
âThe kiss?ââ he scoffed. âNoâwhy would I?â
âW-Well, because beforeââ
He rose abruptly from the sofa, making his way over to you, the sudden proximity shutting you up. He crossed his arms in front of his chest, head dipping down so he could look straight into your eyes.
âWeâre all together now, arenât we?â he asked sharply. âYou, me, and Eijirou?â
You nodded slowly, unsure where he was going with this.
âThen thereâs your answer,â he said pointedly. âYouâre with us. Heâs with you. Iâm with him. You guys can kiss whenever you want.â He turned on his heel and walked back over to the couch. âNow get over here and drink your fucking coffee, dummy. Ei paid good money for this.â
At the mention of using his card, Kirishima grumbled under his breath. âNot cool man.â
The blond ignored him, staring at you expectantly, and you finally moved, settling on the couch next to him and sipping on your drink. Once the familiar taste of caffeine hit your tongue, you made a satisfied noise and settled back against the smooth leather, mindful of Katsukiâs arm resting behind your head. His fingers twitched slightly, eventually resting on your shoulder and tucking you into his side.Â
Kirishima took his spot on the floor in front of you guys, sitting in between Katsukiâs spread thighs, back against the base of the sofa. He leaned his head on Katsukiâs knee, sighing wearily.
âSo, make any progress today?â Katsuki asked.
âKiri just told me it all sounded great.â
âI fucking told youââ
âKatsukiiiâŠâ the redhead whined, making you giggle.
synopsis: you accidentally get added to the wrong class group chat during the start of the second semester (a class you arenât even taking), but the people in it are weirdly entertaining so you decide to stay. whatâs the worst that could happen?
‷ ă ËËË chapter summary: the three of you finally stop dancing around your feelings
content: smau, college!au, eventual poly!krbk x oc, oc has a name
NOTE: and everyone cheered
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You and Katsuki sat together on the worn leather couch, tucked against the wall of the studio, close enough that your knees almost brushed but not quite touching.
Neither of you seemed willing to close the distance, but neither of you seemed willing to move away, either.
You glanced sideways.
Katsuki was leaning back into the cushions with his arms crossed, one knee resting over the opposite, mouth set in his signature frown. He looked the absolute picture of nonchalance. If someone walked in right now, theyâd probably think he looked completely normal, relaxed even.
However you knew betterâhis foot had been bouncing for the last five minutes. Your lips twitched.
Cute.
The thought slipped into your mind so suddenly that heat immediately rushed into your face. You looked away before he could notice, tucking your face into your shoulder.Â
Seconds passed and you risked another glance.
He was already looking at you.
A sharp, almost high-pitched squeak came out of you and you whipped your head down so quickly your neck ached in protest. Your cheeks flushed a light pink, warmth creeping up your body from your fingers all the way to the tips of your ears.
A short, humored scoff reached your ears.
âOi, dummy,â he drawled. âThe hellâs wrong with you now?â
âN-Nothing,â you stuttered out, stretching your fingers out and smoothing your shirt down, a painfully obvious attempt to distract yourself from the pit forming in your stomach.
Katsuki snorted, uncrossing his leg and bumping his foot against yours, the gesture casual and light. âWhat? You confess to me and suddenly youâre all shy? What happened to all that bravado you had earlier?â
You huffed out a deep breath, smacking your hands on the top of your knees as you turned to flash the blond a heated glare. His face held the most smug smirk youâve ever seen and you reached out, shoving his shoulder.
âShut up,â you mumbled. âDonât act like youâre unaffected by this too, Katsuki.â
At the sound of his name, he shifted slightly on the couch, and now his ears flushed a deep pink. The sight made you smile again, but this time it was impossible to suppress. He noticed the expression on your face and scowled once more.
âWhatever, idiot.â
Before you could retort back, a succession of rhythmic knocks sounded at the door. Then the comfortable warmth between you was replaced by a different kind of anticipation. You didnât have to guess who it was on the other side.
Katsuki straightened beside you as you cleared your throat. âDoorâs open, Kiri.â
The handle turned almost instantly, and in walked Kirishima, with the same easy smile he always wore when he saw the two of you. However, this one was a bit unsure at the edges, and you honestly couldnât blame him.
His eyes moved from you to Katuski, then back again as he shut the door. For a long moment, nobody moved, nobody made the first step. Kirishima took this as an opportunity to properly study the situation more closely.
He noticed the little things first.
The tear tracks that still hadnât completely dried from your face. The way you and Katsuki were sitting beside one another on the couch instead of opposite ends of the room. The crimson flush of Katsukiâs ears. And the fact that neither of you looked upset anymore, only nervous.
The tension eased from his jaw, one corner of his mouth quirking upwards. His shoulders began to relax, but he still shuffled awkwardly from one foot to the other.
âSoâŠâ he trailed off. âWhatâs going on? Kats said you guys talked and we needed to figure some stuff out?â
The redhead made his way over to your desk chair, pulling it close enough so that when he sat down, he was right in front of you and Katsuki. He leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees. His expression was relaxed and inviting, and a sharp pang hit you deep in the chest. You hadnât realized it until now, when he walked in and it was the first time youâve physically seen him in days, just how much you missed him.
Both of them really.
The guilt of brushing him off, even if it was only for a few days, continue to eat away at you. Kirishima had been nothing but kind and understanding throughout the entire time youâve known him. You truly donât think you know anyone else with a purer heart than his, so that made the shame of what you did much more intense and painful. Instead of reciprocating that kindness, you pushed it away, all because of your insecurities and lack of initiative when it came to admitting your feelings.
How ironic that your reason for choosing to run away from it was to prevent your biggest fearâlosing them bothâfrom happening, and yet if you had stayed steadfast in that decision, you would have lost them anyway.
Simply because you had no idea one of them harbored feelings for you in the same way you did.
You glanced over at Katsuki first, head tilting to the side, asking him a silent question.
Do you want to go first, or should I?
He met your gaze head on, unsure at first, with a touch of hesitance, but then he sighed deeply and uncrossed his arms. I held my breath as he scooted forward, matching Kirishimaâs posture and leaning in as well. Once again, crimson met scarlet, and the two of them were gazing upon each other with so much mutual intensity that it made your head spin.
Kirishima spoke first, a whispered, âKatsuki?â which made said person grunt softly in response. His own voice came shortly after, softer than youâve ever heard him.
âIâve been keeping something from youâŠfor years.â
âIâve loved you for a long time, Ei.â The words were dramatic, but the way they were delivered was anything but. It wasnât some passionate, fantastical love confession that most people would expect, but it was so undeniably Katsuki that it didnât matter. This wasnât love finally boiling over the edge and spilling out in a messy, chaotic outburst. This was love, cultivated over the years and tucked beneath Katsukiâs fiery but devoted heart.
âI thought it would go away,â his laugh was hollow, and he shook his head once. âIt didnât. It stayed thereâyou stayed there. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was your stupid face and every time I opened them, that was the first thing I wanted to see.â
âI didnât know what to do with all that,â he continued, âand youâre probably thinking, well the obvious thing to do was tell you, but I was fucking scared.â His voice tightened at the end. âYou wereâareâmy best friend and I know I didnât say it a lot, but I valued you and our friendship. I was scared that what I felt for you was going to screw that all up, so I figuredâŠâ
He trailed off, eyes drifting to the floor.
â...having you as my best friend was better than losing you entirely.â
The studio was so silent you could hear a pin drop, air thick with tension and anticipation. You watched Kirishima nervously, searching for some kind of reaction, expecting confusion, shock, or even anger.
But insteadâŠ
Kirishima blinked. Just once.
And then his entire body sagged in relief, a breathless chuckle escaped him, and a tiny, impossibly sad smile spread across his face. His eyes glistened.
âOh, Katsuki,â The way he said his name was so tender and loving it almost didnât sound real. â...Iâve always known.â
If it werenât for the seriousness of the situation you were in, you wouldâve cackled at the way Katsukiâs eyes bugged out of his head. But you were taken by surprise yourself, so you gawked at the redhead with the same expression.
The blond spluttered, âIâWhat are youâWhat do you mean youââ
Kirishima looked apologetic, smile turning shy. âThis isnât the first time you told me, yknow?â
Katsuki was completely and utterly flabbergasted at the revelation, and he began racking his brain, searching for that one specific memory his best friend just admitted. The look on his face must have shown what he was thinking because Kirishima quickly clarified.
âIt was a while ago,â he said. âThe summer before we started college, we went out and partied with the others at a bar. Denks kept handing you shot after shot and then,â he rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, âyou got pretty drunk.â
Katsuki remembered that. Mina had dragged all of them to the nearest dive bar to celebrate graduating. Brief clips of that night flashed across his mind, some he could recall with clear certainty while others were more warped and fuzzy. But he couldnât remember anything past the last hour of the night.
Two years earlierâŠ
Kirishima had laughed to himself as crouched in front of the grumbling blond lump that was his best friend. The sight was almost comicalâKatsuki Bakugo curled up into a ball, sitting on the street curb, barely able to hold his own head up. He knew if Denki or Hanta were out here, theyâd be howling with laughter and taking a million pictures.
âCâmon man,â he coaxed, reaching for Katuskiâs arm. He mumbled something entirely unintelligible.
âDude, you canât fall asleep on the side of the road,â Kirishima chastised softly.
âTch.â
âAnd you definitely canât make it home on your own.âÂ
âMâfine dumbass.â
âYeah, yeah, sure you are Katsuki,â Kirishimaâs voice was fond, as it often was whenever he was with his Katsuki. He waited exactly three seconds before he shifted, hooking both of the drunk blondâs arms around his shoulder, and hoisted him up on his back.
Katsuki didnât do much but groan at the sudden movement, then proceeded to plunk his head down on Kirishimaâs back. They stumbled out in the cool night air.
âYou good back there?â The redhead looked over his shoulder, snickering lightly when Katsukiâs head drooped slightly to the side, grumbling quietly.
Thenâ
âSâwarm,â he slurred. Kirishima had only laughed and lifted him up higher. He passed by another street, following the familiar path back to his house. Normally, he wouldâve taken the earlier turn down to Katsukiâs but he knew his mom would have a fit if she saw her son like that, so he figured itâd be best to have him stay the night at his place.
Katuski shifted again, tightening his arms around Kirishimaâs shoulders without realizing it. His voice came softer this time.
â...Youâre always there.â
Kirishima grinned. âI try.â
âYou idiot.â
âI know.â
He took another few steps, humming a soft tune under his breath.
â....Love you.â
His footsteps stopped. It was so abrupt that Katsuki groaned, complaining., but Kirishima didnât notice. His heart was impossibly still.
âWhat?â
His best friend only sighed, cheek pressed against Kirishimaâs shoulder.
â...Said love you,â His words were slurred by exhaustion and alcohol, but they were unmistakable.
He kept going, mind fuddled with so much liquid courage that his tongue slipped out more than he meant to.
âYou makeâŠeverything better. Been in love with youâŠfor years, idiot.â
Kirishimaâs heart lurched almost painfully inside his chest and he stumbled for a second, instinctively gripping Katsukiâs thighs a bit tighter, not wanting to drop him.
âKatsukiâŠâ
He stood beneath a flickering streetlight, his entire world shaken up in that one moment. His best friendâthe proudest, most stubborn person heâd ever metâhad unknowingly handed him the most fragile part of himself.
Katsukiâs breathing became deeper and he knew he had fallen asleep. Kirishima smiled then, watery and tender, and he adjusted his grip and started walking again. He knew Katsuki would most likely not remember anything once he woke up the next morning, but instead of feeling sad over it, Kirishimaâs heart swelled.
âI love you too, KatsukiâŠâ he whispered, confession falling onto deaf ears.
â
The memory finally dissolved and Katsuki blinked back to the present. Kirishima was there again, and the amount of love and heat that he stared back at him with was enough to knock the breath from his lungs.Â
All those years, all those carefully hidden glancesâevery moment heâd believed he was carrying this aloneâKirishima had seen him, and heâd loved him through it all. Heâd simply loved him enough not to force the confession before Katsuki was ready to make it.Â
Tears gathered in the corners of Katsukiâs eyes before he could stop them. He whipped his head around immediately, clicking his tongue in annoyance.
âTch,â his voice crumbled. âYouâre a piece of shit, Eijirou. Made me look like a fool.â
Kirishimaâs laugh was fond. âPretty sure you didnât need my help with that,â he teased, laughing louder when Katsuki reached over and shoved his face away, his own lips twitching into a small smile.
Throughout all this, you remained silent, not wanting to interrupt the intimate, fragile moment between the two of them. But that was promptly shattered when Kirishima turned his pretty red eyes onto you, sending a flash of heat straight to your stomach. Your tongue felt heavy in my mouth as he gazed at you expectantly, head cocked at an angle.
âSparks?â Your name fell so tenderly from his lips that it made your knees weak even though you were already sitting.
âYou expect me to go next after all that?â you laughed weakly, feeling the sting of tears welling up.
From beside you, Katsuki scoffed. âSânot a competition, dummy.â
âYou are the last person I want to hear that from Katsuki Bakugo.â
âThen hurry the fuck up and say something. Quit stallinâ.â
You faced Kirishima again, breathing deeply to settle the wave of nerves crashing inside you. He waited patiently, eyes never straying away from you.
âWell, first I want to apologize,â I started. âFor avoiding you the past few days. That was really shitty of me to do, especially since I knew Katsuki was already doing the same.â
Kirishimaâs expression fell slightly at the reminder, but he didnât interrupt and nodded instead, encouraging you to go on.
âLong story short, the girls told me about you twoâthat you loved each otherâand I just felt soâŠguilty? I know it sounds stupid, but Iâat the time it made sense to me. That the reason Katsuki was avoiding us was because he loved you and seeing you with meâŠâ You paused briefly, regaining your composure. â...thatâs why I did what I did. I thought that by distancing myself from you, it would bring you guys closer together. And I tried to tell myself that Iâd be fine putting my feelings aside if it meant that you two would be happyââ
You cut yourself off as the lump in your throat grew bigger, making it difficult to continue without practically choking out the words. But you owed it to him to be honest.
ââbut I was wrong. Of course I want you guys to be happy, but I secretly hoped Iâd be a part of it too.â
You laughed shakily. âThen I thought I was being selfish, wanting both of you, but then I also thought who wouldnât?â
You glanced over at Katsuki, sending him a gentle smile to which he grumbled and looked away, but the flush of his ears gave him away. âI already kinda told Katsuki his part,â you turned back to Kirishima, âbut you KiriâŠhow could I not want you? Since the beginning youâve treated me so sweetly, and you were always so supportive of everything I did. Your happiness was infectious, and I wanted to surround myself with it all the time.â
Kirishimaâs eyes were shiny now, lips trembling as he listened to you.
âWe never really got to talk about what happened here a few weeks ago,â you bit your bottom lip, gnawing on it nervously, âbut I wanted it, whatever it was, I still do. And I hope you do as wellâŠâ
You trailed off, ending your piece there. Everything was out in the open now, both yours and Katsukiâs feelings laid out bare. Kirishima was silent for a moment, but his face said everything.Â
âIf only you guys had said something sooner, we couldâve prevented all this shit,â He huffed out a watery laugh, reaching up to wipe away the tears gathering in his lashes. âGod, what am I going to do with you two?â
You blinked. âSo..does that meanâŠ?â
Kirishima rolled his chair closer so now he was within arms reach. He hunched forward, placing his hands on your knees, trailing them around so his fingers wrapped around the bend of your legs, thumbs rubbing against the side. The proximity made your heart race, flutters spreading to the rest of your body, and you could feel echoing in your ears.
synopsis: you accidentally get added to the wrong class group chat during the start of the second semester (a class you arenât even taking), but the people in it are weirdly entertaining so you decide to stay. whatâs the worst that could happen?
‷ ă ËËË chapter summary: you and bakugo finally have a talk and you realize that the two of you are a lot more similar (and stupider) than you think
content: smau, college!au, eventual poly!krbk x oc, oc has a name
NOTE: everyone say thank you denki
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You usually found the silence of the recording studio to be comforting, but now it just felt suffocating, gripping around your throat like a vice.
The vocal booth sat empty behind the glass, headphones hanging from the microphone stand where youâd left them after your last take. The studio itself was dim, just barely lit by the backlight of the sound board and the warm glow of the lamp in the corner.
You checked your phone again, foot tapping anxiously against the wood floor.
bakugo: iâm on my way
After two weeks of unanswered texts and constant brush offs, part of you wanted to leave him waiting the way heâd left you waiting. Instead, youâd come
Because you needed answers and because Denki was so hellbent on you being honest with your feelings.
You leaned on the edge of the desk, elbows propping you up as you absentmindedly spun a pen between your fingers. Every few seconds, your eyes drifted toward the studio door.
When the knock came, your stomach flipped.
âSâopen,â you called out softly.
The handle turned and Bakugo stepped inside, eyes glancing around the room before they landed on you. For that brief second, neither of you moved.
You took that opportunity to look him over yourself.
He looked tired. Not physicallyâBakugo always carried himself like he had more energy than everyone else in the roomâbut there were faint shadows beneath his eyes, and his expression lacked its usual sharpness.
He finally shuffled inside the room fully, shutting the door behind him with a soft click.
âYou actually came.â The words slipped out before you could stop them.Â
One corner of his mouth twitched. âYou sound surprised.â
âWell, can you blame me?â you scoffed. An awkward pause settled between you both, and you leaned back into the leather chair, crossing your arms over your chest.
âSo.â
âSo.â
You gnawed at your bottom lip. âWhat did you wanna talk about?â
Bakugo grumbled under his breath, shoving his hands deep into the pocket of his jeans. He refused to completely meet your gaze head on. âKirishimaâs miserable.â
Your expression immediately cracked, but you kept your posture up and asked softly, âWhat do you mean?â
âHe came home last night looking like a kicked puppy,â he huffed. âHe was upset about meânot surprised.â Bakugoâs voice sharpened then. âBut then he said youâve been avoiding him now? The hellâs up with that?â
You opened your mouth, but no words came out. Only a small, defeated sound. You chewed on your lip again as something dull ached in your chest.Â
âIâve just been busy,â you murmured under your breath.
Bakugo scoffed, the sound harsh and unforgiving. âCanât fool me with that one, idiot. Iâve used it before. Try again.â
You narrowed your eyes and lurched forward, matching his tone. âYou avoided Kirishima too. Why am I the only one being interrogated here?â
âThatâs not what Iâm doingââ
âWell, it sure as hell feels like it.â
âIâm just trying to tell you heâs hurtingââ
âAnd what about me?â
The words hung frozen in the air, echoing in the small room. Bakugoâs composure faltered momentarily before he opened his mouth again, but you kept going.
âNo, seriously,â your voice rose and trembled despite your best efforts to keep it steady. âWhat about me?â
His brows drew together in confusion and concern.
âI spent the last two weeks wondering what the hell I did.â
âIââ
âYou shut me down.â You took a step toward him. âYou barely looked at me when we crossed paths.â Another step. âYou didnât show up to my performance.â Your voice broke, throat tightening painfully.
âI kept replaying your words in my head, the way you brushed me off. You never gave me or Kiri a chance to talk about what happened with you, so I thoughtâŠâ You shook your head, laughing bitterly.
âI thought you didnât want anything to do with me anymore.â
Bakugoâs expression flickered, scarlet irises flashing briefly with guilt before they hardened again.
âKirishima thought the same,â you mumbled.. âI watched him question himself every single day.â Your voice quieted despite the raging war of emotions going on inside you. âHe asked if I was okay, if he upset me. He kept apologizing for something he wasnât even sure was wrong.â
You swallowed hard. âAnd every time he put up a front and gave me a smileâŠâ
A shaky breath. âI felt awful.â
You wrapped your arms around yourself. âAvoiding him hurts.â The admission barely made it above a whisper.â âIt hurts every day, seeing him reach out only for me to shoot him down.â
Bakugo was still, so still you could barely tell if he was even breathing. He remained standing right by the door, gaze fixed so intensely on you.
âButâŠâ you continued, the words spilling out before you could stop yourself, â...it would hurt even more if I got in between the two of you.â
Something in the air changed then, going unnoticed by you, but Bakugo stiffened. His expression tensedânot in anger, but confusion. â...What?â
You silently cursed under your breath, shutting your eyes as you took a deep breath. You hadnât meant to say that, at least not just yet. But you couldnât take it back now.
âYou heard meââ
âNo.â Bakugo shifted then, taking a step closer. The two of you were now barely a foot apart. âWhat does that mean?â
You rubbed at your forehead, suddenly exhausted, searching for the right words and came up emptyâso you decided to take Denkiâs advice and be honest.
âI donât want to ruin what you have.â The admission came out soft, timid, like you were afraid if you spoke any louder the words would swallow you whole.
He blinked once. Slowly. âWhatâŠare you talking about?â
His reaction confused you now, and your expression fell. âBakugu, you donât have to keep hiding it anymore. I know.â
âKnow what?â he grumbled. âJust spit it out, dummy!â
âJiro and Mina told me,â you revealed. âAbout your feelings. For Kirishima.â
Bakugoâs face emptied, brain short-circuiting as your words washed over him like a dump of ice cold water.
You pressed on before you could lose your nerve. âDonât be mad at them,â you defended. âThey only told me because I was talking to them about what was going on and was kinda losing my mind over it so theyâŠâ
The room was impossibly still, the only sound being your heavy, anxious breaths.
âThey said youâve been in love with Kirishima for years.â
Bakugo stayed silent, throat bobbing up and down. He didnât interrupt, didnât even deny it. And that was enough of a confirmation for you.
âI figuredâŠâ Your voice cracked. âI figured thatâs why you started avoiding us, after what happened that dayâthat seeing me and him together like that made things harder for you.â Your eyes burned with fresh, salted tears. âAnd once I realized that, how could I keep letting myself get close to him?â
Your breathing was shallow now, lips trembling due to the emotion building up in your throat. âHow could I keep pretending everything was normal when I knew how much you loved him?â
The words spilled out faster now, impossible to stop. âI didnât want to be the reason you lost your best friend.â
âSo I thoughtâŠâ you blinked rapidly against the sting behind your eyes, â...if I was the one who stepped away then eventually everything would go back to the way it was before.â
Bakugo was practically a statue at this point with how silent and motionless he was. His eyes had drifted somewhere past your shoulder, unfocused, as if he wasnât really seeing the recording studio anymore.
You watched the realization move across his face in slow, almost imperceptible stages.
First was disbelief, then something much more complicated.
â...Shit.â The curse was barely audible, making you frown.
âBakugoâŠ?â
He took a step back, finally broken from whatever spell he was stuck under, and dragged his hands over his face, letting out a garbled groan. âSo thatâs what you thought.â
Bakugo turned away, pacing three slow steps toward the back of the studio. He didnât see the way your gaze followed his every move, bewildered. You hadnât expected him to react like that, actually you werenât even sure exactly how he was going to react, but you didnât think itâd be like this. His shoulders were rigid and tense, and when he looked back at you, your breath caught in your throat.
Youâd seen many sides of Bakugo up to his point; youâd seen him angry, confused, smug, competitive, and exhausted. But you had almost never seen himâŠlost.
âI was jealous,â he admitted roughly. Your heart sank as you lowered your gaze.
âI knowââ
âNo you donât,â he cut in sharply. âWhen I walked in on you two and saw him looking at you likeâŠ.like how Iâd wanted him to look at me for years,â his jaw clenched, âI couldnât stand there another second. So I left.â
He shook his head when you opened your mouth, stopping you. âI was jealous, that partâs true.â
Your gut twisted painfully. âI expected as much.â
âButâŠâ he hesitated. âI wasnât just jealous of you. I was jealous of him too.â
You balked in surprise, blinking. âHuh?â
For the first time since youâve met him, Bakugo looked frustrated with himself. Like every word he was about today was something heâd weeks refusing to admit. He took a slow, deep breath.
âIâve loved Ei for years,â he confessed quietly, face forming into something painfully vulnerable. He brought himself over to the couch, sinking down into the cushions, hands gripping the tops of his thighs. âI donât exactly remember when it happened, but all I know is that one day I couldnât stop thinking about him and his stupid fucking grin.â
A tiny, humorless smile crossed his face. âI spent years telling myself that those feelings would pass, but it didnât.â
He looked up at you then. His crimson eyes flared with a simmering heat, and it went straight to your stomach, taking your breath away at the same time. Everything felt so intense in that moment, you wanted to look away so badly so you could contain yourself. But Bakugoâs gaze held onto you tightly, refusing to let go.
âAnd then you showed up.â
Your hands trembled at your sides. Suddenly you were transported back to a similar scenario two weeks ago, with a certain redhead who shared the same scarlet eyes as the blond sitting before you. The air was thick with the same exact tension and heat, and you thought to yourself:
How the hell did I get myself into this situation twice?
If Bakugo noticed how affected you were, he ignored it and kept talking.
âI figured you were just another annoying idiot who got along with the others and thatâs where our interaction would end.â He stood up slowly, making his way back over to you. âThen I saw you perform for the first time.â He inched closer. âSaw how passionate you were about your music.â Closer. âListened to your stupid, drunken thoughts as Eijirou carried you back to my car and your muffled cries because of your fuckass group.â
His voice went down an octave, the grit and rasp making your stomach do flips.
âI kept telling myself it wasnât true,â he continued, frustrated. âBut then the same thing happened and suddenly I couldnât get your goddamn face out of my mind either.â
He was standing right in front of you now, his face inches apart from yours. He looked almost angry at himself, running a hand through his hair and gripping at the roots. âI spent years trying to figure out what the fuck to do about one person thenââ his voice cracked with exasperation.
Bakugoâs hand fell away from his hair. Your own fingers twitched, and you wanted nothing more than to reach up and tuck his strands back into place. Instead, you stared at him, mouth dry and tongue lodged in the back of your throat.
âI thought that Iâd been stupid enough to have feelings for the two people I cared about,â his voice dropped almost to nothing, â...only to watch them fall for each other.â
The confession had you reeling, head dizzy and overwhelmed. Every thought you had, everything you worried about, had all been laid out in front of you, ready to be met with rejection, humiliation, or even hostility. Instead, you were met with possibly the best, most unexpected outcome possible.
The truth of it all hit you like a punch to the gut.
This whole time, you were plagued by the fear of losing the two men who have somehow made a place for themselves in your mind and heart. So you did what you thought was best for them, even if it meant removing yourself, unaware that one of them was doing the exact same thing for you.Â
You huffed out a breathless, disbelieving laugh. Denki was right.
âWe really are just a bunch of fucking idiots,â you rasped. Bakugo glowered at you, irritation flooding his senses.
âHah? The hell are you going on aboutââ
âKatsuki..â The name slipped out so quietly you almost didnât realize youâd said it.Â
You were met with absolute silence as Bakugo became paralyzed, but his senses were now on overdrive. Hearing his name fall from your lips, with so much tenderness and sincerityâonly one other person called him in the same way you did. It rattled him from the inside out and he was struck with how badly he wanted to hear you say it again.
âDummy,â he choked out. âYou canât justââ
âKatsuki,â you said more forcefully this time, âshut the fuck up and let me talk you stupid jerk.â
Your words should have been insulting, but they were spoken with such softness instead. Bakugoâs mouth snapped closed.
You sniffled, pressing the heels of your palms into your eye sockets, wiping away the batch of tears that welled up there. When you brought your hands down, you took a deep breath and stared at the blond in front of you, taking in the way he was barely holding himself together, waiting.Â
âI have feelings for you too,â you breathed. âBoth of you. And I thinkâŠâ You stepped into him, jabbing a finger into the center of his chest, â...weâve all spent way too damn long trying to carry this by ourselves.â
summary: once in a lifetime you'll switch bodies with your soulmate and see the world through their eyes.
sukuna is initially frustrated when he's plunged into darkness in the body of a weak and blind woman, only to discover that there's more to her than he was expecting, leaving him on a mission to locate the shogi-playing courtesan whose soul called out to his.
word count: 11k
content: 18+ mdni, smut, soulmate au, heian era, initially rude sukuna, soft!sukuna, true form sukuna, courtesan reader, sickness, blindness, depiction of violence and death, happy ending, hurt/comfort, honestly its mainly fluff, devoted sukuna, piv, cunnilingus
a/n: after doing my satoru soulmate au i desperately wanted to do one for sukuna so here it is! inspired somewhat by komugi and meruem in hxh and ALSO by lakan and fengxian in apothecary diaries (as someone requested that from me!)
At one point in every personâs life, they will awaken in the body of another.
They will spend their day seeing through strange eyes, living out hours as a person they may have never met, trapped within their new form until sleep takes them and they are released back into their own body.
Those meagre hours are the only chance a person will have to find their other other half, to learn all they can about the body theyâve awoken in. Thereâs no second chance, no opportunity to swap for a second time.
If one cannot locate their soulmate after the day theyâve spent as them, they can find no further help. All they can hope for, is that they might stumble across their destined lover by mere chance one day.
Or, that their beloved did a better job than they did at piecing together the puzzle.
Sukuna found himself in anotherâs body in his mid-twenties, awakening one morning in complete darkness, even though heâd been certain his eyes were open. It was a strange feeling at first, a resignation to a suspicion heâd held all his life that there was no destined person for him, giving in to the belief that heâd spend a day floating in nothingness with no other half for his soul to cling to.
His assumption was broken swiftly, at the realisation that he still held some manner of awareness even if his sight was impaired. There was a breeze blowing against his body, chatter sounding off in the distance, and soft sheets were pressing up against skin which surely wasnât his.
This person, whoever they were, had a body that was exhausted. He ached in places heâd never ached before, his shoulders and upper back straining, like their owner had been carrying a weight beyond their capability. He felt desperately weak in that form, suddenly aware that he only had a human number of limbs to control, and lacked the strength and size he was used to commanding.
In the darkness clouding his vision, he was surprised to find that the blackness wasnât as deep as heâd originally thought, able to make out fuzzy shapes in the dark which he could only assume made up his surroundings. His hand reached for his eyes, setting his lips into a grim line at the confirmation they were open.
His destined lover was blind.
Disappointment settled into his chest. He had never taken much stock in soulmates in the first place, didnât really believe in love, but this just furthered his confirmation that the whole matter was a farce. He found respect for the strong - strength was the only thing that truly mattered to him, and yet here he was, in the body of a blind woman.
A feeble little thing hardly able to fend for herself.
What good was she to a man like Sukuna?
A knock on the door startled him. âAre you awake? The madam wants me to help you get ready.â
Sukuna said nothing, trying to figure out why it felt like your body wanted to draw in on itself, your pulse quicking in a seemingly innate reaction to the voice at the door.
âPlease, I know youâve been ill but heâs been calling every day for the past week, the madam doesnât want to keep him waiting any longer. Heâs been bringing forth all manner of threat, and if youâre not careful heâll buy you out. I know that isnât what you want. Just let me tend to you and allow him a visit. Keep his temper at bay.â
Sukuna frowned, attempting to piece together what was happening. It was hard without the visual clues of his surroundings, but based on the snippet of conversation he concluded that you were likely a courtesan of some form. Once again, his view of you, and the soulmate system in general, dropped through the floor.
Blind and a whore.
Perfect.
âOne moment.â He called out, taken aback by the lovely feminine voice that fell from his lips. It was a soft, delicate sound, one which wouldnât sound out of place accompanied with a harp. He found himself shocked at how much he enjoyed it, considering saying something else just to hear it again.
Finding the door proved to be a more difficult task than heâd been expecting. Heâd already stumbled standing up from your bed, thrown off by his lack of vision and by feet that were ridiculously small compared to what he was used to. His centre of gravity felt all wrong, and his body felt generally unbalanced without his lower set of arms.
Moving at a snail's pace, he made it across the room, impressed that he didnât run into anything on his journey over. He was grateful for the shadowy outlines present in your visionless gaze, certain that the situation would be made harder without even that as a guide.
Fumbling for the handle, he slid open the door. âMorning. Oh honey, you look like a ghost.â A hand pressed against his skin, and he was ushered over to another part of the room, grateful for the guidance. There was the sound of a chair being moved. âTake a seat.â
Sukuna hesitated, not quite sure where the chair was. He reached out nonchalantly with his hand, trying to feel for it while the other womanâs focus was elsewhere, seemingly rifling through a bag of something. Able to just about make out a black splodge in the centre of his vision, Sukuna took a seat, only to thud down onto the floor.
It hurt. It hurt significantly more than pain Sukuna was used to enduring. Heâd experienced all manner of injury - heâd had his blood and guts pouring out onto the floor in the midst of a fight, but somehow this was worse. How fragile was this body of yours? He was glad that he wasnât born as some weak human, grateful that the abominable aspects of his body increased his strength rather than weakened it.
How could you live like this?
âMy lady?â The woman seemed immediately panicked, reaching down and easily hoisting you up by the arm, aiding Sukuna onto the chair. âIâm sorry, you usually tell me you donât need assistance, I wasnât expecting-â she cut herself off for a moment, leaving Sukuna in silence and struggling to read the room with no visual cues. âYou donât seem like yourself at all this morning. Youâre being very quiet.â
Sukuna said nothing, certain that he could hear the hint of a smile in the womanâs tone.
It was said that when soulmates swapped bodies, you could not under any circumstance tell someone that you were a different inhabitant to usual, else the spell would be broken and youâd both be immediately sent home.
It was an option Sukuna had contemplated the moment the woman walked in, eager to return to his own healthy form. However, he was also a man of great curiosity and it wasnât like he had much going on at his estate that day anyway. So he opted for silence, figuring heâd at least see, or hear, how the day played out.
There was no harm in that.
Regardless, the woman had seemingly sensed it immediately based on her sudden change of demeanor, but being likely as aware of the rules as Sukuna was, she kept her suspicions silent.
âIt's Officer Sugawara whoâs set to see you today,â she explained, soft hands running through your hair with a comb, giving Sukuna a shiver of pleasure. âYou usually play shogi with the guy for a while and let him get drunk. Heâs a proud man whoâs desperate for a legitimate win, so you always give him your best and he refuses to give up until heâs too pissed to think anymore. So be on your best game, or he might want to pass his time in another way.â
The warning was clear and Sukuna found himself disgusted. If that man tried to lay a single hand on you while he was inhabiting your body, heâd make sure Sugawara wouldnât walk out of the establishment alive.
Fortunately, Sukuna was an avid shogi player. He held a great love for the game and was self-assured where his skill was concerned. No one in his estate could beat him, so he was certain he could beat some Officer of the Shogun.
Although, heâd never played it blind - a fact that mildly concerned him.
He hoped the pieces were skillfully made with deep indents, else heâd be completely lost.
âEven though youâre usually talkative with me, youâre not all that chatty with regulars, so itâll be fine if you stay quiet. On account of you not feeling yourself and all,â she said with a knowing giggle.
It took an ungodly amount of time for that woman to get you ready, and Sukuna wondered how you could bear experiencing such a thing day after day. It seemed such a waste to have so much effort devoted to doing your hair and make-up, and dressing you up, when you couldnât even see the end result.
For all you knew you could look like a clown.
But Sukuna quickly became certain that wasnât the case when he was led into another room, your helper grasping his arm in a steadying manner and making sure he was settled down on a pillow before introducing him to a man sitting opposite him. Sugawara wasted no time with greetings, letting out a gasp of awe at your radiant appearance and reaching out to kiss your hand.
Sukuna wanted to reel away at the feeling but remained still all the same. He hoped he didnât have too much of a scowl on his face.
Even if he didnât have any interest in you, he didnât really want to ruin the life of some random blind girl. He loved cruelty, but even for him that felt like an unnecessary slight to a person who was supposed to hold the other half of his heart.
âYou look gorgeous. Not sickly at all, might I add. I hope the madam hasnât been telling lies.â
You were sick - outside of the blindness - Sukuna could feel it. At first heâd brushed off your frailty as something normal for puny little humans, but since rising from your bed heâd become aware that your quivering legs, aching bones and hummingbird heart were far from normal.
âI havenât been well,â he said simply.
âOh you poor thing, it's always the most beautiful ones who suffer the most.â
Sukuna found himself wondering what you looked like. He had a vague knowledge of Official Sugawara - he wasnât an ugly man, certainly not one lacking in prospects by any means. He was powerful in his position in the government, and wasnât the type who would visit some woman out of pity.
You mustâve been genuinely gorgeous to earn such affection from him.
It was a shame Sukuna would never know.
He wouldnât look for you once he was back in his own body. Heâd move on with his life and that would be that, leaving this day as nothing more than some distant dream.
The games of shogi went by quickly, and Sukuna found that it was easy to slip into your body without arousing suspicion. Once heâd gotten over the original barrier of having to feel each piece for their indents as he picked them up, he fell easily into the flow of it all.
This man across from him seeked little conversation once the games had started, and Sukuna was pleased at how well he was playing that afternoon. He didnât let the man win once and, as your attendant had mentioned, Suguwara filled himself up with more and more drink. It felt nice to play someone outside of his estate, most of his servants were too afraid to face Sukuna in any sort of test.
It was equally nice to completely destroy a government official with his skill. He was certain this man was having the worst game of his entire life, unaccustomed to this treatment from the lovely courtesan heâd frequent.
But it was at the end of the seventh game, when Sukuna was feeling at his highest, that a disastrous hit would come to his ego.
âYouâre really off your game today. I see you really arenât feeling well,â Sugawara said. There was the sound of shuffling fabric, as if the man had leant forward.
âWhat?â Sukuna asked, the low disbelief coming out strange in your small voice.
âYour plays are much sloppier than usual. It feels like youâre going easy on me, given you usually destroy me before I can even think about what to do next. Today youâve been giving me proper games. I donât like it. You know I hate being pitied.â
Sukuna had to stop his mouth from falling agape.
He wasnât playing bad games by any means, on the contrary, he was certain that he was playing better than he had in a while, happy to have a new opponent for once. Was this man really saying that you, the normal you, was more skilled at shogi than he was? He really found that hard to believe.
What would some blind courtesan know of tactics?
âPerhaps youâve simply improved,â Sukuna mumbled bitterly, unwilling to accept that your mastery was greater than his.
Sugawara laughed. âHow polite of you, my dear. I can assure you that isnât the case, and we both know it.â There was some shuffling, and Sukuna sensed that the man was climbing to his feet. It was frustrating to have such limited vision, and he was glad to know that heâd wake up the following day able to see the world once more - he couldnât imagine living like that all the time. âIâll leave you to rest. When I return in a few days you best have returned to form, or perhaps the nature of our meetings will need to change.â
A heavy hand rested on your shoulder, wet and clammy against the silk you were draped in. Sukuna wasnât sure if the disgust was born from his own thoughts on the matter, or from an impulsive response from your body. From your attendantâs words it was clear that you would never sleep with the man, likely keeping your shogi skills sharp to ensure he never won.
Once he was gone, Sukuna sat there in silence, thinking on the manâs parting words.
Were you really so talented?
Part of him wanted to convince himself that heâd been playing worse than usual on account of not being able to see the board, making it difficult for him to think out moves in advance, taking more time than normal while he grazed the pieces with his fingers.
But deep in his soul he knew that wasnât the case.
Heâd played expertly, and still that man knew his opponent wasnât the real you. All on account of how amateur Sukunaâs ability had seemed compared to yours.
And as his day drew to a close in your body, he realised that he had to know. He had to play you, had to see firsthand just how dramatically your skill exceeded his. He wouldnât believe it until heâd seen it.
The soulmate thing didnât matter.
But he needed to meet with you all the same.
Just to sate his interest. That was all.
â
Months had passed since the day youâd swapped with your soulmate. Since the morning youâd awoken to a world of light of colour youâd never seen before, and would never see again.
It was a day youâd never be able to forget - the image of the grand estate youâd awoken in seared permanently into your mind, just like the face of your soulmate who had stared back at you in a bronze mirror. Youâd gazed upon his body for longer than you should admit to, wondering for a brief moment if youâd misunderstood how humans looked.
That thought didnât remain for long. It took no expert to understand that the man youâd been paired with was something unique - the very four armed monster who had half of Japan living in fear.
And as such, you wished you could forget your experience in his body, wished you could see anything but his oddly charming face, because your promised beloved was a monster of the highest calibre. But with only one singular day of vision under your belt, what youâd seen wasnât so easily displaced, and you found yourself thinking of him often with a longing that you knew to be wrong.
You had told no one of the experience, not even your handmaid, who had outright asked what your body swap experience had been like, what your soulmate had been like, claiming that whoever they were had presented themselves as rather reserved when possessing your body. Youâd brushed her off with a shrug, claiming him to be some soldier and nothing more.
No one could know the truth. If they knew you to have any link to such a terrible man they might view you as an associate, and someone deserving of death for something you hadnât asked for.
The workings of fate seemed strange to you. Was it not enough punishment to be born blind? Why would you also be paired with a monster who seemed to view the human race with general disdain? You were certain he cared little for love, his servant had made that clear when you were in his body, so any hopes of having a soulmate had been stolen from you as a result of this pairing.
Part of you wondered if a man so vile as him might even take things a step further and track you down to put an end to your life, insulted by fate to suggest that it could control him in any capacity. Perhaps he would be further insulted to be paired with someone so damaged rather than some untarnished beauty.
Youâd always heard he held great hatred for weakness.
Even so, despite your fear and desire to conceal yourself from him, you couldnât forget him, couldnât stop the flicker of longing in your chest you were certain all people held for their destined lovers. Because while he was unquestionably a monster, with a throne of skulls you had witnessed through his very eyes, he also seemed to be more than that.
He was a man of great loneliness, living in grand halls with only a handful of servants for company - and all but one of them would scuttle out of the way when he approached. He seemed to hold a great love for art, with his estate packed with paintings and tapestries and great vases, all kept in pristine condition. For a cannibal, he seemed to take great pride in the cleanliness of his surroundings, in the neat nature of his gardens and springs.
Even in his own appearance, he seemed to take great care, for there was no denying him to be a handsome man even with his unique features. He had a voice to match that beauty, one that you could hardly peel from your mind any more than you could forget his image.
His body was hard to maneuver, too big and confusing to control his many hanging limbs. In a way, it felt akin to your blindness, something different to the way humans were built to be, leaving him to struggle with an issue that no one else could relate to. You wondered how it had been for him in childhood - if heâd felt as isolated and scared as you had to know that everyone else was normal in a way youâd never been.
You pitied him, even through all his sins. You felt you could understand at least a piece of him from a day buried within the confines of his skin.
But still, you would never reach for him - wouldnât poke the bear even if you could understand why it might bite. You were certain that someone like him would be unwilling to hear you out, unwilling to love or reflect on how he became the way he was - he would swipe your head from your shoulders just like everyone else, and that would be that.
So you would stay away, keep your dreams of him locked deep within your chest, and accept that distance was for the best.
There was more to life than soulmates.
Unfortunately, that choice wasnât yours alone to make.
The madame had knocked on your door early that morning, with the golden light of the sun only just starting to peek in through your window. Lately youâd been having longer lie-ins and taking less clients as the cold of winter gripped the region. Along with the blindness, youâd been born with a particularly feeble body as a result of complications with your mother during her pregnancy, ailments which were always worse for you in the colder months.
Your bones strained as you pushed yourself up to a sitting position, calling for the woman to enter. As much as you longed to slip back into your dream of red eyes peering back at you with fiery desire, you were still beholden to the will of your employer, even in your months of weakness.
âHow are you feeling, my dear?â She asked, as she slipped in through the door. You felt her weight dip the bed as she took a seat beside you, a gentle hand coming to rest on your shoulder.
âMornings are always the worst but I can manage once Iâm up and about. Has Sugawara come calling again?â Most regulars were understanding enough of your condition, and those that werenât would generally be chased off by the madame or unloaded onto another of the courtesans. Sugawara was one of the few that generally wouldnât accept such treatment, with only eyes for you.
It didnât matter too much since the man only ever wanted to play shogi, and that was manageable enough even on your worst days. It seemed that he had no intention of laying with you until heâd beat you in a game fair and square, claiming that if that ever happened heâd buy you out and take you home for he wouldâve earned your heart.
That talk always made you uncomfortable, for you had little interest in the man, but you were more than certain he had no chance at ever defeating you at shogi, and could therefore never lay claim to you - assuming he kept his word.
âNot SugawaraâŠâ There was hesitation in her voice. âWeâve received a request for our finest shogi player to be sent to the mayorâs home this evening. Apparently the other courtesan houses have received the same request.â
âI didnât think the mayor cared much for shogi.â
Again, there was a moment of silence. âNo, he doesnât. A rather unwanted guest has taken up residence in his home, and this is the demand that has come of it.â Immediately your blood ran cold, thoughts drifting away from the madameâs continuing chatter to the red eyes that sat so prominently in the darkness of your mind.
There was no question in your mind as to who this guest was.
And to call for shogi players had you certain he was looking for you. Would he execute you when you walked into a room so clearly lacking in vision? Put an immediate end to the one person who could potentially stir his cold heart if fate were to be believed?
It seemed like the only reasonable explanation
The request to send another in your place died on the tip of your tongue as you once again tuned in to what the madame was saying. â...make sure youâre in top form, Iâve heard any who lose to him are immediately disposed of, but Iâm sure that man will be no match for you.â
You wouldnât send another to face their death. You were the only courtesan in the house who was any good at shogi, anyone else would certainly perish. This was a meeting dictated by fate and you had no opportunity to run from it. You would face him head on and deal with your death graciously, greet your end alone in the dark just like everything else youâd ever faced.
âIâll do my best,â you said to the madame, and that was the final moment you had for yourself, your sacrifice sealed by your words.
The rest of the morning was spent in a frenzied rush, dressing you up and perfecting your makeup, turning you into a sparkling beauty ahead of your presentation to a monster. Based on the quiet nature of your handmaid, the experience felt more like she was dressing your corpse for burial.
Neither of you spoke such a thing aloud, but tears dripped from sightless eyes all the same when she led you out to the carriage, the madam trailing behind her, sending you off with a soft farewell filled with a sense of finality.
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Sukuna had undergone an annoying few months.
Steadily, he had made his way, region by region, up to the north of Japan in search of a blind shogi player whose skill allegedly eclipsed his own. In each area, he would call upon all shogi-playing courtesans to meet with him and join him in a game, in the hopes that one day it would be you sitting across from him.
So far, heâd been unsuccessful, and had left a growing pile of bodies and burnt villages in his wake, utterly irritated that the thing he was seeking still evaded his grasp. No one had beaten him. A few had come close but none of them had been blind, so he could be certain that they werenât you.
He was beginning to wonder if youâd gone into hiding somewhere, forsaking your courtesan life entirely in a bid to avoid him. It wouldnât surprise him - youâd been in his body, youâd seen he was a monster, a fragile little thing like you was probably terrified at the idea of ever crossing his path.
Either way, heâd still persevere. Heâd kill every shogi player if that was what it took to get to you.
Heâd recently found his way into the mountainous region of Miyagi, where winter was in full spring. Taking up residence in the mayorâs home in one of the more populous towns in the prefecture, he once again started his usual process of gathering the shogi players. Word spread fast and droves of them appeared swiftly, waiting to be called before him.
It went much as usual, with boring girls presenting themselves before him and providing him with equally boring games of shogi. These people were painfully predictable with no appreciation for the art of the game - really it was a gift for him to steal their lives from them, because he couldnât imagine living while being so pitifully unskilled.
The pool of Miyagi courtesans was gradually running dry and Sukuna was preparing himself for another disappointing journey further north when his luck finally shifted.
He knew heâd found you the moment you walked in through the door.
Youâd stumbled in meekly, eyes averted down to the floor as you bowed low and shuffled towards the centre of the room. You were taking care not to raise your head for him to look upon, and he quickly realised you were making your best effort to conceal your blindness from him, like you could keep your identity secret that way.
It was a futile attempt, for the very atmosphere around you felt charged, his heart picking up inexplicably at the very sight of you.
To say you were beautiful was an understatement. Everything about you was gorgeous, from your soft hair to the striking intensity of your unseeing eyes. You wore the finest silks and they hung off you well, complimenting your figure. He found himself eager to touch you, to rid you off your lovely gown and have his fingers against your smooth skin.
But that wasnât the reason he had come, and he would play you before entertaining any other matter.
âSit,â he ordered, taking great amusement in the shiver that seemed to run through you at the sound of his voice.
You dropped to your knees on the cushion before the board, hands pressing against the edge of the table. It was the first chance he got to take a proper look at your eyes, expecting them to be clouded over, but taken aback by the lovely colour your irises still held beneath that mist.
âYouâre blind.â He observed aloud, taking note of the way your teeth caught your lower lip anxiously.
âI see more than enough,â your response was guarded.
He hummed, a sly grin settling on his face. Idly, he wondered if you could sense it, because you seemed to tense up a little, fidgeting across from him in a way his traitorous brain seemed to register as endearing. âIs that so? Do you see enough to know my strategy before we commence? Or will you disappoint me like the others?â
âYou tell me.â
Your words had his heart stirring against his will, impressed by your serenity before him, still sitting up straight and calm despite the fear he could sense within you. You were a woman who held confidence despite it all, harboured strength even in the face of your obvious weaknesses. He wondered what you were thinking, if you believed he was there to execute you for the mere transgression of being his soulmate.
It wasnât a foolish assumption.
He would kill you without a second thought if you were uninteresting to him.
But heâd reserve that judgement until after you had played. He had been promised someone exceptional and that was what he wished to see, anything less and your blood would stain the floor just like every other woman who had sat before him. Would you still be so calm if you could see the bodies littering the room? He assumed not.
He wondered if you hated him, if you cursed fate itself to be paired with a man like him. Nothing about you gave anything away, all your focus fixed on the board in front of you, your hands moving steadily against the wood of the board, as if centring yourself.
âShall we begin?â He asked.
âYes.â
Sukuna couldnât quite comprehend what had transpired in that first game he played against you.
He had approached things in much the same manner that he always would when playing shogi - opening strong and attempting to completely overwhelm his opponent, and yet somehow he found opportunities snatched from him at every turn.
Nothing seemed to catch you off guard. Any attempted play was greeted with an easy answer from you, as though you were battling a child. You were always three steps ahead of him, never hesitating in the shifting of a piece, moving with a certainty that had him transfixed.
He found that he couldnât draw his eyes away from you, his struggle on the board forgotten at the realisation heâd been well and truly defeated. There was no point in struggling further - you had swatted him aside in the way that he usually defeated others, and you had done it with no glee or brag, nothing more than passive indifference once the games finally came to an end.
Your shoulders were raised, as if awaiting something you wouldnât be able to see coming. A strike from him, perhaps? Or the neat removal of your head from your shoulders? The same fate of all others heâd played across the last few months.
But he wasnât in the position to do anything at that moment, lashes fluttering as he stared at you, his heart hammering against his ribcage.
There had been no lie told about your skill - on the contrary, you had exceeded his expectations spectacularly. He wanted to play you again and again, wanted to witness the beauty of the way you played, wished to spend hours lost deep in thought considering how he could even begin to pick you apart in a match.
He could spend years sitting across you, gazing upon your lovely form while you worked away in silence with such unquestionable mastery.
No wonder Sugawara had been disappointed in Sukunaâs ability. He couldnât hold a candle to what you were.
âHow?â He asked, unable to think of another word to offer.
Your head was still lowered, eyes fixed elsewhere. He wished youâd look at him, allow him a clearer view of your face, but it occurred to him that such a request may not be easily granted with your lack of vision. You would never be able to lock eyes with each other - it would be something entirely meaningless for you.
âYou arenât all that good,â you spoke softly, a smile playing on your lips.
Sukuna disagreed with your sentiment, considering heâd never been beaten before, but perhaps youâd consider all his previous opponents to be genuinely pitiful at the game.
âSo, will you take my life now? Or is that reserved for the losers?â You asked.
âTo take the life of someone I could not best would be cowardly and pointless,â he said with a snort. âHow would I ever grow to be better than you if I extinguished you from the world? Donât be foolish. We will play again.â
And again you played.
Game after game until the sun began to rise in the sky, and Sukuna could sense exhaustion drifting through your fragile form. You were shivering from the cold, and he had Uraume bring in a robe to wrap around you, keenly aware of how sickly you seemed to look beneath all the beauty. You were setting up the board for your tenth match when Sukuna finally put an end to things.
âEnough. I would take no joy in defeating an exhausted opponent.â He rose to his feet, stretching as he moved. He wasnât keen on remaining still for long periods of time, but you seemed accustomed to it, staying deathly still upon your cushion, uncertainty evident in your posture.
âThen, you will send me to my home?â You asked.
âNo.â The word escaped him before he could stop it.
He did not wish for you to go anywhere, lest you slip from his grasp never to be found again. It was because he wanted to play you more, thatâs what he told himself, but there was more to it than that, and in his soul he knew it.
He never wanted the image of you on your knees before him to slip away, never wanted to lose the pleasurable feeling of warmth that swelled in his chest with you there within his gaze.
âYouâll accompany me to my home, and weâll play until Iâm satisfied.â
â
Weeks had passed since youâd arrived at Sukunaâs estate in the Hida Mountains.
Youâd been given no time to bid goodbye to the women at the only home youâd ever known, swept off in a carriage down south where you had to relearn your surroundings in a totally new environment.
Of course, it wasnât the first time youâd been in the estate, but that experience made little impact on the ease of traversing around with no vision. You had to move slowly, fingers brushing on blurry objects shadowed in the darkness, hoping you didnât trip over something or walk into a screen door.
For the most part, you were left to your own devices. Sukuna had spoken little to you on the journey home, opting to ride on his horse rather than in the carriage with you, and heâd been equally elusive in his own estate, leaving you in isolation for days at a time.
You couldnât complain, for your days were spent in peace and serenity.
You would take long walks in the breeze of his garden, have his servants read aloud to you, and practice playing the erhu. On days where it was particularly cold and the chill seeped into your bones, you would remain in the grand bed he had provided and find greater comfort than you ever had in the old bed youâd laid upon in the courtesan house.
The only obligation you ever had to fulfill were shogi games. And during the times that he wasnât absent from the estate, those would take place every evening, in Sukunaâs own private quarters.
It was an odd decision, considering that the servants played shogi out in the garden, where a proper table was set up for that purpose. But it seemed that Sukuna took care in ensuring your meetings were private - a decision you didnât dare read into too deeply.
You didnât dare read into any of his behaviour too deeply, lest you rip your own heart from your chest.
That first meeting with him had been like nothing youâd ever experienced - genuine desire overcoming you at the deep tone of his voice. Even knowing that he could cause your death with little effort, you couldnât bury the lust within you, a fire that only burned stronger with each encounter with him.
It was hard to hold it together, to pretend that you wouldnât fling yourself into his arms given the chance, but you tried all the same, keeping yourself distant and cold, like you didnât dream of him between your legs each night, imagining the sound of his voice whispering sweet nothings against your ear.
Whether he felt the effect to the same extent you did, you werenât sure. You were certain youâd never know. His interest in you was surrounding shogi, and shogi alone.
One evening, you were sitting across from him having played a handful of games, finding victory had fallen into your hands even more easily than normal. Sukuna seemed distracted by something, the sound of fidgeting settling in your ears. He hadnât moved to start a new game, and based on the shadowy shapes in your vision, you could only assume he was leaning forward upon the table, bringing him close enough for his breath to fan your face.
âI killed today,â he said. Those were the first words heâd spoken to you that evening - you always followed his example with conversation, if he was feeling chatty you would indulge him, if he wished for silence you would give him that too.
You werenât exactly sure where he was going with that statement, nor were you certain what type of response he was seeking, so you offered him a hum of acknowledgement and little more. You didnât wish to think of the death that stained his hands, but nor did it build your animosity towards him.
To some extent you could understand lashing out at the world when you were someone so desperately lonely as he was. Part of you believed that if you hadnât been so frail perhaps youâd lash out at the world for your own condition. His primary servant had told you heâd been despised throughout his life, and when you find only cruelty in humans it's difficult to cling to kindness.
Sukuna wasnât so simple as a mere monster. Youâd understood that in the day youâd spent in his body, and had only further confirmed it by the intelligence he displayed when youâd speak over games of shogi. He had a great admiration for art and skill, and had seemed rather taken when youâd recited poetry, responding with verses of his own.
He was a multi-faceted man, and much of what you saw only seemed to further your attraction to him, even knowing it was wrong, even knowing youâd be hated for it. For once, you felt youâd found someone who understood what it was like to be you, to be cut off from the easy lives lived by most others.
A soul that entwined so perfectly with yours, even if heâd never be aware of such a thing.
âDo you wish to know who I killed?â He asked.
âI know few people, my lord. I doubt a name would mean anything to me.â
âThis one might. Iâve heard youâre familiar with Officer Sugawara? Heâs one of the Shogunâs men?â
Thoughts of your regular flickered through your mind. If you were being honest with yourself, you were glad to not have to see him anymore - him or any of the other clients youâd been forced to take. Courtesan life had been difficult for you, forced into it thanks to the conditions of your birth and kept there by a disability that made it hard to escape the life for something better.
Life in Sukunaâs estate had been easier, especially as the weeks passed and you grew more comfortable in the belief that Sukuna wasn't going to steal your life from you. Youâd lived in fear of Sugawara buying you out, of being forced to live like some doll in the house of a terribly boring man whose voice sounded like nails on a chalkboard to your ears.
âI know him.â
âKnew him, would be more apt. His body lies at the foot of the mountain.â Sukuna spoke matter-of-factly. âHe came to claim you from me. I refused and we couldnât reach an amicable agreement, so I dealt with it another way.â
You werenât sure how to react, struggling to process the words. That Sugawara would follow you down to Hida already came as a surprise, you hadnât known how deep his devotion ran. But somehow, you found yourself rather taken by Sukunaâs decision, by the certainty in his choice to keep you.
To kill a man whose death could cause him issues with the Shogun might as well have been an outright confession of love.
Sugawaraâs death meant little to you. Men like that died all the time, and they saw women as little more than pretty objects to own. Sugawara had seen you as an impressive party trick, a clever cat rather than a human with depth and desires of her own. You hadnât wanted to be his, wouldnât have liked for Sukuna to surrender you to him.
âAre you irritated with me? When I controlled your body you seemed repulsed at his presence. Perhaps you have a heart too soft for blood and death.â
âNo- I-â You hesitated. âDid you do this to protect me?â
There was silence for a moment, and you longed to see his facial expression, but were forced to settle for the hint of confusion in his tone. âOf course. Iâve protected you since bringing you here. You can hardly protect yourself.â
You couldnât find it in you to be offended - heâd been in your body, he knew of your frailty better than anyone.
âWhy? Just because you enjoy shogi so much?â
âSomewhat. Though I must confess, lately I have been losing interest in the game. I feel Iâve come up against an insurmountable wall.â Panic filled you immediately, mind running at a million miles a minute as you analysed his statement. If he was growing bored of playing would he cast you aside? What use did he have for you if not shogi?
But then again, why would he kill Sugawara if he was moments from disposing of you?
âPerhaps it is the fault of my own discipline, for Iâve found it hard to focus on the game for quite some time now.â He hesitated, and you found yourself flinching at the feeling of a soft hand caressing your cheek, leaning into it once you overcame the initial shock of touch. âIt is difficult when you have a beautiful woman sitting across from you. Itâs even harder when my soul calls for you whenever you're near, drowning out any thoughts I might gather of strategy.â
âOh.â You werenât sure what to say, wondering if you should pinch yourself, for many of your dreams centred themselves around such a confession. But the touch had never felt so real before, large fingers brushing against the soft skin of your face.
âI wonder if Iâd be more focussed if I admitted fate might make some sense after all. I have never denied myself anything before now, and Iâm tired of denying myself you. You have captivated me thoroughly, and I believe the hole in my chest was carved out to allow you to one day settle there.â
The words were by far the most romantic statement anyone had ever uttered to you. In your time as a courtesan youâd heard plenty of cheesy and affectionate lines, ones youâd brush off and forget by the time the client was done with you. Sukunaâs words would burrow into your heart and remain there for as long as you drew breath.
Could anyone fault you for loving a monster who would speak such beauty to you? Could you be hated for finding one who had been cursed by the world just like you had?
âI have no care for the Shogunâs men,â Sukuna continued, âin my eyes they are little more than flies most of the time, an annoying thing to be ignored unless they brush too close. Would it amuse you to know I killed Sugawara out of jealousy? To hear that my chest tightened at the idea of you being taken from my side?â
âBecause you enjoy having such a capable rival in intelligence?â You asked, a wry smile creeping onto your face.
âBecause I enjoy you.â
It was clear he was waiting for you to say something. The words that had poured from his mouth were unlike any heâd spoken before, and although you couldnât see him, you could feel the sense of restlessness that gripped his body.
You would not leave him in uncertainty.
âI have only ever seen the world through your eyes,â you confessed shyly, âthe only face I see in the endless darkness is yours, and I dream of it every night.â Sukunaâs fingers twitched against your face. âIf youâll have me, I am yours.â
âEven though Iâm a monster?â He asked. There was no remorse in his tone, nothing to suggest that he was pained over who he was, it was just an honest question for you to answer as you wished. âYou were scared of me when we met. I know you hid yourself from me after discovering our connection, eager to ensure our paths would never cross.â
âBecause I believed you would kill me. I thought you to be a man who would stamp out any notion of love and eliminate me along with it.â
He hummed in acknowledgement, failing to deny your statement. You knew it to be true - if you had lost your shogi game on that first meeting, he wouldâve done exactly that. It was in his nature to love only that which piqued his interest.
âEspecially to be paired with someone so weak, I thought you would consider it an insult.â
He scoffed. âYou are far from weak, Iâve found it impossible to best you.â
âI meant physically,â your voice went small. âI did not imagine the King of Curses would favour a sightless woman, nor one so easily broken.â
He was silent for a moment, seemingly processing your words. âI was small and frail once. Perhaps frailer than you. I wish someone had valued me then for my other virtues. Iâm big enough and sharp enough to make up for your failings and you are clever enough to cover mine.â
Your mind was reeling at the idea of him admitting to having failings. Your heart stirring at his affection, and his easy desire despite your condition.
âI had not imagined a soulmate to be so well suited to me, for my tangles with fate have always been cruel,â he said. âBut youâre something different, something I need at my side, and I will be your eyes, your protector, whatever it is you want in order to keep you there.â
âOh.â You were positively blushing, whole body trembling beneath the weight of lovely words spoken in that deep voice of his.
Your soulmate wanted you.
A man hated by the world and filled with hatred in return had a space carved out for you, a space for love you hadnât known him capable of.
Youâd loved him from the first time youâd met him, drawn to him by an inexplicable force which seemed to grip him just as hard.
Soulmates really were wonderful.
Silence had settled between the two of you, only broken as the table screeched across the floor, the barrier between you removed. Sukuna shifted forward and an arm came to rest around your smaller body, pulling you towards him. His lips pressed against yours in a kiss you could only describe as sweet.
He didnât dominate you in the manner you believed a man like him would, instead he took his time, mapping out your lips and drawing you closer to him, letting you bathe in the warmth of his body against yours. It was almost like he was trying not to scare you, aware that you couldnât see anything he was doing and trying to move slowly as a result.
You wouldnât have minded either way, your fingers clinging to the biceps of his upper arms, desperate for more of a touch youâd only ever dreamed of.
People always said that to finally touch your soulmate was a euphoria like nothing else, and you truly believed them to be right. Your head felt like it was swimming, chest swelling as if Sukunaâs own soul had wriggled beneath your skin to intertwine with your own.
It was a little overwhelming.
âHow I long for you,â he murmured against your ear, breaking the kiss. âI was foolish to have not had you the moment I laid eyes on you, Iâve ached for your touch longer than I care to admit.â
His fingers moved down to your robes, and your breath hitched at the touch. You were no stranger to sex, your job had required it, but the feeling as he undressed you wasnât like any previous encounter youâd had. What regulars thought of your body was insignificant to you, sex was nothing special with them, just something you had to do if you wished to make a living wage.
This was the first time youâd ever been touched for free by someone you desired, and you felt suddenly nervous at your frail body being judged beneath his crimson gaze - especially when you couldnât look upon him in the same moment. There was no distraction in the darkness to keep you from worrying about how his gaze might burn through you, imagining discontent on his handsome face.
A cold chill caught you once your robes fell, leaving you kneeling and exposed in front of him. A soft breath fell from his lips, fingers moving delicately from your shoulders down to your breasts, as if checking you were truly real and there before him. More heat flooded you as his finger brushed over your peaked nipple.
âBeautiful. If I didnât despise the idea of sharing you with another I would paint you like this. Your body is worthy of that reverence.â
âI think my mind is probably more splendid.â You confessed. You had no eyes for awareness of your appearance, and had subsequently never really relied on it. People had said you were lovely, but you could never quite believe it, assuming that they were taking pity on you for your blindness.
âYour mind is exceptional. If I cannot beat you at shogi soon I have half a mind to ask you to assist me with real life strategy,â he said with a chuckle, fingers still trailing a slow path down your body. âBut it doesnât make your body any less lovely, and you cannot deny such things since youâve never seen yourself. Let me be your eyes and tell you that you are breathtaking.â
A shyness overcame you at those words, head angled downwards as if it would hide your blushing state from him. He raised your chin with a finger, his nose bumping yours before capturing your mouth in a kiss once more, bringing you close against his bare chest. You were so lost in the comfort of the kiss, that you found yourself completely caught off guard when something wet swiped against your stomach and breasts.
Flinching in surprise, you drew yourself back in an attempt to understand what was happening. Sukuna laughed, a hand moving into your hair comfortingly. âIt's my tongue,â he spoke easily.
Frowning, you found that his answer didnât make sense, because still the wet appendage explored your breasts, sending your heartrate flying as it flicked against your nipple with impressive accuracy. How could he be speaking but also doing that?
âThereâs a mouth on my stomach. Perhaps you didnât notice when you controlled my body.â
You were ashamed to admit you hadnât noticed such a thing. Sukuna had been naked when youâd awoken in his body, and youâd been quick to dress him up in robes, feeling rude to intrude upon the body of another without consent. Youâd very intentionally not paid too much attention to the workings of his body, not when the first thing youâd seen was the oddity he sported between his legs.
The memory that he had two of what most men only had one, suddenly had you feeling a little nervous in your position. You had no time to voice such nervousness before he was picking you up, allowing his second tongue to continue its onslaught while he carried you over to the bed, depositing you down upon the silk.
His weight moved on top of you, and he swallowed a gasp with his lips as his monstrous tongue shifted its attention from your breasts down to between your legs, dexterously finding a path between your things and lathering your pussy with attention while Sukuna consumed your mouth. Tears pricked in your eyes at the sensation, unaccustomed to a feeling like that.
In all your years as a courtesan, youâd never been eaten out. Men didnât come to brothels to serve women, they came to have their own needs attended to, and youâd done that in whichever manner they desired. You were grateful to have never experienced that feeling before, because it was a blessing to have Sukuna be your first.
Pressure built in your stomach over a series of minutes, overwhelmed by the way he seemed to be everywhere. A tongue between your lips, another between your thighs, hands squeezing your breasts, tweaking your nipples, more hands gripping your hips, pulling you up onto his secondary tongue to allow it a better angle to overwhelm you.
For the first time, you started to understand how Sukuna must feel whenever he played you at shogi - stumbling blindly in the dark whilst overcome from all angles with no means of knowing what was going to come next. It was pleasure in its highest form, and you were quick to cum with a yelp of his name, tears dripping from the corners of your eyes.
Sukuna broke the kiss, breathing heavily against your ear. It was a sound you enjoyed, one you could listen to all day if heâd allow you. âI have imagined you beneath me like this every night this week,â he mused, âmy imagination is hardly as pleasant as having the real thing. You taste much sweeter than my mind could conjure.â
Again, you were flushing red. âY-you can taste me throughâŠthat?â
âOf course.â You were certain he was grinning, âAnd Iâm glad that I can.â His secondary tongue was still moving slowly through your folds, lapping up the remnants of your first orgasm, teasingly flicking against your clit and making your shudder.
The two of you stayed like that for a while, breathing quietly together. You werenât sure what Sukuna wanted to do next, but for a moment you were happy to savor the warmth of his heavy body, twitching while he lazily continued his attention to your body. How you longed to see him, eager to witness the expression he was wearing while he attended to you.
All you had to go off was the erratic beating of his heart where his chest was pressed against you.
âLet me have you,â he murmured against your ear. âLet me make you mine.â
âIâm already yours.â
âIs that so? Then let me make it official.â
He shifted atop you, withdrawing his secondary tongue. In the absence of that heat between your thighs, you grew suddenly aware of a heavy pressure against your leg. Your mind jumped to the image of his cocks that youâd filed away in the back of your mind, gut twisting at the thought of either one of them pressing into you.
Sukuna chuckled from above you, a hand coming to stroke your hair. âYouâve seen them, havenât you?â
You nodded.
âI can tell, youâve got that scared little look on your face. Itâs fascinating, when you play shogi youâre unreadable, but outside of that? Youâre practically an open book with your emotions always written across your face.â
Pouting, you let humiliation wash over you. Nobody had ever told you that before. It was hard to guard one's emotions when you had no measure of how the faces of others looked. That was something youâd have to work on. At least you had the good sense to give nothing away when you played shogi.
Another laugh echoed from his lips. âEven now I can see your panic. Itâs very endearing.â
Any protest or response you had for him faded away into the recesses of your brain as he shuffled on top of you. He maneuvered you carefully into a new position, raising your legs and placing them up atop his broad shoulders. You were grateful for your flexibility in that moment, because the size difference between the two of you made that no easy task.
Sukuna was watching you from above while he positioned one of his cocks between your legs, running it steadily through your wet folds in a way that had you shivering with desire, still not fully recovered from the actions of his tongue. You were quick to discover that his focus was on his lower cock, as the upper one bumped pleasurably against your clit.
âYou know,â he mused, stilling his movements. âIâm surprised you struck no deal with me. It is what I had imagined you would do.â
âWhat?â
âIâd assumed I would ask for more and you would refuse me. Iâd thought your respect was tied to shogi, that you would refuse anything from me unless I was capable of beating you.â Your mind moved to Sugawara as you connected the dots. Sukuna believed youâd made that deal before, as if that tiresome Official hadnât dictated those rules of his own choosing.
Shogi was a game you adored, mainly because it was an activity you could excel at even without sight, unlike many other courtesan pastimes such as painting, which would forever be an impossibility for you. But it was by no means something you made all your decisions on, nor were you particularly interested in the skill of others.
If someone could defeat you, you would congratulate them for their win and move on, it would ultimately mean little.
To you, it was little more than a game. To various men, it seemed to be something held in much higher regard - a true mark of intelligence rather than a game for which one could learn and remember strategies to allow them a win.
It mattered little to you whether Sukuna could defeat you or not. Your affection for him wasnât tied to it in any manner.
âTo make such a demand would be wasting my own time. Why would I turn down a man I desire over something so trivial? Besides, my bet with Sugawara was made to ensure I never had to lay with him, that is not the fate I want for us.â
âSo you believe I am incapable of winning?â He asked, with greater disappointment than youâd been expecting.
âI do,â you said with a giggle, âjust as I am incapable of emerging victorious in a battle. We all have our strengths.â
A yelp fell from you as he pushed the tip of his cock into you, catching you unawares. âYeah?â He asked, pressing deeper into you, his fingers tangling tightly into your hair. âRather sure of yourself, arenât you?â
You couldnât help but laugh again - even in the midst of the dull pain of him driving into you, there was something so endearingly pathetic about his words.
âI am. But youâre free to challenge me whenever you like.â
He was silent as he bottomed out inside of you, his face falling to your neck and leaving a trail of kisses and bites along your skin while he allowed you some time to adjust. You were grateful for his consideration of your wellbeing, fingers digging into his skin, your gut aching as he leaned forwards over you, pushing your legs higher on his shoulders.
There was no question that he was the largest man youâd ever had inside you, practically tearing you apart with his intrusion, but after a few minutes of stillness you found yourself able to relax, the panic exhibited by your body slowly dissipating as you accommodated his size.
âI will challenge you whenever I like,â he whispered against your ear. âAfter this, the cloud of lust youâve placed in my mind will be thinner, and I will beat you with ease.â
âOh, Iâm sure-â
Your snarky response was promptly cut off as he withdrew himself from you, only to swiftly fill you up once more, pulling a desperate cry of his name from your lips. There was no second adjustment period given, instead you found yourself clinging on for dear life as he filled you over and over again with swift and deep thrusts that had your eyes rolling back.
One of his hands moved to your stomach, pressing down against the bulge where his cock would press up inside you. It was clear he was fascinated by it, finding great enjoyment in you being claimed by him. You were certain he was no virgin, but it seemed that you were the first woman who meant something to him, the first one who was worth something beyond carnal pleasure.
Legs quivering beneath the weight of his thrusts, you appreciated the way two of his hands came to rest on your thighs, keeping you steady with each brutal snap of his hips. You were crying and whining, your hands blindly reaching for him but finding him just out of range in this position. Seemingly to appease you, he leant further forward, really testing the flexibility of your legs as he practically folded you in half.
Lips pressed against your forehead affectionately, and you enjoyed every single second of his attention, mind floating off on a cloud as your gut tightened with each careful stroke, your walls flexing around his cock. Your whole body felt like it was on fire, a feeling only heightened by the erratic contact of his higher cock rubbing up against your clit.
âYou feel so good, fuck. I canât last like this,â he grumbled, never losing pace. It stroked your ego to know of his desire, to understand just how much heâd been holding back since your first meeting. It was everything you imagined the joining of two soulmates would be - desperately euphoric and overflowing with pleasure.
Sex had never felt so good, it had never really felt good at all, and yet you could spend eternity with Sukuna buried inside of you, your bodies and souls joined just as they were always meant to be.
He was yours and you were his. It was just as fate had decreed.
There was nothing stopping the scream that ripped through you as you finally teetered over the edge, your body convulsing in pleasure and clamping down on Sukunaâs thick cock, eager to milk him for all he was worth. You were sobbing his name and writhing against the silk sheets, your hands gripping them desperately in an attempt to anchor yourself to something in the throes of pleasure.
Sukuna couldnât hold on long after that either, spilling into you with a warmth that only heightened your pleasure. His other cock found its release at the same time, cum dripping down onto your stomach in a manner that youâd usually find disgusting, if it werenât your soulmate who was doing it to you. He groaned your name quietly, and let your legs fall from his shoulders.
Without the barrier of your thighs, he settled himself down on top of you, pressing kisses all over your face, his cock still twitching inside your exhausted pussy. You let him lather you with affection, still trying to come to terms with this side of Sukuna. It had been what youâd wanted, what you believed he was capable of, but you hadnât dreamed it would truly happen.
The most you believed youâd get from him was a lifetime of shogi matches, in which the two of you would remain close but never cross the line youâd been so desperate to leap across.
âHas the fog of lust lifted?â You teased. âDo you believe now you can defeat me?â
Sukuna let out a low, rumbling chuckle. âPerhaps we will have to do that a few more times for it to fully ease.â
âOh is that so?â You giggled, reaching out for his hair. He gripped your wrist and moved it into position, allowing you to play with the soft locks youâd been so eager to touch since the first time youâd seen them upon his head.
You wished you could gaze upon that lovely shade of pink once more, but it was enough to know he was there before you, yours to touch as you pleased.
âMmm, I think it would help,â he purred.
âIâm sure that can be arranged.â
Youâd give him whatever he wanted. You were his and he was yours for as long as heâd have you.
a/n: I had so much fun writing this one! thinking about doing one soulmate au for each of the jjk men because I find them so enjoyable to play with <3
anyway, for any crazy in love fans, the next chapter will be out towards the end of this week!
The first mistake you made was using Reddit to find a roommate. The second was moving in with him anyway. Satoru Gojo is a gorgeous man and a terminally online incel who will explain exactly why a nice guy like him can't get a girlfriend.
When you decide to weaponize your hotness against his incel worldview, you expect to break him and his âalpha male" ideologies. You do not expect to spend a random evening getting your roommate's dick out of a stuck cock ring.
pairing: Gojo Satoru x reader
warnings: 18+ (mdni!!), explicit sexual content, afab!reader, modern AU, roommate AU, nerdjo, incel!gojo, virgin!gojo, oral (m and f receiving), piv, creampie, light degradation, praise kink, cum in hair, cum eating, cum-drunk, pussy-drunk, cock rings, fleshlights, improper use of hair tie, improper use of yogurt (accidentally ??), oil and fluids everywhere, itâs a bit disgusting, light choking, groping, big time copium from reader, secondhand embarrassment youâd die, reddit, incel stuff, crack treated seriously, fluff, smut, slow burn but the burn is just pure cringe
word count: 17k
The first mistake you made was using Reddit to find a roommate. Shouldâve been a red flag, really. The second was agreeing to meet the guy in person.
You walked into the coffee shop, scanning the midday crowd for someone who matched the description â twenty-something, remote-employed, appreciates a quiet living environment. You were expecting a tired grad student, maybe. Or some tech guy in a Patagonia fleece. Something like that.
Instead, you found a gorgeous, gorgeous looking man. And you were confident it was him, since there were exactly two men present â him, and some grandpa having his afternoon caffeine fix.
And the guy was, objectively and objectifyingly speaking, probably the prettiest guy you had ever laid your eyes on. Way too tall, way too broad, the messy hair and the cute glasses adding the je ne sais quoi of the hot nerd aesthetic you were simply too weak for. Even hunched over his phone like that, he looked aggressively cute. But, letâs be honest, you weren't exactly against a cheeky roommates-to-lovers situation, if you catch my drift.
You stopped dead in your tracks.Â
Oh no. Oh YES.
Your heart went thump thump thump! like crazy as you stood there, frozen between the door and the counter. Living with a man who looked like that was a direct threat to your peace. And his too, probably. You couldn't believe you had practically won a jackpot over freaking Reddit. And apparently Reddit was only full of weird people, as if. So you took a breath, adjusted your posture, and walked over.
But then the panic hit. Because someone who looked like that was probably bringing home a different girl every night. And youâd have to listen to the stupid Thump. Thump. Thump. of his bed through the thin drywall. Every single time.
Suck it and see, you never know, girl.
From his side of the table, Satoru had already run the numbers. His eyes tracked your movement the second you started walking over, assessing. You were cute, yes. Approachable hot, not intimidating hot. You didnât look like the type whoâd expect him to pay for everything or make fun of his personality. And most importantly â you had messaged him first on the housing thread.
That meant the dynamic was already set. You were practically already his. Why else would a girl willingly want to live with a man? The power balance was secured. Handled. Handed to him on a silver platter, just like all the podcasts had promised.
You slid into the booth across from him. "Satoru?"
"You're exactly two minutes and forty seconds late," Satoru announced, and you feared that wasn't a joke. He checked his phone screen. "Statistically speaking, women in their twenties are usually ten to fifteen minutes late to initial meetups to assert social dominance. Two minutes is almost negligible. I like the effort."
You stared at him. What the fuck. You hadn't even taken your jacket off yet.
"I got caught at a red light," you said slowly, furrowing your eyebrows and eyeing his hands. Why were they so big?
âRight. Variables.â Satoru nodded, looking way too serious about the whole thing. He leaned back, crossing his arms over his chest. âSo â I brought the lease agreement. As I mentioned, I have a 780 credit score and I want dishes done within twenty-four hours. To prevent breeding grounds for fruit flies.â He slid the keys across the table along with the papers, completely unprompted. âI assume you donât have a problem with basic hygiene? You shouldnât haveââ his eyes dragged over you, slow and sleazy, ââjudging by your appearance.â
You looked at the keys. Then at his stupidly pretty, already supremely annoying face.
Your brain was trying to throw up big red warning signs, but you really needed the space. It was cheap. Close to work. And youâd have to survive maybe a year or two before you could afford a one-bedroom on your own.
You go, girl.
âIâm clean,â you said, picking up the keys. You narrowed your eyes at him, trying to figure out exactly what brand of lunatic you were about to chain yourself to. âListen. Youâre not going to be weird, are you?â
Satoru tilted his head, genuinely confused. âDefine weird.â
You bit your lip.
There went those âquickâ two years of your life.
You already knew the answer. You already fucking knew. Time for some hard coping. Maybe this was just a phase. Maybe heâd snap out of it soon. Maybe heâd gone through a breakup and was just being salty. That was probably it.
And to be fair, the first few weeks werenât actually that weird. You were getting to know each other, learning how to exist in the same space. It was quiet, even. You wouldâve paid good money to keep it like that forever.
But spoiler alert â you couldnât have been more wrong.
Satoru had not gone through a bad breakup. You suspected he had never gone through any breakup at all ever. Once he got comfortable enough to drop the act, or perhaps as some calculated 4D chess move to trap you past the point of getting your deposit back, his true colors started showing.
Satoru didnât bring girls home. He didnât do any of the hot-man things youâd expected either. Instead, he spent most of his free time on Reddit, arguing with strangers about the state of modern dating, and why ânice guysâ were being chronically overlooked by society.
After about a month, it clicked.
This man was chronically, terminally online. And an incel on top of it all.
The rule of never judging a book by its cover confirmed itself in the most jarring way possible. Would say, you played yourself there girl, but who am I to judge.
It started with the staring. Youâd be sitting at the kitchen island in your sleep shirt, eating a bowl of Cheerios, and youâd look up to find him just⊠watching you. He never looked away when you caught him either. Heâd just blink those big, stupidly pretty blue eyes at you, gaze heavy and analytical, like he was trying to calculate your exact molecular structure. Which, in a way, he was. Carefully assessing the harmony of your facial features, exactly like the looksmaxxing subreddit had probably told him to.
You were always the one who had to look away first, your face feeling weirdly hot.
Then came the rants. Youâd come home from a brutal shift and collapse onto the couch, and Satoru would emerge from his room like clockwork. Heâd drop down next to you, eyes glued to his phone, and start talking like someone had asked.
âItâs basic hypergamy,â he announced one night, to absolutely no one. âMen are biologically disadvantaged in the modern dating sphere because of the top-twenty-percent rule.â
You didnât even look at him. You just kept staring at the TV and wondered how long you could keep nodding along before it would become suspicious.
And he would just keep going.
Spewing the most vile, stupid shit while you sat there, eyes flicking from the TV to him and back, nodding along because you genuinely did NOT care. Top twenty what percent? Wasnât he objectively in the top ten at least? What the hell was he even talking about? Every time you didnât answer, he probably took it as agreement. You just deadass had nothing to say to him.
Not because you lacked the energy to argue â though you kind of did, because talking to this manchild was like talking to a wall, and even that wouldâve been more productive â but mostly because you werenât even listening anymore. Youâd learned how to tune him out pretty quickly.
You were tolerating him. Thatâs what you told yourself. You were tolerating him, and it had nothing to do with the fact that ever since you first laid eyes on him, your brain had decided to revert to its most embarrassing caveman settings.
Like that one evening when you were walking down the hallway toward the kitchen and the bathroom door opened.
Satoru stepped out, dripping wet. White hair plastered to his forehead, water still running down his chest, wearing nothing but a towel slung dangerously low on his hips. You shamelessly followed his happy trail. The way the towel barely clung on his hips.
Your brain stalled at the sight of his pretty body and your mouth went dry. You reminded yourself why you were tolerating him. Then berated yourself for doing exactly what he did â objectifying.
But hey. What's better than an incel asshole? A hot incel asshole. That's what's better. Congratulations to you specifically, really found a rock between a sea of gems.
You thought you had it handled. White-knuckle your way through the lease. Easy peasy lemon squeezy.
And then you walked past his partially open bedroom door and heard him on Discord.
"Yeah, I mean, the living situation is okay," Satoru was saying, sounding so perfectly reasonable. You thought he was going to say something nice. What a good roommate she is, how glad he was to have you there.
"She's clean. And yeah, she's hot, but she's not like super hot hot where it's scary, you know? She's cute hot. Next door hot, pretty hot. Just my type, you know my type, dude. I can definitely work with that."
You froze in the hallway.
Your face did something that could only be described as a visual representation of what the fuck.
Cute hot. I can definitely work with that.
What does that even mean? You knew exactly what it meant, unfortunately. He wasn't just a weird roommate. He was a weird roommate actively running some kind of deranged, incel-fueled long game on you. Casually. Over Discord.Â
You quietly backed away, went to your room, locked the door, and screamed into your pillow.
It was not like your roommate was describing you like a property investment to someone over Discord while you were standing mere feet away.Â
You hated this. You hated him. And you hated yourself for having been even remotely apologetic about it, for feeling your heart skip a beat when he said just my type. Curse you and your completely stupid and irrational attraction to someone you should probably be filing a restraining order against! But god, he was so so cute. If he could just shut the fuck up, or get lobotomized, or something. You could take him to Claire's over the weekend?
But to his credit, and you could not fucking believe you were giving him even some credit at all right now, he was sometimes tolerable, heavy on the sometimes. The man never missed a rent payment. He scrubbed the bathtub weekly. He always bought the expensive brand of paper towels, the ones with the little flower pattern you liked.
Good roommate, structurally speaking. Nightmare, every other way.
And the attraction was just a proximity issue. Obviously. Everyone would have this problem. It would go away. His personality was ass. Soon enough you'd look at him and convince yourself his looks were ass too. Start acknowledging his hotness the way you acknowledged anything asexual.
It was totally fine. You were fine. He was just a guy. A guy who happened to look like a Final Fantasy character rendered in 4K, but still just a guy. A nice guy.
And work with that, he definitely did. Because he was fine too! Just not in any way he would ever admit to his Discord buddies.
Because doing it the normal way guys in their sexual prime do was completely fine. He was in his twenties, so naturally, his mind wandered a bit when his head hit the pillow with passing thoughts about the way your sleep shirt rode up your bare thigh. There was absolutely nothing wrong with getting off while thinking about someone! It was just the normal biological need the podcasts yapped about! It was healthy to be sexually active, even if his only active partner was his fist.
And if that happened to escalate into jerking off to a completely innocent Instagram picture and coming all over his phone screen while staring at your pixelated smile? Also completely normal! Everyone dealt with new living arrangements differently; someone screamed into their pillow, someone else was jerking off every time you got said person inexplicably hard! He couldn't be expected to live like a celibate monk when he was just a poor, horny guy trapped in an apartment with a gorgeous roommate who also happened to be exactly his type. He wasn't being a creep! He was just adapting to his environment.
Goddamn.
It wasn't fine. He wasn't fine, you weren't fine either.
But as the weeks dragged on, he started getting worse.
The passive-aggressive creepiness turned into passive-aggressive entitlement. He had decided, completely on his own, that the two of you were basically already together. You could feel it in the way he hovered. In the way he looked at you like he was waiting for something. Like a bill was coming due and he was just giving you time to find your wallet.
It started with the food.
Without any discussion, he started either making food for both of you or straight-up eating what youâd made for yourself. Like that was just the new normal now.
âSatoru, did you eat my food?â youâd ask, staring at the empty space in the fridge where your meal had been. The one youâd been looking forward to all day. And heâd just nod from the couch like it was the most normal, domestic thing in the world â not a direct violation of the rules youâd set when you moved in.
Or there was the night you came home completely drained, fully prepared to eat a sleeve of saltines and a bucket of ice cream for dinner, only to walk into the apartment smelling like garlic and roasted vegetables.
Satoru was actually at the stove, cooking. A rare sight â the man usually survived on takeout and DoorDash. And heâd used your expensive dried tomatoes. The ones youâd been saving for a special occasion. The ones youâd deliberately shoved to the back of the fridge so he wouldnât find them.
âMen in the kitchen are a rare sight, I know,â he said, not looking at you as he stirred, trying to look like the eighth world wonder. âBut I thought â what if I made pasta? Itâs the one my mom used to make. Figured Iâd make it for myself. Made a lot though, so⊠you can have some too, I guess.â
He was already plating a portion for you as he spoke, trying and failing to look casual while clearly nervous you wouldnât like it.
You watched him for a moment and felt something shift in your chest. You immediately labeled it as hunger and moved on.
He didnât ask if you liked it. He just assumed you would. And he was right, yeah you ate it, but that wasnât the point. The pasta wasnât even that good. Way too salty. But it sat warm in your belly, and you didnât have it in you to tell him the truth.
You thanked him for the meal but didnât acknowledge the grand gesture you hadnât agreed to in the first place. You didnât make conversation and went straight to do the dishes.
When you glanced back, he was watching you with that look again.
You looked away first.
And of course an incel like that would have opinions about your love life too.
Youâd been seeing someone â nothing serious, just a guy from Hinge. Two dates in, and you were still on the fence. He didnât make your heart do that stupid thump thump thump, and his hairline wasnât all that great either.
You made the mistake of mentioning a possible third date while making coffee, trying to have a normal, boring conversation about your respective lives.
âI think Iâm going to see him again on Saturday,â you said, mostly to your mug.
Satoru looked up from his phone. He was always on his phone doing gods know what.
"The architect guy?"
"Nah, I ghosted that one. Different guy."
A pause. He furrowed his eyebrows the way he did when he was assessing something. âHow many are there?â
You gave him a warning look.
"I'm just asking."
"And I'm not answering," you said, rolling your eyes.
He put his phone down, which was never a good sign. You turned back to the coffee machine.
âI just think,â he started.
âDonât,â you muttered, already regretting bringing it up.
"âthat you're not being strategic about this."
You turned back around, mentally preparing for what was about to come.
âAbout dating. Statistically speaking, cycling through too many low-value options in a short period of time actually decreases your own value. If you want to attract a high-value manââ
He didnât just mean men. He meant himself. Which, bless him, but also fuck him for putting it like that.
You stared at him for a moment, seriously considering yelling and throwing your mug at his stupidly symmetrical face.
âSatoru,â you said. âDid you just tell me Iâm getting ran-through?â
He opened his mouth, then immediately closed it. His ears went pink â he had probably clocked his own stupidity, apparently, which was a first.
"No! It's not â that's not what Iâ" he started, hands coming up like he was surrendering.
"Where did you even hear that phrase?"
"It's a concept fromâ"
"No." You held up a hand. "No, I don't want to know, actually. You just made me really upset."
You picked up your coffee and looked at him â standing there in his stupid nerdy sleep shirt, with his stupidly cute messy hair, genuinely confused about why this had gone wrong. Like he really thought youâd realize he was right and apologize on your knees for even mentioning other men.
You felt furious. Tired. And something else you werenât going to name.
You couldnât believe youâd ever imagined getting railed into oblivion by this man. Instead, you had to talk to him like he was a toddler. You had a feeling you were going to become a cautionary tale. A PSA about what happens when you move in with an incel.
You went on the date that Saturday anyway. It was fine. The guy was fine-ish â less fine after the weird-ass conversation youâd had with Satoru prior. You came home to find him on the couch, waiting. Expecting something. But neither of you said a word. You just went to your room, got into bed, and stared at the ceiling.
You were so fucking tired.
Tired of dates that were just fine. Tired of coming home to this. Tired of the whole thing.
So you cancelled the next one. And the one after that.
Men were mediocre anyway, you told yourself. You needed peace. You needed to stop cycling through low-value options â god, you couldnât believe that phrase was living rent-free in your head now. You were going to find whatever podcast invented it and send the hosts very ugly, very threatening email.
And maybe the apartment really was full of questionable worldviews, because somewhere between the sexual marketplace value speeches and his creepy behavior, you developed one of your own.
You became morbidly into the idea of breaking his incel resolve. Like youâd accidentally discovered a new kink.
Not even in a romantic way. More like youâd started writing a very questionable mental screenplay about dismantling him piece by piece. Watching the podcast rot leak out of him in real time. Making the incel guy want you so badly he forgot every subreddit he was joined in, until he was pathetic enough to cry at your feet â and you werenât even the dominant type!
Wasnât there a term for that? There had to be. Youâd read the fanfictions. Youâd read the think pieces. And every time youâd wondered why women did this to themselves.
Now you knew exactly why.
It was like disaster tourism. Some people went to Chernobyl for the thrill. Some people chased storms. You were simply built different.
Because when a man looked you in the eye and said shit like, âItâs actually been studied. Women who wear revealing clothing in domestic settings are subconsciously signaling availability to increase their mate value. Itâs an evolutionary response to competition,â and meant it â like he hadnât just dropped full Andrew Tate shit on a random Wednesday night â you werenât going to let it slide.
You were already stretched thin. And he was on very thin ice.
So you made a plan.
You were going to show him exactly what skimpy clothing did to a man like him. And you werenât going to think too hard about why this was probably the stupidest idea youâd had in a while.
Because who would voluntarily wear less clothes when they could just put on three more layers to prove a point?
You, apparently.
You dug out the shorts you hadnât worn since sophomore year. The ones that left half your ass out and the tank top that made your boobs look obscene. All to "prove a point."
Satoru was at the kitchen island when you walked in, like every morning.
You leaned against the counter, grabbed your yogurt from the fridge, and started eating your probiotic-balanced breakfast, like every morning.
He was still on his phone.
You were starting to think the plan had lowkey a flaw â mainly the part where he wasnât even looking at you â when he stood up and walked over to the sink to put his mug away.
He reached past you.
The mug hit the bottom of the sink with a loud clang as he stood frozen and way too close. Staring at you with his mouth slightly open, ears going pink in real time as the color crept up from his jaw. He was looking at you exactly how youâd hoped he would⊠and now that it was actually happening, your stomach did a stupid little flip.
You went to put the spoon back in your mouth.
But your hand missed and the spoonful of Activia went down your chin, down your neck, and disappeared between your tits.
Satoruâs eyes followed it the whole way. You felt your nipples tighten under the thin fabric as he stared. Then his gaze dragged back up, slow, before dropping to what you were wearing.
When he finally looked at your face again, his ears werenât just pink anymore. They were red.
âUh. Y-you have yogurt. On yourââ He gestured vaguely at your chest. ââon your b-boobs.â
You stared at him. He stared back â at your face, at your chest, at your legs, everywhere.
âYeah,â you said. âI noticed, âToru.â
You grabbed a paper towel and dragged it slowly down your neck, then slipped your other arm under your boobs to lift them higher, making the cleanup easier for you and significantly harder for him. You could tell by the way he was squirming.
He swallowed. A loud, audible gulp in the quiet kitchen. His Adamâs apple bobbed like it was trying to escape.
âRight. G-good â you cleaned it up. I-it was very messy,â he managed to get out, voice a full octave lower and cracking at the end. His eyes were half-lidded, ears still burning red.
Then he fled. He turned so fast he clipped his hip on the doorframe and didnât even react to the pain before disappearing down the hallway.
You felt victorious. Youâd fried his alpha-male-rotted brain. Youâd proven your point. You were the apex predator of this apartment!
But then you took a breath and noticed your hands were shaking.
Your nipples were still painfully hard against the thin fabric of your tank top. And there was a warm, insistent ache low in your belly, sending little shockwaves down to your toes.
Wait.
What the fuck.
You looked down at your chest, then at the empty doorway like he might still be there.
Why the hell were you horny?
You were supposed to be the disaster tourist here. You were supposed to be watching the meltdown from a safe distance. Disaster tourists didnât usually get turned on by the radiation. They didnât usually want the hazard to come back out of his room, pin them against the counter, and put his stupid big hands on their hips.
You threw the paper towel into the trash harder than necessary. It hit the side and did a pathetic little plop! pathetically to the floor.
You slammed your bedroom door and threw yourself onto the bed, burying your burning face in the pillows.
The plan had worked perfectly.
Even if you had to dig out your vibrator later just to make the weird tingling go away.
It was just a power trip. Just the adrenaline of winning. Thatâs all it was. Power trips made people horny. It was biology. It was science.
Take that, Satoru!
And oh, he took it.
Across the hallway, Satoru was melting into his mattress. A bruise was already forming where heâd slammed into the doorframe. The image of that yogurt dragging down between your tits was burned into his brain. He was throbbing, and it was fucking pathetic.
He tried jerking off like usual â fist tight, imagining you on your knees â but it wasnât enough anymore. Hadnât been for weeks, actually. His hand wasnât cutting it.
So he reached into the back of his bottom drawer and pulled out the silicone toy heâd bought recently. He was embarrassed, but too worked up to care. At least now he could pretend it was your tight pussy he was fucking into.
It was a new low. He knew it was a new low. But he did it anyway, eyes squeezed shut as he used the fleshlight, imagining you on top of him, under him, beside him â it didnât matter. Anything was better than coming on his own just from the memory of yogurt dripping down your skin.
But of course, once the post-nut clarity hit, he took the whole thing the completely wrong way.
Because really, what did you think was going to happen?
You thought parading around half-naked in front of a terminally online incel would make him fall to his knees and magically develop self-awareness?
No. Of course not.
He thought you did it on purpose. For him specifically.
And yeah, you did do it on purpose â just not for the reason he thought. You were trying to break his brain. Make a joke out of his worldview! Instead, all you did was make him hard for three days straight and give him a terrifying amount of hope.
It validated every single pseudo-scientific dating theory heâd ever read. In his mind, you werenât mocking him. You were submitting to his superior frame. You were âsignaling availability.â
You hadnât broken his incel resolve. Youâd accidentally reinforced it. Applause.
And now Satoru believed, with full Reddit-backed certainty, that he had won. Heâd played the long game. Heâd kept his alpha composure. And now the cute roommate in the tiny gym shorts was finally ready to yield.
And worst of all? He started being creepy on purpose.
Before, the hovering and staring had been unconscious. Now he was doing it with intention. It was time to âestablish physical dominanceâ and âbreak the touch barrier,â according to whatever the fuck forum thread heâd absorbed that week.Â
He started finding excuses to be near you â reaching past you for things he didnât need just to brush his chest against your shoulder, leaving you wrapped in his scent. Heâd sit too close on the couch, close enough that you could feel the heat coming off him.
And it was working. You hated that it was working.
Every time his hand brushed yours or his fingers grazed your waist, your skin broke out in goosebumps. You could feel yourself reacting to his nervous little attempts to mark his territory, and it was driving you insane.
You were sitting on the couch eating your well deserved Pad Thai straight out of the takeout box while a true-crime documentary played in the background.
Satoru emerged from his room, did his usual hover-routine like some awkward mating dance, and then sat down. Right next to you.
Without taking his eyes off the TV, he reached over and placed his hand on your bare thigh.
It was this weird twitchy movement between caress and a customs agent stamping a passport.
His fingers kept flexing like he was fighting the urge to either pull away or drag them higher. You sat frozen, staring down at his hand, silently daring it to move. Then mentally cursing yourself for even letting it happen in the first place.
A rush of heat flooded your chest and cheeks. It burned under his palm and shot straight down between your legs.
Ovulation. Itâs just ovulation.
"Satoru," you said slowly.Â
He was staring straight ahead at the TV, posture stiff as a board and he was even redder than you.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â
He flinched, yanking his hand back into his lap and hunching over. âN-nothing.â
He cleared his throat but didnât move away. His knee stayed pressed against yours. He took a breath, puffing his chest out as he tried to reclaim his âalphaâ frame, then glanced at you as you took a shaky bite of noodles.
âSo,â he started again, voice slipping into that pseudo-intellectual podcast cadence that always made your eye twitch. âI was reading a thread today. About proximity and domestic investment.â
You didn't look at him, listened to the Ted Bundy facts coming from the documentary narrator. Chewed and brushed him off. "Fascinating."
âIt actually is,â he continued, completely unbothered. He leaned back, stretching his arm along the back of the couch and caging you in. âBecause it highlights the flaw in modern female psychology. Women always say they want a nice guy. Someone who provides stability. Someone who pays his bills on time, remembers to buy toilet paper, and keeps a clean, optimal living environment.â
He paused, letting the weight of his own perceived perfection hang in the air.
âBut,â Satoru said, turning his head to look at you, eyes locking onto yours with that same entitled certainty, âwhen that exact man is sitting right in front of them, offering unwavering loyalty and a high-value domestic partnership, they stay willfully blind. They friendzone him. Tease him. Cycle through low-tier guys from dating apps instead. Itâs biologically counterproductive.â
The only sound in the room was the dramatic music coming from the TV now. You dropped your chopsticks into the takeout box, which suddenly felt too heavy in your lap.
He was so confident in his entitlement it actually made you sick. It was ruining your fucking appetite.
He thought doing the bare minimum â acting like a decent human being with basic hygiene â earned him loyalty points he could cash in for sex. Like some kind of fucked-up grocery store rewards program.
You turned your body toward him fully, voice eerily quiet.
âLet me get this straight,â you said. âYouâre sitting here, in our living room, getting mad at me because your nice-guy vending machine is broken?â
Satoru blinked, his brow furrowing like he genuinely didnât understand what the problem was.
âIâm stating a statisticalââ
âShut up.â
The words came out sharp enough to cut. You werenât playing anymore. One more podcast quote and you were going to rip the hair out of his stupidly pretty head.
His mouth snapped shut. He looked genuinely startled. Youâd never told him to shut up before â not like that. Youâd always just nodded, or rolled your eyes, or tuned him out.
âYou think this is a transaction,â you said, eyes narrowing. âYou think because you scrub the bathtub and pay your half of the rent on time, youâre earning points? Youâre keeping score. You did the bare minimum and now youâre waiting for me to drop to my knees in gratitude like you were providing for me?â
âI am a provider,â he argued, chest puffing out even as his voice lost some of its usual arrogance. âI bring high valueââ
âYou bring decency at best!â you snapped, throwing your hands up. âDoing your own dishes doesnât make you a high-value alpha male, Satoru. It makes you an adult. But you donât actually care about being a good roommate. Youâre just dressing your entitlement up as niceness and acting like I owe you something because you havenât been actively terrible to me.â
âThatâs notââ He reached up to adjust his glasses, a nervous habit youâd never seen from him before. âIâm just saying that logically, the optimal choice for youââ
âThere is no logic!â you snapped, standing up before you did something stupid like strangle him. âYou donât even like me! You just think youâre owed me because Iâm convenient and I live here!â
Satoru flinched. All the color drained from his face.
You stood over him, breathing hard, looking down at this gorgeous, six-foot-three idiot who was staring up at you like youâd just rewritten the laws of physics. He looked lost. Stupid. Like he didnât know what to do with his hands.
âBut you acted likeââ he started, then caught himself, shoulders squaring like he was trying to hold onto his frame. âYou know what, forget it. Youâre just proving my point. A guy does everything right, stays consistent, stays present, and the girl justââ he gestured at you with a disbelieving laugh, ââmoves the goalposts. Weâve been living together for months. Friends for just as long. I thought if I followed the steps exactly, Iâd finally get toâ we wouldâ I donât understand how this is supposed to work, okay?! How is a guy ever supposed to figure it out if the steps are a lie and I havenât evenââ
âSatoru.â
He stopped. Mouth snapped shut. The tips of his ears suddenly burned bright red.
The realization hit you like a bucket of cold water.
Oh my fucking god.
Youâd suspected it once or twice, but the thought had always flickered and died. Now it all clicked into place.
Heâd never gotten his dick wet.
Your roommate was a six-foot-three virgin who thought turning to men who felt entitled to sex was a reasonable solution to his problems. What an absolute fucking mess. You almost felt sorry for him.
Almost.
âYouâre an incredibly good-looking guy, Satoru,â you said quietly. Sincerely. âObjectively hot. Get your shit together, touch some grass, and youâll be fine. Youâll be more than fine. But until you stop treating women like a math test youâre trying to cheat on, nobody is going to want you.â
You shattered his ego completely.
Or maybe, for the first time since puberty, Satoru actually formed a conscious, self-aware thought. Because he kept turning your words over in his head.
Objectively hot.
No one is going to want you.
What?
He tried to find the logical flaws. Tried to insert a counterargument, disprove your âemotional outburstâ with cold data. He couldnât find one. Not for days.
You were avoiding him completely now. Icing him out. Not talking to him. Not even looking at him. It was driving him insane. You used to search for his eyes, even if it was just to roll them. Heâd only just realized how genuine your flustered blinking had been, and now he missed it. Embarrassingly so.
One night he walked into the bathroom to splash cold water on his face, carrying a petty mix of rejection, confusion, and constant, unbearable horniness.
Your pink hair tie was sitting on the edge of the sink.
He told himself he was just going to pick it up and put it in your organizer tray.
So he picked it up. It smelled like your stupid, intoxicating strawberry shampoo. He hated it. Hated how the whole bathroom smelled like you after you showered. Hated how your scent followed you everywhere in the apartment, forcing him to breathe you in. The guys on Reddit had warned him about this. Pheromones. Dangerous.
He brought it closer to his face. Just to check. Just in case it wasnât actually yours.
And what happened next stayed strictly between Satoru, the bathroom mirror, and god.
He clutched the sink, bracing himself against it, breathing ragged and humiliatingly loud. He stared down at the pretty pink elastic wrapped tight around the base of his cock as he fucked his fist like he was trying to punish himself, desperately trying to imagine your hands instead of his own.
It worked too well. It scared him.
He came hard, so so hard the hair tie ended up coated in thick, frothy cum.
He carefully nudged the sticky pink tie back onto the edge of the sink, exactly where heâd found it. Then he washed his hands under scalding water like he was trying to burn the shame off his skin and walked out of the bathroom like a man fleeing a crime scene.
Rejuvenated? No.
Good? Not even close.
He just felt like absolute shit.
Get your shit together.
But how?
He picked up his phone. Put it down. Picked it up again. The fight was still eating him alive. The podcasts told him to take his frustration out on other girls or channel it into dominance and detachment. Thatâs what the current episode wouldâve said.
But he didnât want that. He didnât want to sleep with anyone else. He didnât want to be aggressive. He just⊠wanted.
And that was the problem.
For the first time in a long time, the alpha-male bullshit was starting to feel a bit too beta now. He was left with his own feelings like a normal person, and it was awful.
If he was truly a high-value male, he shouldnât care. He should pivot. Download an app. Find some new, compliant girl to validate his stats. But the thought of calculating the facial harmony of a stranger made his stomach turn. He didnât want a hypothetical female.
He wanted you.
He wanted you rolling your eyes at him. Laughing at him. Getting annoyed at him. Eating his pasta. Walking around in those mind-melting shorts. He wanted you to drop yogurt on yourself again just so he could lick it off your skin, linger on your neck, and kiss you stupid â the way heâd been fantasizing about since it actually happened.
He needed validation. He needed to be right.
His thumbs moved across the screen before he could stop himself. He ignored his usual echo-chamber subreddits and opened r/AmItheAsshole instead.
r/AmItheAssholeÂ
AITA for expecting my roommate (F) to reciprocate my (M) romantic advances after I provided optimal domestic value?
Throwaway. This is gonna sound bad but I need actual advice.
I (M) have been living with my roommate (F) for almost a year now. Iâm not gonna lie, Iâm objectively good-looking and Iâve been carrying a lot in this apartment. I pay my half on time, I keep shit clean, I do the dishes, I even cook sometimes. I thought I was doing everything right.
A few weeks ago she started walking around in these tiny shorts and tank tops. Like, really small. I took it as her signaling that she was open to something. Thatâs what all the advice says â if a girl starts dressing like that around you, itâs usually because sheâs comfortable and maybe interested. So I decided to initiate kino escalation. Nothing crazy at first, just trying to break the touch barrier a bit.
While we were watching something on the couch I put my hand on her thigh. She freaked out. Got really upset and started yelling at me about how I was treating her like a transaction and that I only did nice things because I felt entitled to her. She even said I was basically calling her ran-through for going on dates.
I tried to explain it calmly. Like, statistically, if a high-value guy is right there doing everything right, why would she keep going on dates with random dudes from apps? It just doesnât make sense. She told me to touch grass and hasnât really spoken to me since.
I donât get it. Iâve been consistent, Iâve been present, Iâve been providing a good living situation. I thought that was supposed to count for something. Instead she acted like I was the asshole for expecting anything in return.
AITA?
He hit post.
He sat in the dark on his bed, heart pounding like it was trying to escape his chest. He just had to wait. The logical thinkers would show up. Theyâd validate him with proper, objective analysis. They had to.
Ten minutes later, the notifications started rolling in.
He opened them expecting vindication.
Instead, he walked straight into a digital firing squad.
u/GrassToucherGeto · 308 upvotes
YTA. Holy shit. You did a handful of nice things and you think that means she owes you sex? You sound like an actual sociopath. Iâm surprised she didnât run out screaming. She literally told you to get your shit together. What part of that are you not getting?
u/KentoTheNormalGuy · 291 upvotes
You're not alpha, man. Kino escalation? Are you trying to con her, or actually want her to want you? YTA.
u/NobaraJustice24 · 282 upvotes
YTA. She can wear whatever the fuck she wants in her own home, you creepy ass weirdo. I hope she breaks the lease and gets a restraining order.Â
u/RealityCheckChoso · 156 upvotes
This is the most pathetic thing Iâve read on this site in eleven years. This is straight-up incel fanfiction. Poor girl having to live with someone like you. YTA. Go outside.
u/yuji_8847362 · 124 upvotes
Genuine question, not trying to be an asshole: do you actually like her, or do you just think she owes you because you did some nice things? Those are two very different things, and your post doesnât seem to understand the difference. YTA, but I hope you figure it out.
u/KingNaoya69 · 231 downvotes
NTA. Sheâs clearly testing you. The clothes were an invitation. Hold your ground, donât apologize, and sheâll come around. Women donât respect men who grovel. If she actually didnât want you she wouldâve moved out already. Sheâs still there, isnât she?
Satoru stared at the screen in disbelief.
Heâd expected validation. Maybe a few reasonable voices cutting through the noise, acknowledging the statistical validity of his position, maybe even offering some tactical advice.
Instead, he got hit with minus three thousand downvotes, a mod-locked thread, and three DMs telling him to go to therapy.
He thought it would give him clarity. Clear steps. A way to fix this mess.
It didnât.
It just made him feel⊠nothing. Except for the creeping realization that heâd said something eerily similar to what u/KingNaoya69 had posted. Recently. Maybe even last week.
He threw his glasses off and stared into the middle distance.
What the fuck was he supposed to do?
He had no idea.
The days that followed were miserable. You were giving him the coldest shoulder imaginable â and honestly, he deserved it. You were weaponizing the silence. Slamming doors. Giving short, pointed answers. Moving through the apartment like he was just another piece of furniture. Looking through him instead of at him.
He kept going back to the comments on his post, rereading them like he could find a loophole somewhere.
Yes, of course he liked you. But how was he supposed to want nothing from you if he liked you? He wanted your affection. He wanted you to want him back. But wasnât that also expecting something in return? What the hell was he supposed to do?
Still⊠the Naoya guy had been weirdly right about one thing. You stayed. You hadnât moved out. You didnât even seem like you wanted to. If you hated him that much, why were you still here?
On the nth day, he was sitting on the couch when you came out of your room for water. You glanced at him â just for a second. You couldnât help it. The silent treatment was getting to you too, even if youâd never admit it.
Your eyes were hard to read, but there was something in them. Something expectant. Like you were waiting for him to do something. To fix it. To stop being an idiot so the two of you could move on.
Oh, he thought.
Truly the lightbulb moment of the century.
Oh.
That night he unjoined six subreddits. Unfollowed every podcast except Joe Rogan â because hey, you canât teach an old dog new tricks. Or was it unteach a new dog old tricks? Didnât matter. What mattered was that for the first time since heâd discovered the internet, he was pretty sure heâd been an idiot.
And he was going to stop.
He made a plan. Simple. Walk out of his room, find you, and say sorry. Three steps. Heâd been a person for over twenty years. He could do three steps. He had this!
You were in the kitchen. You were standing on the flimsy little step stool you needed to reach the top cabinet shelves, stretching up on your tiptoes for the glass Tupperware that Satoru kept putting up there, even though you had told him multiple times not to put it up there because you literally could not reach it.
"Hey," he said from the doorway, trying not to startle you. "Can weâ"
You startled anyway, because what other outcome was ever going to happen here.
The stool wobbled under your socks. You gasped, swore something, grabbed for a shelf edge that wasn't there, and fully expected to eat the kitchen floor tiles before officially murdering your roommate from the afterlife.
But Satoru had surprisingly fast reflexes and caught you.
Well⊠almost.
He lost his balance as your weight shifted, and the two of you went down in a tangle of limbs and terrible timing. The impact knocked the wind right out of your lungs. You landed sprawled over him, pressed against his chest, his arms secured instinctively around youâ
Around your boobs.
You froze. He froze. The entire world seemed to fucking froze.
And as you laid there, from the adrenaline shock of it all probably, his fingers did a little squish!
Huh.
You didn't say anything. You couldn't breathe, let alone speak. You slowly turned your head. His face was right there and so, so close to yours. You panicked and looked into his equally panicked eyes, his poor glasses askew.
He was searching for something in your eyes, his pupils blown so wide they almost swallowed the blue. And then, as his chest was still heaving so heavily, his gaze dropped down to your lips.
You were suddenly very awareâ Aware of his warm palms right through the thin fabric of your shirt. Aware of the way your tits swelled into his touch. Aware of how his thighs bracketed your hips, and how perfectly you fit against him.
His breath hitched. And then his fingers flexed. He made a soft, barely-there sound in the back of his throat and squeezed again â slower this time. Kneading right over your hardened nipples.
You parted your lips for a soundless gasp, and he huffed into your collarbone as the trance finally broke.
His arms slowly retreated, lazily dragged down your ribs, fingers grazing the soft of your tummy before finally falling away to rest on the floor, which somehow made it all worse.
"Iâ" His voice came out rough, barely above a whisper.
You scrambled off him like you had been electrocuted.
You sprinted down the hallway and threw yourself into your room, slamming the door behind you. You backed up until you hit something, you didnât even care what, and slid down to the floor, knees pulled to your chest.
Your heart was pounding so hard it hurt. Your skin was buzzing. The ghost of his touch was still burning across your chest.
I fucking hate him, you told yourself. Heâs a podcast-rotted incel. I hate him.
âŠDo you?
Because why the fuck had you wanted his hands to stay there? Why had that second squeeze made you want to straddle him right there on the kitchen tiles and fuck him stupid?
You were just touch-starved. Thatâs all this was. You were projecting onto your terrible roommate because he was being a sleazy little shit.
You grabbed your phone off the nightstand with shaking hands and unlocked it.
Hinge.
Your olâ friend.
You needed a date. You needed a normal, boring, completely average guy with a decent hairline and zero opinions on hypergamy to save you from whatever the hell had just happened in that kitchen.
You were in your room getting ready for your date, dressed to kill. Short dress, favorite lace panties â because after everything that happened in the kitchen, you were still weirdly, persistently horny. Might as well try to do something about it with someone normal.
Satoru was lingering in the hallway like always, doing his very obvious not-hovering hover.
"Going out?" he asked, clearing his throat, trying to act so aloof and unbothered.
You didn't even look at him properly. "Yeah. I have a date," you said smugly as you pulled your hair up into a ponytail. Hair down meant cute, but hair up meant business. And by business, I mean finally attempting to jump on some normal, average dick.
The second the words left your mouth, a wave of jealousy hit him so hard it nearly knocked the air out of his lungs. But he wasnât looking at your face. He was staring at the pink hair tie holding your hair up.
He visibly gulped. His dick went from zero to painfully hard so fast he had to cross his legs just to hide it.
You furrowed your eyebrow at the uncharacteristic lack of response, but wasnât entirely mad about it either.
"See ya," you chirped, completely oblivious to his internal meltdown, and walked out the front door.
The second the door shut, Satoru basically teleported to his room. He threw himself onto his bed, already fumbling with his pants, desperate to take care of the problem so he could think straight again.
But he spent exactly thirty minutes achieving absolutely nothing. What the fuck.
This had never happened before. Satoru was just staring at his ceiling, sweating, furiously gripping his aching dick, and completely unable to finish. Every time he closed his eyes, he imagined you laughing at some beta joke a 100% mediocre guy had made, while his past-tense cum was proudly sitting in your hair. He was literally too jealous to finish.
But jealous or not, he was still agonizingly hard, his dick standing painfully stiff against his stomach, stubbornly refusing to just calm the fuck down. He let out a frustrated groan. Okay. Fine. No hand? No problem! He reached for the silicone fleshlight, but he hadn't washed it in quite a while, and when he picked it up, a funky smell drifted off it.
Okay, NEVER MIND.
Which left him with only one option.
Todayâs the day.
He reached into the back of his bottom drawer again and pulled out a silicone cock ring.
He had bought it right after he absolutely demolished your cute little hair tie. Because what does a normal guy do in that situation? Grovel first? Solve the underlying interpersonal issue? Nah. He goes on r/sex to research why a piece of elastic felt so hella good around his dick!
He hadnât touched it since. Post-nut clarity had done its job last time. But right now, staring down at his aching, neglected cock and feeling rejected, humiliated, and completely alone⊠it was time.
Fuck it.
He ripped open the packaging and wrestled the thick silicone down his shaft until it sat snug at the base.
Almost immediately, something felt off.
It was tight. Too tight. Not in a good way â just uncomfortable. Constricting. He tried to power through anyway, closing his eyes and stroking like he could force an orgasm out of sheer spite.
Ten minutes passed.
Nothing.
His brain was too far gone, and the pressure was quickly shifting from weird to genuinely concerning.
Fuck this.
He stopped. Tried to take it off. But it didnât budge.
Satoru blinked. He adjusted his grip and pulled harder. The skin stretched painfully, but the ring stayed exactly where it was.
Oh fuck.
A cold sweat broke out across his forehead.Â
Oh fuck, oh fuck.
He scrambled off the bed, grabbed his lube, and squeezed way too much directly onto the ring. He tugged and twisted like his life depended on it.
Nothing. Fucking nothing. It just made his hands uselessly slippery.
Okay, oh fuck. Wasn't lube supposed to work?! Okay, new plan. Something else, something more slippery, something more oilyâ
Panic seizing him, he stumbled to the bathroom, dug under the sink, found your baby oil, and slathered it on.
Still stuck.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
Different oil! Not enough slipperiness! Trust the process!
So he waddled out of the bathroom, practically sprinting into the kitchen buck naked. He tore open the pantry, grabbing the vegetable oil.Â
This has to work.
It did not work.
Ten minutes later, Satoru was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, coated in a slick, highly flammable mixture of lube, Johnson & Johnson baby oil, and Wesson canola oil, panting heavily.Â
Dick throbbing, but not the fun kind of throbbing anymore. It was turning a terrifying shade of angry red-purple, the silicone death trap literally suffocating his junior.
It was no longer just uncomfortable, nor just alarmingly stuck. At this point, it was a fucking medical emergency.Â
He was so fucked he might be patient zero of mpreg.
But what the hell was he supposed to do?
Call an ambulance?
Absolutely not.Â
The thought of a paramedic cutting a sex toy off him with trauma shears while asking for his emergency contact would genuinely kill him on the spot. He would rather die of necrosis.
Call his friends?Â
Fuck no.
If any of them found out about this, the screenshots would never die. Theyâd revoke his alpha card permanently and hold it over his head for the rest of his life.
He stared at his contacts.
There was only one person who could help without turning it into blackmail material or posting it online. The one person who lived in this apartment. The one person who was currently out on a date with some random guy. The person he had a massive, pathetic crush on and who would probably rather rip his dick off than help him.
He hit Call.
You stirred your gin and tonic while your date went on about his fantasy football draft like it was the most fascinating thing in the world. It was a perfectly fine date! The kind of fine that made you wonder why you even bothered.
You were nodding along, even though you had stopped listening roughly four minutes ago. Then, your phone vibrated on the table.
Satoru.
You ignored it. No, actuallyâyou declined it. You smiled sweetly at your date, asked a vague question about tight ends so you would seem like you were actually paying attention, and took a sip of your drink.
Your phone buzzed again. And again. And again.
Annoyed, you held up a finger to the poor guy who was currently rating wide receivers, excused yourself, and off to the bathroom, fully prepared to yell.
âWhat?â you hissed the second you picked up. âIâm on a date, Satoru. If you locked yourself outââ
"Please come home," he gasped. He didn't even say hello. He didn't sound aloof, and he certainly didn't sound alpha. He actually sounded like he was drawing his final breaths on this earth. "You have to come home. Right now."
"What happened? Did something catch fire? Did someone break in? Are youâ"
âI canât tell you,â he whined, voice high and shaky in a way youâd never heard from him before. âI physically canât say it out loud. Justâ please. Please come home.â
You were ninety percent sure this was some pathetic attempt to ruin your night. Some last-ditch manipulation tactic heâd picked up from a podcast or Reddit thread.
But the remaining ten percent made you ditch your date without a second thought and jump into an Uber.
You practically kicked the front door open, your heart hammering. The apartment was completely quiet, and it smelled all wrong.
Like babies and an industrial air fryer?
"Satoru?" you called out, dropping your bag. "Where are you? The apartment better be fucking flooding, or else I swear to Godâ"
A pained, muffled whimper came from down the hall. His bedroom door was cracked open so you pushed it wide, fully prepared to absolutely tear him a new one for ruining your night.
Satoru was sitting on the edge of his bed, completely naked, perched on a bath towel soaked through with some kind of glistening sludge. He was trembling, sweating, aggressively gripping the mattress. And his dick â very visibly, very aggressively hard â was pointing straight at you.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!"
You exploded the second you saw him, because an impromptu dick is still an impromptu dick! âSome pathetic plan to finally fuck me? You couldnât even be decent about it â you just called me home so you could sit here with your cock out?!â
You expected some sleazy line. Some smug little smirk. Instead, Satoru looked up at you with wide, tear-filled eyes behind his smudged glasses and let out a broken, wet sob.
"I'm notâ" his voice cracked terribly. "I'm stuck."
Huh?
Furrowing your eyebrows, you stopped yelling and your eyes actually dropped down.
And then your stomach dropped with them.
Wait. Oh. He was so, so large.
But that wasnât the problem. His dick was an angry, swollen red-purple, veins bulging like it had its own heartbeat. And at the base was a thick silicone ring, cutting into him so tightly it looked like it might actually burst.
And all the anger drained out of you in an instant. Suddenly, you felt the harsh reality of the literal medical horror you were now a part of.Â
"Oh my god. Satoru... what is going on?!"
âFuck, it hurtsâ please help me,â he whined, voice cracking as he bounced his leg against the floor like that would somehow fix anything.
You stepped closer, the sheer absurdity of the situation making you drop to your knees between his spread thighs just to get a proper look. It was incredibly stupid and deeply awkward, being this close to his swollen, shiny dick.
âIs that⊠a cock ring?â you asked, horrified.
Satoru nodded frantically, a tear slipping down his cheek and dripping off his jaw.
"Satoru, you know there is a fucking size chart to these things?! You canât just buy anything with the size of your dick! Are you fucking stupid?!"
"HOW SHOULD I KNOW?!" he wailed, hands flying up to cover his face in absolute humiliation. "Waitâ" He suddenly froze, lowering his hands just enough to look at you. "Did you just say I have a big dick? Wait. Fuck. OUCH. It just fucking hurts! Please, please help me, I've tried everything but it just won't budge! It hurts so much!"
You squinted at the shiny, slick mess coating his thighs and soaking into the bath towel. "Did you try lube?"
 "Yes!"Â
"Baby oil?"Â
"Yes!"Â
"Did you... did you use the cooking oil from the kitchen?!"
 "YES! FUCK!" he sobbed into his hands again.
"Why did you even put it on?!" you yelled back, genuinely baffled by his astronomical stupidity.
âI was horny, what else?!â he cried and shook his hands. âYou left with the cum tie in your hairââ
âTHE WHAT?!â
Your hands froze in the air. Your brain forcefully restarted about three times trying to process the sequence of syllables he had just screamed at you.
The cum tie.
You suddenly felt the gentle pull of the pink elastic holding up your ponytail. The one that was your favorite. The one you had idly wondered before why it was suddenly so... crusty.
"You..." you whispered, a cold wave of fresh nausea washing over you. "You did what to my hair tie?"
âI didnât mean to!â he sobbed, face red and streaked with tears. âI couldnât stop thinking about you, and I used it, and then you put it in your hair to go out with the guy and it made me crazy so I put the ring on!â
Your hand twitched toward your ponytail. You were going to rip it out. Burn it. Shave your head. And then murder him. A jury would probably let you off in seconds.
But then you looked down. His dick might actually pop! like a grease-filled water balloon. There was no time.
You took a deep, slightly deranged breath and shoved every horrifying thought into a box for later. You could have a full meltdown about having his reproductive fluids in your hair as an accessory after you made sure his dick didnât fall off.
You aggressively ignored his stare, locking your eyes entirely on the crisis. "Okay. Okay, I've got this. This is a medical emergency."
Your brain started racing. You couldn't cut it off without risking severing something vital, you certainly werenât a doctor, and the swelling was so so severe to just pull the ring back over the ridge. You knelt there, suddenly arriving at a horrifying conclusion that you were going to need a serious moment to accept.
Because there was only one way to get it off. And the only way to get it off was to get rid of the erection.
You had to make him cum.
âOkay,â you muttered. Then again. And again. Like repeating it would make it feel less insane. âW-we just need to⊠get it down.â
You bit your lip, giving yourself the quickest, most productive, and most threatening internal TED Talk in human history. Your hands twitched, but you finally reached out and wrapped them around his oil-slicked shaft.
âAGHâ FUCKâ NO!â Satoru immediately jerked back like youâd electrocuted him, slamming against the mattress.
"What the hell?! I barely touched it!"
âThe skinâs too tight!â he cried out, practically hyperventilating. âIt feels like a razor bladeâ you canât use your hands, it hurts too much!â
You tried again anyway, slower this time, gripping him carefully. The skin was burning hot, painfully stretched over the trapped blood. You gave one experimental stroke.
âNoâ no no no, please stopââ His voice broke into a real whimper as fresh tears spilled down his face. He pushed at your shoulders, legs shaking. âPlease, I canâtâ it hurts so fucking badââ
You yanked your hands back, heart pounding as your own panic officially set in. "THEN WHAT ELSE?!"
âI DONâT KNOW! I thought you might know!â
"HOW SHOULD I KNOW?!"
A beat of deafening silence fell over the grease-scented bedroom. You looked at him. Then down at the problem between his legs.
Waitâ
Your brain scrambled for literally any other fucking solution. Ice? Cutting it completely off? Calling 911 and collectively dying of embarrassment on the spot?
Nothing.Â
There was nothing else.
God fucking help you. You might as well die from the cringe right here on the floor.
You stared down at his lengthy cock again. It was a pathetic mix of pre-cum against his oil-slicked stomach. Satoru was breathing in short, panicked gasps, tears still tracking down his flushed cheeks, glasses fogged and crooked, looking totally helpless.
âNo,â you whispered to the empty space between his thighs, stomach twisting with reluctant acceptance. Coming to terms with your own fate. Girl, itâs your fault. Your fate had been sealed the second you decided to find a roommate on Reddit. âNo, no, no.â
âWhat?â Satoru whimpered through his teeth, barely audible. âWhat ânoâ?â
If your hands were completely off the tableâŠ
A wave of heat flooded your face and dropped straight into your belly. Surely from disgust. Trust.
You shifted forward on your knees, your dress dragging through the oily mess on the floor. The fabric was already ruined and sticking to your skin. You braced one hand on his trembling thigh, leaned in, and took the swollen head of his cock into your mouth.
The taste was vile as hell.
Canola oil, baby oil, lube, and the bitter salt of his pre-cum all hit your tongue at once. You made a muffled, disgusted sound around him as your lips stretched and you sank down. The mixture mixed with your saliva and slid down your throat as he pushed deeper than you expected.
Satoruâs entire body jolted as the mushroomy head hit the back of your mouth.
âWhoaâ oh my fucking godââ His voice cracked into a broken, high moan. His stomach flexed like he was trying not to fold in half. Both of his hands flew to your hair, oily fingers catching in your ponytail, clutching without quite pushing or pulling. I mean, you already had cum in your hair anyway. What was a little more oil and lube?
His hips twitched. His thighs trembled under your hand. He clearly had no idea what to do with himself.
You started moving, and it was messy from the first second.
Everything was slippery. Your lips kept sliding, saliva mixing with the grease until it dripped down his shaft in shiny, frothy strings. You had to suck harder just to keep any kind of rhythm, cheeks hollowing, tongue working in messy circles under the head every time you pulled up. The wet sounds filled the room â slick sucking, soft gagging when you took him too deep, his broken little whimpers.
You hated the taste.
You hated how your knees already ached against the hard floor.
You hated that your dress was ruined, soaked through and sticking to your skin.
And you hated the way he was looking down at you â in pain, in complete disbelief that you were actually sucking him off.
ANd what you really hated the most was that you were looking up at him while you mouth was licking him up and your body was already starting to betray you.
Tingly heat was spreading low in your belly. Every throb along his length, every broken moan that slipped out of him, made you wetter. You werenât supposed to be horny! You shouldâve been so so disgusted. But the scent of him, the taste of his pre-cum coating your tongue, made your pussy clench around nothing. Your nipples were hard, rubbing against the inside of your dress. Your cunt felt hot and slick â whether from your own arousal or the oily sludge on the floor, you genuinely couldnât tell anymore.
You bobbed deeper, taking him until your nose brushed the base and the ring dug into your skin, then pulled back with a wet gasp. A thick and slimy string of saliva and oil connected your lips to his cock before it broke.
Satoru was staring down at you like youâd personally broken his brain.
His chest was heaving. Tears were still leaking from the corners of his eyes â pain, pleasure, or the sheer absurdity of the situation, it didnât matter. His mouth hung open, glasses sliding down his nose.
Then his eyes dropped to your chest.
His gaze followed the way your dress had slipped lower during all the movement. Your tits were threatening to spill out completely. He made a strangled sound in the back of his throat.
His hands left your hair and reached down. Big, warm palms cupped your breasts through the thin fabric first â almost careful. But then he yanked the neckline down hard, dragging the fabric under your arms, practically rrrrripping it open, until your tits spilled free.
A fresh tear tracked down his cheek as he stared at them like they were something holy.
âHoly fuckâ your titsââ he breathed, cupping them fully. His thumbs brushed over your hard nipples before he started kneading with desperate, greedy hands. Squeezing, lifting, rolling the soft flesh between his fingers exactly like he had in the kitchen â except this time there was nothing holding him back, because you certainly wouldnât make him stop.Â
The moan you let out around his cock was involuntary and absolutely nobodyâs business, alright? Your teeth grazed his sensitive skin and the vibration, combined with the impromptu bite, made his hips jerk violently. He let out a breathless gasp, hands tightening on your boobs almost painfully before he loosened his grip again, thumbs flicking over your nipples in a way that sent sparks straight between your legs.
The lace of your panties was useless now, clinging to your soaked pussy lips.
But the dress had become a real problem, at least thatâs what you were telling yourself. It was restricting your movement, getting in the way every time you tried to take him deeper. It was uncomfortable as hell, which was actually true.
You pulled off his cock with a wet pop!, lips shiny and swollen.
Fuck this dress. And probably him too.
You sat back on your heels and yanked it over your head, kicking it away. Now you were kneeling in nothing but your ruined lace panties â the ones youâd specifically worn because you were hoping to get laid tonight.
Well. You werenât entirely wrong, now were you?
Satoru made a sound like heâd been punched in the gut. His wildest dream had just come true in the most deranged way possible.
You leaned back in and took him into your mouth again, sucking with more purpose now. One hand stayed wrapped around the base near the ring while your other hand stroked his thigh and lower stomach â anywhere to try and soothe him.
His clammy hands were right back on your bare tits, rolling them between his fingers like he was trying to memorize their exact shape. You moaned around him because it felt so fucking good. Unfairly good.
The taste was still awful. The room still reeked of canola oil. Satoru was still quietly crying above you â overwhelmed, terrified, and so turned on he could barely think straight. But the way he was touching you, the way he was falling apart in your mouthâŠ
You were dripping straight through the lace right onto his fucking floor.
One of your hands snaked down your body. You pushed your panties aside and started rubbing desperate circles over your poor clit while you kept sucking him.
What a development.Â
Righteous ideologies and all. Now you were naked on the floor of your incel roommateâs bedroom, sucking his cock while fingering yourself. Truly the most progressive way to handle this type of man.
Your pussy felt hot and aching. Your fingers slid through your own slick, making your hips twitch and another moan vibrate around his dick.
Satoruâs breathing sounded like a kettle about to boil over. His hands kept slipping on your oily skin, smearing the mess across your chest and shoulders. He was trapped in the most surreal, humiliating, perfect moment of his life â your mouth on him, you naked and touching yourself while the whole room smelled like a deep fryer.
He was half-sobbing, half-moaning.
âYouâreâ nghhâ youâre actually getting off whileââ His voice cracked as he looked down at you. You glanced up through your lashes, a little scowl on your flushed face, fingers still working between your legs.
You couldnât even be embarrassed anymore. The absurdity had burned straight through your shame. You were horny. Stupidly, painfully horny. It was all too much and not enough at the same time.
Filthy sounds filled the room. He was crying. You were crying. Sweat was mixing with the oily mess coating your skin. You could taste your own tears mixed with the mess on his cock as they slid down your face. One of his hands was tangled in your ponytail, greasing it up nice and disgusting.
âYouâre so fucking pretty,â he choked out, voice hoarse. âI canâtâ nghâ I canât believe this is realââ
You pulled off just enough to breathe. âShut up and let me finish this,â you muttered, then sank back down, taking him as deep as the ring would allow.
His other hand relocated to your shoulder.
Then his dick throbbed hard against your tongue. Swelling, twitching and you knew he was about to blow.
You started to pull back, but his hands moved faster. One fisted tighter in your hair, the other gripped your shoulder hard. He held you in place. Rough. Desperate. But he didnât mean to!
You made a surprised, muffled sound around him as his hips jerked.
âW-waitâfuckâIâmâ!â he gasped, betrayed by his own body.
You felt the first big pulse against your tongue.
You manage to wrench your head back at the last second because there was no way in hell you were swallowing a mixture of cum and baby oil â popping off just in time. But it was too late to get completely clear.
Satoru came hard.
The first thick rope hit you across the cheek and lips. The next few painted messy white stripes across your chin, your chest, and down your neck. It kept cooooming in hot, twitchy pulses until heâd almost emptied his aching balls.
And suddenly you were back in the kitchen. Only this time it wasnât a freaking Activia dripping down your tits.
It was him.
You stumbled backward onto your ass, cum cooling on your skin as he finally let go of you. You wiped the back of your hand across your cheek, smearing it further. He just stared down at you like heâd died and gone to heaven â you, sprawled on his floor, covered in his cum, panties twisted half-off your hips, your blushing cunt smiling up right at him and your panicked eyes unblinking.
Holy fucking nirvana, right there.
You felt disgusting. You felt filthy.
And somehow, you were still throbbing between your legs.
âFuckâ shit, fuck, fuck!â Satoru cursed, trying to stand up too fast. He slipped on the oily towel and nearly ate shit before catching himself on the edge of the bed. âOh my god, Iâm so sorry, I didnât mean to hold you there, I justâ it was too much, I panickedââ
He stumbled toward you on shaky legs, one hand reaching out like he was going to help you up, the other still hovering near his softening cock.
âSatoru,â you said, voice low. âPull it off.â
He froze for half a second, then looked down.
And it was finally, finally softening. The angry red-purple was fading. The skin wasnât stretched as tight anymore and there was a very small, very dangerous window before heâd be hard again and back in square one.
His eyes lit up with desperate hope. He grabbed the cock ring with both hands and yanked.
The sound that tore out of him was somewhere between a sob and a scream. It was violent, painful, and made you cringe so so badly. The ring caught on the ridge for one horrible second before it finally slipped off with a wet smack and skidded across the floor.
For a moment, Satoru just knelt there, breathing hard through the fading pain. Fresh tears tracked down his flushed face as the relief finally hit him.
Then he looked at you. Really looked. At the mess heâd made across your pretty face and chest. At the absolute state of the room. At everything.
âIâm the worst,â he whispered. âI know Iâm the worst. You should kick me out. You should call the cops. I didnât mean to make it worse. You probably hate meââ
He looked like he was about to start ugly crying for real. His shoulders were shaking as he braced himself for you to slap him.
And look â you wanted to. You wanted to go back in time so you wouldâve never answered that fucking Reddit post, never answered his call, never come home tonight. r maybe⊠go back just a little bit. To when your tongue was sliding over his frenulum and youâd never been so turned on in your life.
Either way, you werenât sure anymore. Your brain was more scrambled than the eggs youâd had for breakfast.
So instead of slapping him, you surged forward, grabbed his face with both of your hands, smearing his cum and your own arousal all over his jawline and kissed him hard enough to shut him up.
For half a second he stayed completely frozen â stunned that you were kissing him instead of murdering him on the spot. You nudged your tongue against his lips, urging him to kiss you back, because the last thing you needed right now was sucking your incel roommate off and then having him refuse to kiss you afterward. That wouldâve been a new low. Truly historic.
But then he let out a shaky breath and kissed you back.
He kissed you desperately, messily, like he was trying to crawl inside your mouth. Saliva, cum, tears, and oil all mixed together as your tongues slid against each other. Teeth clicked. His hands came up to grab your waist, pulling you closer until your chest pressed against his own. He whimpered needily into your mouth and tangled his tongue with yours like he was starving for it.
His glasses got knocked even more crooked.
When you finally pulled back to breathe, you reached down and started yanking your ruined lace panties off. They were twisted around your thighs and sticking to your skin from all the mess.
Satoru, still breathing hard and clearly trying to regain some sense of control, decided this was THE moment, HIS moment to be useful.
âHereâ let me help,â he muttered, reaching down with both hands.
The two of you fumbled together in some weird horny trance, his fingers sliding against your thigh as he tried to tug the lace down your leg.
But his hand slid right off your slick skin and he lost his balance completely. With a startled gasp! he pitched forward and crashed down right on top of you, pinning you to the floor.
His full weight pressed you into the cold hardwood. Chest to chest, hips slotted between your thighs. The kisses making him hard again, dick now twitching insistently against your tummy.
Then Satoru lifted his head from the crook of your neck and looked down at you. His hair was a mess, but there was something almost determined in his expression now.
âIâve got it,â he said. Yeah. He definitely got this. Heâd seen the porn. Heâd read the r/sex threads. He was a man, the man! He knew exactly what he was supposed to do. Fluent in the dickology! Show you what a high-value male can do. You'll respect it. Youâll want it!
You stared up at him and raised one eyebrow.ââŠAre you sure?â
He looked faintly offended, but reached between your bodies anyway, grabbed his cock, and lined himself up against your slick folds. The blunt head nudged against your entrance before he pushed in with one unsteady thrust and you were honestly surprised he found your hole on a first try.
The stretch was intense. His cock bullied its way into your tight cunt, the sudden fullness making your back arch slightly off the floor. And it made you think that maybe⊠just maybe heâs a virgin incel but he somehow actually knows how to fuck?
Satoru made a choked sound above you. He braced his hands on either side of your head and started moving, a little too fast, a little too rough, like he was following some mental checklist of âhow alpha males fuckâ or something.Â
His hips snapped forward, rolling against yours. On a few of his clumsy thrusts, the sharp angle of his hipbone dragged right across your swollen clit.
A spark of pleasure shot right through you, made your breath hitch and his dick catch inside of you. Your fingers scratched on his shoulders and for a second you were hopeful, hopeful that perhaps incels were just involuntarily celibate men with a dick game like this.
It died almost instantly. His rhythm fell apart just as the plushy walls of your pussy fully enveloped him fully in the slick warmth. His movement turned erratic as his hips started stuttering.
âIâfuckâI canâtânghâ!â
So⊠He lasted exactly forty-five seconds.
With a humiliated groan he slammed into your cervix one last time and came haard, painting your walls in thick, sticky white. His wobbly arms gave out again and he collapsed on top of you not very gracefully, face buried right back into your neck as he rode out the pathetic orgasm. He was breathing hard, the sound mixing with the wet squelching of oil, cum, and sweat between your bodies every time either of you shifted.
You stared sideways at the messy white strands of his hair currently tickling your pulse point, feeling his cum slowly leaking out around his softening cock. The frustration burning hot alongside with the ghost ache right in between legs.
If he had just let you ride him instead. Ugh.
ââŠReally?â you said flatly.
Satoru, mortified, made a small devastated noise into your neck and laced his fingers with yours like that would somehow make it better.
You hadnât come from the fingering earlier. You definitely hadnât come from his forty-five-second marathon.Â
You shoved at his shoulder.
âSatoru.â
He made a small, satisfied noise.
âSatoru. Did you just cum inside me?â
His eyes flew open. The bliss drained from his face instantly. He slowly nodded, guilty, not knowing if he should be terrified or glad.
You pushed him off you. He rolled onto his back with a wet squelch.
You sat up, cum and oil smeared across your skin, and stared down at him.
âYou ruined my date,â you said, voice low. âYou were stupid enough to trap your own dick in a death trap and made me come home to deal with it. You came all over me without letting me cum, and then you creampied me in under a minute.â
He opened his mouth, âI was just claiming whatâs mineââready to say something even more stupid.
You cut him off, because you were not listening to that right now and ever fucking again. âDonât. I swear to god, if you say one more word of that pseudo-alpha, podcast-bro bullshit right now, I can promise you this will be the first and last time you ever have your dick in any pussy. Ever.â
He froze.
You leaned in, eyes narrowed, pussy suddenly drying up at high speed.
âIâm serious, Satoru. All that âhigh-value male,â âsheâll respect dominance,â âwomen secretly want to be put in their placeâ garbage? Itâs not cute. Itâs not hot. Itâs not working. It makes you sound like a loser. Youâre only lucky that Iâm stupid enough to actually fucking like you.â
And Satoru deadass had nothing to say, because it didnât make sense, yet it made all the sense. And in the middle of the gears grinding he blinked up at you because⊠did you just tell him you like him?
Before he could grab your chin and kiss you stupid again, you pointed between your legs.
âSince you made this mess, youâre going to clean it up. Now.â
The color drained from his face as he stared at you. âY-you want me to eat out my cum?â
âDid I stutter?â
He was too stunned and properly terrified to argue. He knew that if he didnât get his shit together right now, this really might be the first and last time he ever saw pussy in real life. So he scrambled down between your thighs without another word.
Heâs going to do it for the love of the game. Canât be that bad, right?
He gulped as he nestled between your soft thighs, eyeing your tight little hole as a little trail of his cum mixed with your frothy slick leaked onto the floor below you. And it was the prettiest sight he had ever seen.
The reluctant pout on his face made it clear he was weighing eating his own cum against the very real possibility of never getting to fuck you again, so you made it easier for him. You grabbed a fistful of his messy white hair and yanked his face straight against your pussy. His nose immediately buried right between your wet folds, tickling the sensitive flesh.
And maybe he was currently terrified of you, or it was the fact that he finally smelled your sex up close â either way, he was now desperate to please you.
The first drag of his tongue through your folds was experimental, almost cautious.
He did it again, licking with too much pressure and in all the wrong places, clearly thinking he was doing something impressive, missing your clit. Again. And again. And again.
For fuckâs sake, you lasted maybe fifteen seconds. You reached down, grabbed his silky hair again, and yanked his head up to adjust him.
He furrowed his brows at you, confused and a little offended, like he was about to argue â until his tongue accidentally flicked right over your clit.
His eyes widened slightly.
He did it again, slower this time. A testing little flick. Eyes wide, as if asking what the hell just happened, feeling the little knob jumping.
You let out a shaky moan, fingers tightening in his hair.
âThatâs my clit, Satoru.â
His eyes darkened and he dove back in with completely different energy. Okay, he knew where your cute little clit was. Now onto figuring out how to make you come on his tongue.Â
He started with the licking, up and down, until he pushed into your leaking hole. He almost immediately tasted his own cum, still warm, thick, and disgustingly bitter against your sweet pussy juices, and he made a guttural sound right against you.
He should have been disgusted, appalled, mortified through his militant incel brain. But why did it taste so wrong, it tasted so so right?
Eating himself right out of you â it was so pathetic, so raw, so hot. And you couldnât fucking believe you actually made him do it.
Your pussy fluttered and he dove in like a man possessed.
A desperate whine vibrated against your clit as he started licking in earnest. Messy, unrestrained, starving. He was slurping loudly, tongue pushing deep to get more of the mixture, swallowing it down like he couldnât get enough. Every time he tasted more of himself leaking out of you, another broken moan escaped him.
His hands gripped your thighs hard, holding you open as he buried his face deeper. He was whining and whimpering into your cunt like tasting his own cum inside you had flipped some primal, pathetic switch in his brain neither of you even knew existed.
âFuckâ you taste so goodâ I taste so good on youââ Every few seconds he would pull back just enough to breathe, drooling, and mutter broken little things against your skin. And you were once again left wondering where all the skill came from.
Then heâd dive right back in, tongue flicking over your clit before dragging down to lap at your hole again, like he was trying to clean you out and make you messy all over again at the same time.
It was deranged.
It was filthy.
And it was fucking working.
Your hand fisted in his hair, gripping tight. He moaned loudly at the rough treatment, the sound muffled against your pussy as his tongue circled your clit, biting then sucking on it, then flattening to drag it through your folds like he was trying to devour you whole.
You were gushing at this point, and not a drop ever spilled on the floor as he slurped you like his favourite boba flavour. His touch spread across your entire body as the orgasm built after getting edged the entire evening to fucking oblivion.
ââToruââ you cried, thighs starting to tremble around his head. And he bit down gently on your inner thigh when you tried to close your legs on instinct.
Look, itâs not like you did it on purpose â who the fuck would want to close up shop when business was this good?
He kitten-licked your poor clit, sending sparks right to your lower belly. Your back arched off the floor as his hand snaked up at the right damn time to flick your nipple.
Oh.
âHolyâ nghâ fuck, âToruâ!â you screamed and came all over his poor face, thighs clamping around his head as you tried to suffocate him with your spasming pussy. You shook like youâd been electrocuted and he kept licking and licking, to the point you werenât sure if you came again or if it was just one big orgasm. He wanted to taste every damn second of you falling apart because of him, for him.
His face was a mess. Half of it was shiny and wet with your slick, lips prettily swollen. Heâd thrown his glasses somewhere on the floor in the middle of it. His pupils were practically heart-shaped, and he looked so wrecked it was beautiful.
He was so cum-drunk he only stared up at you with his mouth open, resting his cheek against your inner thigh, waiting.
And your eyes mightâve been heart-shaped too, because the sight of him made you throb all over again.
âFuck,â you almost moaned, reaching down to grab his shoulders. âCome here.â
Satoru didnât need to be told twice. He crawled up your body like he was starving for it â for you. He crashed his lips against yours and the kiss was fucking messy. You could taste yourself on him as he smeared your slick across your chin, tongues sliding sloppily against each other like you were trying to devour one another.
His hands found your waist. He shifted his weight and rolled the two of you until his back was against the bed and you were straddling him in his lap.
You broke the kiss just long enough to look at him. His chest was heaving. And he was looking up at you like you were the only thing in the world that mattered.
Everything was still disgustingly sticky, but the way he looked at you made your heart go thump thump thump in a way it never had before. So you reached down, wrapped your hand around his cock, and sank down onto him in one slow, slick motion.
Satoruâs head tipped back against the bed with a broken groan that made the muscles in his neck jump. His hands immediately gripped your hips hard, fingers digging into your ass like he needed to anchor himself.
âFuuckââ he slurred, voice so dazed. âOh my godâ youâre so warmâ so fucking tightâtighterââ
You started moving, rolling your hips in frantic circles. Every time you sank down, you could feel the tip kissing your cervix, nudging right up against the entrance of your womb as he completely bottomed out.
It didnât take long before his hands tightened on your ass and he started helping you. He pulled you down onto him faster, guiding your hips with desperate hands while lifting his own to meet you halfway.
âShitâ just like that,â he whimpered, kissing all over your jaw as his tip kissed your poor cervix again and again and again. âNghâ youâre milking me so goodââ
He was completely gone. Eyes glassy, mouth open, babbling whatever came to his mind as you rode him. And every time you clenched around him, another broken sound slipped out of him.
His mouth searched for yours again, licking into the corners of your lips before kissing you deep. You slipped two fingers into his mouth and he immediately sucked on them, tongue rolling around your fingers with a needy moan that made your pussy flutter and squeeze around him even harder. Your swollen clit dragged over his lap and lower stomach with every roll, his happy trail tickling your sensitive folds and sending sparks up your spine.
Satoru whined around your fingers, hips twitching up helplessly.
One of his hands stayed on your hip while the other slid up and wrapped around your neck. His thumb brushed along the side of your throat as he started moving you faster, pulling you down onto his cock with more urgency. The sound of your skin loud.
âIâm so close,â he warned desperately against your lips. âFuckâ Iâm gonna cumâ you feel too goodââ
His hand squeezed, holding you in place as he helped you bounce on him. Every time you sank down, he lifted his hips to meet you, fucking up into you until your jaw rattled. He was panting hard, forehead pressed against yours, completely pussy-drunk.
Satoru came with a broken, drawn-out moan, hips jerking up into you as he spilled deep inside. He held you down against him, grinding up as he pumped his cum into you like he was unconsciously trying to fuck it into your womb. His hand on your neck tightened just enough to pin you down against him while he trembled through it.
Both of you were breathing hard. He held you close and kissed the side of your head as he hugged you.
âD-did you cum?â he mumbled against your skin, still dazed and half out of it.
You pulled back just enough to look at him, deadpan.
âWHAT?â
He blinked up at you, still glassy-eyed and fucked-out. âYou squeezed me so hard I thought you did! Okay thenâ cum then!â
You stared at him for a second, somewhere between offended, frustrated, and fond, before letting out a short laugh.
âYouâre actually so fucking stupid.â
You were still softly rolling your hips, using his softening cock like a dildo while you were still determined to cum again. Satoru just watched you, half-intently, half blissed-out, still breathing hard, feeling his cum escaping your pussy and pooling in his lap. After a moment, one of his hands slid down between your bodies. His fingers found your clit easily this time and started rubbing you.
âFuckâ youâre still so wet,â he mumbled, eyes locked on where you were grinding against him. âKeep going⊠Iâve got you.â
So you kept moving on his semi-hard cock while he fingered you, the combination making your thighs shake. Your breath started hitching and Satoru was watching your face closely now, still drunk but trying to focus.
When your mouth fell open so prettily and your eyes fluttered as he just hit that spot inside you with the angle of his cock, his other hand moved to your hip almost automatically. He gripped you and started moving you himself, guiding you in short, deliberate rolls so his cock and his fingers kept pressing right against that same sensitive spot from both sides.
âThere?â he asked, voice low and rough. âRight there?â
You could only nod, a broken whimper slipping out of you as you started tipping forward, head on his sweaty shoulder until your thighs were trembling hard and you felt like a jelly.
You came with a sharp, shaky moan, clenching around his soft cock as the overstimulating orgasm tingled through you. Satoru held you through it, still moving you gently and praising you until you completely slumped forward against his chest.
He hugged you tight, face buried in your neck.
And you stayed slumped against Satoruâs chest for a long minute, both of you just breathing each other in. The adrenaline was finally wearing off, and reality slowly started to creep back in.
The room was in fucking ruin. You were both coated in a sticky mess, the mattress behind you was most likely ruined, and the floor was dangerously slippery. It smelled like greasy sex.
âWell,â you said.
âYeah,â he answered quietly.
You slowly peeled yourself off his chest, shivering as the cool air hit your slick, overheated skin.Â
You looked down at him and he still looked completely fucked-out, and you decided you could get used to that look. As you stretched, you felt his cum trailing down your inner thighs. Satoruâs eyes followed it from the front row, his spent dick giving a weak twitch at the sight.
âIâm going to take a shower,â you said softly, breaking the quiet. You paused, a small smirk tugging at the corner of your lips. ââŠWanna join?â
Satoruâs heart practically stopped. His eyes widened and for a second he looked like he was going to follow you like a lost, oily puppy. But then he glanced around at the absolute state of his bedroom and reality hit him again.
âIâll, uhâŠâ He cleared his throat. âIâll clean this up a bit first. You go ahead.â
You pouted but gave him a soft, understanding nod. âDonât take too long, âToru.â
You grabbed one of his random t-shirts from the floor and padded down the hallway toward the bathroom.
Left alone on the floor, Satoru stared at the opposite wall for a long time. He was deadass completely re-evaluating his entire existence.
He had just experienced the most surreal, life-changing two hours of his life, and the only thing he knew for certain was that he was completely whipped for you. For once, he didnât care what his old incel education had to say about it.
He reached over to his nightstand, picked up his phone, and wiped a smear of baby oil off the screen before opening Reddit.
r/relationship_advice
I (M) think Iâm in love with my roommate (F) and I might have just completely fucked everything up in the most humiliating way possible
Throwaway because if she ever sees this she will murder me.
Iâve been living with this girl for almost a year. Sheâs my roommate. For the longest time I thought I had everything figured out. I believed that if I just kept doing enough, sheâd eventually see me as a potential mate. She didnât, obviously.
Tonight I did something so fucking stupid I still canât believe Iâm typing this. I got a cock ring stuck on my dick. I panicked and called her while she was on a date and basically begged her to come home. She helped me. She got it off. And then⊠something else happened. Something I didnât expect at all. And now sheâs in the shower and I feel like I fucked up our friendship beyond repair. My entire worldview feels kinda off.
I think Iâm in love with her. Iâve been a terrible roommate. Iâve been a terrible person tbh. I donât know what we are now. I donât even know if I have the right to ask. But I think I love her. And I have no idea what the fuck Iâm supposed to do.
Please help. And be nice this time.
u/GrassToucherGeto · 183 upvotes
Is this the same guy who posted that viral âAITA for expecting my roommate to fuck me because I did the dishesâ thread a few weeks ago?
u/KingNaoya69 · 56 upvotes
You fucked her? Good shit bro. Donât fuck it up this time.
Satoru looked up when you walked out of the hallway wearing his t-shirt, your hair still damp and smelling like strawberries. Something in his chest went soft at the sight.
He was still sitting on the floor, holding a bottle of kitchen cleaner in one hand and a roll of paper towels in the other. He looked like he had no idea what he was doing.
You sighed and gave him a soft, tired look.
ââToru,â you said gently. âYouâre not going to be able to clean this mess up right now. Just go wash up.â You paused, biting your lip. âLetâs just sleep in my room tonight, alright?â
He blinked up at you, panicked and hopeful all at once. You tilted your head, giving him the softest smile youâd given him yet. That was all it took. He dropped the cleaner without a second thought and basically sprinted down the hall.
He took the fastest, most aggressive shower of his entire life, scrubbing the residual oil and shame off his skin like he was trying to erase the last few hours.
When he finally crept into your bedroom, the lights were already off and you were in bed. He climbed in beside you and the sheets smelled like you. It was warm. It was safe. It made something in his chest loosen.
You shifted over without opening your eyes, throwing an arm across his chest and tucking your face into the crook of his neck with a soft, contented sigh. You fell asleep almost instantly.
Satoru lay there staring up at the dark ceiling, gently nuzzling the top of your head with his cheek. A quiet, overwhelming sense of peace settled over him.
Carefully, so as not to wake you, he reached for his phone on the nightstand one last time.
He opened Reddit and went back to his post. The comments had already blown up again â some people calling the story fake, others demanding more details about the cock ring, a few calling him a simp.
Satoru smiled to himself.
He typed out one final edit.
Update: nvm, sheâs tucked into my side. Take this as a PSA to all the other incels out there. Admins, please flag this as SOLVED.
ââ Dividers from petalpx and fairytopea and melocor!
So⊠Neglect play. Heavy on the hear me out, guys pls (WAIT WHY IS THIS GIVING PATHETIC YANDERE HUH)
Thinking about a huge brat who loves to run his mouth and fights you on everything you do. No matter how often youâd punish him, he just doesnât stop. Itâs part of his charm, that heâs so stubborn, which led to you getting a little creative with ways to punish him.
âDonât you think you need some discipline?â You asked, glaring down at him. It took almost half an hour just to get him on his knees, your patience was running thin. âNo, I donât.â He answered flatly, sitting there cross legged with a smug smirk. Can one even call this kneeling? He seems to be very comfortable.
Without noticing, you raised your voice a little, âthatâs it, bend over, you definitely deserve punishment.â You patted your lap, feeling your brows twitch when he didnât move a single inch. âWhat if I refuse?â The man replied, not even looking up at you. Thatâs it, you couldnât deal with his bullshit today.
At first you werenât even going to be this mean to him, but he really outdid himself this time with getting on your nerves. Which is why you simply sighed, picked up the nearest entertainment object within your reach, and began focusing on it. Ignoring him completely. No eye contact, no touching, and definitely no speaking. The shook that flashed his expression must have been priceless, what a shame that you couldnât take a look at him.
For the next few minutes, he just waited, sneaking not-so-secretive peeks at you, wondering what was so interesting that you refused to acknowledge his presence. Then, the following minutes were spend sulking like an abandoned puppy. Lips pressed together into a pout, before he squeezed out through gritted teeth, âas if that thingâs more entertaining than me, what a joke.â Despite the comment, you didnât even flinch, seemingly determined to see this to the end.
Another moment of awkward silence emerged, and he sighed, âthis is a waste of time, do something already.â If you wait a little more from now on, thatâs when he gets all desperate, all docile, if you may. Hands a breath too shy to truly touch you, lingering around your shin as he cursed under this breath. This was beneath him, to beg for scraps of your attention, but he was starting to feel all flustered!
Suddenly he shifted into a more fitting position, kneeling properly as he averted his gaze. âThere, are you satisfied now? Tsk, such a tyrant.â Yet still no reaction, not even the slightest hint of interest. It took almost five minutes until he gave in, feeling tears prick at the corners of his eyes due to the humiliation. Cheeks flushing as he tried to shallow his shame, but to no avail. In the end, he couldnât take this anymore and broke down piece by piece.
Starting by wrapping his arms around your leg, mumbling softly, âIâm sorry⊠okay? Iâllââ his Adamâs apple bobbed, showing his hesitation before he continued, âIâll be good from now on⊠so look at me.â No response, nothing. âYou are insufferable, urgh, why do I even bother?!â Look at that, another burst of anger, he must feel really pathetic right now, on the verge of begging for something that was never a problem until now.
Then, he began seeking your attention in earnest. Placing his head in your lap as he stared up at you with the most pitiful gaze ever, eyes glassy as they swelled with tears, cheeks an embarrassed red that deepened every time he realised how he was debasing himself for your amusement. All because you were neglecting him a little? He must have been more desperate than he realised. Now the tears heâs been holding back were dripping down his face in earnest, painting him in an even more pitiful light.
âPlease.. Iâm sorry, just- look at me. Donât you- donât you dare to ignore me when Iâm already like this.â A silent sob as he tried to press himself closer to you, âI-Iâll be good.. really, I promise, donât look away again, pleaseâŠâ
synopsis: you never meant to get in the middle of a marriage. but when you're caught between your beautiful best friend and the king she was forced to wed, you find your position as a maid-turned-concubine particularly challenging - especially when he begins demanding an heir from one of you. can gojo keep you all to herself? or will everything else keep getting in the way?
pairing: queen!gojo x concubine!reader (x king!geto)
wc: 20.7k
content: mdni. angst + smut, medieval setting, FEM!JO!!!, YURI YURI YURI!!!, lots of yearning and pining, intense jealousy, loathing, childhood crushes, gojo is obsessed, yandere!femjo tbh, piv sex, character death, trauma, reader is suffering, heavy angst, fear of being abandoned, cold and conniving gojo, but she's also a sweet puppy for her girl, they want each other so bad, humiliation, wrongful imprisonment, unbalanced power dynamics, master/maid relationship, use of nicknames (princess, angel), geto slander lmfao, confessions, kissing, oral sex (f! recieving), fingering, blindfolds and restraints, 69, multiple positions, happy ending
a/n: this was a commission for my incredibly lovely angel @cantarcantar + the art above is from the super talented @anniewinniie and the div is by @/tsumiinum
âFuck, Suguru, youâre so-âÂ
As much as Satoru enjoyed hearing your pretty little pants and moans, she was rather sick of hearing you whine his name instead of hers.Â
But of course, even if she was the queen, what could she do when you were her husbandâs concubine?Â
âSomeoneâs going to hear you, pretty,â he wryly replied, and she could practically hear the smirk in his honeyed voice, syrupy sweet just for you.Â
Blegh.Â
She held in her gag, grimacing at his deep grunt.Â
Satoru parted the thick vines concealing your not-so-secret garden hideaway. Tucked behind flowering bushes, forget-me-not covered trellises, a blanket was spread out on the green grass of your hidden nook as Suguru fucked you right there, your dress bunched up above your hips as he greedily plunged his ridiculously oversized cock inside you.Â
Where was the patience?
The preparation?Â
Treating you like a princess rather than rutting into you like some ruthless animal?Â
Satoru felt her mouth twitch down, heart freezing as she found herself slipping through the gap in the trellises, forcing herself to slyly smile as she interrupted the scene.Â
âSuguru,â she called out, keeping her voice airy and calm as she condescendingly looked down at your bodies tangled together. Containing the cold anger that had sunk its claws into her heart as she cleared her throat, sucking in a slow breath, âYour advisor is looking for you.âÂ
Her husband threw an annoyed look over his shoulder, dark bangs falling in his face as his soft purple eyes hardened into a scowl.Â
âHe can wait,â he grimaced, as if to say, so can you.Â
But Satoru could be just as stubborn.Â
âI heard itâs about a rather important matter,â she lied, shrugging her shoulders as the skirt of her finely embroidered dress swung and shifted by her feet.Â
âI will be finished in just a-âÂ
âWe can always continue when you return,â you reassured him, brushing his bangs back out of his face and biting down on your glossy bottom lip.Â
You knew your place.Â
Content to be that knaveâs concubine, free for him to use whenever he pleased. Unbothered no matter how many times he expected you to wait and adhere to his whims when he should be doing his damndest to make your every wish come true.Â
Satoru despised it. Detested the infuriating way her husband took and wasted every ounce of your attention.
You were her best friend first.Â
âFine,â Suguru hissed, hesitantly pulling out of you but not before throwing Satoru a heated glare.Â
âI can keep your concubine company,â she smiled, blue eyes sparkling with satisfaction as Suguru unceremoniously shoved his cock back inside his pants, storming past her to go off and search for an advisor who was likely already tucked into his bed.Â
He would just come back for you once he figured it out.Â
But by then, Satoru was sure she could kill the mood enough that he wouldnât get to have you tonight.Â
Not without her in the room.Â
âIâm sorry,â you softly apologized once he was gone, hastily pulling your dress down, embarrassed that sheâd seen you so exposed.Â
As if it wasnât the first time.Â
She was well aware of her husbandâs preference for you to not wear any undergarments when he was planning on seeing you. Had walked in on the two of you in their marital bed more times than she could count.Â
At first, she thought it was better you than her.Â
Held no interest in having sex with him herself or making any heirs, no matter how much the court tried to convince her that it was necessary.Â
Why would she ruin her body for a man she could barely stand? Who she was forced into a political marriage with?Â
Lately?Â
She was growing tempted to just take her clothes off and offer herself up if it meant Suguru would go a single day without insisting on having sex with you. Even if sheâd be resisting the urge to gag and roll her eyes at every one of his groans.
âIâll return to my chambers, Your Majesty,â you respectfully murmured, averting your gaze with faint shame creeping into your fair features. You were trying to not make this strange or strained, smoothing out your dress as you pushed your palms off the blanket.Â
âHow many times must I ask you to call me Toru, hm?â She teased, breaking the tension with an easy laugh.Â
It used to be breezy to be around you.Â
Before he snatched you from her grip.Â
Back when you were both girls growing up together, as a princess and her maid. Your delicate hands brushing her hair and working all the knots out with nimble fingers at the end of every day, chatting about the scullery gossip before Satoru would pull you into the blankets and demand that you sleep next to her.Â
To keep the nightmares away.Â
Everyone always let Satoru do what she wanted.Â
Except for having you.Â
Sure, she could drag you around, take you everywhere she went, but instead of simply being hers, you were more of an accessory.Â
The most you could be was a maid. A servant.Â
Not a lover.Â
Satoru tried to be content with that. Truly.Â
Accepted it from an early age that you werenât going to be hers when she was destined for a political relationship and your stare often lingered a little too long on knights instead of ladies.
She told herself that at least she got to bring you along to this palace to be by her side for this marriage, but the moment Suguru saw you standing next to her, he stole you.Â
Made you his concubine within the week, put you in your own room and dolled you up in gowns and gems. Satoru had been sneaking blue dresses in your new closet, replacing the jewel tones and purples with the shades of the sky, of the ocean rather than the rich hues he had such a proclivity for.Â
But it didnât make much of a difference when you were tending to him now instead of her.Â
âToru,â you said her name so sweetly, chewing the inside of your cheek now as you reluctantly met her stare. âIâm sorry you had to see that.âÂ
âYou are not the one who should apologize,â she exhaled, shrugging her shoulders as she walked over to where you were sheepishly staring at the blooming flowers.Â
Skimming a delicate hand over your arm, appreciating the warmth of your skin as she stopped just shy of your shoulder, tracing a little heart with the edge of her thumb as she soothed you.Â
âCome with me,â she murmured.Â
Your head snapped up, your eyes wavering and wide. Unsure. âWhere?âÂ
âMy room,â Satoru hummed. âLike old times.âÂ
Back when the only hands that ever had the fortune to brush over your body were hers. When you belonged solely to Satoru.Â
Funnily enough, you were still sleeping in her bed. Just with her husband.Â
What would she have to do to keep his calloused palms off her prize?Â
âAre you sure Suguru will be-âÂ
âNo man would complain about two beautiful women in his sheets,â she rolled her eyes, interlocking arms with you and pulling you forward.Â
It wasnât exactly true.Â
Suguru would have plenty to grit his teeth and groan about when he wouldnât get the chance to put his dick inside of you.Â
But you were naive enough to not realize that, smiling back at Satoru the way you used to, leaning against her arm and sighing with relief, relaxing once it struck you that she wasnât upset with you.Â
âIâm not nearly as beautiful as you,â you wistfully mumbled under your breath, and Satoruâs heart soared. Pale cheeks heating up at your compliment, squeezing you reflexively as she laughed.Â
She knew she was beautiful. Blessed by the gods in nearly every aspect from the moment she was born.Â
But even when they had given her a face any male would love, they had cursed her with a heart that could only belong to a female.Â
To you.Â
Had been stamped with your name and sealed to be yours from the first day she found you.Â
It wasnât fucking fair that Suguru got to just reap everything she sowed.Â
Got to be the one inside you, on top of you, beside you. Who could just openly want you with no repercussions.Â
If his smug smirks and sly remarks werenât enough for her to loathe him, Satoru still would have hated him for that fact alone.Â
âI think you are far lovelier than any of these lousy flowers,â Satoru spoke softly, tilting her head around the garden sheâd grown to only feel disgust for too.Â
It had been beautiful at first. A work of art sheâd taken to walking the winding paths through in the evenings to calm her chaotic mind when the two of you first came here.Â
But all it had taken was to walk in on Suguru mounting you on a patio table the third week in for every last petal and blossom of this place to become tainted. Â
He was making a fucking fool of her.Â
Freely flaunting how much he adored fucking you wherever he wanted, whenever he wanted.Â
No doubt she wasnât the first to catch the two of you.Â
âYou flatter me,â you blushed, turning away from her as you picked up the pace.Â
You already knew the way back to her marital room.
Even if she wasnât the one you usually came there for.Â
Satoru had separate chambers, of course, ones that were made solely for her, but she knew that Suguru would retaliate in some petty fashion if she brought you there instead.Â
âI am merely being honest,â Satoru hummed, lips curling up in an easy smile that didnât quite reach her eyes.Â
She knew you well enough to know you were too embarrassed to respond. That you werenât truly taking her seriously.Â
Shouldnât you know by now that the only person she saved her sincerity for was you?Â
âI find myself missing you more and more,â Satoru slowly added, heart thumping so hard she was sure it would somehow end up lodged in her throat as you looked back at her with those big, apologetic eyes.Â
Guilt-ridden.Â
Weighed down by the obvious worry you carried for fucking her husband.Â
âI miss you too,â you murmured quietly, lip curling up in your best attempt at a smile before it immediately fell again.Â
âYou seem tired,â Satoru observed, reaching over with her free hand to brush the hair away from your face. Treasuring the few seconds her fingertips skimmed across your soft cheeks. âLetâs get some rest.âÂ
âBut Suguru-âÂ
âDo me a favor,â she purred, offering her most reassuring grin. âDo not worry about him.âÂ
She could deal with it.Â
It was worth whatever trouble would come to watch you trade your dress for one of her silky blue nightslips, staring at the bare expanse of your exposed back as you bent over to shimmy it on, holding her breath as you turned around, looking absolutely delectable.Â
The sweetest dessert she could ever dream of.Â
And the only one she wasnât allowed to taste.Â
âDo you want me to do your hair?â You asked, fiddling with your fingers as you nervously looked around the room.Â
Satoru wished she could wipe your anxieties away.Â
âI would never say no to that,â she said instead, putting up a far more carefree front than she truly felt.Â
Perching on the edge of the stool of her vanity, passing you her hairbrush as you slowly pulled all of her long, silky white strands back over her shoulder. You took your time brushing it out, carefully separating it as you went and making sure there were no tangles before you slowly began to braid it, nimble fingers working to twist the parted hair.Â
She could see your reflection in the mirror, the way you bit your kiss-swollen bottom lip, brows pinched together tightly in focus as your practiced hands made an easy job of it.Â
âThere you go,â you hummed once you finished, tying a white ribbon at the end as you looked in the mirror back at her. âDo you like it?âÂ
âI like everything you do,â Satoru replied on instinct.Â
Except for Suguru.Â
Your face flushed, smiling as you stepped back away from her, glancing over to the bed.Â
âGood night then,â you muttered.Â
âGood night,â Satoru replied, shoving down the lump in her throat as she tried to discreetly dry her clammy palms on her own nightdress as she stood up. Snuffing out a few of the candles so that the only light was from the flickering fire, crawling into bed after you, pretending to be unaffected by your proximity as she got under the sheets next to your body.
But she wasnât quite as good at it as she used to be.Â
Unable to slow her breathing, chest rising and falling far too fast as you tossed and turned, the short hem of the slip riding up on your thighs under the covers as Satoru desperately stared at the ceiling of her four-poster bed and ignored the heat ignited in her core.Â
A steady pulse, an irritating throb straight to the center of her, speeding up each time your leg brushed against hers, or your hand accidentally grazed along her arm.Â
âSweet dreams,â she belatedly whispered, but you had already fallen asleep, soon snoring on one of her pillows like you once did so long ago, hair sprawling out that Satoru couldnât stop herself from softly stroking.Â
Her pretty maid, right where she belonged once more.Â
But for how long?Â
When would Suguru do something that would fully free you of her?Â
God, what the fuck was she going to do if he knocked you up? Forced you to bear his heir? Make you raise a whole brood of miniature hims?Â
That asshole would surely move you to a separate palace, maybe claim that Satoru made threats or something equally absurd to justify giving you a title or some security.Â
Satoru refused to let any of that happen.Â
You were more than just a breeding mare.Â
More than just a pawn to be played with â no matter what her husband attempted to turn you into.Â
Like she summoned a demon, the door swung open, and Satoru immediately removed her hand from by your head, sitting up in bed to stare at the intruder.
The real interloper here.Â
Suguru scowled at the sight of her next to you, his lips pressing in a thin line as he peeled off his expensive robe.Â
âReturn to your private chambers,â he dismissed, irritation heavy in his voice.Â
âThis marital bed is mine too,â Satoru retorted, patting the spot next to her to gesture for him to join.Â
Sheâd prefer not to spend the night suffering the masculine scent of his cologne, but she supposed she could just roll closer to you to inhale your much sweeter smell. It was always light, flowery, like some intoxicating summer bloom she wanted to pluck and preserve.
He laughed at the idea of sleeping together too, a low and cruel one.Â
Satoru wanted to snarl back that if she were a man, if they were both vying for your hand, you would have chosen her without a blink.Â
But she just had to bite her tongue and stare at the one person who had everything she wanted.Â
âFunny that I only find you in here when itâs with her,â he knowingly scoffed.Â
âIs it?â Satoru feigned ignorance. âI was the one who brought her here.â
Her husband didnât care though.Â
No, he just walked over as if she had no place in this room, no right to her spot in the bed beside you, stripping his shirt off before removing his pants, as if a little bit of nudity would scare Satoru off.Â
âWhat do you think our love would do if she knew you lusted after her even more than I do?â Suguru mocked, barely making an effort to disguise his thinly-veiled threat. One corner of that irritating mouth of his curling up in a crude smirk, casually dismissing the weight of her affection for you to a simple sin.Â
His love?Â
Satoru almost laughed back at him.Â
You were hers. Had always been.Â
And would be once again.Â
âShall I tell her?â He asked, tilting his head towards your sleeping figure as he pulled back the blankets to get in too.
âShe would think itâs just a jest,â Satoru rolled her eyes, her nose scrunching up as he actually got in next to her.Â
It didnât matter how obvious she made it to you.Â
You were blissfully unaware.Â
Clueless to the hunger she harbored in her heart to chain you to her.Â
âI suppose weâll find out soon,â he muttered under his breath, and despite the shield sheâd prepared, it splintered with sheer panic at the thought of you taking his word.Â
At the risk of you being repulsed by the realization, rejecting her and refusing to exist in the same space for the rest of her life.Â
That wouldnât do.Â
Suguru was already a persistent problem.Â
But now it appeared she had no choice but to solve it before he could screw her over. Before he could wreck what sheâd spent so long building.Â
Sheâd prefer to prepare a guillotine for his cock, to punish him for the crime of being inside you, but she refused to be the one put in prison for it.Â
No, Satoru needed a plan. A foolproof way for this to end with you in her arms.Â
Perhaps some poison to put His Royal Majesty in a grave while she was at it. Â
ΔâżĐ·
âMorning, beautiful.âÂ
You wondered who your kingâs groggy morning voice was meant for. You?Â
Or his wife?Â
Your true master.Â
âGood morning, husband,â Satoru replied, her usually sweet voice cold and clipped.Â
Of course.
You werenât exactly surprised.Â
But what did throw you off was the two very different arms strewn across your waist, one thick and muscled slung low towards your hips while the other far daintier one was delicately tangled just below your breasts.Â
Somehow, you had ended up in between them.Â
Rather fitting, wasnât it?Â
âI wasnât speaking to you,â Suguru scolded her, and your stomach just curdled at the annoyance in his tone.Â
The weight on your midsection disappeared, and you tried to roll on your side, to pretend you were still asleep, but then he was pulling you against him, and you could only bite the inside of your cheek and focus on the taste of blood on your tongue to hold it together as something hefty and hard pressed into your spine.Â
It was just wrong to do this in front of Satoru.Â
You didnât understand what Suguru saw in you anyway.Â
It wasnât like you truly were stunning. Not compared to her.Â
You werenât blind.Â
Youâd always been rather plain put next to Satoruâs perfect face.
She was the one people stopped to stare at when she walked in a room, the subject of whispers and wishes and fools willing fate to just give them a single chance for the pleasure of one conversation in her presence.Â
And beneath her beauty was the sort of one-of-a-kind soul someone could spend the rest of their life searching for.Â
Even now, when you were sleeping with her husband, she was still being sweet to you.Â
Swearing that she knew you couldnât do anything about being his concubine, bringing you back to her bed for a sleepover like she hadnât caught you having sex with him.Â
You didnât deserve her. And you really couldnât comprehend why Suguru wouldnât want her.Â
Yet, she always tried to spare your feelings.Â
Sent away any maid who mocked you and scolded any staff member that attempted to tease you ever since you were children.Â
Going from dismissing any knight that tried to flirt or feel you up as teenagers to stripping some lower noble of her rank simply for speaking ill of you two weeks ago over suggesting that she should punish you for trying to steal her husband.Â
You hadnât asked for any of it.Â
All you wanted was to watch her fall in love. To stand by her side and see her find her happily ever after.Â
Instead, you were embroiled in an affair with the man she married.Â
And now the guilt was gnawing through your bones, shame shattering you every time she saw you with him.Â
You sort of felt like your life could be divided in two groups.Â
Before Satoru. After Satoru.Â
She saved you. You were born into servitude, to parents who worked in the worst kind of noble homes. The ones where the money was passed down with generations, belonging to spoiled gamblers and drunks who didnât know how to do anything other than spend it â and couldnât care less about their staff members.Â
You learned how to scrub baseboards and sweep instead of how to read and write. To never speak unless spoken to. To make yourself smaller than a speck of dust just to survive.Â
It didnât matter.Â
They had a son a year older than you.Â
One that was particularly fond of pulling your hair and ripping up your uniforms every time you hung them out to dry.Â
Who found a passion in pushing you down and pretending to his family that you had committed every variety of petty crimes against him.Â
Your life was a living hell.Â
Until your angel showed up.Â
In a pretty white dress that matched her soft hair, the sun shining on her pale face as she blinked down at you with big, blue eyes. She was visiting with her parents, supposed to be attending a play date with your personal tormentor, only to walk in on him attempting to cut off a chunk of your hair with a knife heâd stolen from the chef.Â
He had accidentally cut you with it, a thin streak of blood trickling down your throat as you sobbed hysterically, unable to stop yourself as you curled up against the tree he cornered you against.Â
âDrop that,â she commanded, an air of authority to her even when she was still a child.Â
He did, even though his obedience seemed to surprise him.Â
âYouâre not the boss of-â
She was already stepping forward though, kicking the knife away before graciously approaching you, unbothered by the sniffing mess youâd become, just squatting down and drying your tears with her sleeve.Â
âYouâre coming home with me.â
And you did.Â
She had half-dragged you inside, forcing herself to fake tears of her own before crying to her parents that he had attacked her, and that youâd gotten hurt defending her.Â
They believed her lie.Â
And she bought you from the hellhole you were born into.Â
You would probably be dead without her.Â
Starved or beaten for not performing your duties well enough, discarded like some cheap possession instead of a person.Â
The boy was punished, his familyâs status revoked â although you never learned what happened to them after that.Â
At least with Satoru, you could be her doll.Â
Someone she dressed up and dragged around to tea parties and meals, forcing everyone to have a chair for you like it was normal for a mere maid to dine with royalty.Â
She grew out of it when she got a little older, when people began to look down on you for her behavior instead of her.Â
But when they announced her marriage, she still refused to go unless she brought you with her, insisting that she wouldnât adapt without a familiar face before whispering to you in private that sheâd never leave her favorite friend behind.Â
Did she regret that now? Wish she never took you in to begin with?
You felt like a nuisance.
It was impossible to ignore the whispers of the court here, the constant discussion of the heir that didnât currently exist.
All of it felt like your fault.
Surely, if you werenât here, if you werenât imposing, then Satoru might have already gotten pregnant, or perhaps have even had a child already.Â
As far as you knew, they had yet to even consummate their marriage.Â
You used to whisper about what it would be like to have sex. So sure that she would be the one to experience it first. Giggling under the covers about how the whole thing seemed sorta gross. To let a guy stick it inside of you and listen to him grunt and groan?
Honestly, you never thought it would be you giving up your virtue before her.Â
Sugugu hadnât been shy about the fact you were the only one he was intimate with.Â
Turning his nose up and scoffing when you inquired about the status of their relationship, the same way Satoru did, as if it was simply absurd that they could ever have a baby together.Â
And now his royal advisors had started whispering suggestions that he should plant his seed in you instead, murmuring that if Satoru was too stubborn, he must secure his line another way as if you werenât in the same room when they said it.Â
As if your loyalty hadnât always lied with her.Â
But she wouldnât listen to your warnings.Â
How were you supposed to convince two people who acted like they couldnât stand each other to not only have sex, but create a child?Â
You knew you were a fool. Naive to still presume that there must be some way to make this work without making Satoru suffer. But you couldnât stop trying.Â
âI would like you to leave,â Suguru snapped at her, and years of experience had engrained the instant impulse to protect her in you.Â
To interrupt and insist that she had every right to be here too.Â
Even if Satoru had never once needed you to defend her. Not the same way you needed her.Â
âWill you drag me out if I do not?â She cheekily returned, and you finally forced yourself to start to stir, to stop the argument already in progress as they both immediately fell silent. Satoruâs soft hand skimmed over your forearm, delicately dragging her fingertips up to your shoulder before yawning, âGood morning, sleepyhead.âÂ
âMorning,â you muttered, slowly cracking your eyes open and beginning to sit up just for a second hand to shift to the small of your back.Â
âDid she bother you with all her tossing and turning?â Your king asked, concern veiling his contempt for his wife as he peered down at you with those dark purple eyes. Devoid of the light you were used to seeking, swirling with something you werenât quite comfortable enough to name.Â
Sometimes, you wondered how much he wanted you, and how much he wanted to piss her off. Equally unhappy at the situation heâd been thrusted in, forced to marry a stranger he didnât know or want and finding refuge in pissing off the one person that was also innocent in this. Taking it out on her instead when he had no way to punish the system he was stuck in.Â
âSatoru never bothers me,â you answered honestly, still doing your best to mend the bridge between them as you peered up at him with an expression you hoped would earn some empathy from him.Â
Or at the very least, get him to not toss her out before she even stepped foot out of the bed.Â
âYouâre too sweet,â he muttered, sitting up straighter to let the blankets fall down around his bare waist. Tenderly caressing your cheek as you stilled, thinking of what he seemed to leave unsaid. Too sweet for whom? Him? Or her?Â
You supposed you were just overthinking it, blinking nervously before he leaned down to kiss you on the lips right there in front of her, pushing his tongue in as you tried not to scrunch your nose up at the thought that he had yet to brush his teeth before slipping his tongue in your mouth.Â
But you returned it, accustomed to going with the tides instead of swimming against them, allowing him to possessively splay his fingers across your back as if Satoruâs fingers werenât still sinking into your shoulder.Â
And by the time he pulled away, you had collected yourself enough to smile sincerely back at him when he rested his forehead against yours.Â
It wasnât that you disliked him, or harbored any hatred for him.Â
The feeling swirling in your stomach was closer to pity. You felt bad for him.Â
He felt like a flip side to Satoru. Reminded you of her in his own strange way when he spoke to you like you were more than just a maid. Even if he only saw you as his own accessory instead of hers.
âMeet me in the gardens at noon,â he instructed, slipping out of his bed as you both stared. His back muscles flexed as he bent over, only throwing a look back to wink at you while Satoru made a quiet gagging noise next to you.Â
You nearly giggled, only holding it in when his dark brows pinched together in a glare back at her.Â
âOf course, Your Majesty,â you murmured, nodding dutifully as his chest puffed back out with pride. Finishing redressing quickly, his mouth twitching down at the two of you in his bed, but he didnât say anything to disprove Satoruâs theory about men and beautiful women.Â
âAlone,â Suguru added, starting towards the door before Satoru could add something snarky.Â
The moment he was out the door, you could hear his voice calling through it for a servant, and you already pictured the way a few were likely stationed at the end of the hall, ready to accompany him and do whatever he wanted.
âMeet me in the gardens,â Satoru mimicked him, rolling her bright blue eyes as her long lashes fluttered dramatically as she twisted you back around to face her. âHeâs so insufferable.âÂ
âSatoru,â you said her name, face heating up at the way the syllables felt rolling off your tongue, still strange to address her so intimately when she was so far above you. âIt worries me-âÂ
âNo,â she interrupted you sternly, your shoulders slumping at her unexpected scolding. âThere is nothing for you to worry about.âÂ
âBut the two of you-âÂ
âI know,â she sympathized, knowing what you were about to protest before you had to say it. Seeing through all of you the way no one else ever did, or probably ever would. âBut you should just keep doing what he asks.âÂ
Like you couldnât see how much it hurt her to even suggest that.Â
Satoru was more sensitive than sheâd ever show. Feelings hidden under her carefully crafted shield, always pretending to be the perfect princess on her towering pedestal, protected by some impenetrable glass that never let you touch her.Â
She could say she couldnât stand Suguru. But who wouldnât be hurt at the man they married so blatantly disrespecting them?
âI just want you to be happy,â you softly said.Â
âI will be. Eventually,â Satoru stiffly said, dragging her thumb over your bottom lip like she was wiping off his kiss. âWe just have to grin and bear it for now.âÂ
âAnd things will get better?â You hopefully asked, reaching up to clasp her hand. Feeling a little bit like a child again, looking up to her with blind trust, faith that she could fix problems that seemed far too big for you. Imagining all three of you a few months from now, getting along and grinning over lunch in the garden, sitting underneath the shade of an umbrella and snacking with Satoru on one side and Suguru on the other.Â
âI promise they will.âÂ
There was nothing you craved more than for her to be correct.
But your blind belief in her started to fizzle and fade when the days refused to stop dragging on while you rarely got to see her. Only catching glimpses of her from across the room, usually when one of you was being flaunted on Suguruâs arm and the other was left to stand on the side and stare. Barely getting a chance to speak to her when the king you were both supposed to obey had decided you were better kept in your bed chambers or his private office, away from the wife he pretended didnât exist around you.Â
You tried to tell yourself what she had.Â
To just bear it.Â
Comforting yourself with the handful of smiles she snuck you, reassuring yourself that you didnât have to be wracked with guilt every second you spent with Suguru. That you shouldnât hate yourself for the moments with him where you found yourself actually enjoying his company, or genuinely giggling at a joke he made.Â
It didnât make it easier to stop loathing the parts of you that liked the attention. Being doted on and deemed deserving of more than just the monotony of being a maid.Â
Underneath it all, you still knew what was coming.Â
A girl like you was only measured by what uses she was good for.Â
Could taste his expectation in the air long before Suguru delivered the curdling news over tea, sitting there like a brainless doll as he informed you that he had the maids brew the kind that helped fertility.Â
Casually suggesting that you make a fine mother as you feigned agreement, running off to a bush to throw it up the moment he left to attend to other business.Â
You couldnât do that to her.Â
No, you wouldnât.Â
You refused.Â
It wasnât like you had any idea how you would refuse, not when you were sure he would be back in your bedroom tonight. Stripping off his robes with that easy smirk of his, placing his crown on your head as he buried his cock in you, probably already planning on no longer pulling out but plunging himself deep enough to make sure the seed he planted was sowed.Â
That it would sprout into an heir he could use as an excuse to remove any power his wife politically held.Â
You puked again.Â
Bile rising that you couldnât push down, getting sick until you finally managed to suck in enough deep breaths to pull yourself together, wiping the corner of your mouth and standing back up on trembling legs, looking around to make sure no one had seen you.Â
But a few maids were standing nearby, wide-eyed and whispering to each other before scampering off in a hurry once your stare caught theirs, surely off to spread rumors about what theyâd seen.Â
You were stumbling away too, walking back inside the cobbled halls and hurrying through the twists and turns, ignoring the pointed looks you received from staff members and guards passing by. You werenât sure where you were going until you were there, nervously tapping your knuckles against the door to Satoruâs office, hardly able to keep your breathing steady until you heard her call out in an annoyed tone, âCome in.â
You pushed it open, holding your breath as you peeked inside to see her head hanging down behind her desk. Her cheek resting on her hand, silky hair falling around her shoulders as she sighed and scribbled something into a thick book.Â
âWhat is it-âÂ
âIâm sorry,â you half-whispered, your voice coming out as a croak from your sore throat.Â
She immediately stopped what she was writing as her head snapped up at the realization it was you, shutting the book and placing her palm over it. Her blue eyes were razor sharp, freezing over in a flash under furrowed brows.Â
âWhat happened?â She demanded to know without a pause. Ready to go to war with just two words.Â
âHe wants me to have his heir,â you blurted out, still panicking as you looked to her like there was something she could do about it.Â
In all the years youâd known her, the only other time youâd seen the expression that was on her face now was the day you first met her.Â
Focused and flat at the same time, not betraying anything as she just blinked at you once more.Â
âTell me you donât want it,â she requested, completely serious as you struggled to tear your stare away.Â
âOf course I donât,â you answered, shaking your head as your fingers nervously clutched at the skirt of your dress, fiddling with some of the fine embroidery as you struggled to catch your breath, the taste of vomit lingering in your mouth as you thought about what your life would look like a year from now if you did. A black-haired baby on your hip and a hole punctured straight through your heart.Â
You almost added that you had only come here for her, but you couldnât bring yourself to when all that had resulted in was you warming her husbandâs bed.Â
What would her life have been like had you stayed behind? Would you have been kicked out of the palace youâd spent years by her side in? Left to start over in some quaint village, maybe starting a small farm or working in a local shop instead?Â
You would choose any of it over being the reason she was suffering. Even if it meant struggling and scraping by all alone.Â
âI will take care of it,â she stiffly said, her nose upturned in the air as she pushed a plate of cookies someone had left on her desk away from her. âYou should go now.âÂ
A piece of you shattered.Â
Some deep internal wound ripping open at her quick dismissal, despite your instinct to believe that her words were more binding than any oath.Â
âBut-â
âTrust me, princess,â she softened her tone, smiling now, like you couldnât see how tight of a line her mouth made. Using a nickname she hadnât called you in years, back when she tried to make you feel better about the difference in your status, late night promises that you could be her princess and she could be yours.Â
âToru,â you murmured back, watching her eyes crinkle for a second before she shook her hair and pointed a delicate finger towards the door.Â
âPlease leave,â she asked, and you had never been good at disobeying her.Â
Feeling like a mutt that had been thrown out in the rain, tail tucked between your legs as you walked all the way across the palace to your own chambers. Pacing the floor there in a panic, wringing your hands and wearing out the carpet as you tried to think of some solution.Â
Stupid nobles and their moronic obsession with bloodlines.Â
Why couldnât they just adopt a child and raise it correctly?Â
You would have his child if Satoru asked you to. If she said she didnât want to do it herself.Â
But you were scared for her. Terrified that she would somehow end up thrown out if you had an heir and she refused to.Â
Maybe it would be easier if one of them were less stubborn. If Satoru was less prideful and Suguru more agreeable.Â
Was that asking for the impossible?Â
Just an idiot jammed between a rock and a hard place and wondering why you couldnât squeeze out?Â
You prepared yourself that evening anyway, going through the motions of putting on the thin style nightdress Suguru preferred, but picking one in a soft shade of blue that reminded you more of Satoru. Carefully applying a thin layer of makeup, exhaling at your reflection as you wondered to yourself where the girl from a few years ago had gone.Â
She probably would have strangled you for suggesting sleeping with Satoruâs king, no matter the circumstance.Â
And right now, you would give just about anything to go back to those days. Where the most important thing you had to worry about was how to style Satoruâs hair the next day, or what would be served for breakfast in the morning.Â
âYouâre wearing blue.âÂ
Your head turned to find Suguru standing there in the doorway, his lips turned down as his hazy stare slid over your body. You hurried to stand, forgoing spritzing the fancy perfume he gifted you across your skin as he strode over to you. Ready to fake moans and feign devotion.Â
âIs this not one you gave me?â You innocently asked, tilting your head to the side.Â
It wasnât like you could purchase your own dresses.Â
Truthfully, you had no idea what even happened to the funds you saved up before Satoru brought you here. She had said she would take care of the transfer, but within days of coming here, you were being whisked off your feet and away from her by the man in front of you now.
âI guess it doesnât matter,â he muttered, his fingers plucking one of the straps off your shoulder and pulling it down with a sigh as he ignored your inquiry. âIâm taking it off of you anyway.âÂ
His hands shook while he removed it, his fingers unsteady for once as he tried to shimmy your panties down your thighs next. He kissed you, but the sour taste of wine was still on his lips, and you ached to pull away.Â
To ask him to reconsider what he wanted from you.Â
Even if you knew that wasnât your place.Â
To your surprise though, he retreated first, your mouth still hanging open as he let out a low groan. You knew something was wrong at the sound of it. How guttural it came out when you hadnât even touched his cock yet.Â
You blinked up at him only to see red.Â
Blood dripped down his lips as he stared at you without really seeing you, fear glittering his dark eyes empty in the candlelight as your own fingers reached out to wipe it away. Had you bitten him without realizing it? Was he hurt?Â
Before you could even touch it, he coughed hard, and your face was suddenly wet.
Your hand was still outstretching towards him the moment he collapsed.Â
Someone screamed, but it wasnât until servants began running into the room that you realized the horrible sound was coming from you, ripped from the back of your throat as the scene immediately morphed into a mess. Maids shouting for doctors and rushing around to try and stop the bleeding that was still pouring from his mouth, propping him up. But even if his eyes were open, they werenât blinking.Â
Had his soul already separated from the still shell he left behind?Â
Something damp hit your palm, your fuzzy vision struggling to focus as it belatedly struck you that you were still dripping with the red, your palms shaking, refusing to stop twitching at the unnerving sight of it.Â
Steady drops begging to drop down to your bare breasts, staining your skin as you stumbled back, running from the inevitable as your shattered gasps wouldnât allow enough air into your lungs.Â
This wasnât happening.
It couldnât be.
This must be a nightmare. Some awful dream youâd gotten dragged into as you tried to wake yourself back up, desperately wiping your face as you struggled to get it clean, but nothing was working. Nothing was changing.Â
Hyperventilating as a maid shouted, calling in guards while your back hit the wall, your fingers trembling as you buried your face in your hands, as if you could hide from what was happening.Â
âIs he still alive?âÂ
No. No no no.Â
If he was gone, what the hell would happen to you?Â
There were too many people in the room, too much going on for you to focus on what was happening in front of you. Your ears filling you in no matter how much you desperately wanted to shut it all out.Â
To rewind the clock, even if it was just for a few minutes. Bring it back to where everything was still normal.Â
The palace doctor arrived out of breath as you peeked back up at your world unraveling only to find him shaking his head as he checked the limp body on the floorâs pulse.Â
You knew it before he said it though. Had from the moment he coughed and collapsed.Â
âThe king is dead.âÂ
The only person in power now was his wife.Â
Someone was probably on their way to get Satoru now, to shake her awake from her bed and notify her that her husband was no longer among the living.Â
Even if you didnât want to have his baby, you still never would have chosen this.Â
Curling up with your bare knees to your chest, staring at your blood-splattered blue nightdress left in a crumpled pile on the floor, eyes wild as you watched people rush in and out.Â
Guards filing in, one of them ripping you up from off the ground with a rough grip on your arm, barking some question you didnât understand as you tried to shake your head, dragging you out of the room as you got one last glimpse at Suguruâs still form staring up at the ceiling.Â
âDid you do this?âÂ
âWhat?â You blinked, turning back with disgust as you rebuffed it. âI-I wouldnât-âÂ
The guard wasnât listening, pulling you out only for you to nearly run into someone else.Â
Your pounding heart stopped the second you realized it was Satoru.Â
Her pretty face pinched up with disdain, long hair loose and cascading down her back, an intricate amethyst-colored gown draping over the cobbled hall as she looked down at you, her mouth twitching as her gaze drifted across your exposed skin.Â
You were about to beg her to tell them that it couldnât have been you, bottom lip trembling as you tried to get the words out, but she cut you off, looking to the knight by her side as she solemnly shook her head.Â
âLock her up.âÂ
She couldnât mean it.Â
It honestly felt more far-fetched than Suguruâs sudden death. Unable to understand those three sharp words that left her lips until another man was yanking you away, pulling you down corridors.Â
Humiliation burned through you as the initial shock started to fade and the reality of your situation began to sit in. Being dragged naked across the palace until you were led up a long spiralling staircase to a tower youâd never stepped foot inside before.Â
Spared the cruelty of the cold dungeons only to be shoved inside a tiny room at the top, a heavy door slammed shut as your eyes struggled to adjust to the darkness surrounding you. A barren space with only a small bed pushed against the wall, a small window that was only big enough for you to peek out of, the bitter night breeze blowing in through it as you stood there, waiting for, well, you werenât sure what.Â
Satoru to show up and swear this was all some awful joke? To tell you that she didnât mean to scare you and that everything was fine? That this was all a part of some plan of hers?Â
Wishful thinking, wasnât it?Â
If they thought you were responsible, that you somehow killed him, you would be executed within a month.Â
Maybe not even offered a trial, just dragged out to be hanged or beheaded without a chance to defend yourself.Â
Who would have sympathy for a traitor?Â
A poor maid masquerading as a concubine, one who truly should have never had a place beneath the king to begin with.Â
All you were was an ignorant idiot that was born to take the blame. No matter your innocence.Â
And yet, when you finally heard footsteps approaching your lonely room, you were still rushing towards it, ready to plead your case to whoever showed up.Â
When you heard Satoruâs voice, you nearly sobbed.Â
She must be coming to let you out. To explain everything away and bring you back to her room the way she once had. Whisk you away and remind you with that charming smile that she had told you not to worry.Â
Satoru wasnât your knight in shining armor. She was better.Â
A hero with her white-haired halo, your blue-eyed angel in a gossamer gown.Â
âToru, please,â you called out, peeking up to discover a rectangle carved out of the thick wood of the door, wide enough for you to look back out into the barely-lit hallway.Â
âMake sure no one comes up here,â Satoru coldly instructed the knights outside, your heart stalling as you stared at her through that thin slat. The heavy click of several additional locks followed while her sharp eyes watched you back, your heart shattering into even tinier bits with each one.Â
And then Satoru did something that stomped on all the remaining shards of it.Â
She left.Â
You broke down, sobbing on the floor until there wasnât anything left in you to cry out. Curling up on the frigid ground instead of the bed, unable to even summon the strength to get up and crawl towards it.Â
At some point, you supposed you fell asleep like that, because when you woke up to a fraction of the sun slipping in through your tiny window, there were clothes and food delivered, along with a cold bucket of water and a washrag.Â
Too numb to feel thankful, as if someone had scooped every part of you out as you ignored the food in front of you, about to cup a handful of water and drink it before you looked down at your hands and saw all the dried blood still staining them, your stomach shifting once again as the memory of Suguruâs face before he died floated up in your brain.Â
You scrubbed your skin, washing Suguru off of you until the bucket had run red, staring at the liquid sloshing around. Refusing to stop until you were certain there were no traces of him left, your hands raw and trembling when you dropped the rag back down.Â
Putting clothes back on didnât make you feel any better.Â
Not when you had traded the fancy dresses you had just begun to get used to for a plain one, the material scratching your skin as you finally managed to get yourself up into the bed.Â
But even just trying to go back to sleep didnât work when a knight came barging in to conduct an interrogation.Â
Which essentially just meant hours of him asking the same questions and getting angry when you kept giving him the same answers?Â
âDid you conspire to kill the king?â No.Â
âDid you poison him?â No.Â
âDid you have any reason to want him dead?â Yes. No.Â
It didnât matter what you said though.Â
As long as it didnât align with what he was hoping to hear, he wouldnât give any of your words credence.Â
And by the end of it, you were being dragged back to your cell, waiting for a fate far worse than simply being the mother of the future heir to the kingdom.Â
Even if you used to think there was nothing worse than betraying Satoru.Â
Being abandoned by her was the cruelest sentence of all.Â
A raw throbbing ache taking up residence in your chest, reminding you of her absence with every short breath you sucked in, no blankets to curl up and hide under as you waited for the inevitable.Â
You knew what the cold felt like. How brittle it could be when it settled into your bones. Knew how starvation felt when your body started to break down bits of yourself for sustenance.Â
But knowing her warmth, how full she could make you feel, only ate at you more. Shoved off the pretty pedestal she placed you on, no longer sparkling or polished as you stared at your bitten-down nails and numbly craved pieces of her you knew would never be yours.Â
Perhaps this was punishment for dreaming too big.Â
For ever thinking that you could have her while you were still catering to Suguru.Â
A day passed.Â
And another.Â
The hours slipping past you in a dull daze, food delivered that you refused to take a bite of. A little voice in your head that was quickly growing delirious suggested that it could be poisoned, and it was the only thing that tempted you into taking a small bite.Â
But then you thought of the fear in Suguruâs eyes when he died, and you dropped it again, returning to your uncomfortable bed, curling up to stare at the same wall youâd been studying the cracks in since you first crawled into it.Â
You were losing it.Â
About to start speaking to yourself just to stop the silence from driving you crazy, only your thoughts to keep you company as you tossed and turned, no energy left in your exhausted limbs as you tried to think of all the ways this could end.Â
Unable to come up with a way out of this when the only person you ever found worth living for had decided you werenât worth it anymore.Â
Satoru had told you to trust her.Â
But you never had anything to offer her other than loyalty.Â
And what good was that when you wouldâve had her husbandâs baby if he hadnât died?Â
She must hate you.Â
âOh, princess.âÂ
Great.Â
You had lost it.Â
Were you hearing things now? Sanity slipping away with every day you decided not to eat?Â
âWonât you at least look at me?â Satoruâs sweet voice called out to you.Â
You weren't going to, stubbornly keeping your head forward until you heard the locks actually unlatching. Sitting up on the thin mattress and turning just in time to see the door opening, and your angel returning to you.Â
An easy smile curling up on her glossy lips, her ethereal eyes sparkling in the fading light of the day drifting in from outside, a white dress softly fluttering around her frame as she leaned against the wall like she was waiting for you to get down on your knees and thank her.Â
âI didnât do it,â you breathed, almost automatically.Â
You needed her to believe-
âSweetheart,â she softly shook her head as she sighed. âI know.âÂ
Then why did she throw you in a tower and lock you up like this? Leave you a broken mess, laid bare and bloody?Â
âI just had to take care of a few things,â Satoru cooed.Â
You didnât move. Couldnât.Â
Unable to speak when you stared at her, feeling like a stranger in your own skin as you studied her back.Â
âDid you think I would just let you rot?â She teased, as if you werenât still a prisoner while she tilted her head to the side, appraising you like you were some fruit she had finally decided to pluck.Â
It hurt.Â
A small wound ripping open beneath the surface, one you were quick to bandage up and come up with excuses for.Â
Almost immediately telling yourself that surely, she came to you as soon as she could, relief washing over the fresh sting at the realization she truly didnât think you were behind Suguruâs death. That she hadnât abandoned you after all.Â
âDonât just sit there and stare at me,â she huffed, sick of your silence, folding her arms across her chest and frowning at you.Â
âToru?â You croaked out her name, wanting to trust that it still had a place on your lips as you waited for her to disappear. Standing up on unsteady legs, muscles sore from how little youâd used them lately as you took unsure steps forward. A piece of you still convinced that you might be imagining this, or drifted off to some pretty dream where she played the same role she always did.Â
Your savior.Â
But when you got to her, hesitantly reaching out to touch her face, your fingertips trembling as you touched her cheek to discover it was solid.Â
Soft.Â
âI missed you too,â she murmured affectionately, reaching up to hold your hand there. Relaxing into your touch as you felt something inside you instantly crumble at the tiniest show of regard.Â
And before you could stop yourself, you threw your arms around her neck, tears welling up as you inhaled the sweet scent of her perfume, burying your face in her throat as a rough sob escaped you.Â
She let you.Â
Didnât push you off or give you that look like you had overstepped some boundary.Â
No, she just slid a hand over your back, holding you closer and letting you cry into her collarbone. Stroking your hair, slowly picking out the tangles and knots in it as your body shuddered with the force of your tears.Â
You didnât think you had anything left in you to cry.Â
But apparently there you werenât dried out yet, and she held you through all of it. Murmuring soft words into your ear, coaxing you to calm down as you struggled to piece yourself back together after you let it all fall apart.Â
âI swear, I would never do anything that could put you at risk,â you added, anxiety still swirling around your thoughts as you shook your head.Â
âDonât worry,â Satoru purred, squeezing you as another shudder wracked through your body. âThe right person will be imprisoned soon.âÂ
As terrible as it sounded, you couldnât find it in yourself to care who had done it, or even why, as long as it meant you and Satoru would be safe.Â
The rest was just noise.Â
You could go back to being her maid. Waiting on her hand and foot if it meant you wouldnât have to be away from her side again.Â
And if the court tried to take her crown, or shipped her back to her own palace after the rightful king had been killed, well, you both could get through it together, couldnât you?Â
âI thought you left me,â you mumbled, your voice cracking as she tenderly hummed your name.
âI would never,â she swore, petting your head as she pulled you into her chest, your shoulders slumping at how tightly she held you. Â
âPromise?â You hopefully asked, needing to know. Needing her to say she wasnât going anywhere.Â
Simply needing her.Â
âI promise.âÂ
You believed her with just two words.Â
Under her spell in a handful of moments, your heart pounding in your chest when she eventually pulled away, cupping your face and wiping away your tears like it hurt for her to see you crying.Â
âCome with me,â she spoke slowly, her thumb skimming lightly over your cheekbone.
You would follow her anywhere.Â
Across the kingdom. To another, or even over the sea to some small countryside village. Any place was fine.Â
As long as she wanted you there.Â
Skipping down the long stairs after her, your pulse thrumming in your eardrums as you waited to get stopped by some guard, for a knight to pop up and point a sword at you for absconding with their queen.Â
No one else was around however, the halls barren and silent as her soft fingers interlaced through yours, tugging you ahead as she navigated through them with ease.
âWere you starving yourself for my attention?â She half-whispered, her voice hushed and husky as she threw you a look you didnât understand.Â
Was she disappointed in you?Â
âI havenât been hungry,â you mumbled, shaking your head. You never thought sheâd come check on you. Or even be keeping tabs through whoever came to drop off the food for you.Â
âThatâs no excuse,â she softly scolded you.Â
âIâm sorry,â you automatically apologized, hanging your head lower as she opened a door and ushered you into a room youâd never been in before.Â
It looked like it was actually fit for a princess.Â
Ornately designed and filled with expensive furniture you couldnât fathom the cost of, your body freezing just two short steps inside as she shut the door behind you. Quickly making herself comfortable, slipping off her short heels and walking over to the massive bed against one wall, looking back at you with barely concealed excitement, searching your face to see if you shared
âYou can stay here for now,â she whispered, winking at you as she ran her palm over the soft fabric of the blankets adorning the bed. âItâll be our secret.âÂ
Your secret.Â
The words echoed in your head, unable to shut your open mouth as you struggled to take your eyes off of her.Â
âMuch better than that dingy tower, hm?â Satoru goaded, pride glittering in her brilliant stare.Â
âWhat is this?â You asked, looking around at the intricate tapestries hung on the walls, the plush carpets laid over the floor, the carvings into the wooden dressers and the canopy of the bed.Â
âYour room,â she happily hummed.Â
âMy-â You couldnât even say it out loud.Â
It had to be a joke.Â
âThereâs a warm bath waiting for you,â she murmured, nodding towards an adjoining door youâd been too overwhelmed to notice before. âAnd some fresh fruit on a platter by the tub. Your favorites.âÂ
What were you meant to make of this?Â
Her belated apology for locking you up for days? For leaving you behind to handle affairs far bigger than you?Â
Something itched at the back of your conscience, telling you to second guess this gift.Â
But how were you supposed to listen to your better judgement when everything left of your sensibility had been broken?Â
âPlease eat something,â she added, and all you could do was nod your head like a moron.Â
âI will,â you dutifully answered.Â
Who were you to disobey your queen?Â
âDo you need help getting out of that?â She asked, glancing towards your dress, nose wrinkling at the dirt on it before she dusted herself off like perhaps youâd gotten her filthy too.Â
âNo, I can do it,â you insisted, slipping into the bathroom before you could somehow end up even more self-conscious.Â
But your muscles were already aching for relief, a throbbing pain beginning in your shoulder when you lifted your dress up and over your head.Â
One that was thankfully soothed by the still warm water in the tub, a welcome relief to the frigid water buckets youâd been sticking using the last few days. Flower petals floating on the surface, bath salts mixed in as you sank yourself in neck-deep.Â
True to her word, there was a platter of food set up by the tub, and you forced yourself to take a few bites, nibbling on just enough to satisfy her request.Â
Satoru was trying to take care of you.Â
Shouldnât it be the other way around?
Offering your shoulder for her to cry or cling to after her husband died horrifically?
Of course, you knew she didnât like him. Or well, more accurately, she loathed him. But his passing put her in a precarious position, her own life most likely hanging in the balance when she had no heir to guarantee her safety or status here.Â
You didnât know what she was going to do.Â
Which also meant you had no idea what you were going to do.Â
A piece of you wished you were born a man. That youâd been given the chance or opportunity to learn swordsmanship, or got to train with the knights. That you would be able to protect Satoru, shield her from these petty and cruel court politics instead of getting caught in the crossfire.Â
Washing yourself of the last few days did not help quell your feelings of inadequacy, or solve a single one of your problems, no matter how soothing it was to soak and scrub yourself clean properly this time.Â
You didnât linger in the tub.Â
No matter how much you might have liked to, a far greater part of you longed to be around Satoru. Craving her company after youâd been deprived of her presence for so long. You wanted to curl up in her lap like you used to, back when you were children and sheâd be the one to comfort you over every skinned knee and scraped elbow.Â
Stepping out of the tub with a heavy sigh, squinting when you discovered something wasnât quite right.Â
âToru?â You called out, glancing around the small room searching for something that was evidently forgotten. âThereâs no towel.âÂ
Or change of clothes.Â
Nothing but your discarded dress from before to cover up, although you werenât exactly inclined to pick it back up.Â
You thought sheâd just open the door and toss something to put on.Â
Not just swing the door open and saunter in a second later, not even blinking as her eyes swept over your bare form. Lingering on the swell of your breasts and the way the water droplets were still rolling down between them.Â
âThe maid must have forgotten,â she hummed, dragging her stare off of you to do a courtesy sweep of the room. âGive me a moment.âÂ
You were overthinking it.Â
Nodding obediently as you glanced down at your legs, shuffling on your feet as heat rose to your cheeks, thankful for the soft thud of the door shutting.
She returned a couple minutes later, a towel in one arm and a white gown that looked an awful lot like a short version of her own in the other, passing both to you with that practiced smile of hers she usually saved for when she was up to something.Â
âThere you go,â Satoru chirped. âIâll wait for you.âÂ
It wasnât like she hadnât seen you naked before.Â
But this felt decidedly different. Â
And you didnât know what to do about the strange fluttering in your stomach at the idea of her watching you dress, at the way her eyes had drifted so dangerously slowly over the shape of you.Â
Was this a dream?Â
Were you still asleep? Still stuck in that tower?Â
Wishing for something you had never once been able to admit to yourself that you wanted?Â
You took an extra few minutes to dry off, adjusting the way the dress hung over you five times too many before you paused to brush your teeth in the mirror, avoiding your reflection as you spit in the sink, watching the tinged pink drool disappear with a soft exhale.Â
Satoru was pristine. Pure.Â
And what were you?Â
You opened the door, fiddling with the hem of the dress sheâd given you as you nearly ran straight into where she was waiting right outside of it.Â
âI was getting worried,â she lightly joked, and you were brushing past her, a painful surge of panic bubbling back up.Â
âWhy are you doing this for me?â You asked, hyper aware of how undeserving you were as you padded barefoot back into the overwhelmingly lovely room. âItâs too much, I-âÂ
âYou should know by now that nothing is too much for me when it comes to you,â Satoru chided with a soft chuckle. Refusing to let you step away from her, grabbing your wrist before you could slip away.Â
She was so close.Â
That familiar scent of her lulling you back in, daring you to breathe her in again.Â
And god, you wanted to.Â
Satoru said your name, and before you knew what you were doing, you were leaning up on your tip toes and pressing your lips to hers, impulsively planting a kiss to her strawberry-flavored mouth.Â
You knew within half a second that you shouldnât have done it, but you couldnât stop yourself, deepening it as your fingertips tenderly grazed her impossibly perfect skin. It took every ounce of self restraint for you to pull away from her, shaking your head as you tried not to cry at the thought you would never get to do that again.Â
âIâm sorry,â you whispered, immediately wishing you could take it back, sure that she would throw you back in the tower for the crime of presuming you could possibly deserve anything as sweet as her lips. âI shouldnât have-âÂ
But before you could so much as finish your sentence, Satoru was cupping your face and pulling you back in, her nose nestling against yours as her blue eyes sparkled with something youâd never seen in them before.Â
âDo it again.âÂ
ΔâżĐ·
You were kissing her.Â
For a moment, Satoru was sure she had died and this was heaven.Â
How often had she scrawled into diaries her deepest dreams of getting to experience the taste of you on her tongue?Â
Your gentle hands on her face and your heaving chest pressed against hers, lips slipping between her own with desperate affection.Â
You. Desperate. For her.Â
Her brain only conjuring her small words and short sentences, too overwhelmed by the sensation of your soft mouth to think straight.Â
God, you tasted so good.Â
Fruity and sweet at the same time, your delicate fingers sifting through her hair as you let out the quietest squeak Satoru immediately wanted to hear over and over, sure sheâd never get sick of the sound.Â
And behind the lovestruck haze, a jealous voice scoffed that she shouldâve killed Suguru far sooner for getting to taste you like this first.Â
Slipped the poison in his cup the moment he set his sights on you and made his intent to steal you clear.Â
Of course, cleaning it up wouldâve been much messier, but red hot jealousy coiled and cut through all her cold logic when she thought of his massive mitts manhandling you instead of treating you like the rare flower you really were.Â
Satoru was the one who spent her life watering you, taking care to tend to the soil and fertilize it, making sure youâd bloom so beautifully for her, and he tried to rip your roots out like you wouldnât just wither away without her.Â
âSatoru,â you whispered her name, sucking in a sharp breath as you pulled back, eyes shining with surprise.Â
âYou have no idea how long Iâve been waiting for you,â she swallowed hard, spit pooling in the back of her mouth.Â
From the day you looked up at her like some wounded lamb, you had been hers.Â
Perhaps it had just taken a little separation for you to see that too.Â
âYou were waiting for me?â You repeated, that dazed, dreamy look in your eyes as you looked up at her, as if you thought she was going to change her mind.Â
âMy heart has always been yours,â she proclaimed, although the confession she used to imagine came out far more shaky than it had in her head. Not nearly as cool or collected or calm as she pictured when your cheek was so warm beneath her palm.Â
Praying that you wouldnât change your mind now that she had no way to take back the words.Â
âBut Iâm-â You were about to put yourself down. To diminish the light inside you that she loved so much.Â
âYouâre mine.âÂ
And no one elseâs now.Â
Before you could protest, claim something silly about the difference in your status, she was pulling you back onto the bed, your form landing on top of hers as the feathered mattress cushioned the fall. You tried to wiggle back, but Satoru simply gripped your waist, refusing to let you budge as she pushed her bottom lip out in a pout you immediately softened for.Â
âSay it for me,â she requested.Â
âI have always belonged to you,â you acquiesced, and Satoru wanted to bury herself inside of your heart to make sure there really was no space for anyone else inside of it.Â
That it was wholly hers the way you already occupied every nook and crevice of her body and brain.Â
She was craning her neck up to kiss you again, your mouth meeting hers a little slower, more hesitation creeping in as your body began to melt against her. A possessive hand sliding up your spine, already annoyed at the fabric separating your skin from hers.Â
Needing to feel you properly, for your soft flesh to dimple beneath her fingers, to leave lovebites scattered across every inch of you that you offered.Â
âIt killed me to see you with him,â she muttered, chest seizing at how vulnerable the confession came out.Â
âIâm sorry,â you whispered, shaking your head before she abruptly flipped you over, pinning you beneath her and pushing your dress up to expose-
Oh fuck.Â
Was every part of you so pretty?Â
Your pussy glistening as she nudged your thighs further apart, her pulse pounding in her ears as she finally got to see all of you up close. Presented perfectly for her, your nose scrunched up like you might be scared she could possibly find something wrong with you instead of being awestruck by the simple sight of you splayed out for her.Â
She might not have a cock, but Satoru was sure she could make you cum hard enough to forget about any petty insecurities that might be plaguing you.Â
âTake your gown off,â Satoru instructed, only realizing how stern it came out when you faltered, hesitating as you bit your bottom lip. âPlease.âÂ
Before she had to break down and beg for you to strip.Â
Satoru sat up and started lifting off her own dress as well, watching the way your eyes hung onto the heave of her breasts, how they kept shyly flickering back up to her face as your fingers slowly moved to remove the fabric.Â
You werenât girls anymore.Â
Not kids playing husband and wife, or king and queen.Â
Exploring each other for keeps, hands tepidly traveling across hips and thighs and breasts at first, although it didnât take much time for the touches to turn needy.Â
Hungry for something youâd both been starving yourselves of for years.Â
Could you really blame Satoru for not being able to stop herself?Â
For hooking one of those soft thighs of yours over her shoulder and dragging her tongue along the inside of it before the last little tendril of self-control she possessed snapped?Â
She had to have you.Â
Slipping two fingers inside you slowly, feeling the way you squeezed around her digits, your mouth forming a delicious little âoâ she wanted to kiss again. Already shaking before she even began to swirl her fingers around inside of you, barely able to contain the heat rolling through her core just watching your reactions as she pushed in deeper.Â
You whimpered, and every single thing that led up to this in Satoruâs life was suddenly worth it.Â
The mocking, the marriage, every mistake she made on this meandering path, sheâd do all of it again if you were waiting for her at the end of it.Â
Your lips swollen and kiss-bruised as you let out soft sounds of pleasure that were because of her. Your naked form shivering in the same bed as you reached down to run your fingers through her hair, holding it back as she found herself half-delirious with lust she couldnât hold back.Â
Slotting in a third finger the second she thought you could take it, watching your eyes widen and start to water as they rolled back, your hips bucking up to drive her fingers as deep as possible.Â
âMy princess can take more,â she purred, spreading you further apart, greedy eyes gazing on your stripped bare body, the thin sheen of sweat sticking to your skin as you moaned her name.Â
âS-Sâtoru,â you cried out, and she was a little tempted to just do this for hours and count how many times she could make you say it precisely like that.Â
Satoru must have imagined this moment a million times. What your face would look like all scrunched up, how you would shiver and shake as she swirled her fingers in, feeling for all those sensitive spots that had you immediately trying to squirm and wiggle away.Â
Pushing and pressing into them while she pleaded for you to stay put in her sultriest voice.Â
âBe a good girl for me,â she hummed, and you nodded, loyal as ever. Itching to please her as badly as she wanted to please you. âLet me love you.âÂ
Let her hold you.Â
Fuck you.Â
Make you cum as many times as you could in a single night and then give her the rest of them. All your nights. All your days. Everything.Â
Satoru had always been greedy.Â
And you satiated her sweet tooth more than anything else ever did.Â
Sinking her teeth into the inside of your thighs just because she could, feeling your muscles twitch and spasm as you gasped, caught off guard.Â
You didnât stop her.Â
No, you let her bite and lick and kiss, her mouth latching onto your swollen clit, swirling the tip of her tongue over it as you let out a raw noise. As if someone had just ripped it from your stomach, pulled it out of you too fast for you to soften it.Â
Her fingers continued to thrust in while she nipped at your clit, just for your body to confirm what she suspected by clenching around her hand like you wanted to trap it in there. You were cumming for her already.Â
Sheâd seen you do it with Suguru.Â
But this one was so much more visceral, no dramatic or drawn-out moan, just your body melting into a puddle for her to mold as you fell apart for her.Â
You were shuddering, limbs trembling, as you tried to pull her back by her hair.Â
But you had never been good at telling her no.Â
Even when she was driving you right to the brink of overstimulation, and then pushing you well past it, greedily sucking on that sensitive bud, pressing her tongue flat against it as she pumped her fingers in-and-out, finding a steady rhythm to ruin you too.Â
Satoru had never had sex before. Her purity protected well into the marriage she was supposed to save it for. No experience of her own to truly compare this too. But sheâd touched herself and pretended it was you enough times to have an idea of what would make you unravel just right.Â
Operating on instinct, on need, peering up at you from her position between your thighs as pretty tears welled up in your eyes. Satoru wanted to soothe your ache, to kiss them away and drag her tongue over the streaks they left on your cheeks.Â
Perhaps she shouldâve planned a little better, found something bigger to stick in you, to make you moan and murmur for mercy with, watching you fall apart while she teased and toyed with your body now that you had finally given yourself fully to her.Â
You were so beautiful like this.Â
Being brought to the heights of pleasure, worshipped the way you shouldâve been from the start, her tongue and fingers working together as she clumsily made out with you, only pulling off to drag the thick muscle over your slick folds for a better taste.
âI-I-â You hiccuped, your voice half an octave too high as your thighs clamped down around her head, your own thrown back as you wiggled your hips, chasing a second climax. âI c-canât-âÂ
âYou can,â Satoru hummed, rubbing her own thighs together to soothe the aching need between them. âWant you to cum for me again, princess.âÂ
You wouldnât deny her.Â
You never did.Â
Desperately groaning as you gave in, sweat making both your bodies sticky as you tried to not to tug too hard at her hair, still holding back to not hurt her as you crumbled into a crying mess. Tears slipping out that she was quick to climb back on top of you and wipe away, kissing your lips to swallow your whines, enjoying the way you fit so nicely beneath her until you started to come back down.
âYou look so pretty like this,â she softly complimented, tracing her thumb over your lip, already missing your kiss the moment your mouths were apart.Â
âToru,â you whispered her name, and she was sure that she would never get sick of hearing it. Far fucking better than the way you used to say Suguru.Â
âMhm?â She hummed, chewing on the inside of her cheek as you stared straight through her. That fuzzy look in your eyes fading as understanding replaced the daze.Â
Like youâd suddenly gained some clarity.
âIt was you, was it?â You asked, and you didnât need to say what when you were both well aware of what you were accusing her of.Â
Were you really just now considering it?Â
Was your judgement clouded from your unconditional love? So devoted that you were deluding yourself into ignoring the obvious?Â
âNo,â Satoru lied, still in the habit of hiding the truth if it meant sparing your feelings. Refusing to lose you after she just got you. âIt wasnât me.âÂ
ΔâżĐ·
You were flying far too close to the sun.Â
You knew that somewhere deep inside of you as Satoru snuggled against your collarbone, her warmth wrapped around you as she burned you up. Her scorching touch seared into your skin as she refused to let even an inch separate the two of you.Â
Sooner or later, your wings were going to fail you, and send you tumbling out of the sky back to the ground.Â
Would she catch you when you crashed?
Or would you be left to stare up at her until she was just a beautiful bird flying high out of your reach?Â
All you were doing was damning yourself by dreaming of a happy ending with her.Â
You guessed you should just be grateful for what you had while you had it.Â
That she hadnât cut your tongue out for daring to slip it between her lips.
It hadnât been the first time you had thought about it.Â
But even entertaining the idea of her choosing you had always been so preposterous you pushed your budding feelings down deep, refusing to let them devour you no matter how often she occupied your dreams.Â
Your life had been built around the pristine pedestal you placed her on. Â
Your world revolved around her smile, her laugh, hearing your twinkling voice in your ear and feeling her soft fingers brushing over your skin.Â
Everything youâd ever done had been for her.Â
So why did it feel like youâd just gone from warming one rulerâs sheets to another?Â
As if you were just in her bed for the comfort she brought, the security of her position.Â
You hoped she wouldnât think that. That she understood that if she asked you to run away with her today, you would accept without hesitation.Â
Next to her now, her sleepy eyes fluttering open as she hummed your name, it just made you think of how stupid you were not to have been doing this all along. For not seeing this for what it was sooner.Â
âYouâll be safe here,â Satoru murmured, snuggling against you as you rolled onto your side. Keeping herself glued to you, her lips lingering on your skin with a content sigh.Â
âWhat happens next?â You murmured, watching the morning sun beginning to rise through the stained glass window, slowly chasing the dark away as your personal sunshine faltered for a moment.Â
âTheyâre still investigating his passing,â she mumbled, refusing to say Suguruâs name. Or call it for what it must have been. An assassination someone wanted to make you the scapegoat for. âYou havenât been officially cleared yet.âÂ
And still, sheâd showed up for you, hadnât she?
âBut I will be?â You hopefully asked, your heart thrumming at the thought of this being ripped from you too.Â
âNothing will happen to you,â she swore.Â
You had given her your heart. Your soul. Your body.Â
Those were all you really had to offer.Â
But handing her your trust?Â
That wasâŠtricky.Â
Especially when she wouldnât offer any more details about your detainment as the minutes melted into hours and the hours twisted into days that just kept passing.Â
In the dark moments, a cold voice suggested that you should at least consider the chance she could have done it. Orchestrated it from the shadows. But she had told you she hadnât.Â
She wouldâve confessed it if she had.Â
Suguru had his fair share of enemies. Disgruntled rulers from other kingdoms, angry nobles and dukes who wanted more power than he allowed.Â
It wasnât like it was outrageous that one of them had grown sick of his antics and took matters into their own hands. Â
So you tried to be content too, Satoru trading your tower for more comfortable quarters, her trusted knights stationed outside the room you caught glimpses at when she slipped in-and-out, leaving you to attend to her duties most days.Â
She brought you meals, insisting on hand feeding you half the time, murmuring under her breath that you couldnât be trusted to do it yourself before she had you for dessert. Hands spreading your thighs apart as she lapped and licked you up, refusing to pull off until you had cum on her tongue or come undone with her fingers, falling apart for her to mend back together.Â
Still, it had started to feel like you were becoming more a part of her schedule than like her partner.Â
Perhaps that was wishing too much though.Â
Wanting more than you had any right to ask for.Â
At the end of the day, you would still always be a maid in everyoneâs eyes.Â
Her pet.Â
Her people wouldnât exactly be pleased to know that their queen was more interested in women than securing another king or providing them an heir?Â
Were you a price she was willing to pay for political control? Would there come a day where she would remarry another man?Â
Was it already being arranged while you wasted weeks lounging around in her bed and longing for her to join you, smelling her scent on the pillow and aching for her return?Â
The worst part was how Satoru was so hesitant to let you hold her, doing everything on her terms as she came up with excuse after excuse to keep your hands either bound behind your back or tethered in her hair instead of tracing over her soft skin.Â
Did she think you were too dirty?Â
That you would stain her supple flesh if you so much as squeezed her close?Â
No matter how much it stung, you still shoved down your discomfort. Told yourself that you should be grateful for what she was giving you and ignore how much she withheld.Â
You had to plead with her just to be allowed to visit her office during the days to keep yourself from going insane. A trusted knight always had to accompany you there, a shawl hiding your face as they carefully took you there when no one else would be around. She stocked extra books for you, a basket left next to one of the armchairs with embroidery supplies, sometimes making you write letters for her that she couldnât care to do herself to foreign kingdoms and nobles to settle their unrest.Â
And after a month, you began to settle.Â
Setting aside old foolish hopes and accepting your new routine.Â
Waiting for her to join you in her office, curling up in one of the other chairs as you tried to tell yourself that sheâd come back soon. She had run off to attend some important meeting, patting your head and telling you that it was nothing when you tried to ask what it was about. Â
So what if it made you feel a little pathetic for waiting around like a poor puppy dog abandoned by her owner?Â
Satoru would return to you.Â
And she made all of it worth it.Â
Your body was beginning to fall asleep though, pins and needles pricking your limbs when you stood to shake it off, walking around in a circle and wondering if you were just destined to be on her leash before you decided to slump yourself in her chair instead.Â
It smelled like her.Â
Your body relaxing at the scent, already trained as your eyes skimmed over her cluttered desk space, papers strewn around from the hurry she left in before.Â
Curiosity pricking at you as you found yourself slowly opening up drawers and peeking inside to see if there was anything interesting hiding from you. And slipped underneath thick ledgers and blank papers was a plain black leather-bound notebook youâd seen her writing in before.Â
You pulled it out, a not-at-all small piece of you hoping that maybe it was a secret diary as you started flipping through it, that youâd find your own name scribbled down with hearts drawn next to it.Â
It turned out your name was there.Â
But it was the words that were with it that sent your stomach through the floor.Â
The contents of it were cold.Â
Sharp. Each word punctuated so deeply that the ink bled between the pages.Â
The confirmation that she loved you was there. Just sandwiched between white hot anger that someone else had gotten to touch you first. To fuck you in the bed you belonged in with her.Â
Queasiness slowly building in your core, something thick and slimy coiling around your heart as you skipped from the earlier entries to the more recent ones, knowing what was coming before you found the entry for the day Suguru died.Â
And there in between the lines, the truth stared back at you.Â
She had dinner with Suguru.Â
Shared a meal together right before he went to join you that she never once mentioned to you.Â
No.
This couldnât be right.Â
Satoru couldnât have-
Or well, if she did, she wouldnât have framed you for it.Â
She loved you.
Swore that you were hers and that sheâd never let anything awful happen to you again. The idea that sheâd put you through hell just to have you all to herself was crippling.Â
Maybe she didnât outright admit that sheâd done it, maybe you still didnât know precisely how, but you knew it was her with a scary sort of certainty.Â
Your body freezing as you read and reread the five short lines in front of you detailing her evening, forcing yourself to turn the page and read ahead, to see her absolutely unaffected as she offered just a single line about Suguru dying. Images of his face, that awful look in his eyes before he collapsed floating back up as you choked on the stomach-churning memory of him.Â
An awful thought crept in that she left it here for you to find. That some part of her hoped youâd be nosey enough to snoop and come across it.Â
For you to see all of her.Â
Was it a test?Â
Her attempt to see if your devotion to her was strong enough to stay despite what sheâd done.Â
You closed the book, shoving it back where you found it and standing up as the knowledge started to sink in, to seep through and cast a darker shade on your days together as you rushed to return to your chair.Â
What if it had all been designed to keep you firmly in your place beneath her? Confined to her chambers and chained to her heart?Â
Didnât she already know she didnât need to do any of it for you to stay?Â
The door opened with a creak, and you were reopening the forgotten book youâd been reading before you found the forbidden one.Â
âHi, beautiful,â Satoru greeted as she walked over, bending over to press a soft kiss on your cheek before breezing past to her desk.Â
âHi, Toru,â you echoed, pretending to be absorbed in the book in your hands, hoping she wouldnât notice you were holding it upside down.Â
You closed it, placing it in your lap as you looked up at her with easy obedience, praying she wouldnât pay any mind to the suspicion now lingering underneath it.Â
âWas I gone long?â She earnestly asked as she slid into her seat, scooting it up close to her desk and leaning across it as her blue eyes focused solely on your face.Â
âIt felt like it,â you confessed, swallowing hard.Â
âI must make it up to you tonight then,â your Toru teased, her perfectly cruel mouth curling up as she delivered a cute wink.Â
She did make it up to you.Â
But it didnât make you forget what you found.Â
What were you meant to do about it?Â
Pretend you hadnât? Pray that no one else would ever discover what you had?Â
You wished she would abandon this. Abdicate the throne and take you away somewhere warm.Â
But it was Satoru.Â
Hadnât you learned already she refused to give up anything once it was hers?Â
The privilege, the power, the promise of a gold gilded future with you waiting on her.Â
She would never let it go.Â
It was you that didnât know how to move forward. That could figure out where to go from here when she didnât seem to notice your indiscretion.Â
You spent two days torn over it. Treading softly with her, feigning that you were fine overnight until she left you again and you unraveled in her absence.Â
Opening the bedroom door an hour after she left, already knowing whoâd you find on the other side.
A brute of a man standing guard, his back to the opposite wall as his ruby red eyes narrowed at you with pure annoyance.Â
âNo.â
You hadnât even spoken yet.Â
Eying him with the same irritation he showed for you, nose scrunching up as you stopped yourself from huffing.Â
Most of the guards she had stationed outside your room changed, unaware of who they were even protecting, a rotating roster of men ready to keep you from breaking free. But not him.Â
He was always the one posted directly by your door.
Dark pink hair falling down in his face, scarred and marked skin always creased in a stern scowl when he caught you staring at him, one foot about to fall forward before he shook his head.
âStop,â he grunted as you peeked out of the door, and you feigned innocence, shrugging your shoulders.Â
âI just want to go to her office,â you pleaded, and he glared at you, refusing to even entertain your request.
âNo,â he deadpanned.Â
But there was something underneath his rude facade that you didnât like. Your brows pinching together as you tried to pout at him, to come up with something persuasive enough to change his answer.Â
Before you could, there was the click of heels, and you glanced back to see Satoru returning, a platter prepared with desserts. Her pretty face was pinched up with obvious displeasure though, her mouth twitching down as you hurried to step back inside your room.Â
She was slamming the door shut after you a few seconds later, half-shoving the tray into your hands as she turned to you with a disgruntled hiss.Â
âWhy were you speaking to him?â Satoru snapped, and the only thing you could properly think about was how pretty she looked when she was jealous.Â
The downturn of her lips, the way her blue eyes glinted with unfettered annoyance, blowing air out of her nose as she tilted her head to the side all dramatically.Â
âI wanted to see you,â you murmured, cupping her face just for her jaw to clench.Â
Torn between taking you at your word and questioning it.Â
âYou know I would be here with you all the time if I could,â she softly said, despite how cold her stare still was. Her hands still held warmth for you though. Delicately picking up a slice of a cake she mustâve requested the chef make, bringing it up to your lips.Â
You opened up for her. Holding her stare as she pushed it through, taking a small bite as she watched you swallow it.Â
âI worry about you,â you confessed as she wiped the icing from the corner of your mouth.Â
âDonât.âÂ
You never thought Satoru could possibly ask too much of you.Â
But that was simply impossible.Â
And the longer you went without any answers, the more you found yourself starting to spiral. To unravel as you waited and waited for something to change.Â
What could you do?Â
It wasnât like the court youâd never found any friends in would support what the two of you shared. Satoru had kept you completely clueless to what was happening outside of the two rooms you could be in, ignorant to how much trouble she might be in with no husband to wear the crown.Â
Truthfully, you had no plan.Â
No magical solution that struck you in the middle of the night.Â
But you wanted to help.Â
Peeking back out into the hallway a week after you first found her book, ready to prod and press her knight for more information on what youâd been missing, but to your surprise, the hallway was empty.Â
No sign of anyone as you slipped out, your heart thrumming loudly in your chest as you started down the familiar path to her office.Â
It was a short walk, but every step made your chest constrict, pulse pounding so loud you were sure someone had to hear until you were finally there, her office door cracked open just enough for you to steal a glimpse inside.Â
The knight was there, his brows knitted together tight as he looked through all the books lining the shelves, walking over to her desk and carefully looking through the documents on it with that permanent scowl of his.Â
Searching for something.
Oh no.Â
You had a feeling you knew exactly what he was hoping to find.Â
He was going to betray her, wasnât he? Looking for proof of what sheâd doneÂ
His hand reached for the drawer her notebook was in, and you were pushing the door open before he could discover it.Â
Your suspicions were confirmed with how straight he abruptly stood, acting as if he hadnât just been snooping.Â
âWhat are you doing out of your room?â He snarled at you, his voice hoarse and harsh as you refused to tremble or back down.Â
âWhat are you doing in here?â You returned the question, throat constricting at the intensity of his glare.
You werenât brave. Not nearly as strong or stubborn as Satoru. Â
It wasnât like anyone would ever be intimidated by you.Â
But you would try for her.
He didnât answer your question, just grinding his back molars as he stepped out from around the desk, starting to stomp over as if he planned to drag you out and toss you back into your room.Â
If he did that though, he might just come back and find precisely what he was looking for.Â
So while he started towards you, you walked the opposite way around to where heâd been, a lie slipping off your tongue like you were used to telling them, âI just wanted to grab some books I left in here.âÂ
âHurry up then,â he scoffed, biting his tongue, probably not pushing it so you wouldnât go and tattle to Toru about him being in here.Â
He thought you were stupid.Â
Just a brainless fool who was only good for getting fingered and fucked.Â
Not batting an eye when you grabbed a couple books youâd set aside on Satoruâs desk before pulling open the drawer and grabbing her diary, sliding it in the middle of the pile as her knight impatiently looked outside the door.Â
She would notice it was gone.Â
And you would have to fess up, admit that youâd read it enough to know to take it.Â
Youâd rather her be mad at you than to get caught for her crime.Â
Stoking the flames in the fireplace the second your guard half-pushed you back into the room you were supposed to be in, ripping out the incriminating pages first and using them for tender before tossing the rest of the book in.
Watching it go up in flames, ashes sputtering out as it turned to dust in front of your eyes while you paced the floor and planned out the speech you would give her.Â
Or would have given her had she actually returned for dinner.
The sun setting and the moon replacing it through your window as you waited and waited for her to come for you. Debating and drowning in your anxieties over what could be taking her so long, your eyes compelled back to the burning papers, using the fire poker to keep the flames going before you were finally forced to face the reality that Satoru might not be showing up tonight.Â
Climbing back under the freezing covers, the bed so much bigger without her there to curl up against.Â
It didnât matter how silky the sheets were or how comfortable the mattress was.Â
You couldnât sleep anymore when there wasnât the scent of her perfume and the softness of her skin to comfort you.
Was she upset with you?
Had something awful happened to her?Â
To make everything worse, you started to hear aâŠcommotion on the floor below you. Voices and the sound of things moving around, shouts and scuffles that only served to heighten your nerves.Â
You almost opened the door to go find out what was going on. Sneak out again to search for the truth, but every time your hand settled on the knob, you couldnât bring yourself to turn it.Â
Ignorance could be bliss.Â
But the truth would come out sooner or later.Â
Curled up on the edge of your bed, hands clasped together as your eyes stuck to the door, shadows dancing across the floor as the sun rose once again.Â
When it opened again, you were immediately standing, wiping sweaty palms on your nightdress as your breath got stuck in your throat, a hot lump forming the moment Satoru actually walked through.Â
âHi, sweetheart,â she softly greeted, exhaustion obvious in the dark circles betraying her beautiful face.Â
âWhat happened?â You asked, studying her features for some clue, heart slamming into your chest as you tried to figure out what the chaos beneath you could possibly be. What couldâve taken her so long to come to you.Â
âThey discovered who killed our dearly departed king,â she said, a faint hint of amusement shimmering before she turned away to lock the door behind her.Â
âWhat?â Your throat closed up, the word coming out as a stunned squeak as your brain tried to add together everything you knew.Â
The person who killed Suguru was standing in front of you.Â
If they knew that, she would be on her way to the gallows.Â
Not turning around so you could undo her corset.Â
You automatically stepped forward, fingers trembling as you undid her dress out of habit.Â
âOne of the knights slipped poison into his wine,â Satoru apathetically huffed, as if it was a waste of time to even talk about it.Â
âOne of the knights?â You echoed, reaching for something you didnât know if you were confident enough to confront her about right as you unlaced the final part. Satoru stepped out of it with ease, her perfect body on display as she twisted back around to look over her shoulder at you. âWhich one?âÂ
âDoes it matter?â She scoffed, arching up an eyebrow, clearly unhappy with your question.Â
But you still had one more left.Â
âWhy?âÂ
Her hesitation to answer gave you a different one.Â
âYou know as well as I do what he was like,â she said, a little too snappy as she squinted at you.Â
But the moment the words were out there, you could see she regretted her response, her fingers skimming over your waist and squeezing you tenderly. âItâs all over now.âÂ
You stared at her.Â
Satoru was lying to you.Â
You didnât know why it surprised you. Couldnât explain why it left you so shocked, staring at her in silence as you struggled to find something to say that wouldnât give away what you knew.Â
âThe knight was executed over night,â she added, your heart stilling as you realized the toll had risen to two.Â
But could you be upset when the other option was one, or maybe both of you taking their place?Â
âHow did-âÂ
âHe stole something of mine,â Satoru muttered, and you knew what mustâve happened without her offering anything else.Â
She must have returned to her office first and realized her journal was gone.
And there were only two people she trusted enough to have access to the office it was kept in.Â
So she pinned the blame on her knight and beheaded him before he could speak about any of its contents or piece together what sheâd done for you.Â
âHe didnât,â you breathed, your lungs shrinking as you struggled to get any more air in.Â
One of you had to be honest here.
She blinked at you, not comprehending what you were saying.Â
âWhat?â
âIt was me,â you admitted, stiffly shrugging your shoulders. âI saw him searching your office. And, I, um, took it and threw it in the hearth.âÂ
âYou burned my-?âÂ
âI read it,â you swallowed hard, that hard lump still there, still choking you up as you avoided her stare. âBefore. I know-âÂ
âNo,â she cut you off, grabbing your chin and forcing you to tilt your face up to meet hers. âYou, you were supposed to stay out of this.âÂ
You knew in an instant all she wanted was to protect you. To shield you from the nasty politics and petty games these awful people liked to play.Â
But you couldnât stand the idea of her doing anything at the expense of herself.Â
âYou should have told me from the start,â you insisted. âI-I wouldâve-âÂ
âYour hands were supposed to be clean.â And your head empty.Â
Did she think you wouldnât have loved her if you knew what she had done?Â
And now you had helped her conceal it.Â
âWe could have-â You started, about to tell her that as long as you were together, you could work out the rest.Â
âIf I told you before, you would have said there was another way,â Satoru solemnly said, her eyes narrowing as her fingers tightened around your wrist.Â
You couldnât really argue that. You would have said precisely that. Told her it was too risky. Tried to dissuade her from taking drastic measures and attempting to convince her to run away with you.Â
You used to wish that the two of them would find a way to work it out. That you could find a happily ever after where everyone would get along.Â
What would your reaction have been if she touched your face and told you that she was going to murder her husband?Â
âIsnât this what you wanted?â She pressed when you took too long to reply, her fingers pinching your chin to draw your attention back to right now. âI was not about to let you carry his child.âÂ
It wasnât like you could have hers.Â
Even if youâd do that in a heartbeat.
âHe would have just kept putting babies in you and pushing me away from youâ Satoru hissed, jealousy and anger rolling into her raw voice. âI couldnât-âÂ
âI know,â you interrupted her this time, softening as you leaned into her.
âNow itâs just us again,â she whispered conspiratorially, pressing a clipped-short nail against the tip of your nose.Â
How were you supposed to be mad about that?Â
You held your breath though, still searching for anything that could stand in the way.
âThese people, they are not going to just let you rule forever,â you whispered, thinking about what could befall both of you if her treason was ever discovered. Sure, sheâd found someone to blame, but there must be other loose ends. Whoever she obtained the poison from. The subjects who never supported her as queen to start with. âIf they find out or-âÂ
Satoru pressed her finger against your mouth, stopping you while you spiralled.Â
âPrincess,â she murmured, clicking her tongue as her initial emotions swirled into that cocky confidence of hers. Pride returning as she realized that you werenât going to condemn or curse her, but that you were concerned for her. âDonât you know me?âÂ
You hoped that meant she had already considered every side of your fear and took care of every conceivable problem.Â
âI love you,â you offered instead, your voice trembling as you put your trust in her hands.Â
âHis throne is mine,â she smiled softly. And his concubine.Â
âWhat if someone else challenges it?â You pressed.Â
âThereâs going to be a baby born with dark hair and purple eyes in a few months. His child. The mother doesnât want the child, so I made a deal. She gets her own estate. We will get our heir,â She explained, speaking in short sentences like it would make the revelation easier to swallow.Â
âSomeone else was pregnant with his child?â You breathed, taken aback.Â
When the fuck did he have the time to plow someone elseâs field when he pretended to be so preoccupied with you?Â
It was wrong, especially when it wasnât like your heart had ever wanted him, but it wounded your own pride a little bit at the idea you hadnât been enough for him.
You supposed you shouldâve suspected it, if Satoru wasnât enough for him either.Â
âYou werenât his only-â
âWhore,â you finished for her, the word coming out a little strangled as you saw the situation for what it was.Â
All youâd been was a warm body to Suguru.Â
You were both disposable, to be used and discarded when his interests drifted.Â
âWeâll tell everyone the baby is yours,â she added, as if she had already planned every last detail out. âAnd until the child is old enough, I can still rule as a regent.âÂ
Was that why sheâd been hiding you away?Â
Faking a pregnancy instead of keeping you prisoner?Â
âDo you think theyâll accept a child they think is a bastard?â You asked, needing her to say yes.Â
To assure you that your fears were unfounded.Â
That sheâd take care of you the same way she always had.Â
âI will give them no other option.âÂ
When she spoke like that, that cold look icing over her eyes as she steeled her resolve, you knew she would. That she would do anything necessary to make sure of it.
âAnd what? We live happily ever after?âÂ
Say yes.
You needed it. Craved her confirmation.Â
Looking up at her as your trembling fingers reached out to trace her waist, holding your breath as she nodded slowly.Â
âForever.âÂ
Your angel was standing in front of you promising you everything you ever wanted.
How were you ever meant to say no?Â
Even if she would lead you straight to Hell.Â
âYou can be my queen,â Satoru murmured, giving you that pretty puppy dog pout you always fell for, placated as she leaned down to leave a soft kiss to your forehead like it was all settled.
Regret still lingering in your body as you ached to actually be that for her. Wishing your circumstances had been different from the beginning.Â
That you were never cursed to be so far below her, and in the body of a woman that could never wear a matching ring or recite wedding vows to her.Â
âI wish I was a-â Â
âDo not,â she scoffed, shaking her head. âYou are perfect precisely the way you are.âÂ
âThen why donât you let me love you like you love me?â You asked, almost immediately annoyed at yourself for sounding a little whiney.Â
But you wanted to be inside of her.Â
To feel her squeeze and squirm around you, to hear her dissolve into messy whimpers and whines because of you.Â
âW-what do you mean?â She stuttered, her white brows arching up high as her lips got stuck in the sort of âoâ that made you itch to slip your tongue inside of her.Â
âI want to make you feel good,â you simply said, cheeks heating up as you swallowed the spit pooling in your mouth.Â
You had never seen Satoru nervous before.Â
Her mouth opened and clamped shut a few times before she started trying to ramble off reasons that she was better at giving, but you were sick of them.
Sick of all the stupid things that had kept you apart.Â
All the years you couldâve spent in her warmth that you missed out on. Mourning what both of your lives couldâve been if you were born as other people.Â
But she had sworn you were enough for her.Â
Was it wrong to want to show her how she was far more than enough for you?Â
âI-I just like the way you taste and-âÂ
You kissed her mid-sentence, shutting her up before she could stall this any longer.Â
Grabbing her this time, guiding her back to the bed one step at a time, tangling your fingers in her soft, silky hair as your tongue slipped past her lips, tracing the sharp tips of her canines until her back hit the mattress.Â
And god, the moment you climbed on top of her, straddling her soft waist and pausing to peel your nightdress over your head, you hated yourself for not doing it sooner.Â
For missing out on the view you were currently taking in, eyes slowly drifting over the swell of her breasts, the pink peaked buds of her nipples as she sucked in uneven breaths, staring up at you with those dazzling blue eyes.Â
âYouâre so beautiful,â you whispered, the words ripped from you as you struggled to keep yourself steady.Â
It felt like you were defiling something holy.Â
Her sacred body below you, your fingertips skimming over her pale stomach, swirling slowly across her nipple as you bit your bottom lip.Â
If she was an altar, a god, youâd pray to her every day.Â
Swear your faith and undying devotion, shower her with offerings and pray for just a sliver of her favor.Â
You couldn't believe she was yours.Â
âIâm a virgin,â Satoru suddenly blurted out, your fingers freezing as you drifted them back down below her belly button.Â
âOh,â you blinked.Â
You suppose it shouldâve been obvious.Â
But you had never really thought too hard about it.Â
You never exactly prized your virtue. But hers was different.Â
Special.Â
âDo you want me to stop?â You tentatively asked, about to climb back off of her before her hand gripped onto your hip to hold you there.Â
âNo,â she answered a little too quickly.Â
So you came up with another solution to, ah, quell her nerves.Â
The ribbons you used to tie her hair with now strewn all over the bed, a long one in your hands as you adjusted her head forward.Â
âIâll be gentle,â you promised.Â
Even though she practically jumped at every tiny touch you delivered to her skin, shivering at just a brush of your thumb over her nipple and when you leaned close enough for your breath to ghost across her throat.Â
You wrapped the ribbon around her eyes, excitement tingling between your fingers as you fixed the silk ribbon into its proper place, tying a pretty bow around the back, careful not to get her hair caught in it.Â
âCan you see?â You asked, humming softly with satisfaction as you lifted her wrists up next, positioning them above her hair as she writhed in the sheets.Â
âNo,â she echoed, her voice shaking a little no matter how cocky she still tried to sound.Â
âGood.âÂ
You tied her wrists next, watching the way she tested how strong the knot was by flexing them as you smiled to yourself.Â
âYou know, youâre so mean,â you murmured, tracing your fingertip across her sharp features, brushing your thumb over her defined cheekbones before drifting down to her soft lips. âItâs only fair I get to play with you too.âÂ
âIâm never mean to you,â Satoru huffed, and you were a little tempted to grab another ribbon and gag her with it for playing dumb.Â
âI hate it when you hide things from me,â you muttered, shaking your head with a soft tut of your tongue.Â
âI do it because-âÂ
âYou love me?â You asked, slowly shuffling down her body, pressing kiss after kiss across her heaving breasts down her slender abdomen.
Hoisting one of her thighs over your shoulder, sucking in a breath before you leaned in to leave on the most sensitive spot on her body.Â
âS-so much,â her cute voice cracked, nearly crumbling at the soft contact.
All her strength quickly melted into a puddle of pure need, her hips bucking up when you shifted down to start sucking on it, a gorgeous whimper escaping her â and immediately making you greedy for more.Â
You never thought Satoru would be at your mercy.Â
Her pretty pale body shivering, perfect skin glistening with sweat as she shuddered for you, her soft thighs trying to close around your head as you dragged your tongue down across her soaked cunt.Â
You didnât think anything could ever taste so goddamn good.Â
No better than a man, wiggling your own hips down into the mattress to chase friction you couldnât find, pushing your tongue in-and-out as her muscles twitched and tensed beneath your fingertips.Â
Suguru had never gotten you half as wet as her.Â
Never worked you up like this, left you soaked and squirming without even being touched. Your thighs pressing together to push down the heat stirring in your core, your pulse pounding so hard you nearly couldnât hear her whining over it.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, I-I-âÂ
You knew Satoru loved to chatter.Â
But once you were inside her it was like she physically couldnât shut up, stammering and stuttering out curses, straining against the binds on her wrists and whining about not being able to see you.Â
âP-please, wanna see you, want to, oh god,â she begged, the beautiful arch of her back nearly breaking your resolve as heat soared straight up to cloud your head.Â
And before you could stop yourself, you were twisting around, angling your hips down to put your own pussy perfectly above her mouth, shutting her up by giving her something to lick and suck instead.Â
âOh, fuck, ngh-â
Her words traded in for another heated moan as she shoved her tongue inside you, swirling it in with a desperation you found yourself quick to succumb to.Â
It really wasnât fair that she was so good at everything you tried.Â
But you still refused to completely lose yourself, working harder to make her cum first, slipping your thumb up to her clit, only pulling off to start cooing and condescendingly coaxing her into coming undone, copying the same methods she so expertly pulled on you.Â
âC-come on,â you murmured, dragging your thumb in a slow circle as she shifted to suck on your clit just right, driving you right to the brink with her eagerness to give you everything she had. âShow me how much you love me.âÂ
Preferably by falling to pieces on your tongue.Â
Sweat practically dripping off her, her moans reverberating through you as her body began to shake. On the very brink of breaking, pushed closer and closer as she started to cry out your name.Â
Her soft voice was music to your ears, a soft purr that made all the knots in your stomach pull tight instead of making them curdle like Suguruâs sometimes had.Â
You slipped your fingers inside her, feeling the way her walls squeezed down on them, trying to keep you in as you worked her oversensitive bud. She made a cute little squeak, her tongue lolling out as she began to babble again, âSâtoo much, I-I-âÂ
âShhh,â you murmured, pressing your tongue down as she spasmed and whimpered desperately at the sensation. âCanât you cum for me?âÂ
You glanced back over your shoulder to see the sight of her nodding hard and fast, the blindfold slightly crooked and her hands clawing at the pillow as she chased her climax.Â
âPut that pretty tongue of yours to better use,â you softly suggested, ignoring the initial discomfort at your reversed roles as you grinded your hips down on her face.Â
Apparently, your Toru could be a good listener too when she tried.Â
Doing her best to devote her tongue to you right up until the moment she couldnât hold herself together anymore, cumming with a cry into your clit as your fingers found a sweet spot right below her cervix, pressing on it as you teased her swollen bud with the tip of your own pink muscle. Â
She was trembling, her legs twitching and toes curling as she let out devastated little whines that it wasnât fair, squirming as you cleaned her up, enjoying the way she whimpered every single time your tongue dragged over her skin.Â
You could spend eternity buried between her thighs.Â
Or with hers between yours.Â
So what if it might be too much to ask?
She would make the universe give it to you anyway.Â
ΔâżĐ·
âMy pretty princess.âÂ
And her not terribly ugly son.Â
Satoru traced your face with her fingers, sighing to herself as the morning sun kissed your face, bathed you in beautiful warmth â oh, and the baby in your arms. Both of you snoozing softly, drool leaking out on your nightdress as you slept on your side, blissfully unaware of the outside world.Â
You made a pretty mother. Loved the little bastard Satoru did her best to tolerate.Â
Cradling an infant that neither of you had to carry, kissing his forehead and proudly showing him off to the other members of the court after he was born.Â
Heâd never know he wasnât yours. No one would.Â
Satoru would make sure of it.Â
His mother had been more than happy to take the estate. Especially when she knew the alternative would be Satoru taking her tongue to ensure sheâd never talk.Â
She was still keeping tabs though. Just to be safe.Â
To make sure that this happy little family of hers would stay that way.Â
The nobles had protested. Insisted that she had no place as queen with Suguru dead. But his son, with his soft purple eyes and dark hair, well, that was enough to buy her eighteen more years.Â
Of course, there were still whispers.Â
Rumors swirled that she quickly snuffed out, either with quiet compensation or cold force. So what if a few more people had to be poisoned to protect your life together?
Rewriting history hadnât been that hard.Â
No one needed to remember how much she hated Suguru. Or how rocky the marriage had been.Â
She got to be the mourning widow. The gracious wife still honoring her deceased husband by letting his bastard child be the heir. Raising him with a concubine instead of throwing both of them out.Â
That was how sheâd be remembered.
âGood morning,â you yawned, slowly cracking your eyes open as you smiled at her.Â
âSleep well?â She inquired, tempted to pick up the baby and place him back in his cradle so she could be cuddled instead.Â
You still had nightmares sometimes. Ones where youâd thrash around and sheâd have to scoop him up and call for a wet nurse to take him until morning.Â
Waking you up to soothe you, stroking your hair and pretending not to know she was the reason for them.Â
And yet, you looked at her like she hung the sun in the sky and shined bright enough to chase away all the shadows. To bury the skeletons somewhere youâd never see them.Â
âMhm,â you hummed, affectionately glancing between his chubby cheeks up to Satoruâs persistent pout as she puffed air into them.Â
âHave any attention left for me?â She pleaded, craning her neck over them to dramatically wait for you to press a gentle kiss to her nose.Â
Pairing: Nightwing!Gojo x Spy!Reader x Red Hood!GetoÂ
Synopsis: The plan is simple: walk into the museum auction ball, seduce your target, steal the diamond, and complete your mission. As a skilled spy and the top jewel thief in Gotham City, it seems easy enough. Except there are three problems that present themselves early in your mission. Number one, your target is Nightwing who is more cunning than you realize. Number two is Red Hood, another annoyingly hot vigilante. And number three is the sneak attack you set off that turns out to be an aphrodisiac. What happens when you hide from the cops and end up in very close quarters with the two vigilantes?
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters mentioned in this fic. However, as this is my writing, I do not give permission for my work to be reposted on any other sites that are not from my own accounts. Thank you!Â
Writer's Note: IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!! I'm so so so excited to finally get this out for my JJK "I Need A Hero (or a Villain) collab!! I really hope y'all enjoy it!! Please just drop me a comment or DM me if you're interested in joining the collab! <3 -love, Jazz
Credits: Nightwing!Gojo fanart by thatsallitchief on X & Red Hood!Geto fanart by kayaxxo on X!
You stand at the threshold of the museum entrance, right across the street from its mountain of steps.
The sound of Friday night in the cityâcars honking, someone blasting music from their carâfills the night air buzzing with activity.Â
On a night like this, youâd be at home on the couch or having a girlsâ night out. But instead, youâre spending your night at an auction party in the finest cocktail dress you could find in your closet. Your boss ordered it as part of your undercover work. You have to âlook the partâ, so why argue?
Especially when you look so damn good. You visited a hair salon this morning to get the perfectly seductive curls, pinning them up into a high bun with rivets and wisps of curls cascading down from your up-do. It goes perfectly with your wine red cocktail dressâbody-hugging, sexy, and has a high slit at the thigh. You paired it with some Loboutine heels and your favorite MAC lipstick.Â
Perfect for seducing a certain vigilante.Â
You press two fingers to your right ear, right against the tiny ear piece that could be mistaken for an earring stud. âTesting, testing, 1, 2,â you speak into the earpiece. âThis is Nightowl about to enter the vicinity. Target not yet in sight.âÂ
There is a bit of fuzz and then a familiar voice belonging to one of your fellow agents. âRoger that, Nightowl. Weâll be in the building as soon as you give the signal. Target should be inside.âÂ
You feel that familiar stomach flip; the one you usually get before a mission that often vanishes by the time it begins. Nowadays, you donât get nervous anymore having done this for years. You learn to adapt and to sneak, turning into someone else for the time being until the mission is complete. âRoger. Over and out.âÂ
You square your shoulders and slink into that seductive, secretive persona that you keep in your closet for missions like these. Any mission where you must seduce someone and take them off guard is when you pull her outâthe mysterious, sly sex kitten that knows what she wants and how to get it. Nobody can resist herâŠnot even a certain bat-based vigilante taking over Gotham City.Â
With a strut in your step and a sway in your hips, you walk over to the museum and walk up the steps to the double doors. Every click of your Loboutine heels prepares you for tonightâs festivities. Everything that can and might happen. Everything that you either are or arenât prepared for.
You love nights like these. You crave for them. You feel electric as you walk into the museum, smiling when you hand the host your invite. You notice the way he checks out the curve of your tits in your dress and the shape of your red lips. He barely checks your ticket because heâs too busy checking you out.Â
You smile and bat your lashes, thanking him. This means your job should go easy tonight.Â
When you fully step into the museum lobby converted into a party room, it is in full swing and brimming with luxury, excitement and the energy of the rich, nightlife crowd. The room is surrounded by glass cases of history on display: historical artifacts, old paintings, gems and jewels glittering with temptation. All for the taking.Â
You would gladly snatch up all of them if you could, but youâre after just one in particular.Â
It is shockingly easy for you to blend in, but then again, as a renowned agent and jewel thief, you know exactly how to do so. It makes it easy to slink past staff and security to the âStaff Onlyâ room and snatch a random employee tag.Â
You pin it to your dress and slink back out to the party without anyone noticing, the weight of your secret weapons strapped to your thigh and in your purse grounding you.Â
As soon as you walk back out into the party, you are bombarded by the sound of a live band playing and the aura of luxury. It is all around youâon the snack table where a crystal bowl of punch and champagne flutes sit; in the tasteful decorations; the conversations and laughs of the guests decked out in their best designer
You keep your clutch close to your side, your little Glock hidden beneath your switchblade shaped as a lipstick tubeâŠand your lipstick. You canât ever leave the house without your MAC. You press your fingers to your ear again, keeping your voice low. âNight Owl within the vicinity. Target not in sight yet.â
You begin to look around the room, scanning it to find the man of the hour. You studied his appearance for weeks before coming here. Though you have no idea what heâll be wearing tonight, you know that once you see him, youâll know that itâs him.Â
And sure enough, you do. You find him sitting at the bar in a tailored black suit, all long legs and looking so tall and big even while sitting. He is nursing a club soda in his big hand as he reads off a pamphlet about the upcoming presentation tonight and tonightâs auctioned items, his blue eyes shifting as he reads.Â
There he is: Nightwing, in the flesh. You feel your throat tighten and your heart pound against your ribcage. Your agency has been on this manâs tail for months the same way he has been on theirs, tracking down his real identity. When they finally found him, your boss slapped his manila folder on your desk and smiled at you. âWe got him,â he said. âNow itâs your turn.âÂ
Nightwing has been a thorn in your bossâ side for months now, cracking down on his most skilled agents and traffickers. Every Gotham newspaper shows a new arrest on the front page, courtesy of Nightwing and his stupid tight spandex suit and charming grin. No one has ever seen him out of his mask or suitâŠexcept for now. And you are more than excited to expose him tonight.Â
Smuggling is an art form itself. It requires much time and discipline. Being a spy is exactly the same, requiring a precise form and act that makes you your bossâ top spy at his underground agency.Â
Which is why he chose you for the job. If anyone can get Nightwing on a silver platter, itâs you. Youâre more than happy to do so. Anyone ruining your job and chances at getting your hands on some more pretty prizes is evil in your eyes.Â
The plan is simple: get the man comfortable, perhaps get some drinks in him, seduce him enough to take your offer for privacy in the basement, and then bam! He gets caught with his hand in the cookie jar and you get your hands on the museumâs newest find: a diamond worth millions. One of historyâs finest artifacts recently dug up and shipped here. Never before seen.Â
With the taste of danger and another pretty thing in your roster on your tongue, you strut over to the undercover vigilante and take a seat next to him, catching his attention immediately. Itâs almost comical. You give him a small smile of acknowledgement as you place your clutch on the polished bar.Â
You then wave your manicured nails at the bartender, flashing the vigilante your glossy, red nails. âBartender, a Brandy Alexander, please.â The woman in the white and black uniform nods, getting started on your drink. You sit in silence for a moment, both of you testing the other to make the first move.Â
You glance at Nightwing, eyeing him curiously as he pretends to read the pamphlet sitting in his lap. His pants seem to stretch across his muscular thighsâŠnot that youâre checking him out. âSo are you gonna say something or just act like youâre not staring at me?â he asks without looking up at you.Â
You blink at him, taken aback. âSorry?â He finally turns to look at you, smirking, his blue eyes devastatingly pretty. Damn him. âPardon the bluntness. I had a glass of champagne earlier. But I can feel your eyes.â
You raise your brow at him, feeling your own smirk curl onto your lips. âOh, really? How do you know they were mine?â The vigilante shrugs, sipping his club soda. âIâve been to parties like this before. Or rather, auctions for historical art pieces and valuables.â
âSo have I,â you reply, nodding in thanks when your drink is given to you. The vigilante watches you take a sip, eyes zooming in on your red lips. âHm. Well, youâre certainly dressed for the part. I notice the name tag. You work here, Ms. London?â
You damn near forget about the fake name on the tag you stole and nod, smiling. âThat, I do, uhâŠâ You pretend to look puzzled, pulling an annoyingly attractive chuckle out of him. âSatoru,â he replies. âGojo.â So your agencyâs research was correct. Nightwing and Satoru Gojo, a Gotham-based college thirty-something year old, are, in fact, the same person.Â
Quelling the excitable flip in your gut, you shake his hand, ignoring how big and calloused it is. âPleasure to meet you, Satoru. Iâve been working here for a year now, so dresses like this are the norm for auctions. Iâm glad you like it.â
A small blush coats Satoruâs cheeks, making him slightly endearing. He has two sides to himself it seemsâŠor three, counting Nightwing. âHeh. Well, Iâm sure everyone does. It looks veryâŠexpensive.â You giggle, eyeing his clothes. âAs does your suit.â
He quirks a brow at your compliment, happy with the praise. âYa think so, huh? Guess that Bloomingdaleâs employee wasnât bullshittinâ me then.â He flashes you a white-toothed grin, dimples popping. He is so charming that itâs disarming, making you slightly uncomfortable. Youâve never felt this way about a target before.Â
âI canât say Iâve seen your face around here,â you say, still turning up the heat. After all, this is your job. âI wouldâve recognized you as a regular.â You make sure to put a flirty tone in your voice to catch his attention. Sure enough, it does.Â
âIâm a lover of the arts. Got an invite from the Gotham Art Museum as a member and took it. Plus, thereâs a free bar, so why not?â He smirks, sipping his drink. âThatâs usually what brings people in here,â you chuckle. âUnless youâre an art buff.â You sip your drink too, leaving a red stain on the glass.Â
Satoruâs eyes flick from the rim to your face, your wicked ways working on him. âOh, I am. Nothinâ like gettinâ your hands on somethinâ as valuable and precious as a piece of art. A painting, a sculpture. Even the finest jewel.â His tone is so sly; so seductive. Heâs trying to work his charm tooâŠbut why?
âOh?â you purr, hiding your suspensions. âHow so? Is it the history that turns you on? F-For art, I mean.â
Satoru chuckles at your little intentionally unintentional innuendo, ducking his head in a way that is both boyish and sexy. âYeah. Plus, theyâre just so damn pretty. I mean, look at this necklace here!â He shows you a photo of one of the artifiactsâa gorgeous necklace from 1800 England dripping with sapphires. âBeautiful, isnât it?â he asks.Â
You nod, struggling to not inhale his cologne as he leans in to show you the photo. âIt is,â you hum. âThere are plenty of more pieces I can show you, if youâre interested.â He eyes you then, his blue eyes like the purest oceans. âVery. Lead the way, Ms. London.âÂ
You smile as you finish your drink for that liquid confidence and stand. He presents you to his elbow and you take it, trying not to get too excited over how easy this is. It may seem that way, but you need to be on your toes. This could go very wrong in an instant. For example, falling victim to the vigilanteâs charms as he smiles at you and leads you around the party.Â
You show the items youâve seen on the museumâs website, feeding him info you researched and bullshit you make up on the spot. He seems to eat it all up, sipping a glass of champagne, even getting one for you to clink his glass against. Satoru doesnât seem bored by anything you tell him, nodding in interest and slipping in little jokes between your presentations to make you giggle.Â
After about two hours of your âroleplayâ, things start to accelerate when youâre on your second glass of champagne and back at the bar for a mocktail. Youâll need to at least be semi-sober for this next part. As youâre reaching into your clutch for some cash to pay for your mock martini with olives, someone beats you to it.Â
An older gentleman with a horrible combover grins at you, not even trying to hide his lecherous eyes. âHere. A pretty thing like you shouldnât buy her own drink.âÂ
He slips you a bill, standing a little bit closer to you than youâd like. âI appreciate that,â you giggle, taking the money from him just as the bartender returns with your drink. âHow can I repay you for such a kind act?âÂ
The old man pretends to think, puckering his lips in a way that youâre sure is supposed to be sexy. âJust your number. I could make sure you donât have to ruin those feet walkinâ around for your job anymore.â He nods down at your fresh pedicure and designer heels, licking his chapped lips.Â
You swallow your repulsion, feeling Satoruâs presence sitting behind you at the bar. âI appreciate the offer, but I donât take numbers from married men.â With joy, you watch the old manâs smile fade and he slinks away, giving you the dirtiest look known to man. Satoru nods, impressed. âYou got quite the eye.â You shrug, sipping your crisp mocktail. âWhen you work here long, you learn to catch on.âÂ
He reaches over, clinking your glass with his new drink: a Brandy Alexander this time. âI couldâve told ya he was married though,â he chuckles. His laugh is smooth and rich yet deep and lethal, like a shot of whiskey.Â
You turn to him, raising a brow at him as you sip your martini. âAnd how would you know that?â you question. âHe didnât have a ring on his finger.â You only knew because you saw him with his wife when you came in.Â
Satoru chortles again as if youâre some dumb little girl he needs to school. âDonât have to. Rings can come off, âspecially at events like these.â He takes a sip from his drink, eyeing you across the rim. âThereâs plenty of pretty women like yourself swimminâ around here for the pickinâ.âÂ
His gaze is hot like fire licking across your exposed skin. The air that the old man left tense becomes even more so, but you straighten your neck and regard him with a smirk. âLike me?â you scoff. âI doubt he couldâve even been able to afford me.âÂ
You take another sip of your martini, leaving a red stain on the rim, before fishing out the toothpick rowed with olives. You pluck one off with your teeth, knowing that he is watching. âJust keep up the act. Hook, line, and sinker.âÂ
âAnd how would one afford you?â he asks, curiously glistening in his eyes. âYou merchandise? Up for grabs like these beauties here?â You swirl your tongue around in your mouth, sizing him up. You try not to think about how fun it is to flirt with him. To tease him. This is your job. âDepends on how much youâre willing to bet on me.âÂ
Thatâs what finally breaks the tension and Satoruâs smile grows rather lustful. âMaybe we can discuss somewhere more private,â he suggests. He slides his hand into yours and you allow it, ignoring how your heart pounds. âYou got a room?âÂ
You take a sip of your drink, smirking. âPlenty,â you giggle. Satoru mirrors your smirk, eyeing you down into your stool. âLittle spitfire, ainât you?â
You laugh as he helps you out of your stool. You do your best to act like your knees arenât weak and that his touch doesnât send electric shocks through your body. You tell yourself that itâs just because your mission is going so well. Finally, youâll get what you want. âSo Iâve been told. Iâve got just the place for us though. Follow me before someone knows we left.âÂ
Satoru nods, his expression like molten fire as his eyes lay on your ass when you walk ahead of him, hand in hand, towards the elevator. The auction is underway so people are preoccupied, meaning itâs easy to sneak away with the vigilante to the basement.Â
Minutes later, youâre getting pinned against the basement wall and Satoruâs lips are on yours. He showed surprising self control in the elevator, even when you felt the sexual tension building and his hand on your waist growing tight. The basement is quiet and empty, only filled with supplies and other museum artifacts moved for safe keeping.Â
You moan against Satoruâs kiss, his soft lips just as heavy as the darkness descending upon you. The silvery moonlight is the only light cutting through the open window above, illuminating Satoruâs snow white hair and handsome features. His hands cup your face as you grasp his shoulders, welcoming his big frame pressed against yours.Â
Youâve kissed many targets before. Youâve even slept with some. Not that youâre proud of it, but itâs the name of the game. However, with Satoru, this doesnât feel like a simple roleplay or job. His lips are soft and chaste of champagne, making you drunk. Itâs so dangerous. You need to stop this now.Â
Luckily, the glittering of an object catches both of your eyes, causing you to stop kissing. Satoru keeps his roaming hands on you as he gazes at the glass case of a gorgeous diamond glistening with all kinds of yellows, pinks, and lavenders. âWaitâŠis that the newest diamond?â he questions. âThe one found in a cave in the Himalayas?"Â
You nod, slinking your arms around him as you gaze at the diamond. âYeah,â you purr. âThey brought it in a month ago to present tonight.â And if anyone touches it, it will start an alarm. You know from sneaking in here weeks ago for a tour of the museum, committing every room to memory.Â
With your eyes trained on Satoru, you give him a lustful stare, body tingling in anticipation. âNow shut up and take off your clothes. Step back a bit for me so I can undress.â Satoru grins and begins to do just that, reaching for his tie as he blindly steps back, the glass case right behind you.Â
Click.
You freeze when you feel the cold barrel of a gun in your back, making your muscles tense. âHold it right there,â an unfamiliar voice croons. âMove one inch and you wonât like what happens next.â You do as he says, not moving, while Satoru glares at the stranger over your head. âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â he hisses.Â
The stranger chuckles, his voice deeper yet softer than Satoruâs. âNow is that anyway to greet your friendly neighborhood vigilante?â he jokes. ââSpecially since I couldâve just left your dumb ass here.â The gun cocks, making you gulp. âTurn around,â he orders.Â
Slowly, you turn and sure enough, youâre staring at yet another Gotham vigilante thatâs been bugging your boss: Red Hood, in the flesh. Dressed in his red and black uniform, muscles outlined in his suit, his long, black hair cascading down his shoulders and back. A white streak shoots through one lock in his face, right over his indigo eyes peeking over the red mask covering his mouth and nose.Â
Satoru glares at the vigilante that seems to be flipped around from the same coin, just a different side. âSeriously, Suguru? You stealinâ my target from me now?â
Target?Â
âDonât use my real name,â Suguru aka Red Hood growls from behind his mask. âAnd you were ready to fuck my target, Nightwing. Donât you realize this woman is tryinâ to play you? She wants someone to take the fall while she steals the diamond.âÂ
Slowly, you turn to stare at Satoru, hoping that you arenât this stupid. Sure enough, the white-haired man rolls his blue eyes. âWhy else would I have come down here so willingly? Iâm not that much of a whore, asshole.âÂ
He turns to you with a smile, popping open his top to reveal the black suit with a big blue bat symbol stuck on his chest. âPleasure to meet you by the way, Night Owl.â You gape at the bat symbol then at his face. You canât believe it! Youâve been had! âYouâŠyou tricked me,â you hiss.Â
Satoru doesnât even look the least bit apologetic, but why would he? âSorry, but I couldnât have you tossinâ me to the cops. I know you ainât gonna flap your gums about my secret identityâŠunless you want people to know who you are too.âÂ
Your eyes widen an inch, your stomach flipping with fear. Heâs blackmailing you? âSee, Iâve been after you for quite some time now,â he continues, giving you that stupid grin that you want to smack off of him. âYouâre the most wanted jewel thief in Gotham. Frankly, I just wanted to see how far youâd think Iâd fall for your plan.âÂ
âFuck you,â you growl. âNeither one of you is gonna arrest me for this. The cops and Batman are all the same: fuckinâ idiots.â Suguru and Satoru share a look, silently deliberating. âGood thing they got us,â Satoru chuckles. âWeâre not as dumb as you think we are, honey.â
âMmm-hmm,â Suguru hums, the gun still cocked at your head. âYou donât give us superheroes as much credit.â You keep quiet, simpering with anger. How could you be so dumb? How could you be so reckless? Soâ
Crackle-crackle. âNight Owl!â your fellow agent yells into your ear. âCome in, Night Owl! Thereâs an initial target! Itâsââ
âTell your people that you know already,â Suguru says, close enough to hear the feedback of the "conspicuous" ear piece in your ear. âAnd tell them that weâre about to give you an ultimatum. All you have to do is surrender andââÂ
POOF! Â
The vigilante canât finish his sentence because heâs getting a mouthful of the pink smoke bomb you slipped out of your bra. It is tiny yet lethal; a new weapon created by the tech department at your agency. It comes right in handy, creating a thick fog that fills the entire basement with pink smoke. âGoddamn!â Satoru coughs. âWhat the fuck was that?!â
Quickly, you turn around to knock the gun out of Suguruâs hand, the fog allowing you the perfect cover. Then you give him a swipe with your leg, tripping him backwards. Though he perfectly catches himself and kicks his legs back up to stand upright, youâre already pulling a tiny remote from your clutch and aiming it at the ceiling.Â
âSorry to cut this meeting short, fellas,â you chuckle. âBut Iâve gotta run. Nice meeting you!â Then with one click, a rope with a hook at the end extends from the remote and punches a hole into the ceiling window. You zoom up right out of the building through the window before releasing and landing on the museum buildingâs rooftop.
Unfortunately, the fog is a little bit more potent than you realize. It explodes from the broken window, traveling up onto the rooftop. Right under your nose. You breathe it in without even realizing it and begin to cough, your throat and eyes stinging. Those fuck ass scientists!Â
Quickly, you hurry to the edge of the building and stare across to a skyscraper. You could zip across that no problem. You could be out of here in just aâŠ.whoa. You suddenly feel light on your feet and your vision grows wavery, everything suddenly foggy and unfocused.Â
âOh, fuck,â you exhale before you feel yourself falling forward, about to hit the pavementâŠand you wouldâve if Satoru didnât catch you. He grunts as he grabs your arm and hugs you to him, positioning you so heâs carrying you bridal style.
You stare up into his blue eyes peaking out of his black mask before your vision is eaten up by darkness. âWeâve got you now, sweetie,â he whispers. âWeâll take good care of you. Youâll see.âÂ
âWakey, wakey, babydoll. Let us know youâre still alive.â
Slowly, your eyes peel open and youâre staring into the ocean blues behind a black mask. The man attached to the mask wears a black and blue spandex suit with black gloves and boots. If it isnât for the white hair and silky voice, you would not have recognized Satoru. âShe lives!â he mockingly gasps. âThank God. We thought you died on us, honey.âÂ
He grins at you, blinding you with his white teeth. You groan as you come to your senses, feeling achy and unbalanced. Slowly, you sit up, finding yourself on the floor in some secret roomâit consists of a tiny cot bed, wooden boxes of food supplies, and a stool that Red Hood occupies. Suguru, you heard Satoru call him. He is still in his suit, but his mask is gone, revealing his handsome features and the snakebites embedded in his plump, pink bottom lip.
âW-Where am I?â you mutter. âWhy do I feel so dizzy?â You place a hand on your head, still coming back to reality. You look around, seeing the towel under your head and your dress still intact. Did theyâŠmove you here?Â
âYou passed out after inhalinâ that smoke shit you blew at us,â Suguru explains from the stool, using a pocket knife to stab a hole in the drywall. He twists it to the right to the left, focusing hard on his movements.Â
âI-I did?â you whisper. Then you panic, your memories flooding back. The smoke bomb. âOh, no, no!â you gasp. âI have to get outta here! R-Right now!â Quickly, you try to rise to your feet only to slump back down, still dizzy.Â
âAh-ah, little miss,â Suguru tuts. âYou ainât goinâ nowhere right now.â He rises from his stool, arms crossed. His sleeves are rolled up to expose his muscular arms inked with tattoos but you ignore themâŠor you try to. âAnd whoâs gonna stop me?â you growl at him, glaring up at him.Â
Satoru glances at the both of you before rising to his feet, whistling. You watch him waltz over to a painting hanging up on the wall that you didnât notice before and sloooowly moving it aside to reveal a tiny hole in the wall that Suguru surely made. âWell, them for one,â he replies, showing you a sliver of the museum lobby where you once were.
Only now, itâs surrounded by Gotham City cops. âShit!â you think. panicked. Someone called the cops?! What if Batman shows up too?!Â
âAnd definitely not if youâre feelinâ weak,â Satoru adds, crossing his arms over his buff chest. âWhatever that sneak attack was is sneakinâ up on you too.â
You donât answer, grabbing your clutch beside you and then feeling around your ear for⊠âMy earpiece,â you gasp. âW-Whereâs my earpiece?!â You begin to look around, searching the small room for the tiny black dot. âYouâre what piece?â Satoru asks, confused.Â
âThat thing that her team was talkinâ in her ear with,â Suguru explains. âAnd donât look at me. I donât have it. Mustâve fallen out while youââ
He doesnât get a chance to finish because youâre rising to your feet again only to stumble, falling into the wall. The two vigilantes quickly descend upon you, using their strong hands to help you out. âHey, hey, relax,â Satoru gently says. âSit down and take a breath.â
You watch them suspiciously as they sit you down on the edge of the bed, leaving you be once youâre off your feet. Why are they being so damn gentle with you? âNow explain,â Satoru firmly says, leaning against the wall. âWho are you? Whatâs the thing with robbinâ these museums?âÂ
Instead of answering, you keep quiet, stubborn and bratty. Satoru rolls his eyes at you like youâre a disobedient child. âListen, weâre gonna be here for a while, so you may as well talkâŠunless you want us to alert one of these cops.â He picks up his fist and raps it quietly on the wall, making your heartbeat scatter.
Damn these damn vigilantes! Always one step ahead of you. âIâm a spy,â you begrudgingly confess. âI work for an underground organization that deals in jewel trafficking. I was tasked with stealing the diamond in the hopes of leading Batman to my boss.â
The two vigilantes share a look, silently talking to each other. Are they wondering what they'll do to you? How to torture you to make you talk? Will they use Suguruâs pocket knife to slice off your dress? Will they strip you down and spank you till you cry? Make you suck their big cocks until youâre begging for them to fuck you? Slide themselves inside of you and fill you up until youâre begging for them to stop?
You blink at the sudden onslaught of dirty, nasty thoughts and the images flashing across your brain. Where the fuck did that come from?Â
And then you feel it: that warm flush that engulfs your body like you just stepped into a sauna. Then you feel your heartbeat accelerate, pumping hot blood until you can practically hear it throb. You press a hand to your forehead, finding it coated in sweat. What is happening to you?
The sound of Satoruâs silky voice doesnât help your situation. If anything, it makes your body feel even weirder. âWell, sorry to disappoint you, sweetie. And for what it's worth, sorry to ruin your mission too.â He pauses, cocking his head to the side and squinting at you as if heâs just now seeing you. âYouâre a lot prettier than that diamond though.â
The compliment comes out of nowhere and he looks just as perplexed as you feel from it. âWhat?â you and Suguru both ask. You blink, seeing how pink Satoruâs cheeks are, noticing how Suguru is pulling at the collar of his skin-tight suit.Â
Then it hits you. âOh, noâŠthe bomb! Itâs working on us!â you lament, instantly scooting as far across the room as you can. As you try to check for loose structure in the wall to knock down and escape, the vigilantes share a confused glance. âWhat do you mean?â Suguru demands. âWhat the hell was in that thing anyway? Jesus, are you two as hot as I am right now?â
You areâit feels like the room has grown to about 100 degrees and is quickly rising. âIt was an aphrodisiac bomb,â you weakly explain. âIt was made with bi-products to help distract my target and weaken their defenses by using arousal.âÂ
You donât look at the vigilantes as you continue to tap against the wall, searching for a way out. But are you really searching or just pretending so you donât succumb to the temptation of the two irresistible men standing behind you?Â
âWait, you used a fuckinâ aphrodisiac on us?â Satrou growls. âIs that why Iâm so goddamnâŠâ He pauses, letting out a broken exhale that makes the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.Â
âThis shit is workinâ fast,â Suguru exhales, suddenly sounding a lot closer. You feelinâ it too?â Heâs asking you, but you donât answer. You donât even turn around, too afraid of your loss of control. You canât trust yourself anymore.Â
âI-It doesnât matter. We have to get out of here now.â You try to stand again, bracing your hands on the wall, but your knees buckle, loose like jelly. âOh, no!â you whimper, tears springing into your eyes.Â
âHey, hey,â Satoru coos. His hands are on you, gentle and supportive, helping you stand upright. âRelax, doll. Youâre okay.â Not the pet names. God, no, anything but those!Â
âYou donât understand,â you whisper, trying to wrangle yourself out of his hold. He feels too good, his broad chest pressed into your back. If this continues, you donât know what will happen and that scares you. Youâre supposed to be finishing this mission!Â
âWhat donât I understand?â he murmurs. âTell me.â But you canât. You canât focus on anything except his strong, gloved hands on your waist and his silky voice in your ear. Slowly, he turns you around to face him and youâre staring deep into his sapphire eyes glistening at you from beneath his mask.Â
âYour eyes are really pretty,â you hear yourself softly admit. His lips curl into a proud smile, all dimples and charm. âThank you, baby. Yours ainât too bad either.âÂ
And then suddenly, youâre kissing. You donât know if you lean in or if he does, but at some point, the tension that the aphrodisiacs caused reach a boiling point, steaming and overflowing. Satoruâs lips are just as soft as they were earlier in the basement, but this time, his kiss is slow and seductive, taking his time to taste you. It feels so, so fucking good.Â
âNo,â you whimper against his lips, some of your common sense still lingering. âT-This is all wrong.â Even so, your hands feel up his chest, indulging in how big his pecs are beneath the spandex.Â
Before Satoru can protest or argue, the thud of footsteps behind you stops him short. Suguruâs hand caresses your hair, brushing it away from your neck. âOnly thing thatâs wrong here is me not beinâ included,â he rasps. You begin to tremble, sandwiched between their big, hard bodies, each of them towering over you. Youâve never been so intimidated in your life.Â
Satoru chuckles, soft and sexy, as his thumb strokes your cheek. Though heâs speaking to Suguru, his eyes stay planted firmly on you. âJoin in if ya want. There's plenty of this bad girl to go around.â His fingers trail down to your chin, tilting your head up to stare up at him. âYou deserve some punishment for pullinâ that little stunt on us, donât you?â
Suguru hums in agreement, his fingers tangled in your hair. You canât think, too distracted by the mingling scents of their cologne and your own arousal. âI-I donâtâŠâ You dig your teeth into your bottom lip as Suguru toys with your dress zipper, making your skin tingle. âYou donât what?â the vigilante pushes, a teasing smile in his voice. âYou donât know? Oh, we think you know quite well, little lady.âÂ
âY/N,â you murmur. âMy name is Y/N.â Not that you hate the petnames, but itâs also because you want to hear them utter your name. Satoru smiles, pleased. âPretty name. Better than that London shit you were goinâ with.â He is teasing you and itâs working its magic on you, totally hooking you to your targets.
Their kisses donât make shit any better for you. They each share you one after the other, snatching you away if one of them is taking too long with your lips. Satoruâs kiss is more possessive and sloppy while Suguru is slow and seductive. However, their lips are soft and their tongues are tantalizing, drawing soft moans out of you as they push against you, trapping you between them.
You canât get enough of their tastes; their tongues sliding against yours. Their big hands are roaming your body. Suguru sucking on your bottom lip while Satory caresses your neck, soft sighs and moans traveling between you. It is electric. It is magic. It is perfection.Â
Your limbs feel loose like jelly. If it isnât for the vigilantes holding you up, youâd definitely crumble to the floor. They have made you weak. Satoru chuckles as if sensing this, teasingly licking a stripe across your throat. âPoor baby. All she needed was a little attention.â He takes your hand and places it on his very hard, very throbbing dick. âAnd maybe a little dick too,â he pants.Â
âDefinitely not little over here,â Suguru teases. Oh, you can feel it. He is just as big and just as stiff as Satoru, pushing into your backside. You are sweating at this point, your pussy throbbing impatiently at the feeling of their bulges packed tight in their suits. âDonât know about you though, Satoru,â Suguru smirkingly says.
Satoru tsks, rolling his eyes. âLiar. You know all about the weapon Iâm carryinâ, donât you, baby boy?â Suddenly, heâs reaching over to grip Suguruâs arm and yanking him in for a sloppy kiss. You stare, shocked and aroused, their soft moans drifting through the air as their lounges slip against each other.
You werenât expecting some hot shit like thisâŠbut you ainât complaining either. Your body responds immediately: hard nipples, flushed cheeks, and a very wet pussy that drips down your thighs. Satoruâs blue eyes tick over to you and he pulls away, smirking. âOooo, baby girlâs gettinâ turned on from seeinâ her guys kiss, hm?â he chuckles. âWhatâs the matter, honey? Canât take it?âÂ
Both vigilantes stare at you, their teasing making you shy. âN-No,â you stammer. Suguru raises a brow, not convinced. âOh, no? Then prove it.âÂ
Suddenly, youâre indulging in your first three-way kiss. All soft lips, tongues, and moans that travel straight to your core, making it warm and fuzzy. Your pussy drips slick down your inner thighs as Satoru grinds against your front while Suguru rubs his cock against you from the back, making you feel every inch of them. The taste of champagne coming off of their tongues is intoxicating, making you drunker than any alcohol could.
Satoru pulls away, pulling his fat, pink tongue away from you. âBet these lips would feel real good around my cock,â he whispers. You shiver at the dirty statement, biting your bottom lip.Â
Suguru agrees with a hum. âAbsolutely. How âbout it, mama? Itâs okay to need a nice, fat dick in here, right?â His thumb swipes your bottom lip, making you tingle all throughout your body.Â
His smile fades as he watches you watch him, his gaze molten hot and lustful. You have no choice but to watch him unbuckle his pants with one hand and unzip the front of his suit, pulling his cock out. Your eyes widen at inch at his long, thick, pulsing shaft protruding from a nest of black curls. Especially at the glistening silver ball at his bulbous head.
Red Hood has a dick piercing. Â
âSuck that dick fâme,â he demands, his tone firm and serious. âItâs the least you can do for the trouble you caused.â You feel your eyes watering and your lips quivering. Everything in you is screaming at you not to complyâŠbut there is one part nesting in the deepest, darkest depths of your being that is interested and curious. Youâve always wondered how Red Hood and Nightwing looked and tastedâŠand now, youâre about to find out.Â
But as you kneel on the bed before Suguru, facing his thick cock, you start to gulp. He smirks, cocky, dick bobbing in your face without him even using his hands. âToo big, mama? Donât worry. You can try on this.â He then glides his gun out of his bat belt and holds it out to you, making your eyes widen and your heart pump. âSuck, slutty girl. Letâs see whatcha got.âÂ
And to your utter surprise, you wrap your lips around the gun and suck. You stare into Suguruâs eyes as you blow the pistol in your face, its cold metal warmed by your soft, lush lips. Satoru watches, just as astonished and aroused as Suguru is, as your throat sinks lower down the barrel. âMmm, no gag reflex? Thatâs my kinda girl.âÂ
Suguruâs violet eyes grow dark with lust as you bob up and down the gun, hollowing your cheeks. âMine too. Keep those eyes up here, mama. Let me see that pretty face.â He reels you in like a fish on a hook with those eyes, hooded and piercing, drinking in the way you suck off his gun. Your spit coats the cold metal, your lips quivering when you catch his finger on the trigger.Â
You can only hope that itâs unloaded, but to your surprise, you donât feel fear; only a thrill. But you get a thrill like no other once Suguru has had enough of the foreplay and decides to finally feed you his big dick. âTime to show me what that mouth can doâŠother than talk back.âÂ
You stare at the thick cock in front of you, the silver balls teasingly glinting at you. Swallowing your pride, you start by kissing and licking along Suguruâs shaft, introducing yourself to his dick. He softly groans and hums in enjoyment at your ministrations, pushing his hips forward.
He does so in a way that makes his cock slip between your lips and in your mouth without your permission. You gasp as his thick cock passes the threshold of your mouth, the taste of him all over your tongue. âMmm, thatâs a good girl,â he moans, using one hand to grab the back of your head.Â
His deep thrusts cause your hair to loosen from its updo, your curls falling down. Quickly, they are swept up by a fist, held up out of your face so you can focus on swallowing the dick down your throat. âAllow me,â Satoru hums. âCanât suck good dick if your hair is in the way.âÂ
He then pushes you forward onto Suguruâs dick, making you take him deeper. You force yourself to open your throat and to breathe through your nostrils in an effort not to choke. âShit,â Suguru groans, watching as your lush lips stretch around his dick, taking him to the hilt. âYouâre so good at this, angel. You make me wanna fuckinâ cuââÂ
âMy turn. Youâre takinâ too fuckinâ long,â Satoru quips, tearing you off of Suguruâs cock. The long-haired vigilante glares daggers at the Nightwing as he takes his place, smirking down at you. âBe prepared for some greatness, sweetie.âÂ
Zzzzip. Satoru smirks as he unzips his pants and slides his dick right out for you to behold. He is just as thick as Suguru but lightly curved, leaning with a hook. He is all smooth skin and muscle, not a stitch of hair coating his pelvis except for his thighs. âLike whatcha see, naughty girl? That sneak attack made me so hard fâyou.â
He bites his lip as he wraps a hand around his cock, stroking it oh-so slowly in your face. The little beads of pre-cum at the head drizzle down his shaft like the droplets of an ice cream cone.Â
He hisses as his thumb strokes the sensitive underside of his head, his bottom lip quivering. âA-Ahâcatch it, babes. Donât let me go to waste now.â
You donât know what possesses you to stick your tongue out to lick up the salty droplets. Maybe the drug or how hot he looks so desperate for you. Either way, you lick up his pre-cum and then suck on his cock like you mean it, hollowing your cheeks to take him easier. Suguru watches close by in both envy and arousal, stroking his fat dick as his eyes flick between you on your knees and Satoru fucking your throat.
Satoru lets out a loud, throaty groan, one hand tangled in your hair. âThatâs it, cutie pie,â he groans. âTake that fuckinâ cock. Yâknow, youâre almost better at this than ya are fightinâ.â He pushes in deeper, making you gag and nearly triggering that button in the back of your throat, making you gag. Satoru loudly groans at the feeling of your throat flexing around him. âYou should think about changinâ occupationsâŠbeinâ a little cocksucker is way more fittinâ for ya, pardon the vulgarity.âÂ
He begins to fuck your face now, slowly at first, but he is still brutal and rough. You have to force yourself to keep breathing to avoid throwing up all over his dick. âYou could be my little cock slut,â he growls. âMy baby. Youâd like that, wouldnât ya?âÂ
Yes.Â
You gurgle and gag in response, your throat forced to flex around his cock interrupting its natural state. You feel as if your throat and mouth are being molded into his personal fleshlight with the way he fucks your face, grunting and groaning like a desperate man. His balls slap against your chin, filling your nose with the scent of his cologne and his dick, making for an extra arousing aroma.Â
âTimeâs up,â Suguru says, his voice rasped with need. âYouâre either sharinâ or youâre not, Satoru. Donât be greedy.â He practically shoves the Nightwing out of the way, making Satoru roll his eyes. âWell, sorry,â he snorts. âI didnât realize you were feeninâ for her mouth, Red Hood. Just look at all that pre-cum!âÂ
Sure enough, Suguru is dripping pre down his fist, oozing down to his heavy balls. Satoru smirks as the Red Hood taps his cock against your plush lips, softly moaning. âYou gonna drink it all up for him, baby?â he coos. âBe a good girl and lick it aaaalll up for us.âÂ
You do so, licking up Suguruâs pre-cum before he pushes in and uses your mouth again. And then passes you off to Satoru. They allow you to stroke both of their dicks in time with your sucking, alternating between each one in your face, throbbing hard. Their groans and whimpers egg you on, making you ignore the ache in your jaw and how your mascara drips just to hear more of their pleasure.Â
Youâve never been used in such a way. You are being resorted to nothing but a toy. A hole for the vigilantesâ own use. Saliva drips from your chin and down onto your tits, making you slick and pussy like another part of you between your thighs. The more they fuck, the more your cunt throbs and pulses in anticipation for it to be fucked the same way.Â
What is wrong with you? You can only ask yourself this question with every passing moment that your mouth is used like a fleshlight, blowing each dick like itâs your job. Soon, the vigilantes have had their fill though they havenât cum yet. âNot bad, cutie,â Satoru pants, cheeks flushed. âNow we gotta give our girl a reward, donât we, Sugu?â
âMmm-hmm,â Suguru hums, stroking loose hairs out of your face. âNeed to make sure youâre ready for us later.â
Excitedly, your eyes tick down to their throbbing dicks again, your pussy throbbing impatiently for either oneâŠor both. Then you catch the glint of Satoruâs handcuffs dangling from his belt. He smirks, taking them out for you. âOh, you want these?â he teases, dangling the cuffs in your face. âCanât say I ainât been wantinâ to cuff your ass all night. I think itâs fittinâ for a naughty girl like you.âÂ
He crooks his finger at you, causing you to stand on wobbly legs. You softly gasp when he suddenly forces you to turn around, facing the bed post. âHands behind your back, pretty. Letâs hike up this dress too.â You swallow as you obey his sultry command, allowing Satoru to carefully cuff your hands behind your back.
Meanwhile, Suguru kneels down to hike up your dress over your hips. As he does, their groans of arousal at the sight of your plump ass in your lace panties make you gush in your panties. Before you know it, youâre getting bent over the edge of the bed, presenting your ass to the both of them. âGood, baby?â Satoru murmurs, thoughtfully stroking your ass. You nod, unable to speak. Â
SMACK!
You gasp as his palm connects with your ass, hard, making tears spring into your eyes. âWhat was that?â Satoru asks. The fiery sting makes you flinch, but your pussy has never been wetter. Youâre feening at this point, needing dick like you need water to drink. You look over your shoulder at Satoru, drowning in his molten hot gaze. âYes, Iâm okay, sir,â you whisper.Â
Satoru and Suguru share a praiseful smile, cooing at your obedience. âSo polite! Why werenât you this sweet earlier, hm?â Satoru hums, pressing a kiss to your ass. But then Suguru tugs on your wrists, making you grunt. âSuch a little brat,â he growls. âLucky for you, mama, I love me some bratty girls.â
Satoru hums in agreement, pressing a kiss to your panties, making you whimper. âMe tooâŠso just what should we do to a bratty pussy like yours?â His bottom lip drags over your ass, his fat tongue licking down, down to your inner thighs. Suguru kneels with him, teasing you with his soft lips and cool tongue piercing, bathing your skin in his spit.
Your body feels unbalanced and your legs are wobbly. To some degree, youâre thankful for the bedside to hold you up as you feel Suguruâs big hands glide down your ass and thighs. Then, suddenly, you feel his breath caressing your asscheeks and something cool on your skin.Â
You realize what it is when you feel your wet panties slice off of your body. A knife. âDonât fret, mama. This is just to get these panties offâŠbut if you want, I can use it on the dress too.â He presses the cool metal of the knife into your thigh, making you feel the jagged edges.Â
âYou can be a good girl for us, canât you?â he whispers, a wicked smile in his voice. He doesnât give you the chance to answer before lightly licking you against your slit. You gasp, your wrists straining against the cuffs. His big hands glide up to force your hips back, causing your ass to jut into his face. âF-Fuck!â you stammer, gasping as sparks of pleasure explode through your core. You canât even grip anything because of your cuffed wrists, so you resort to curling your toes in your heels.
âDonât leave me outta this,â Satoru purrs. âI want a lick too.â You feel him give your ass a wet, open-mouthed kiss, making you moan as Suguru slides his fat tongue up to tease your clit. âYou can handle both of us, canât you, babydoll? A tough girl like you?âÂ
Neither of them give you a chance to answer. Instead, your pitiful moans and slutty whimpers answer for them, filling the small room along with the soft, wet sloshing of their tongues caressing your dripping pussy. They hum enjoyment, licking and sucking away at your pussy that seems to grow wetter with every ministration of their tongues.Â
âO-Oh, shit,â you whimper. âMmm, fuck!â You try to hold back your moans, but you canât. Plus, the knife against your thigh doesnât allow you. One wrong move or something that Suguru doesnât like, and that knife could be cutting your skinâŠand that turns you on like youâve never been in your life.Â
So let them do as they please. But you donât really have a choice either. All you can do is shake and shudder as Sugruu sucks on your ass and Satoru swirls his tongue around your clit before he dips the muscle inside of you, moaning at your taste. Your mouth falls open on a loud moan, his soft lips cushioning your clit.Â
Satoru lightly pulls on your pussy lips, earning a whimper from you. âIsnât this so much better than fightinâ us, baby?â he asks before French kissing your cunt once again. He kisses you sloppily and messily, his tongue licking and sliding this way and that.Â
At some point, you hear him and Suguru making out with your pussy between them, their soft moans and hot pants fanning across each sensitive part of your pussy, making you a panting, overstimulated mess. You push your ass into their faces, riding their tongues, desperation blooming in your core along with the familiar warm, budding sensation of an oncoming orgasm.Â
âPlease!â you whine. âA-AhâŠoh, fuck, please!â
Satoru smiles, still licking and sucking your pussy with all of the vigor of a hungered man. âI like you begginâ,â he replies. âDo it again for us, nice and pretty.â You have no choice when he continues on slurping on your cunt and fucking your hole, his nose swiping against your clit.Â
âPlease, please, please!â you sob. âPlease let me cum!â Your begging must satisfy the vigilantes because their tongues move a little faster, their pace causing your body to quake against the restrictions of the cuffs. Their hot, wet mouths cause your orgasm to wash over you quickly yet powerfully, controlling every part of your body. You let out a whine of pleasure as your cum explodes in their mouths, drenching their lips in your juices.Â
While youâre still cumming, Suguru, ever the sadist, presses his thumb against your clit as his knife skates up to press against your pussy lips, the cold metal making you whine. âCum more for us, baby,â he coos. âYou can do it.â Then Satoru is shoving his tongue up inside of you, making you damn near scream. Fuck!â you explode as your orgasm peaks, making your eyes roll back and your legs shake.Â
You donât even realize that youâre squirting until you hear the vigilantes exclaim in surprise, catching every drop in their mouths. âOh, shit, sheâs a squirter!â he says with glee. âThatâs too fuckinâ sexy.âÂ
Your eyes roll back as your hips buck and your pussy quivers, more and more of your honey exploding onto the vigilantesâ tongues until you are absolutely spent. Even when you slump against the bed, exhausted, Suguru stands behind you, dick up and ready to blow. Pla-pla-plap goes his cock slapping against your sensitive clit, making you hiss.Â
âWe ainât done yet so youâd better get it together,â he softly demands, his big hands gripping your ass. Instantly, your stomach grows fluttery with butterflies and your core grows warm. You know exactly what is coming next. You canât stop. You canât avoid it. And more frighteningly, youâre not even sure if you donât want it.Â
Especially when Suguru finally slides that big, thick, long cock inside of you. Slick and open from your orgasm, he makes his home between your velvety walls, making you feel fuller than youâve ever felt in your life. He groans into your ear while your mouth falls agape on a silent moan. âGod, youâre tight!â he hisses, already bumping his hips back and forth against your ass. Slow and deep.Â
You think youâre already feeling pleasure until Satoru gets involved, still kneeling behind you. He hooks one of your legs up and Suguru takes control, keeping your leg hiked up as the Nightwing tilts his chin up to face your pussy getting stretched out on some dick. âCâmere, you two,â he pants. âI wanna hear you both scream.â Then his fat tongue is caressing your clit and Suguruâs balls as the vigilante pounds you from behind.Â
You are a moaning, whining mess, damn near drooling in pleasure. Suguru digs his nails into the fleshy part where your ass meets your hip, his fingers indulging in your body. âFuck, baby!â he grunts into your ear, panting hotly. Even he canât get a grip on himself. Your pussy feels too good wrapped around him, stroking him of all heâs worth.Â
âTake it,â he demands. âTake that fuckinâ dick. You know you need it.â His other hand grips your neck, keeping a strong grip on your throat as he fucks into your wet heat. âSo let me give it to you,â he huffs. âLemme give you everything that pussy needs!âÂ
His hips hammer harder and faster into your ass, making it quiver and recoil. Your moans are loud and high-pitched, unable to be silenced due to his pistoning thrusts. He fucks you like a machine, pumping in and out, out and in, his cock pulsing inside of you. âF-Fuck!â you stammer. âWait, S-Sugu! Youâre going t-too fast!âÂ
Your pussy feels like itâs going into overload, being stuffed too much and too quickly. Satoruâs tongue doesnât make things any better; he is a master with his tongue, giving you sloppy licks and sucks as his partner fills you up again and again. Tears spring into your eyes as Suguru grips your throat tighter, cutting off your air for just a moment. âOh, but you can take it, canât you, tough girl?â he chuckles. âYouâre beinâ so good already.âÂ
Short moans and gasps leave your lips as he continues to squeeze, still fucking you dumb. Your knees buckle and your head feels fuzzy from the overstimulation and the grip on your throat. The pleasure somehow mounts to astronomical heights, leaving you a dumb, mindless mess.Â
Youâre about to cum. Your target is going to make you burst all over his big, fat cock as if youâre his lover and heâs deserving of all of it. âFuck, Iâm gonna cum!â you warn. âPlease, please let me cum, sir! I canât take it!â You grip the cuffs for dear life as he fucks and fucks and fucks you. Your knuckles go pale, an indication of the pleasure youâre experiencing.Â
Satoru chuckles, enjoying your torture, staring up at your bouncing tits above him. âAww, but the fun just started, baby,â he condescendingly coos. âYou gonna cum already? Is that vigilante dick just too good?â You whimper in response, your eyes fluttering closed.Â
SMACK!Â
Satoru slaps your clit hard, making it sting. âI donât hear an answer,â he growls. You sob, tears threatening to drip down your cheeks. âYes! Yes, it feels so fucking good!â you babble. You can feel yourself careening closer to orgasm, your head going blank as you get closer to the edgeâŠ
And then Suguru slows his pace, putting an end to your euphoria. âThen weâll need to make it feel extra good,â Satoru cackles, his blue eyes glittering with wickedness. âI wanna fuck her too, Suguru. Donât be greedy now.â He stands up, his hand on his fat, hard dick pulsing for you.Â
Suguru looks between you and Satoru, raising an eyebrow. âSo you wanna steal her other pretty hole? Is that it?â You blink, the gears in your brain turning, processing what your âother pretty holeâ means. They canât possibly meanâ
âW-Wait, wait,â you protest as Suguru maneuvers your body, turning you around so heâs holding you up. You squeak, staring at a wall of broad chest and tattoos inking his pecs. âI-Iâm notââ
âReady?â Satoru finishes, smirking as he gets behind you, one leg hiked up to expose your dripping pussy to the both of them. âDonât worry, babycakes! Weâve got you. Thatâs what these fat tongues are here for.â
Again, youâre bent over the bed and the vigilantesâ are sharing your hole again. Only this time itâs your asshole. They spit and slobber into your puckered hole, your asscheeks pried apart in their gloved hands. All you can do is moan and whine as they lick and suckle on your asshole, even using their fingers to gently fuck you there until youâre good and open.Â
âOooo, look at that gape!â Satoru cackles, grinning at the way youâre so stretched and open now for some dick. âYouâre nice and ready for me now, cutie pie. Youâre gonna look so beautiful stuffed with our dicks.âÂ
Once youâre uncuffed, youâre sandwiched between the vigilantes again, a prisoner in two walls of muscle. You are facing Suguru again, your arms around his neck, moaning as he gives you a slow, sloppy kiss, while Satoru is behind you.Â
He rubs his cock against your asshole, making you whimper at the feeling of something so hot and hard trying to enter you there. âDonât you wanna be a big girl for us?â he coos. âDonât you wanna prove how tough you are?â You feel his tip lightly brush your entrance and flinch, nails digging into Suguruâs chest. âT-Toru,â you stammer. âPleaseâŠâ
Satoru shushes you, peppering your neck in minty, champagne-spiked kisses. âSâokay, doll, weâve gotchu. Nice and slow nowâŠâ He nods at Suguru and together, they hold you up by your leg and sink deeeeep inside of your holes.
You gasp, your eyes widening as you see twinkling stars. There is a slight burn as Satoru shoves himself in your asshole, but it is numbed by Suguru in your pussy, pleasure and pain mixing into one. After some slow, gentle strokes, they go harder, deeper, faster. Skin against skin. Moans in your ear.Â
You feel stretched. You feel full. You feel used. And you feel absolutely, positively amazing.Â
âAh, fuck, baby, yes!â Satoru moans into your ear, pawing at your tits and ass like youâll vanish if he doesnât. âGod, youângh, feel so fuckinâ good!âÂ
Suguru locks a hand around your throat and presses his lips to your ear, his lip ring cool against the shell. âA pussy like this would make me ditch the cape. Make me rob a fuckinâ bank for you.âÂ
He loosens his hold on your neck, allowing you time to breathe. But you canât breathe. You canât even speak. Your mind is full of cock, unable to focus on anything but Satoruâs big thighs slapping against yours and Suguruâs handsome, flushed face, their dicks pummeling into you. Their thrusts grow quick and brutal, turning your pussy and asshole into mush, making your clit sing and your brain fall right out of your noggin. You are gone. And so are the vigilantes.Â
âNghâGoddamn, you feel so good,â Satoru groans, gripping your ass so hard that heâll leave fingerprints. âHow are you this fuckinâ tight?â His hand comes around to toy with your lips, his long fingers prying them apart so you can suck on his digits.Â
âYouâve got me so c-close,â Suguru grunts in your ear, stammering out his words. âN-NeedâŠoh, fuck, I need to go harder.â Harsh pants and heavy breaths leave his lush lips as he fucks you faster, his balls slapping against your clit. âYou want that too, mama? Do you want us to make you cum again?â
You bounce on their cocks between them, leaving crescent marks in Suguruâs shoulders as you dig your nails into his skin. âAh, yes, yes, please! Make me cum again!â The two vigilantes slow their thrusts for a moment to share a look, silently telling each other the same thing: letâs slut this girl out.
Suddenly, youâre posted on your back with Satoru underneath you and Suguru on top, forcing you into semi-mating press with Suguru holding your legs open for his partner. Your moans and whines of pleasure bounce off of the walls as Suguru taps his dick against your pussy, ready to give you deep-dicking like you never had. âReady, baby?â he whispers against your lips. âBeg for it.â
âSuguruââ
SMACK!
This time, both vigilantes spank you, on your pussy and your ass, the double assault making you yelp. âBeg,â Satoru growls in your ear, gripping your throat. His cock is nestled deep in your ass, not moving, just there, driving you to the brink of insanity. You canât think. You can only feel.Â
âPlease fuck me,â you whimper out. âMake me cum again, sirs. Please.âÂ
And so they do. They fuck you until youâre seeing stars and forgetting all about your stupid mission. They fuck you with all the mercy of sinners, drilling your holes. They fuck you into the rickety little bed until it rocks and squeaks, fuck whoever hears. Satoru fucks up into your ass while Suguru rams your pussy, the push and pull of their thrusts pulling your soul right out of you.Â
It doesnât take long for that knot in your core to snap. âOh, fuck!â you whine, damn near screaming for all to hear as you cum hard around Suguruâs cock. You donât have time to warn themâit just happens, exploding out of you. Suguru moans as you tighten around him, drawing his cum right out of him. âCum for me,â he groans. âShitâcâcmon, baby, cum! Give it to me!âÂ
Your orgasm hits you hard and intensely, sending you on a trip as you thrash in the vigilantesâ hands. Your pussy and ass grip their dicks tighter than a vice as you cream onto Suguruâs cock, coating them both from cockhead to balls in your juices. They share a slutty moan in pleasure by how tight youâve grown, gripping and stroking them until they have no choice but to cum.Â
Satoruâs thrusts grow sloppy as your asshole massages the spunk out of his dick, making him whine in pleasure. âGonna cum!â he whines. âF-Fuck, Iâmma cum for you, baby!âÂ
âMe too,â Suguru groans, eyes squeezed tight from how tight you are. How velvety and wet you feel. âTake it allâŠall of it! Itâs all for you.âÂ
You gasp as you feel two hot loads of cum shoot deep into your holes, making you gasp. The moans of release that escape the men are fit for a porno, their thrusts growing sloppier and erratic as they chase their orgasms inside of you. But that isnât enough for them. Slowly, still hard as rocks, they pull out and have you on your knees so they can pump the rest onto you.Â
Their moans, gasps, and grunts fill the room as warm spunk hits your face, dripping down your cheeks, lips, neck, and juicy tits, making your skin sobbing wet and sticky with him. Your breath comes out in short puffs of air as you recover from the vigorous fucking, completely spent. You kneel there, body aching, pussy and ass sore from being stretched.Â
You feel perfect. Even when the effects of the bomb begin to wear off, you still feel that addictive satisfaction that comes after some good sex. Even when the vigilantes recover and that awkwardness grows in the room, you feel no regrets. You canât help but wonder what it means.Â
After a while, still in the bed with each other, Satoru is the first one to speak. âWell, uhâŠthat was unexpected.â He clears his throat, cheeks flushed pink. Even Suguru looks shy now, his muscles glinting in sweat. You donât say anything, too afraid to do so. You arenât too sure what to say anyhow. You desperately want to say something to cure this horrible silence, but Satoru beats you to it. âSoâŠwhat do we do now?â
Suguru, tying his hair up in a long, sexy ponytail, looks around for a solution. âGuess find a way to get out of here without alertinâ the cops. What do you think?â He looks at you now, expectantly.Â
You feel hot with their eyes on you now, a lump growing in your throat. âU-UhâŠwell, sure. But it might be awhile before the side effects of the bomb wear off.â The words are out before you can stop them. What exactly are you implying? That you want them to stay? That you want more?Â
You open your mouth to try and take it back, but Suguru is already agreeing: âSheâs right. Weâll definitely need to recuperate.â You gape at him, surprised, and see the little wink he shoots you. Satoru yawns, stretching his muscular arms high over his head. âSounds like a plan. I think that bomb had a sleep potion too!â
You feel those damn butterflies return, realizing that tonight isnât over. âBut thereâs only one bed though,â you state, looking at the small, rickety bed youâre sitting on. The vigilantes just smirk at each other and then at you, making you burn.Â
âThen I guess weâll have to share,â Suguru coos, raising an expectant eyebrow at you. That wonât be a problem though, will it?âÂ
You donât dare tell him that it isnât. You just let them sandwich you between them in the bed, limbs tangled and the afterglow engulfing you the same way your vigilantes do. You canât hide the satisfied smile that grows on your lips as silence descends upon you againâŠbut this time, itâs nothing but bliss.Â
âWe should be safe to depart here,â Suguru murmurs, coaxing you to walk up the small staircase to the rooftop first.Â
You do so, your high heels clicking across the gravel as you sneak into the night air. The vigilantes follow right after, now in their super suits and masks. After some recovery and after-sex cuddling, Suguru passed you a towel to sob up the cum from your skin and Satoru found your clothes.
After slipping your dress back on like nothing happened, you snuck out of the room with the vigilantes through a loose floorboard that dropped you into the basement. From there, you went out the back of the museum and up the fire escape to the rooftop, figuring that escaping by air would be better than risking being seen by a cop.Â
The side effects of the bomb have since worn off, but the feelings of lust are still there. After such amazing sex with the two heroes, it is impossible to not crave more. You stand before them now in the night air, the starry sky the perfect backdrop for them. Satoru clears his throat, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. âWell, uhâŠthis was fun. Pretty interestinâ night, Iâd say.âÂ
âYeah,â you awkwardly say, your heart pummeling in your chest. You stare at both of them, trying to get a sense of where their heads are at from their eyes. âSo you guys gonna go back to the batcave to discuss this orââÂ
Beep, beep, beep!
âNight Owl? Come in, Night Owl. What's happening over there?!â The panicked voice of your boss comes from in your clutch. You gasp, unzipping it and fishing out your earpiece. You had it this entire time?!Â
The vigilantes look just as shook as you feel when you clear your throat, already sensing the inevitable. âNight Owl is present, boss,â you say as firmly as you can into your ear piece. âIâm alive. UmâŠjust out of curiosity, how much of that did you hear?â
You desperately hope that your boss is clueless as to what youâre talking about, but you know you wonât be that lucky. Judging by his awkward pause, you guess he heard everything. âUhâŠjust enough. Did you find the targets?âÂ
You try to think of something professional to say while also letting the vigilantes off the hook, but Satoru speaks for you. âOh, she did!â he chirps with a grin. âAnd now sheâs about to make us talk with some extra torture device. Thanks for checkinâ in!âÂ
Quickly, you end the call and toss the ear piece back into your clutch. âIâm so totally fired,â you sigh. Satoru shrugs, placing a hand on your shoulder, making your skin tingle. âYou could always come work with us. Wouldnât mind havinâ you around for some Gotham bullshit.â His smirk is sexy yet genuine. Not a hint of humor in it. Heâs serious.Â
You cock your head at him, sizing him up with your eyes. You did your best to fix the makeup that the cum wiped off, including your pretty eyeshadow and mascara. âI thought you work alone,â you tease with a hand on your hip. âEspecially you, Red Hood.â
You nod at the tall, long-haired vigilante who has been checking you out for all the minutes you were chatting with Satoru. âI doâŠbut youâve got some potential.â He crosses his arms over his broad chest, eyeing you up and down. âYouâd definitely need to be trained to be my trusted sidekick though.âÂ
Your body zings at the flirty banter between you, so natural and easy as if youâd been doing it for years. âIâm nobodyâs sidekick,â you scoff, eyeing the superheroes down. âBut Iâll give it some thought.â Satoru rolls his eyes like youâre playing so hard to get while Suguru chuckles. âFine. In the meantime, you keep your hands to yourself.â
The Nightwing puts his hand out for a shake. After some time sizing up his intentions, you take it, shaking his head, only to gasp when he pulls you into his body. His lips are suddenly at your ear, his voice low and hushed. âUnless you want another personal visit,â he purrs in your ear.Â
Lucky for you, you know how to play the game of seduction. Plus, the idea of toying with the sexy vigilantes of Gotham, making them lose their cool, doesnât seem too unexciting. âHm. I may just take you up on that,â you hum into Satoruâs ear, gently kissing his cheek and leaving a ring of gloss there.
You do the same to Suguru, standing up on your tip toes to give him a kiss. You feel his body stiffen as you leave a sticky print there, marking him up. Then you take a step back, smiling coyly. âThanks for the fun tonight, boys,â you purr to them. âAnd for the souvenirs.âÂ
Their dreamy expressions turn to confusion, brows scowled. Your smile widens as you flash them the diamond in your clutch before quickly getting out your rope gun and hitting the button.Â
Before either of them can yank you back, youâre soaring through the air across the rooftop and landing perfectly in your heels on the rooftop across from the museum. You turn back to them staring at you in awe, but they are smiling. âYou little sneak!â Satoru yells across the night at you. âWeâll get you back for that, Night Owl!â
You blow each of them a kiss, winking. âLookinâ forward to it!â you giggle. âFarewell, batbrains!âÂ
And then you strut off into the night, feeling like a new woman.Â
One year of marriage was not enough for Lord Hades to look into his most beloved Goddess's eyes without turning cherry-red. Yet, surprisingly, it was enough to make Lady Aphrodite pregnant! Although breaking the news to her husband proved to be quite a challenge.
included in Tales, Myths, Romances :: part one
ËđŁČ ĘË pairings: ê° Hades!Choso Kamo x Aphrodite!Reader ê±
ËđŁČ ĘË content/warnings: ê° MDNI 18+, set in ancient greece :: greek mythology :: marriage :: fluff :: smut smut smut :: pregnancy :: dominant reader :: submissive Choso :: not mythologically accurate :: belly bulges :: womb kissing :: pussydrunk Choso :: pregnant sex :: oral sex :: cunnilingus :: blowjobs :: crying Choso :: he calls the reader mommy :: mentions of Heracles!Nanami :: 6.7K WORDS ê±
ËđŁČ ĘË notes: ê° Requested by @olegirldowntheblock (I'm sorry you needed to wait that long! ê±
art by mochikuyo
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The wine flowed like a river, dripping dull into the golden cups shimmering in the pale moonlight. Ocean waves curled beneath the cliffs of Mount Olympus, crashing against each other in a distant, main melody.Â
Warm wind smooched your cheeks â slightly dizzy, already pulsing with pain from constant laughter. Hair brushed your forehead as your head lulled back, falling gently against the hard chest.Â
Muscular arms curled around your waist, thighs tensed beneath your plush body, and something hard⊠dug deep into the swell of your ass. Long, pale fingers gripped the hem of your pinkish robes as you pushed out a low giggle.
Narrowed eyes slipped towards the man whose always-so-pale cheeks brimmed with a flush. When your eyes met, he warmed even more â till the tips of his ears sizzled like fresh pomegranates as, after a year of marriage, his gaze somehow could barely bear yours.Â
"My God, are you good?" Your sweet breath curled around his lobe as you leaned closer. "Iâve noticed that my seat suddenly became harder."
With your plush body on his lap and arms curled around you protectively, Choso could simply shrug and push a shy, "My Goddess, itâs because you said we didnât have timeâŠ"
"Thatâs because you always insist on eating me out for hours, my God," you gently bit down on his earlobe, feeling a shudder slip past his lips. A little shell-earring swung beneath the push of your tongue, and you looked at it with a warm smile. "And itâs your brotherâs birthday, of course, we couldnât be late."
A low he wouldnât mind, escaped Chosoâs throat, before the deep eyes shyly crept up to meet yours. Squinted, cheeky, dripping with sensuality and lust, wrapping around his senses in a most maddening way.Â
Oh, and the God of the Dead, the mightiest of three brothers, most feared in all three realms â simply couldnât look into the eyes of his most dearest wife for longer than a second!
For a fire bubbled in his loins, heart, throat, and the feeling of your plush, silky body beneath his fingers was driving him absolutely mad. His gaze slipped down to your chin, neck, and breast, sitting calmly under the flimsy, pinkish dress, and with a gentle squint of his eyes, he could see a hard areola of your nipples.
"My Goddess, your d-dress, I t-thinkâŠ" he whispered, looking around the table.
However, other Gods and nymphs were already used to this odd couple, who appeared to nurture their love through a different, yet satisfying, desire to dominate and be dominated. Whenever a young couple attended the feasts, Lord Hades often seemed on the verge of collapse, while Goddess Aphrodite watched her husband with a sly smile.Â
Such a peculiar couple, indeed, but after some time, the other deities became accustomed to it.Â
Although a few of them, be they Gods or demigods, looked at Lord Hades with jealousy bubbling in their chests. As none of them could comprehend the spell this slightly miserable man must have put on a beauty like you.Â
Didnât understand what you saw in those puppy eyes and that gaze that always yearned to watch the smile curving your lips. His shadow, broad and tall, followed the flowery steps left beneath your feet with obedience â fingers always wrapped around yours, dark robes brushing the flimsy silk of your pinkish dress. He looked quite unmanly in demeanour, with raven hair spilling down his neck and pale skin that looked rather womanly.Â
But what they didnât understand most was how deeply in love with him you truly seemed to be. Living most of the time in the Underworld, as if indifferent to the constant darkness spilling over the cold land and the grim souls wandering aimlessly through the deep forests.Â
The Styx smelt of death, and the beastly dog embodied everything you always hated â brutality, destruction, loyalty.
Tying you down always seemed impossible â as Ares, Hephaestus, Hermes, and even mortal lover Adonis were in awe of your devotion to Lord Hades himself. A figure of a completely different mind and demeanour, and yet the only one deserving of your cheerful spirit and arms wrapped lovingly around his neck.Â
"Theyâre staring again," Choso whispered, beads of sweat coiling on his neck. Your hard nipples brushed against his chest, and your hips wriggled on his lap. "Please, c-can you stopâ"
"Let them stare then," you hummed, pressing yourself closer to his tensed body. "You have no idea how jealous they are, my God."
Choso, unfortunately, knew. As he was always watching you, noticing all those needy, painful looks from other Gods sent your way. With lust coiling behind their eyes, fingers itching to brush the misty material of your robes, hearts pounding with a virgin bat upon seeing the completely indifferent flutter of your lashes. Irises cold as ice, stripped of any cheekiness and sensuality you always used to surround yourself with.Â
And thus, other Gods could only gaze upon you with dreamy eyes, remembering the days when Goddess Aphrodite was more than welcome to treat every man on the mountain like her dog.Â
But now, this grace fell only upon Lord Hades.Â
You took a sip of pomegranate juice, letting it bloom in your chest with a pleasant warmth. A slight dizziness washed over you, and you nuzzled into Chosoâs chest, leaving the God tense and sweating. With slightly drunk eyes that still looked at you the same way they had those years ago â with pure devotion, love, maybe a bit of obsession.Â
Before you could tease your husband again, someone pulled up a chair beside you and plumped down with a low chuckle.
"My Lord, one might think your face is twisted in pain," Satoru chipped in, taking a big sip of wine. The short tunic barely covered his chest, and a laurel wreath sat slightly crooked on his fluffy white hair. "Shall you take some fresh air?"
Choso coughed, pulling you closer to his chest. A smile tugged at your lips as his muscular arms wrapped around your waist a little tighter.
Such a possessive little minx.
"Iâm feeling quite well, just⊠a bit drunk," Choso muttered, as he simply couldnât confess that the moment you would slip down from his hips, the loose, black robes would bulge with a big, drenched spot.Â
Satoruâs gaze flicked between your sly smile and Chosoâs puppy eyes before he took another sip. His usually pale face flushed with grape warmth, as long fingers tapped the table.Â
"Come on, say it," your head tilted.
Satoruâs eyes glimmered, and lips curled into a soft pout. "How did you know I wanted something?"
"How couldnât I? Weâre almost like siblings."
A sharp grimace slashes his handsome face as the relationship between you two could be described in much, much better terms. Best friends, ex-lovers, family⊠siblings were⊠well. Some Gods enjoyed it, but not you two.
Satoru was one of your few ex-lovers who truly liked and respected Choso.
Did he enjoy making fun of his constantly sheepish demeanour? Sure.Â
But his actions were never driven by jealousy, and thus you appreciated that he knew how to behave himself around your husband.Â
And Choso, who long before your meeting used to slip into your temple and, like the pervert he truly was, watch you and Satoru fuck â also couldnât quite be against him. In fact, he may have felt a slight gratitude that the God of Light, Sun and Music had pointed at him at a similar feast those years ago.
"Howâs your prince doing?" you asked, lips curving into a lovely smile that tugged at both menâs hearts. "My doves suddenly stopped returning from their spy missions."
Satoruâs head tilted, eyes glimmering with mischief. His fingers gripped the golden cup a little tighter as he leaned towards you and Choso.Â
"The prince recently got himself a fierce tiger, you see," he cleared his throat, coming closer and closer until the three of you were locked in a secret whispering circle. "My Goddess, do you remember when we talked about thoseâŠ" Blue eyes twinkled like little stars. "Fertility pills?"
Both you and Choso froze.
Satoru tried to, but wasnât fast enough to add please donât laugh, and loud, melodic laughter curled like a serpent around the ears of the nearest deities. Their curious eyes slipped your way, taking in the Lady Aphrodite, hysterical with tears, Lord Hades, with ears constantly flushed, and Apollo squinting at the Goddess.Â
A moment passed before you finally managed to wipe away your tears and look into Satoruâs eyes without bursting into laughter.Â
"Truly a viper woman you are, my Goddess," he murmured, and you noticed a rosy kiss smooching his cheeks.
"So which one of you wants to get pregnant?" You asked, leaning your head against Chosoâs shoulder. "I guess you, since the prince wouldnât think of such a thing."
Satoru tsked, taking another sip of a wine. "Of course, me," he seemed almost offended by your question. "His birthday is coming up, soâ"
"So you want to get pregnant?"
"Thatâs right," Satoru glimmered, yet warmth and kindness shone in his gaze. Blue eyes dropped to the crystal ring on his finger, shining faintly in the pale moonlight. "I thought I wouldnât mind seeing a little him cradled in my arms."
And those words⊠stirred something in your heart. Some thoughts slipped into your dizzy yet conscious mind, and they wouldnât leave until the end of the feast. The voices sounded almost distant, like ocean waves closing you off behind curling salt, completely separating you from the other deities.Â
Satoru and Choso chatted casually, sometimes slipping a few questions your way. But your mind and soul seemed elsewhere. Eyes fixed on the softness of your belly, with Chosoâs big hand resting on it.
And so you began to wonder how it would look a bit⊠fuller. Plumper, with a sweet swell bulging beneath your misty robes, your husbandâs palm rubbing gently against the skin protecting your dear child.Â
Your heart fluttered, already imagining the little pale child strolling through the dark fields of the Underworld and playing in the warm water of your beaches. With, maybe, hopefully, the same deep, chestnut eyes as your husband and the same gentleness you wished it would inherit.Â
Only a few days had passed since you had noticed a sudden change in your body. The sudden tenderness of breasts, the plumpness of your skin, eyes shining with a tender love, much softer and kinder than usual. Hand subconsciously slipping down to your belly, and a sudden spark of divine creation weighing your heart.Â
This morning, while enjoying the rays of sunlight in your temple on Olympus, your nymphs began to watch you more closely. Your naked body, dipped in crystal-clear water, hair wet and clinging to glowing cheeks, breasts a little swollen, hips seeming plumper. A hand resting gently on your still-flat belly, yet they seemed to know. They noticed.
"My Goddess," one of them chirped, swimming a little closer. With eyes fixed on your relaxed face, she brushed away a few strands. "The sisters had noticed that you might beâŠ" Her head tilted, and her gaze slipped down to your belly. "It seems youâre with child."
A sweet giggle slipped from your lips, and the nymph flushed with fever. The other birdies joined her, gathering around you like a group of ducks.
"Is that true then? Goddess, are you with Lord Hadesâs child?"
A warm smile curved your lips, and you nodded, prompting another wave of their shrieks and gasps. Their little hands, one by one, touched your belly, as if trying to feel the child who yet possessed neither mind nor form. But the gentleness of their touch made your heart flutter, and you watched them, smiling at the happiness brimming in their flushed cheeks.Â
"Does Lord Hades know then?"
Your head shook. "Not yet. I will tell him soon," because you knew your husband would be on the verge of tears and fainting, so you needed to break the news somewhere in the safety of your temples.Â
And so, on the same evening, as you were returning to your temple after the feast, excitement coiled in your belly. Choso, slightly drunk, with a cherry flush coating his face, wrapped his fingers around yours as you walked back to your main temple.
You would usually stay in the Underworld, where Choso almost daily needed to indulge himself in matters of the dead and death. You didnât mind living there with him, for you knew how hard your husband tried to make you feel at home.
With the constant darkness of his temple shining with the warm, pinkish candles brought from yours, and walls draped in pearly cushions. The bath was replaced with the jade tub, with dried roses hanging loose from the marble ceiling. Withered flowers wrapped around the grimy columns, and the garden Choso wished to bloom for you was filled with nothing but beautifully parched flowers and the single pomegranate tree.
He tried to make jewellery specially for you, and so while strolling by his side, your eyes slipped down to the bracelets made of black roses.
The nature withered under his touch, yet his heart yearned to show his dearest goddess the utmost love and devotion. And so you soon exchanged the golden earrings for the two pomegranate-shaped ones, and the heavy necklace was replaced with a thin chain ending in a crimson key.Â
To the gates of Underworld and to my heart, he whispered back then.
As for Choso, he rarely left his domain. You tried to make your temples always feel like a second home to him, yet he simply couldnât stand the company of all your nymphs, always playing in the waters of the open baths and along the nearby beaches.Â
He, though, loved the fresh, flowery smell that filled the marble walls and even more enjoyed the fragrance of your skin. Much more intense, sweeter, fogging his mind in the utmost sensual way, till soon after passing the doorstep of your temple, he could only go down to his knees and eat your pussy with a loud cry as you were still standing. With one thigh hooked over his shoulder and fingers pulling his hair, to keep yourself steady.
Itâs because you smell so intense, my Goddess, he always mewled, with nose and chin and cheeks wet of your dripping juices.
And so Choso loved to fuck you in your temple. The scent of you was much, much stronger here than in the Underworld, and he took utmost pleasure in letting himself be spiked by your aphrodisiac taste.
This night was no different.
The moment his slightly drunk body stepped through the creamy columns of your domain, he glued himself to you almost at once. His lips met yours in a loving yet desperate kiss, his body already prickling with heat bubbling under the skin as he felt himself grow warmer. And warmer, and warmer, till his fingertips started to tingle from the sizzling heat and a hefty moan slipped into your throat.
"F-Fuck, my Goddess, Iâve been hard this whole time," he muttered, walking you further into the temple until you hit one of the pinkish sofas.Â
The moonlight spilt through the terrace, and the salt mixed with the sweetness coming from your body. Waves crashed gently against the nearest beach, bouncing off the marble walls, mingling with your giggles.
"Were you, now? Letâs skip the appetiser and go to the main course then," fell slyly, as you spread thighs wide open, inviting his massive body in.
Muscular back, almost fully shielding you from the moonlightâs curious gaze, hips already glued to yours. Soft thighs wrapped around him, drawing him closer until the clothed bulge brushed against your dripping cunt.
"Iâm not wearing any panties, my God," you whispered into Chosoâs ear, gently biting his earlobe.Â
Chestnut eyes met yours, and lips curled into a soft smile. "I donât remember the last time you wore them, my Goddess."
Laughter bubbled in your throat, and he smiled too, peppering your chin, cheeks, lips with soft kisses, until finally slipping down your body. With nose brushing the crook of your neck, teeth grazing hard nipples, fully visible through the misty robes and going down to the softness of your belly.Â
You moaned, spreading your thighs even wider, already wet and desperate to feel his lips curving around the swollen clit.Â
"If you hadnât stolen all of them, maybe Iâd still have something to wear," fell with a cheeky giggle, and Choso looked up from between your thighs, already maddened by fever.
"Itâs b-because your pussy always smells so good, my love," he muttered shyly, following your slowly rising body.
Breasts finally slipped from beneath the robes, offering him a delicious view of your honeyed aureolas glistening with his saliva.
"Itâs because you are a pervert, my dear husband," your head tilted as you brushed raven locks from his forehead and leaned on your elbows.
His face was millimetres from your drenched cunt, and the sheer honeyed fragrance coming from your folds made Chosoâs head spin. You noticed the wave of his hips brushing against the sofa and possessed eyes looking up at you with utmost devotion.
"How about we start with the dessert then?"Â he murmured, his wet tongue took a hefty lick of your slick. Nose deep between the folds, forehead creased, and eyes fixed on your face twisted in pleasure.Â
"Choâah!" you cried, rolling your hips against his plastered tongue.Â
The muscle burned the folds of your pussy, slurping, drinking, swindling with the swollen clit. Lips curled around the little bud, sucking on it gently till another moan spilt from your throat. Your breasts bounced with each roll of yours, and Chosoâs fingers slipped up to squeeze the fat of your tit.Â
He moaned as if he were the one receiving constant pleasure, and slurped the creamy essence dripping from his chin. Droplets of cum fell onto the sofa, and he quickly licked the soft cushion clean, as if afraid to waste any of the sweet ambrosia.
Something in your belly bubbled as you watched his creased forehead and sticking-out tongue, sipping your juices as they pooled under your hips. With lips trying to suck out every drop of your cum soaking into the sofa, till you needed to push him back with a foot.
"Your pussy is somewhere else, my dear husband," you sighed, as his fingers rolled the sensitive nipple. "Donât act like a dog and stop licking the sofa or chewing on my panties." With a gentle wave, you moved your cunt closer to his lips. "You have a real thing right in front of you."
But Choso was already gone, and despite your feet pressed against his cheek, he couldnât resist kissing your ankle and calf before slipping back down to the warmth that made his face flush, allowing himself to nuzzle into the wetness of your pussy.Â
"So sweet, fuck, a-always so fucking sweet," he moaned, feeling your sticky cum drip down his throat. Coat the tongue in sheer, shiny glaze till each bud remembered the exact taste of your cunt. "Push out a bit more, p-please. Give meâahhhâgive me a bit more baby, let me get drunk on your cum."
Your belly tensed, walls squeezed around his tongue, till more of the milky, sticky cum dripped into his feasting mouth. When one finger slipped in, your head fell back, and your thighs squeezed around his head. But his lips started to trace up, and up, through the mould of your cunt, soft belly, up to naked breasts.Â
It seemed that Choso didnât notice the change in your body, sucking on an overly sensitive bud with a melting satisfaction washing over your spine. The pain mixed with pleasure, as his teeth grazed the bud and finger curled inside your weeping pussy.
"Cho, be gentler, Iâm a bit sensitive," you mewled, brushing the dark locks sticking to his flushed cheeks.
His eyes lifted up to meet yours. "Why? Did something happen?"
You bit your lower lip, with the answer already on the tip of your tongue. However, another sound escaped as Chosoâs moan reached the rim of your nipples. He stimulated you from every angle possible â lips around the swollen bud, one hand's fingers playing with the other, while his other hand pumped your pussy with, now, two fingers.
"Actuallyâahhh," your finger brushed his hair, pulling him away from your breasts. Long string of saliva connected his pussydrunk face with your hardened bud, chestnut irises mingling in the shapes of two hearts. "I wanted to say thatâ"
But before the secret could be finally spilt, something, someone, destroyed this precious moment.
"Lord Hades, Lady Aphrodite, Iâm s-sorry for the disturbance, butâŠ"
A shaking voice filled your temple, and within a second, Choso sobered up and covered your naked body with his. The dark, heavy robes blanketed you up to your neck, his muscular chest pressed against yours, as he turned towards the child standing at the entrance to your temple.
You didnât mind being seen naked, as many believers sculpted statues of your body draped only in soaked robes. Most male deities on Olympus had been captivated by the soft touch of your thighs, and your daily attire revealed almost everything, leaving little to the imagination.
Yet, your always-so-calm husband hated sharing what was his. The very idea of someone else worshipping you as he did made him furious.
And so with a slightly tightened jaw and eyes beaming with a deathly gaze, a harsh, "What?" fell past his lips.
You giggled at seeing him all agitated, with a single vein pulsing on his handsome forehead.Â
But the nymph who stood mere metres from you, unfortunately, couldnât share the happiness. She fiddled with the hem of her robe, eyes avoiding the God of the Dead's heavy gaze. So you lifted yourself up, peeking over the sofaâs back with dishevelled hair and a trace of Chosoâs saliva coating your lips.Â
"What is it, sweetie?"
"My Goddess, my God, something horrible happened!" She cried, looking back and forth between you and Choso with rising panic. "Cerberus had been kidnapped!"
That day marked the start of an unsettling nemesis that appeared to trouble your days. While Choso swiftly returned to the Underworld, you remained on the mountain to gather more information about the sudden tragedy.Â
And when he came back an hour later, tears streaming down his cheeks, you knew that Cerberus had indeed disappeared. Your heart swelled with pain as your husbandâs crushed face nuzzled into the softness of your breast. He wept for half the night, letting your gentle touch coil his shattered nerves.
You knew how much Choso loved his dearest dog, having raised him since Cerberus was only a few months old. With all three heads a bit too heavy for the small body, he lay on Chosoâs laps day and night, purring under his gentle petting.Â
The only friend, family, accompanying him through the last few years, long before you joined his side.
And so you spent days trying to find the culprit, until all the signs led you to a silly little nymph living far down in the depths of Mount Olympus. The poor birdie who foolishly challenged Zeusâs demigod son and pulled all the deities into her mess.
It seemed that the kidnapping of Cerberus was one of the quests given to the relentless man who was ready to challenge the Lord of the Underworld himself to win the heart of his most dearest nymph.Â
To challenge you, known to be oh, much worse than the God of the Dead himself. His ferocious wife, ready to turn the world upside down at the sight of her husbandâs heartbreaking tears. Tears that were not caused by her!
Something pulled at your heart when you saw the sad face of the poor nymph. Her body kneeling before you, lower lip trembling, as she mumbled apologies in a messy stream of thoughts.Â
And because Cerberus returned safely after a few days, you could only sigh and give the child a gentle scolding.Â
Life regained its peace, and your husbandâs gentle tears no longer dampened your skin each night. Instead, you smiled as he nestled into Cerberusâs soft fur, hugging the beast with almost tearful apologies. They looked like a father and son, with three large heads attempting to embrace Chosoâs chest as your husband gently scratched each of them.Â
To guarantee Cerberus's eternal safety, Choso enlisted a small, wandering ghost as his companion. You both knew Yuji well, as he often visited your temple to gaze up at the most beautiful goddess and softly touch her misty robes. The child of no parents or relatives, buried with a coin by his only mortal friend and sent to the clutches of the Underworld far too early.
Choso felt a sort of brotherly warmth towards him, and thus he allowed the poor, agitated soul to lurk in Cerberusâs cave whenever the child felt bored. Thatâs why you both decided to keep Yuji by your side and let him take care of your family beast while you or Choso were outside the domain.Â
And when you thought that another chance to break the news would soon come⊠someone else did instead.Â
Someone you should eliminate the first time you hear of her attempt to coax your husband into marriage. A viper, a sweet birdie getting on your nerves more than anyone else, the small goddess whose disappearance would not influence the world at all.
And so one afternoon, while napping peacefully in your temple, with the oceanâs breeze caressing your sun-kissed cheeks, a shadow suddenly fell over your naked body, dipped in a pool.
Your eyes opened to your husbandâs furrowed face and a grimace that could only mean one thing â he knew.
"I donât need a reprimand," you murmured, closing your eyes again. "She deserved it."
Choso sighed, squatting right next to you. Pale fingers brushed away locks of your hair, eyes never straying from your slyly curved lips. "I donât see why Persephone deserved to be turned into stone by Medusa."
You giggled, remembering your wicked chit-chat with a gorgon friend. "She annoyed me and tried to force her way into the Underworld, so I gave her a lesson."
Choso hummed as he sat by the pool. His long legs dipped into the crystal-clear water, and you found yourself between them. Fingers dug into his muscular thighs, your cheek pressed sweetly against his big hand. His thumb brushed your lower lip, and you gave it a gentle kiss, feeling a shudder run through his spine.Â
"What did she do to make you angry, my Goddess?"
Your lips curled around his finger, sucking it gently as a sheen coated his skin. Fingers squeezed his thighs, then parted them a little further, and further, giving you a better view of a small, wet patch glistening on his robes.Â
You whispered, "She wanted to take whatâs mine," as you began rolling up his tunic. Revealing his pale thighs, strong hips, and a thick, trembling shaft pressed to his abdomen. Pearls of cum already coated the long cock, and a cheeky smile played on your lips as you saw Chosoâs flushed face. "My most beloved husband."
A shuddered breath escaped his throat when your lovely face leaned closer towards his fatness. Plush lips slightly parted, as you wetted them with a tongue. As if ready to devour him whole.Â
"But s-she knows weâre m-maried," he barely choked out, already feeling the sweetness of your body curling around his senses. "Why would sheâ"
You giggled, giving his pulsing, red head a fist, kitty lick. His fingers grabbed the poolâs edge, hips slightly rolling closer to the warmth of your mouth.Â
"Sheâs been in love with you a long, long time, my God. Unfortunately, I snatched you quickly enough from her drilling clutches." Your soft fingers grabbed his balls, giving them a gentle squeeze. Hot, sweet breath hit his leaking tip, and he jolted once again. "So she descended today to the Underworld with a wishful thinking of meeting with you." Warm tongue licked his fat shaft from the base up to the head, leaving a drenched trail burning through his skin. "But instead, she met with me."
Choso cried when your lips finally curled around his mushroom tip. Sucking gently on the pearly droplets of cum, before pressing the head to the softness of your cheek.
His fingers gently brushed through your hair, allowing him to get a better view of your plumped cheeks and eyes mingling like two hearts. The beautiful curve of your brows bent into a sultry gaze, as you took him a bit deeper. The saliva dripped down his shaft, and his lips fell open, seeing your attempt to take his cock fully down your throat.
As you pulled away with a heavy breath, a long strand of crystal-clear saliva stretched from your swollen lips to his burning tip. Choso almost lost his mind.
Your fingers pumped his cock in fast yet gentle strokes, cheeks pressing wetly to the side of the burning shaft. You licked one of the bulging veins, and he needed to do everything in his might not to pull you out from this pool and fuck raw on the marble stones of your temple.Â
"My Goddess, y-you could just cast her out," he cried, rocking his hips to bring himself closer to the wetness of your mouth. "Youâre the Queen of the Underworld. Why wonât youâ"
"I started the Trojan War just for the pure amusement, my God." A foxy smile tugged at your lips. "Why cast her out if I play with her for a while? At least all the other deities will remember who you belong to."
His chestnut eyes went glassy as warmth bubbled in his abdomen. Another moan slipped past his lips as you took him back in, rolling the globular tip with soft strokes of your tongue.Â
"My Goddess, you truly are s-such an evil w-woman."
Your minx eyes clashed with his teary gaze, fingers digging painfully into his thighs. His hips began to roll faster and faster, chasing the pleasure tingling his spine, though Lord Hades truly needed only a single glance from you to cum, his back arching into a delicious bend.
The warm, salty liquid spilt deeply into your throat, while Chosoâs soft moan echoed off the crystalline poolâs water. His fingers gently pressed into your hair, guiding you further down his shaft until the drenched head reached the back of your throat. The milky droplets slid down your tongue, leaving a glossy, salty sheen on your cheeks.
You pulled back, only to be immediately drawn back towards his lips. The kiss felt needy, almost desperate, yet left a loving aftertaste on your skin.Â
You smiled before whispering, "Isnât it why you love me, my God?" right into his lips.Â
Finally lifting yourself out of the pool, you straddled his hips. The dark robes slipped completely off his body, letting you press both palms to his naked, muscular chest.Â
Wet, throbbing pussy was right above his slowly hardening cock, and Choso could already feel heat dripping down his shaft.
He nodded as you brushed away a single tear running down his cheek. With a flush rising to his face, he shyly admitted, "It is."
Because the truth was that nothing made Choso lose his mind more than the devilish side of yours. This cheekiness that always bloomed on your cheeks, a cruel gaze snapping towards your foe, a mind plagued by the most trickster punishments one could imagine, just to give your pampered self a bit more fun.Â
And as embarrassing and unkind as it was to admit, upon hearing the tragic news of Persephoneâs punishment, Choso felt a heat bubbling in his belly. This pride was ripping his heart, cherry flush climbing up his neck at the sheer thought of his most beloved wife being such a cruel minx.
His heart-shaped eyes took in the beauty of your face, fingers gripping the plush of your hips. "Youâre always full of surprises, my Goddessâmhmm," he moaned, feeling your pussy roll against his cock.
Fluttering hole catching on his flushed tip, the honeyed juices already dripping down his shaft, drenching it in the sticky glaze. You bit down on a lower lip, already imagining his monstrous size moulding your cunt with a sweet, ripping pleasure.
Your head tilted, as the itâs time thought slipped into your mind.
Youâve been waiting far too long, and the excitement mixed with anticipation already bubbled within your heart.Â
"I have one more surprise for you, my God," you whispered, finally feeling his reddened tip push into the warmth of your pussy. "But promise me not to faint when you hear it."
Chosoâs doe eyes bulged, brows slightly furrowed as he felt the tight grip of your walls. The pulsing heat wrapping around his ready-to-burst cock, as you sank yourself lower, and lower, with wet hips held by his big palms, and perked nipples plastered to his chest.
"I promise," he mumbled, giving your exposed neck a sweet lick. "Tell me, my Goddess. What surprise do you have for your dearest husband?"
You moaned, feeling the tip's curve brush against your swollen G-spot. "You always wanted a big family, right, Cho?" he hummed, nuzzling the spot beneath your chin. "Well, it looks like the first little god is already on its way."
And then⊠he pulled back.Â
Suddenly, with a breath knocked out of his lungs and fingers gripping your hips a bit tighter.Â
His eyes fixed on the loveliness of your face, the divine halo clinging to you in beaming gold. The heat radiating from your body melted him at your touch, and the walls pulsing around his shaft only deepened the sudden dizziness that plagued his mind.
"My God," you giggled, seeing the mix of maddening pleasure and concern twisting his face. "Are you okâ mmm!"Â
Before you could even finish, a warm sensation spilt deep inside your womb. A creamy essence clung to your insides, coating the walls with heavy, thick ropes of cum. Until your lower belly bulged under his feverish tip, leaving you feeling stuffed and full.
"My God, did you just cum?" A giggle rippled past your lips, followed by the soft oh.
Chosoâs lips clashed with yours, muscular arms swiftly changed your positions, till you softly hit the marble floor.Â
"F-Fuck, my Goddess," he moaned, kissing you nastily, messily, with tears dripping down his cheeks. Cock still buried deep inside you, but hard and ready to stuff you with another wave of cum. "Weâre going to have a child? A baby? Fuck, y-youâre going to be a mommy?"
And with a soft nod of your head, Choso completely snapped.
His palms hooked you under your thighs, pushing into a mating press. Gentle enough not to squeeze your belly, yet deep to allow him to give you a sharp, hearty push. With a fat shaft sliding inside the clamping walls of your pussy and a pitched moan slipping past your lips.Â
"My mommy, fuckâmmmâmy sweet, beautiful m-mommy," he mumbled, peppering your cheeks, nose, and forehead with kisses, wetting your skin with tears of joy. "Iâm so happy, m-my Goddess. I canât believe weâre going to have a baby."
The brutal thrusts of his hips didnât match the softness spilling from his lips, and so you could do nothing but push out another sob. Your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer, and closer, till his nipples brushed against yours, and hips stayed buried deep within the sweetness of your walls.Â
One of his fingers slipped down to press against your swollen clit and roll it gently, ripping another moan from your throat.
"My Goddess, Iâll be so good to you, mhmmm, Iâll take care of you both," he whispered, nuzzling into your neck. "I canât wait to see you all plump and round, to d-drink your milkâahh, itâs going to be so sweet."
"Cho, mhmm, youâre such a pretty crier, baby," a mewl spilt from your parted lips, droplets of silver already dripping down your chin. He quickly pulled up, licking the skin clean. "Are you that happy to be a daddy?"Â
He continued to pump you hard, with hips hitting yours in a nasty squelching and a pulsing cock pushing the warm cum back into your cunt. Cramming the smoothing liquid into your womb, although you were already stuffed heavy and full.
A faint yes yes yes, s-so happy, slipped past his lips, with his fingers rolling the swollen clit even harsher. Your back bent in a delicious arch, eyes crossed upon feeling the familiar warmth already bubbling in your lower belly.Â
The pleasure washing over your spine was maddening, far more intense than before, and you began to wonder how pleasurable sex would be in the months ahead of pregnancy. With your round belly fully obscuring the view of your tight cunt and breasts overflowing with milk.Â
And it seemed that Choso wondered too, as his lips curled around one of your perked nipples, sucking it with a miserable mew.Â
"Cho, Iâm, fuck, Iâm going to cum," you moaned, tugging on his hair. "Baby, fuck fuck fuck, come on, make your mommy cum."
And as Choso was far too weak for your pleadings, with a last intense flicker of your clit and a crying send tremble down your sensitive breasts, finally stilled.
The throbbing tip pressed against your womb, pumping it with another wave of creaminess. Your moan echoed off the marble columns of the temple before you finally squirted all over his fingers and abdomen, splashing the sweetest nectar onto the floor until you had to stop Choso from pulling away and licking it up.Â
Your gazes met, his eyes still slightly wet, taking in the bewitching loveliness of your face. His heart swelled with affection, deep love and devotion spilling past the walls of his heated muscle. You could feel it beating against your chest, sending tremors down your spine, and so you lifted your fingers, brushing his cheek gently.Â
"Surprise, my God," you muttered, pulling him into a soft kiss. "Shall we think of some names, hm?"
His warm cum spilt from your pussy, pooling beneath the hips. With short thrusts, he pushed it deeper, till a soft crease appeared between your brows.
He nuzzled into your hand, as another wave of tears filled his reddened eyes. You giggled, brushing them away. "My crybaby of a husband, Iâm glad you at least didnât faint."
"I almost did, but your pussy was too warm," he mumbled, pushing a snort from your throat. "I want to name her Harmonia."
Your head tilted. "Her? Harmonia?"
"Mhm," Choso nodded, then lowered himself to lie on your breasts. "I know itâs going to be a girl. The most beautiful in the world," he muttered, then lifted his eyes to meet your squinted gaze. "Without counting her mum, of course."
You hummed, brushing the hair sticking to his damp forehead. "And what about the boy?"
Choso thought for a moment, settling himself on your plush breasts. "Eros." You snorted again, and this time his chestnut eyes narrowed in offence. "Why? I think it would suit a future God of Love."
"The God of Love? Oh my, husband, youâre already thinking too far ahead."
But Choso shook his head, wrapping his arms around you tighter. Sniffing the sweet fragrance of your body, enjoying the sun kissing his pale, naked back. Calm settled over his mind, and as his eyes closed, a little sigh slipped past your lips at the peacefulness of your husbandâs handsome forehead.
The most beautiful God in the whole pantheon.
"My Goddess, the child born from our affection could only become a divine being of love. But who they are doesnât really matterâŠ" he murmured, his cheek pressed gently against your breasts as his voice grew sleepy. The birds chirped in the trees above, while the salty air from the nearby ocean tingled his senses. "As long as they carry your eyes."
And so, with a sweet tune of your voice and fingers brushing through his hair, Lord Hades slipped into a deep slumber.
With ear plastered to your body, already awaiting the melody of not one, but two of his hearts.
Chapter Debrief: Mark has an epiphany and youâre starting to find cracks in your relationship with Todd.
Case Notes: I am so sorry for the long wait for this update! The next chapter will be the final part in the series and hopefully itâll be a conclusion you will all enjoy. Anyways, hereâs part four. Special shout outs to @jellibean420 and @splodencible for talking through this chapter with me. Love you both immensely.
The punching bag swings back toward him.
THWACK.
Mark drives his fist into it again, harder this time, the heavy bag jerking violently against its chain before swinging back.
It doesnât help. Nothing has. Not patrol, Not training, Not throwing himself at every asteroid hurdling somewhat towards Earthâs atmosphere.
The gym echoes with another thud as his fist connects.
Across the room, William glances up from where heâs pretending to stretch out on a yoga mat.
âYou know,â he calls casually, âthose bags never actually hit you first.â
Mark ignores him, throwing another punch at the bag. Another, and thrice more,The chain groans overhead, like a ghoul.
William sighs dramatically, abandoning his mat entirely before wandering over to Mark, âYouâve been beating the crap out of that thing for forty-five minutes.â
Mark doesnât respond, the right chords of muscle in his back fighting against the material of his shirt as he throws another punch.
ââŠShould I call someone?â
Still nothing, no response. William folds his arms, watching as Mark takes his emotions out on the bag, âSo. You gonna tell me why youâve looked like somebody kicked your puppy for the lastâŠHe checks an imaginary watch, â⊠three weeks?â
Mark finally stops, huffing out a breath as he catches the bag and stops its swing. He rests his forehead against the punching bag, breathing hard, â⊠Y/Nâs dating Todd.â
William blinks before gasping scandalized, âTodd Williams?â
âTodd fucking Williams, dude.â
âThe football guy? The one who used to make fun of them for following you around? Todd that kicked your ass sooooo many times?â
âWilliam.â
âIâm just making sure weâre talking about the same Todd!â
Mark groans, stepping back from the bag, and throwing his hands up, âThey picked Todd.â
William studies him for a long second, lips pursing as he cocks his head to the side, ââŠDidnât you reject her?â
Mark freezes and his eyebrows knit together, âThatâs not what happened.â
William gives him a look, âThe version I heard from both of you was: They told you they loved youâŠâHe begins counting on his fingers, lifting his fingers one after another, ââŠyou said you didnât feel the same⊠you left them cryingâŠin a parking lot⊠at night âŠthen didnât talk to them for weeks. So⊠thatâs kinda exactly what happened.â
Mark rubs both hands over his face, groaning into his palms, âI was trying to give her space.â
âYou gave her the entire state of Illinois, mark!â
âI didnât know what to do!âMark lets out a frustrated sound somewhere between a groan and a growl, leaning back against the wall, âI tried apologizing. I bought flowers.â
ââŠGood.â
âI went to her house.â
ââŠAlso good.â
âAnd then I found Todd in her bed.â
Williamâs eyebrows shoot upward, ââŠ. Well. That probably complicated things.â
âIt complicated everything.âMark responds.
âSoâŠâ William says carefully, and Mark sighs dramatically, already aware of whatâs to come, âLetâs review. You rejected them.â
âI didnât rejectââ
âYou didnât return their feelings. You left them crying in a parking lotâ at night, mind you. Then you just ghosted them for weeks. Theeeen when you decided you missed them and wanted to fix things you show up unannounced and got mad they were busy kissing someone else when you got there.â
The silence that follows is almost impressive. Mark opens his mouth to explain, why he wasnât in the wrong, but no argument is expressed.
âYou donât even hear it, do you?â Wiliiam asks, worried for a brief moment he isnât getting through to his thick headed friend.
Markâs shoulders slump, âI wanted to apologize, but I hate seeing Todd with her.â
Williamâs eyes narrow, â⊠Why?â
Mark blinks, looking befuddled by the question, âWhat do you mean why? Because itâs Todd!â
William waits, expecting Mark to provide better explanation, â⊠And?â
âHe treated us like crap. And now heâsâŠâMark gestures helplessly, â⊠there. With his hands all over them.â
William nods slowly, âand?â
Mark stares at him, âI donât know what answer you want.â
âThe honest one.â
âI am being honest.â
âNo.âWilliam shakes his head, pushing his hand back through his hair in frustration, âYouâre telling me everything except the one thing thatâs actually bothering you.â
Mark frowns, âWhat are you talking about?â
William studies him for another long moment, then sighs. Deeply. Like a man accepting that heâs about to explain algebra to a particularly lovable golden retriever, âWhen you saw Todd kissing Y/N⊠were you upset because it was Todd? ⊠Or because someone else was kissing Y/N?â
Mark looks like a fish out of water again, mouth opening and closing. His heartbeat suddenly feels very loud and he rubs his palms against the fabric of his pants.
William watches realization threaten to surface, watches the emotions as they almost bubble before Mark shakes his head, swatting the idea away like an annoying gnat in summer heat, âThatâs notââ
William groans. Loudly, âDude.â He points an accusing finger at Mark, âI have watched you mope around for almost two months. What exactly is not clicking in that super-powered head of yours?â
Mark just stares at William whos metaphorically twisting his arm to face what his actual feelings are. Mark finds himself confused. Exhausted. Heart pounding for reasons heâs still trying to refuse name, â⊠I miss my best friend.â
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The diner is loud. Not obnoxiously loud. Just comfortably alive.
Silverware clinks against ceramic plates. Someone in the corner laughs loud enough to turn a few heads before immediately apologizing. The coffee machine hisses behind the counter, filling the room with the smell of roasted beans and vanilla syrup.
It feels⊠normal. For the first time in months, normal doesnât hurt quite so much now. Todd slides into the booth across from you, setting down two milkshakes with an unnecessarily dramatic flourish.
âOne chocolate.â He pushes it toward you, âAnd one strawberry.â
You grin, but look a bit confused, âI didnât order chocolate.â
Todd blinks, making a motion at your sweet treat, â⊠yeah ya did.â
You shake your head, still a bit polite, âI definitely didnât. I donât like chocolate ice cream. I asked for chocolate chip.â
âHuh. I mean itâs still got chocolate in it.â He scratches the back of his neck with an embarrassed laugh.
âI mean, Itâs different things, but okay.âyou say, a bit passive aggressive, the glass infront of you starting to sweat.
A tiny pang settles somewhere behind your ribs. Mark knew. Without asking. Heâd been ordering your milkshake before youâd even sat down for years now. Practically your entire friendship. You push the thought away before it has a chance to grow roots.
Todd takes a drink of his milkshake while you talk, stirring the metal spoon in his glass when he finishes, âdo you like strawberry? Iâll trade you then.â
You willingly accept his trade, pushing yours towards him, fingers brushing as he hands you yours.
Todd smiles, âCrisis averted.â
The conversation picks back up easily enough. Work. Movies. A customer who walked into the convenience store wearing a bathrobe and confidently tried to pay for chips with Canadian coins.
Todd is funny. Heâs way easier to be around now that heâs matured since high school. Heâs Attentive, he asks questions and he listens to your answers. Heâs trying to grow a relationship with you that you appreciate.
Maybe thatâs enough. Yourself from a few years back would be in disbelief, but maybe people really can change.
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After dinner, the two of you wander through the small downtown strip, shoulder to shoulder. The evening air is warm, carrying the scent of fresh rain from earlier that afternoon.
Todd reaches for your hand and you let him, lacing fingers together. His thumb brushes across your knuckles. You sigh, content, a smile pulling at your lips.
âYouâve been smiling more lately,â he says.
You glance over, curious from the comment, âHave I?â
âYeah.â His lips quirk up, pulling your entertained hands to his mouth and pressing a kiss to the back of yours, âItâs nice.â
Something soft settles in your chest. Maybe this is okay. Maybe youâre really going to be okay.
You pass the little florist on the corner. The same one Mark got that bouquet for you from. The same bouquet sets in the window and catchâs your gaze. Bright yellow flowers. Tiny suns.
For just a heartbeat, you stop walking. Todd notices, of course, âYou like those?â
You blink, looking away , ââŠYeah. Theyâre my favorites. Have been sinceââ
âTheyâre cute.â Todd interrupts.
Cute. The word lands strangely. Before you can dwell on it, Todd nudges your shoulder, gently pulling you along, âCâmon.â
You keep walking.
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A few blocks later, you duck into a sporting goods store because Todd wants to âjust look. You already know what that means though after spending the last few months with him.
You wander a few aisles away. A little girl, maybe seven years old, struggles to reach a basketball balanced on the top shelf.
You smile, bending over to her height, âNeed some help, sweetie?â
She nods enthusiastically. You straighten and grab the ball, handing it down to her.
Her face lights up, âThank you!â
âYouâre welcome.â
Her dad wanders over from the end of the aisle and offers a grateful smile before they disappear toward the register.
When you catch back up with Todd, heâs watching them leave.
âWhat?â You ask, catching the odd look on his face.
He snorts, âYouâre such a people pleaser.â
You blink, âWhat?â
âI meanâŠâ He shrugs, âYou donât have to help everybody. Her dad would have gotten to her.â
âIt took two seconds.â
âI know.âHe laughs, heavy arm thrown over your shoulder as he pulls you into his side, âIâm just saying⊠you kinda let people walk all over you.â
The words arenât cruel, exactly. Just⊠jeering, as he guides you to the register as well
âI donât think helping a kid reach a basketball means Iâm getting walked on.â
Todd chuckles, âwhatever you say, babe.â
The conversation moves on. But something small catches in your chest, like a loose thread on a sweater, youâre afraid to pull because everything will unravel.
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Later, youâre both sitting on a park bench sharing fries. Todd steals the last one.
You gasp dramatically, âMy fry.â
He grins, âShouldâve been faster, babe.â
You bump his shoulder, âRude.â
He laughs and his phone buzzes, pulling his attention from the playful banter, he glances down.
âWhat?â You ask curiously, and he silences you with a finger, taking his call.
The conversation isnât long, Todd barely speaking, but youâre unable to hear whoever is on the other end was.
âItâs Brandon.âHe says when he ends the call without reading the notification, âWants me to come watch the game.â
âYou already made plans with me.â You say back to him, eyebrows knitting together and a pout gracing your lips
Todd shrugs, reaching over to brush hair away from your face, âI mean⊠Iâve seen you all week.â
The sentence hangs there, oddly. And he notices your displeased expression and laughs, âWhat?â
âNothing, Todd.â You huff, your eyes rolling.
âNo, what?â
â⊠you do this a lot. You make plans with me and we will be actively in the middle of doing something and if Brandon callsâ youâre gone..â
He rolls his eyes, âYouâre reading way too much into it.â
Maybe you are, but still⊠The words sit strangely. Because there was a time not very long ago when someone else kept choosing another person over you.
You shove the comparison away almost as soon as it appears. Todd isnât Mark. This isnât that. Todd loves you. Heâs said so, and he means it. Romantically. Not in the platonic way Mark had always meant it.
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As he walks you home, Todd slips an arm around your shoulders, tucking you against him again, âYou think too much.â
You laugh softly, the irony of him noticing how the gears wonât stop turning, âIâve been told.â
âIâll fix that.â
You look up at him, âWhat does that mean?â
âIt meansâŠâhe smirks, one finger taps your forehead lightly, âIâm gonna get you to relax.â
The gesture is playful. The words almost are. But something about âIâll fix thatâ lingers after he says it. Not enough to start an argument. Not enough to make you leave.
Just enough that, later that night, lying in bed with the house quiet around you, you find yourself replaying it. Along with the milkshake, and the flowers, with the way Todd had laughed when you helped that little girl.
Tiny things. Easy to dismiss. Little cracks rarely look dangerous when they first appear. They just let in a draft.
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Itâd been far too long since you last heard from Mark. Both of you having been too prideful to reach out after that disastrous night in your bedroom.
So, needless to say you were a bit surprised to find him sitting in your bed in your room when you get home from one of Toddâs games. Heâd left to celebrate the win with his team, and you were exhausted. Still reeling from a stupid, petty fight you and him had before his game and having zero interest in spending the next handful of hours at a party drinking with his stupid friends.
âMark?â Your voice comes out quiet, softer than you meant it too, âwhatâre you doing here?â
âYour window was unlocked,â He stands up, he looks stronger than he had five months ago. His muscles have filled out and that familiar seance dog tshirt strains against his chest now, âLook, Y/N, before you say anything, just let me talk please.â
Your arms cross and you sigh, making a vague motion to give him the floor.
âI messed up. And it shouldnât have taken me almost a year to actually apologize to you⊠and I know youâre with Todd now, and honestly I was kinda waiting for you and him to break up butââ
âMarkââ
âNo. Let me finish.â Mark says, stepping towards you, âI keep screwing up, and Iâm sorry. But I miss you, Y/N. I miss us and the way we were and Iâm sorry Iâm the biggest asshat this side of the galaxy. I had no right to get jealous because youâre dating freaking Toddâ
âMarkââ you try again but he covers your mouth this time with his hand, something heâd do back when things were good and you were rambling too much or wouldnât let him finish a thought. Your lips quirk against his palm into a smile, and he half expects you to lick him, but when your tongue stays put he just pulls his hand away.
âSorry. I know youâre happy with him, Iâve seen all TikTokâs and instagram pictures. I get it. But I miss my best friend. Can we get back to that? Please?â
You soften, and youâd be lying if you hadnât missed him too. When you and Todd fight and you want to vent or when something good happens and you want to celebrate. You miss these surprise visits through the window.
âYeah, we can get back to that. Iâve missed you too.â You finally say, your arms wrapping around his shoulders to pull him in for a hug, âitâs been way too long.â
âYeah,â Mark agrees, his breath warm against your ear, âit has.â
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SUMMARY: During a late-night swim with Dick, you find yourself wondering if one day, he'll grow bored of you.
WARNINGS: established relationship, hurt/comfort, mainly fluff and reassurance, kissing, slight sexual suggestions and dick being cheeky about a bikini that reader is wearing
WORD COUNT: 2.4k
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Blue refracts into sapphire, cobalt, and cyan. A kaleidoscope of color beneath you.
You've always liked the pool at night. The way it swallows sound, isolating itself from the distant hum of life, the anxious rhythm of your pulse. What's left now is the gentle lap of water against tile, the occasional splash when Dick dives under and resurfaces, hair plastered to his forehead, the stresses of his day being washed away with every stroke.
You sit at the it's edge, Dick's t-shirt hanging off your frame, one of many you've claimed through the particular thievery of love. Beneath it, your legs are submerged to mid-calf. Half-in, half-out of the water's hold. Liminal. Much like your mind tonight. Your legs sweep through the water, sending ripples outward in lazy, hypnotic swells. Small universes of light breaking and reforming with each shift of your ankles.
Water holds memory differently than other things. You can see exactly where Dick was three seconds agoâthe ripples still spreading, the light still fractured. You kick your leg a bit harder, adding your own disturbance to the pool's surface.
An echo of your presence finding its way to him.
Tonight, this pool exists in its own ecosystem. Separate from BlĂŒdhaven, from time, from anything that isn't the boy cutting through the water and the girl memorizing the way he does it.
Dick always moves so gracefully. Expected, really, given his life.
The pool lights catch on his shoulders each time he surfaces, and watching him swim does something feral to your nervous systemâsomething girlish and greedy and entirely uncontrollable. It's the same dizzy vertigo you'd imagine a teenager might feel, crushing on the impossibly attractive lifeguard.
On nights like these, when Dick insists on finding your way up to the rooftop pool, you feel that childlike wonder return: the giddy, breathless sensation of longing made heavy. Of wanting and being wanted in return.
Dick surfaces once more. One smooth, fluid motion, water sluicing off his shoulders.
"I think you might love this pool more than you love me," you say, tracking his movements.
Even from across the water, you can see the grin spreading across his faceâcheeky, boyish, tugging his cheeks upward.
"I mean, look at her." He gestures broadly, theatrically. "Welcoming me with my own color."
Your apartment building isn't impressive. A questionable property manager, one elevator that's been "under maintenance" for three months. But somehowâsomehowâit has this. A rooftop pool with a view of the city, heated year-round, almost always empty. How it's managed to afford such a luxury is beyond you. You're grateful, though, for this hidden treasure. You've learned to stop questioning miracles.
"Her?" You raise a brow, fighting a smile. "Must we gender the pool? Also, this pool is always lit blue. You're not that special."
"Oof."
He laughs and you catch the shadow of his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek. A beat passes as he observes you, as he so often does, gaze tracing the features of your face.
Then he's moving toward you.
You follow his path. Swimming is strangely intimate, you've decided. The way bodies move through water, the push and pull of limbs, the surrender to something larger than yourself.
Dick settles before you, close enough that you can see the individual droplets clinging to his collarbone. A gentle hand reaches out, fingers curling around the back of your calf. The touch travels up your leg like a current.
You take a deep breath and your chest rattles with the force of it.
The gleam in his blue eyesâmade impossibly ethereal in the pool's glowâtells you he's acutely aware of his effect.
"I was going to complain about you not joining me," he murmurs, voice dipping into something lower, rougher. "But this view more than makes up for my solitude."
His fingers trail higher, over your knee, your thigh. Water drips down your skin in his wake. He nudges your legs apart gently, fitting himself between the warmth of them, arms circling your waist.
"I do love this bikini." His fingers toy with the string at your hip before pushing beneath the hem of his own shirt, palm finding bare skin of your stomach. You shiver under his touch and the corners of his lips twitch in response. He glances up at you through dark lashes. "And I really love what's under it."
Heat floods your face, your chest, lower.
You reach out, tracing the curve of his shoulder, his bicep, the line of his jaw. Mapping the terrain of himâthe dips and valleys of muscle, the faint scars you've memorized. He leans into your touch, eyes half-lidded, and you thinkânot for the first timeâthat this is too much. That no one should be allowed to look like this, to make you feel so undone.
"You're staring," he says. "Creep."
"Shut it."
He grins at that, unrepentant, and then shakes his head like a dog, water spraying everywhereâyour face, your chest, the t-shirt.
"What the hell, man." You groan, swatting at him. "Now I'm all wet."
The second the words leave your mouth, you know you've miscalculated. His eyes go dark, pupils swallowing blue.
"Yeah?" His hands slide up your sides, torturously slow. "Sounds tempting."
His hands begin their descent, fingers skating lower, toward the apex of your thighs. The intent clear. The destination, as well. But, despite the heat blooming in your gut, you refuse to give in so easily. It's half of the fun, after all.
You shove his shoulder, laughing. "You're a dog, you know that?"
"Woof," he says flatly, but then he's grinning.
He places a quick, burning kiss to the inside of your thigh before swimming backwards into the pool's embrace.
Come get me, his eyes say. Follow me, the upturn of his lips taunt.
I will, your mind sings softly. Wherever you go, Dick Grayson, I will follow. A devoted worshiper at the altar of you.
And you're already moving, peeling off his t-shirt and tossing it aside, sliding into the water. The warmth swallows you whole. Dick has stopped swimming now, hovering halfway across the pool, treading water lazily.
The muscles in your cheeks already ache from the smile forming on your lips. Instinct, really, when you find yourself approaching him. Pavlovian, even.
You swim toward him slowly, savoring the way he watches youâletting him wait. Letting him want.
He meets you halfway, standing as you reach him, and your gaze hooks on his smile. Warm and so utterly content, he draws you in with an arm around your torso. Your arms loop around his neck, and then you're chest-to-chest, hip-to-hip, the water moving lazily around you both.
The pool lights turn his face into something angelic, turning shadows into topographyâthe sharp line of his jaw, the hollow beneath his cheekbone, the curve of his mouth. Chiseled and perfect and entirely unfair. You drink him in like you're dying of thirst.
Sometimes it hurts to look at himâto realize, with a fondness that borders on religious, that this person has chosen you as their companion. The arms wrapped around you now, tightening as the water turns you both in a slow circle, have reached for you of their own free will.
Muscled. Capable. Entirely his to give.
Your chest tightens as you run your hand through his wet hair, taking him in, admiring him like a visitor at an exhibit. If only it was possible for him to become something permanent in the landscape of your mind, a tattoo inked into gray matter. The exact shade of blue in his eyes, the small scars across his skin, the way his lashes clump together when they're wet.
You've been doing this more often since he told you about being Nightwing.
It's a selfish habit, a cataloguing of sorts. Memorizing him. Just in case.
Just in case this changes. Just in case one night he doesn't come back.
Just in case one day he realizes you're not enough.
Because recently, you've caught yourself wondering if he'll grow bored of you. Of the domesticity. If Nightwing will tire of his normal girlfriend, find someone who lives doubled, just as he does. Someone accustomed to the constant companion of threat, of injury. Someone who knows the proper way to take a hit, to give a finishing one. Someone selfless, brave, bold in the face of danger.
All the things you are not.
He brushes his nose against yours, and your thoughts scatter. His arms tighten around you, lifting you slightly so your legs wrap around his waist. You cling to him, one hand tangled in his hair, and he hums, low and content, eyes fluttering closed. You could stay here forever, you think. In this moment. In his arms.
But your chest feels heavy tonightâ your heart a hummingbird, fluttering too fast, too wild. You're half-in, half-out. Liminal and afraid.
"Can I ask you something?"
His eyes open. "Always."
"Do you thinkâ" You pause, wrapping your arms around him a bit tighter, thumb drawing back and forth against the nape of his neck. You tilt your head, gaze flickering between his eyes. "Do you think you'll ever grow bored of me?"
His expression shifts immediatelyâbrows furrowing, jaw tightening.
"What? Why would you ask that?"
You look down at where you're entwined, at the water lapping gently between your bodies. "I don't know. I guess I've been thinking about it." His arms tighten around you. "You're Nightwing, and I'm just⊠me. What if one day you wake up and realize I'm nothing compared to everything else? That you're over having a break from your life?"
The thought alone makes your throat tight.
You feel yourself being drawn into that corner of your mindâthe loud one, the mean oneâimagining what that future would look like ifâor whenâit came. You're not sure you'd be able to be whole after that, because this love has flayed you open, broken you in some divine way and remade you as something better, more alive.
He stares at you for a long moment, confusion flickering across his face.
"Whatâand give up this pool?"
You huff out a laugh despite yourself, shoving his shoulder and pulling away from his embrace. "Dick."
But the knot in your chest loosens. His answer has shut the door to that dark part of you, shooing away the grief you've borrowed from a future not promised.
He smiles softly, pulling you back. "That is my name."
You roll your eyes affectionately, but melt into his hold once again, watching as his expression grows serious.
"Do you really think about that?" he asks.
You nod, a bit meekly.
"I will never grow bored of you." His voice is sincere. "Ever."
"You don't knowâ"
"Hey." He squeezes you gently, forcing you to look at him. "Stop that. I do know." He pauses, searching your face. "You're not a break from my life. You are my life."
"Really?"
"Absolutely." His voice is so sincere it cracks something open inside you. "You're the best part of my day. Every single day. How could I ever grow bored of that?"
Emotion builds in your throat, pooling at your waterline.
You kiss him. Slow at first, tentative, your lips barely brushing his. Then deeper, harder, his tongue sliding against yours, his hands tightening on your waist. You press closer, closer, like you could crawl inside his skin and live there.
When you pull back, breathless, he asks softly, "Will you ever grow bored of me?"
You pretend to think about it. He scoffs, fingers digging playfully into your sides, and you yelp, grinning. "Never."
He kisses you again, and you melt into it, every nerve ending singing. The pool's light paints patterns across your intertwined bodies as you float together, limbs tangled.
"You were wrong earlier, by the way."
You frown, brain scrambling to recollect the night's conversations. It reaches staticâall facts now fuzzled with the sensory experience of being in his hold, the electricity it produces through your veins.
"About what?" you ask.
"I don't love this pool more than you." He kisses your shoulder, your neck, the spot just below your ear that makes you shiver. "I don't love anything more than you. You're in my bones. It's honestly kind of alarming."
You're breathless, head tilted back, heart racing. "Yeah?"
"Mhm." He nips at your earlobe, voice falling to a husky whisper. "It's pretty damn close, though."
"Andddd there it is." You push him away, laughing as you splash water at him.
Dick grins, catching your wrist. "You love me."
You feel the words everywhereâin your chest, your fingertips, the base of your spine. They're tangible, somehow. Sweet and devastating and entirely inescapable. The love-drunk creature in your stomach flutters and preens. You smile, helpless against it.
"I do," you whisper, kissing him softly. "So very much."
He rests his forehead against yours, and you close your eyes, listening to his breathing, feeling his heartbeat against your chest.
When you open your eyes, you find him staring at you, soft and open and entirely yours. You stifle a laugh as he holds your gaze.
"What?" Dick asks.
Biting your lip, you try to contain your amusement. "From this angle, you look like a cyclops."
"A cute one, though?"
His words are so earnest, they make you grin harder. You shake your head. "The ugliest one I've ever seen."
You're already swimming backward as he lunges after you, laughing.
"Right, because you know so many cyclopes."
"Yeah, I do actually." You're giggling, dodging his grasp. "They live in Ugly Town, and they're missing their mayor."
Dick rolls his eyes but he's fully invested in the bit now, and that childlike glee in you is singing. "Let me guessâ" He jumps at you, water splashing everywhere as you shriek with laughter. "I'm the mayor? Ha ha, sooo funny."
You're both laughing now, wrestling in the water, stealing kisses when you're close enough. Somewhere in the back of your mind, you think: Water and love are the same. Both can reshape you. Change you. Make you something else entirely.
He reaches for you, and you trace the ripples he leaves behind.
You have changed me, Dick Grayson. And I am completely, irrevocably, yours.
authors note: oh late night swims...how i adore ur intimacy... like cmon...
anyways, this was for my pookie forever & always @cassiananon! u know my love runs deep when i drop a dick fic before jay
synopsis: you accidentally get added to the wrong class group chat during the start of the second semester (a class you arenât even taking), but the people in it are weirdly entertaining so you decide to stay. whatâs the worst that could happen?
‷ ă ËËË chapter summary: both kirishima and bakugo realize a few things about themselves at the party
content: smau, college!au, eventual poly!krbk x reader, reader has a name (we donât use y/n in this house)
NOTE: this chapter has a written sectionâplease read!
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Bakugo was pretending he wasnât checking the time.Â
He had one hand loose on the steering wheel, the other tapping an impatient rhythm against the gearshift, his jaw tight and set. The card idled outside your building, headlights casting long gold lights across the curb while the city hummed around them.
In the passenger seat, Kirishima leaned back with his phone in hand, grinning at the screen. âShe said sheâs coming down,â he said.
âShe said that ten minutes ago,â Bakugo scoffed, and Kirishima laughed under his breath.
âShe was having trouble picking out an outfit.â
âTch, weâre going to a house party, not a damn fashion show.â
Bakugo scowled harder, which only made Kirishima look more amused. The redhead turned his attention back out the windshield, watching people drift in and out of the building lobby. A few groups passed by, dressed for the same kind of night they were headed towardâbright lights, loud music, liquid courage, and too many people.
Bakugo didnât mind the party itselfâit was just when it got too rowdy for his liking, when the noise and the crowds became too much, but he knew you needed a night out, a distraction from all the crap youâve been dealing with. Which was why he was the one who had brought up the idea to bring you along to the others.
But you didnât need to know that.
His fingers tapped once more against the gearshift, then the front doors of your building opened. He glanced over out of habit, already ready to snap something about you taking forever.
And immediately forgot how to breathe.
You stepped out into the glow of the entrance lights, locking the door behind you, completely unaware of the way the entire world seemed to slow around you. Your outfit hugged you perfectly, every detail looking like it had been chosen specifically to ruin him. The fabric clinging to the outline of your body, the way your hair framed your face, the little finishing touches that made you look effortless and devastating all at once.
Bakugoâs mouth went dry. Kirishima noticed the sudden silence and turned his head, following his best friendâs frozen stare. âWhat? Is sheââ
He stopped completely, phone falling into his lap. âOh,â he said weakly.
Neither of them blinked, not wanting to miss a single thing.
You were walking toward the car now, smiling brightly, one hand lifting in a little wave when you spotted them. The streetlights caught on your outfit with every step, and Bakugo felt something in his brain make a sharp, useless noise before going entirely blank. Kirishima swallowed the lump in his throat.
âBro,â he whispered.
âShut up.â
âI barely said anything.â
âShut up anyway.â
But Bakugoâs voice was rougher and lower than usual, like heâd had to drag it up from somewhere deep in his chest. He forced his eyes upward for half a second, gripping the steering wheel tighter.
You reached the car and opened the back door, the cool night air slipping in with you as you climbed into the backseat.
âHi!â you greeted cheerfully, settling in and smoothing your outfit like you hadnât just reduced two grown men to silent, malfunctioning disasters. âSorry, I took so long. I couldnât decide if this outfit was too much. Jiro suggested it but, you know?â
Neither of them spoke.
You glanced between the two front seats, still smiling. âGuys?â
Kirishima made a garbled sound that might have been a word, and Bakugo stared straight ahead, posture rigid.Â
You tilted your head, confusion and concern coating your voice. âAre you okay?â
âFine,â Bakugo said too quickly. Kirishima nodded, a little too enthusiastically as he squeaked out, âYep. Great. Totally fine.â
Your eyes narrowed in suspicion but you didnât push it. âOkay, if you say so.â
Kirishima cleared his throat and finally twisted around to face you. That was clearly a mistake because the second his eyes landed on you properly, his expression went slack all over again. His gaze traveled over you once, reverent and stunned, before he caught himself and looked back at your face.
Kirishima always thought you were attractiveâit was one of the first things that came to his mind when he saw you in person for the first time.
But now? When you were so close to him? Kirishima knew there wasnât a single word that existed that could accurately capture just how radiant you were.
Pretty wasnât enough. Beautiful wasnât enough. Hot was true, but too blunt for the soft, stunned thing happening inside his chest.
Your smile hit him first, so bright and inviting. You were leaning slightly forward between the seats, cheerful and casual, like you hadnât just made the air feel ten degrees warmer.Â
Then his gaze dipped before he could stop itânot in a disrespectful way, he would never forgive himself for that. It was more like his eyes didnât know where to go because every part of you was demanding attention at once. The faint scent of your perfume wafted around you and it awakened something in him, he wasnât sure what but it made his heart pound uncomfortably in his chest.
That was when the thought hit him.
I want to kiss her.
It wasnât some casual, fleeting feeling, but it slammed into him all at once, settling deep inside him and refusing to leave.
He wanted to lean over the center console, cup your cheek, and kiss that cheerful little smile right off your face. He wanted to finally feel just how soft your lips were against his, to kiss you slow enough that youâd understand exactly how affected he was. He wanted to hear what sounds youâd make as he traced your skin with his fingers, sliding down lower and lower until they finally reach that sweet spot between yourâ
âKirishima?â
He jolted back, finally coming back to his senses. You were looking at him, head cocked to the side and his stomach flipped. Glancing to his right, he saw that Bakugo was staring straight ahead with a locked jaw, but the pink twinge of his ears gave him away.
Kirishima looked back at you, reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck. âSorry Sparks,â he said sheepishly. âYou justâŠlook really good.â
It came out a little lower and more breathless than he meant it to.
Your smile turned shy around the edges. âYou think so?â
He nodded, eyes flicking to your lips one more time before he caught himself. âYeah,â he said. âReally, really good.â
You laughed softly and settled back into the seat, humming along to the radio like you hadnât just turned him inside out.
Bakugo remained silent and instead shifted the car into drive, pulling away from the curb. Kirishima didnât know exactly what the blond was thinking, but he could gather it was similar to how he was feeling right now.
The ride to Midoriyaâs was quiet, with you occasionally giggling from the backseat as you texted back and forth with the girls. Bakugo leaned his head back a bit to lean on the headrest.
This was going to be the longest fucking night of his life.