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Antoni Kosek | 28 

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Text: Alice

Antoni: I just want to say I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you the other day.

Antoni: It was uncalled for and I apologize.

Antoni: But I'm not sorry for marrying Cecily. Even if what we did was out of line. I won't be sorry for loving her and wanting to marry her on my own terms, not because someone told me I had to.

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Cecily barrelled through the front door, her face hot with tears. She took a moment, trying to collect herself before she went on a hunt for her husband. “Antoni?” She called out, her voice weak. Drying her face she let out a sigh. She felt horrible for not telling her sister they had eloped but nothing compared to the feeling of not knowing if Alice would ever speak to her again. Cecily made her way to the bar pausing as she questioned if self medicating with liquor was the right thing to do. Her eyes welling up again as her fingers drummed on the counter top.

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Antoni had been home a total of four minutes before he heard Cecily’s voice, he threw his jacket onto the bed and hurried out of the room. He could see her from afar and it was like he couldn’t get there fast enough. He loosened his tie as he walked towards her, instantly wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close to his chest. “I’m here” he whispered as he pressed his lips to her head. “c’mon, lets sit down.” he encouraged as he moved to their living room to sit on the sofa. 

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Text: Hubby

Cecily: no, it was bad. I really did it this time.

Cecily: I didn't want to keep it from her any longer. The longer I waited the more it would hurt

Cecily: I'm on my way home as well.

Antoni: hey, we will figure this out.

Antoni: i get that, i'm not mad at you for telling her, i know you couldn't keep it forever.

Antoni: okay, i'll see you soon.

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Ansel Elgort in Billionaire Boys Club (2018)

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Text: Hubby

Cecily: I told her

Cecily: I told Alice

Cecily: fuck, my sister knows we're married.

Cecily: I'm pretty sure I'm exiled from her life now.

Cecily: sorry for so many texts but I think I'm having an anxiety or panic attack about all of this. I'm not quite sure which one it is yet. This is most defiantly a 'red' situation.

Cecily: are you home?

Antoni: wait wait...what?

Antoni: you told her?

Antoni: maybe it wont be that bad

Antoni: okay well, lets not turn this into a 'red' situation please.

Antoni: i'm on my way home from a meeting, where are you?

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ffscecily‌:

“I wouldn’t go that far but you married someone who has a little bit of common sense. “ she joked “probably my best audience to date.” Cecily smiled as he started to lead her towards their room. “It’s official, after this party we’re going to order some takeaway and gorge out.” the blonde said with a smile. “I didn’t know it was a thing either until I started to see you in suits. I don’t know you just look really handsome and dapper and I like it. Is that weird?” She questioned, not seconding guessing herself a little. “I know, I know. Doesn’t change the fact I’d rather not go.” a exasperated sigh followed as she leaned against the side of the sink. Her heart sank slightly as she watched him remove his wedding ring. She knew he had to do it but it still didn’t make it any less disheartening to watch. “I guess so.” she said, her eyes adverting from him. “I assume I should do the same.” her eyes falling to her finger as she pulled the wedding band off, leaving the engagement ring all by it’s lonesome. 

“Well i’ll take the common sense then” he teased “probably the best audience you’ll get until we’ve got daughters you can put a show on for.” antoni gave a sweet smile “i’m so excited now” he laughed “no, i don’t think it’s weird. i actually kind of like that compliment. you’re lucky because i’m going to be wearing them quite a bit.” his eyes locked with hers as he pulled the ring off, a frown on his own face as he place it in a box. “soon baby, soon we wont have to do this anymore.” he gave her a smile “ring or not, i’m your husband and nobody can take that away.” he moved closer to her and gave her a kiss to her forehead before moving into their closet to decide what he would wear. 

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ffscecily‌:

“we have to make connections where we can. Or am I mistaken?” she teased, returning his wink. “I was hoping you’d say that, It’s been a while since I’ve put on a fashion show for anyone.” She smiled, peeling herself from the couch. “doesn’t it?” she nodded, wrapping her arms around his waist. “I mean, I wouldn’t mind it but that’ would be a fun story to explain to your parents.” she laughed as she looked up to him, lovingly. “I’ll remember that for later than. Plus it’s been a while since I’ve seen you in an actual suit. I miss it.”  she added before he kissed her. Which she gladly returned. “I love you too.” she smiled. “alright, let’s go get dressed I guess.” she said with a sigh.

“you are absolutely right my dear, i married a smart woman” he held his arm out as she got up from the couch “well i’ll sit back and enjoy the show” antoni nodded “jumping into my comfy bed and eating a whole tub of ice cream sounds so nice” he wrapped his arm around her as they walked upstairs to their room “you miss seeing me in a suit? that’s a thing?” he asked, a bit surprised. “the night will be over before you know it” he tried to sound hopeful as he walked into their bathroom “I guess i should probably take this off” he said holding his hand up as he pulled off his wedding band. 

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ffscecily‌:

“Why do you think I’m making you come with me. I’ll need someone to flirt with later.” she laughed along with him. Her head fell to the side resting on his shoulder as he spoke.”maybe I should have you come up stairs with me and just put on a little fashion show for you.” she joked, her eyes looking up to him. “that’ll be how we end our night, sound good?” Cecily loved that Antoni was just about as low key as her. That a night in sounded amazing to him.”that’s perfect, gives me just enough time to think of an excuse. Or we could just Irish goodbye, would people be mad at us for that?” she questioned with another laugh. Once he stood up Cecily laid down on the couch, rolling onto her side so she could look at him. “if we’re talking suits can I suggest your birthday suit?” she teased with a wink.

“Wow, i feel so honored you’ve picked me, your husband, to flirt with instead of some foreign ambassador.” he sent a wink her way “oh yeah, i think a fashion show is called for.” he nodded, a smile on his lips “that sounds absolutely perfect” he was born into the line of the throne and that came with responsibilities but he made a promise to himself to live a normal life as much as possible. he wanted that for both of them, he liked being at home with his wife. “they might be a little mad but they will get over it” he shrugged watching her roll onto her side “you know i think my birthday suit is a great idea, for late” he smirked, leaning down to give her a kiss “i love you” he whispered. 

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ffscecily‌:

Cecily had already dealt with hair and make up earlier so getting dressed was all she had to do which should have been an easy task but when is anything easy when it comes to her? She looked at both dresses as he mulled them over, still torn as he finished speaking. “It’s a possibility, especially if I’m drinking red wine. Who knows, maybe I should just scrap both dresses and go for a nice pencil skirt and a blouse. How is it that I have so many clothes and nothing to wear.” she sighed as she made her way across the room, plopping on the couch next to him. “I wish we didn’t. I’d much rather stay here and scarf down some ice cream and watch a couple movies and go to bed.” she laughed, looking over to her husband.

Antoni nodded “well we know what happens when you get to drinking red wine” a small laugh escaping his lips “that’s always an option. you have a giant closet full of options, if i need to i can go up there and pick something for you but that’s probably not a good idea.” his hand fell to her thigh “see now that sounds like my kind of night” he pressed a quick kiss to her head “we can go show up, talk to a few people, when i scratch my nose that’s the signal that it’s time to leave. deal?” he asked before standing up “now i need to decide what suit i’m going to wear.” 

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Dinner parties were the worst to Cecily. She hated having to go and Schmooze a couple family friends in the city but it was something she had to do. Her dilemma for the night was deciding what cocktail dress to wear. “babe?” she called out, searching the apartment for Antoni, dresses in hand. “which one do you like most?” She questioned when she found him, holding both dresses up. “I like the white floral one but it’ll stain really easily but the black is cute too. I’m at such an impasse right now.” she said with a sigh.

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It wasn’t something that Antoni looked forward to, but he knew that he didn’t have a choice. As the Crown Prince of Poland he didn’t have much of a choice, this would end up being his life soon. He was laying on the couch for as long as possible before he needed to get up and get ready, he heard Cecily calling his name and he looked toward the hallway where she had entered from “the floral is nice, makes you seem sweet, do you really think you’ll stain it?” he asked before continuing “i also like the black, it’s sexy. i know you’ll look good in either.” not wanting to say the wrong thing to end him up in the dog house “do we really have to go?”

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ffscecily‌:

“I sure hope so. I wouldn’t imagine seeing the world with anyone else.” she smiled. “it scares me too. It makes my stomach turn that I even wasted a second on anyone else other than you. I couldn’t agree more. You saved me in more ways than one. I’m so happy that you still want to be with me after everything, not like we have a choice but still.”

“i was hopeful that i could learn to love you one day, didn’t know it would happen so fast. you...on the other hand, i could tell that you didn’t want to love me. you were set on the love of your life being out there and you never getting to meet him.” he teased “you had no idea it would be your suave prince.” he pressed a kiss to her forehead “i’ll always save you, through it all. i promised you that and i’ll make sure that you never have to go through anything alone ever again.” his fingers played with the ring on her left hand. “no, we don’t have a choice. but i know you’re so much more than that and we all have things that we struggle with and it wouldn’t be fair for me to throw the towel in, not when you needed me.” 

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ffscecily‌:

“I know.” she winked. “I don’t doubt it. With as much as we travel.” She laughed along with him. Cecily smiled at his words, she loved when Antoni got  caught up in his feelings. “I can say the same for you. There will not be a day where you won’t know how loved and supported you are, no matter how big the fight or issue. I’m always in your corner, being your number one fan. I’m so sorry I ever made you wait for this because being with you is the best thing to happen to me. Anyone who knows me can attest to this.”

“We will always travel, Cecily. I want us to be able to see the world together.” he promised “don’t be sorry because i made you wait as well. it scares me to think that i didn’t think i would love you. i think we are the best thing that has happened to each other.” that was the truth, they both brought out the best in each other and they truly loved each other. 

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ffscecily‌:

“No, you’re amazing at gift giving, I’m just really good at guessing. Always have been.” she grinned, trying to reassure him. “I’ll love it, it’s from you. I couldn’t agree more, It’ll be nice to have a consistent place there that’s our and we can make memories in before moving into the palace. This will be perfect for that chapter of our lives.” She smiled, sitting up so she could place a kiss on his cheek. “You’re so wonderful and you’re already being a good husband.We’re going to make a very happy family, I can tell you that.”

“good save there” he laughed “we’re going to have houses all over the place” he teased “new york, poland, bora bora...” he trailed off, laughing quietly “i promised you that i would give you a good life. there will not be a single day that goes by that you don’t know that you’re loved. i’ve waited my whole life for you.” 

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ffscecily‌:

Cecily listened to him speak, a grin laid on her lips which grew the longer he talked. “really? So I did guess it! That’s so exciting. I’m curious about it but I’ll let you surprise me with what it actually looks like. A fair compromise I believe. That sounds amazing though babe, I can’t believe you’re having a home built for our family. You’re the sweetest, really. I can’t wait.” she beamed, genuinely happy that he was thinking that far ahead. “oh I’m not sure sure about that but I’ll surely try.”

“you did guess it, you’re just that good i guess. or maybe i’m just that bad at surprises and gift giving.” he shrugged “you’ll like it, or at least i hope. i just wanted us to have something there already. no more hotels or staying in the palace yet. i wanted us to have our own space.” he shrugged “i’m just trying to be a good husband” he admitted “i believe it, my kids got lucky to get you as a mom.” 

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ffscecily‌:

“I promise you I won’t try and help. I’ll let you do it all yourself.” She assured him, hoping that would be the final push in getting him to tell her. “Her name is Harper and she’s a gem. You’d love her.” she smiled. “oh god, I don’t even want to think about hiring a nanny, I’m going to be such a helicopter mom I swear.”

antoni looked at her and shook his head, he knew what she was doing. she wanted to know and she wouldn’t stop until she got what she wanted. “i have people working on building us a home, for the future when we move to Poland but we can use it as a vacation home now. it’s in the country, huge yard. even got some room for some chickens or horses.” he shrugged “it’s a home for our future family” he grinned “you’re going to be an amazing mom, i can’t wait to see that.” 

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ffscecily‌:

“you’re choosing to keep it to yourself, you’re doing this to yourself.” she told him with a short laugh. “ I don’t need your help exactly. I got an assistant a few days ago so she’ll be helping me a lot. I won’t be on my own exactly.”

“if i tell you you’re going to want to help and i don’t want you to, i want this to be my gift to you.” he pointed out “an assistant huh? i’m glad she’ll be helping you out then.” he spoke “wait until we have to hire a nanny, that’s going to be weird, huh?” he asked leaving a few kisses to her forehead. 

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Ansel Elgort and Violetta Komyshan in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

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