the islander

i'm learning how to feel sad.

[korpiklani]

Ok, I will probably stop using this blog. I’ll start a new one, maybe.

So yeah, bye.

[korpiklani]

I have to write a stupid report on my boring ass degree and it’s the only thing i need to do to finish college and i can’t get myself to do it.

[yourenotsylviaplath]

When men imagine a female uprising, they imagine a world in which women rule men as men have ruled women.

Sally Kempton

I feel this is very important.

(via yourenotsylviaplath)

[mostlycatsmostly]

[galofmanyinterests]

[glennie-rhee-deactivated2019061]

tag yourself

i’m drink wine

[korpiklani]

that's a lot of things, i can't even do more than three things a day

[inkskinned]

today’s schedule

1. suffer

[korpiklani]

I feel so shitty today that I feel like throwing up.

[dntgetmad]

I had to post this whole thread because this is the definition of a wholesome post. 😭😂💕🔑

[americadivided-deactivated20170]

This is beyond cute and innocent. I love it 😭

[barelyfittingin]

My guy 💪

[mashallahsis-blog]

This is so cute I love it

[eatfittrainhard]

[terriamon]

this man is so kind

[sne4kies]

I’m gonna pass all my exams now

[sandboxsimba-deactivated2018030]

I wanna thank him

[jyostar]

james is indeed such a kind man who’s made countless people smile! he always manages to brighten up my day.

there’s already a post going around about this, but i want to remind people that he needs our help. his father is in danger and his family has had to go to great lengths to be able to cover the costs of his medical care, which already total up to over $10,000. 

there is a gofundme page made by somebody on his behalf since he isn’t a US citizen and couldn’t make one himself (all the funds are being sent directly to his paypal). if you’d rather donate to james directly his paypal is  [email protected]

even if you can’t donate, spreading the word and sending james some kind words would mean a lot to him. his vines and tweets have been so sad lately. he made people smile with his vines so many times, please show james some support and pay his kindness forward!

[korpiklani]

Flower Ask

Anemone: Do you remember your last dream, if so what happened?

Bluebell: What is your gender?

Bird of Paradise: What is your sexuality?

Buttercup: What is your dream job?

Carnation:If you had one million dollars what would you spend it on?

Clover: What is your favourite band?

Daffodil: Where are you right now?

Daisy: Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

Erigeron: Any hidden talents?

Forget me not: What is your biggest goal in life?

Foxglove: Who is a person you can tell any secret too?

Gardenia: Do you have any pets?

Geranium: Do you have any siblings?

Hibiscus: What is something most people wouldn't know about you?

Holly: What is your favourite holiday?

Iris: What time is it where you are currently?

Jasmine: What was your favourite thing to do as a child?

Kangaroo Paw:

Lavender: What happened on the best day of your life?

Lilac: What happened on the worst day of your life?

Lily: What do you like to do in your free time?

Marigold: What is a dream place to travel to?

Narcissus: What is your favourite feature of your face?

Orchid: What is your most embarrassing story?

Peony: Do you enjoy to draw?

Poppy: How old are you?

Primrose: If you could be anywhere right now where would you be?

Quince: When are you at your happiest?

Rose: are you single or taken?

Rosemary: Do you play any instruments?

Sage: Do you prefer dogs or cats?

Snapdragon: What is your favourite animal?

Snowdrop: What is your favourite book series?

Sunflower: If you could have one superpower what would it be?

Thistle: What is the most painful physical thing to happen to you?

Tulip: What is your favourite colour?

Ursinia: Do you have a crush on anybody?

Violet: What was the last thing you ate?

Water Lily: What age did you learn to swim?

Xerophyllum: Do you like your bedroom?

Yarrow: Are good at baking or cooking?

Zephyranthes: Have you ever won any competitions?

[bokuwachikuwa]

[c0ffeekitten]

he is bread

[korpiklani]

I should do something with this blog.

The world is shit, honestly. Nothing is 100% good, but some things are 100% bad. I feel my life is pointless, which is both a cause and a consequence of the world being pure shit. This sounds like just a random rant but I’ve never felt worse in my life and sometimes I just want to die and go be with my father wherever he is and just leave this useless world. I won’t do anything, but sometimes it feels like that would be way better.

[sympolite]

actual Tumblr Social Justice problems:

- antisemitism is often veiled as “combating white supremacy” - lack of focus on mental illnesses besides depression - honest mistakes tend to be poorly dealt with - “callout culture” (people looking for others to mess up, solely in order to defame them) - in-depth education on terms tends to be scarce, leading to people having only a vague understanding of terms, and using them - bigots are able to redefine these (poorly-defined) terms in ways that hurt the oppressed - emotional manipulation / guilt-tripping (“i see my followers ignoring this”; “why is nobody talking about this?”)

[byakuya-mioda]

re-reblogging cause i thought of things

Excessive and abusive punishment of young teenagers over mistakes made in discourse they don’t completely understand by bloggers much older than they are

US-centrism

Reliance on fear of retribution for spread of information (contributes to rapid spread of misinformation)

Moral absolutism - the line between “perfect innocent angel” and “disgusting shit trash” can be as thin as one mistake

Reliance on followed blogs for education about social issues

[korpiklani]

me: sets a perfectly reasonable deadline for myself to accomplish a task

also me: ignores the task, the deadline, myself,

[korpiklani]

I’m still sad, I’m bitter and I hate my life.

[korpiklani]

It’s been like two years since I started not feeling right. Like there’s always something wrong or out of place. And I keep trying to make things perfect, thinking, okay, maybe if I take this hot bath and bake muffins and drink this tea while listening to soothing music I will feel relaxed. But everything feels so fake all the time, like I am not me. I considered that I might be changing but it’s too weird because I can’t be sure if I am in a limbo or if I became a really boring person. I can’t stop trying too hard to be sane and happy and just.. in harmony. The more I try to be in harmony the more fucked up this all seems. I don’t know what to do! Should I go the other way around? Should I do something crazy instead of trying to align everything in my life? Everything i just going downhill, I feel more and more boring, my group of friends got separated by life and then my father passes away, this is just pure bullshit. I don’t know where this is going! I hate this because everything looks bland and grey and just tasteless in general. It’s like my life is all in black and white and no matter what colours I try to throw at it, it never looks catchy or vibrant. I fucking hate this.