Elliott

Was previously Kurtcobainbutshort,,,,,,,,,,Amazon wish list: https://www.amazon.co.uk/hz/wishlist/ls/1UAYPUJ8U1PDY?ref_=wl_share

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

The disorder has just not been disordering lately

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Ed tt is driving me insane it’s just full of angsty pre teen girls bullying each other into having worst disorders and I’m sick of it their disorder is obviously still 100% valid but I cannot deal with that type of tt anymore they’re so annoying

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Binging on diet food is always so weird to me because why did I just eat an entire pack of sugar free cookies they weren’t even good and now I have a tummy ache maybe this is my sign to ya know not do that

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Arguably one of the worst parts of this disorder is the exhaustion like I have so much work I need to do for college but I’m just in bed because I’m so goddamn tired and I’m gonna fall behind I know I am but I can’t help it I need to be smaller

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

I don’t wanna break my fast but I really need to study and I know the only way I’m gonna have the energy to is to eat but I’ve been going so strong and it’s driving me insane why is this the thing that’s stopping me 😭

[alpacasonpluto]

I saw someone say, "I sure put the "eating" in eating disorder." And I felt that.

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Hate the stage of fasting where I feel I’m going insane like I wanna scream and cry and punch someone

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Arguably one of the worst parts of this disorder is the exhaustion like I have so much work I need to do for college but I’m just in bed because I’m so goddamn tired and I’m gonna fall behind I know I am but I can’t help it I need to be smaller

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Unpopular opinion but I love liquid cals when I’m fasting like this 60 cal hot chocolate stopping me from stabbing everyone in sight

[spinningwisp]

JUST LET ME LOOK LIKE A 2009 SKINNY EMO TWINK 🗣️🗣️🗣️

[b0y-int3rupt3d-deactivated20240]

Feeling dysphoric but still wearing makeup because you hate the look of your face>>>>>

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Having psychosis is awful I want to kill myself

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

Idk who needs to hear this but if you are on here and feel you still have time to get better or you are thinking about recovery this is your sign to get better I wish I could and I am considering it again because lying on my floor curled in a ball wondering if I’m about to have a seizure or my heart is about to stop beating because I took too many diet pills is not a life I want and is hardly a life I’m sick of having chest pains and praying to god I don’t collapse it’s not worth it and I hope atleast one person reads this and chooses recovery and chooses life over pain

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

The diet pills aren’t suppressing my appetite what is even the point

[pinkblemishesblog]

repost to have a flat stomach by the end of the month

[ap0calypsee-deactivated20240316]

repost to have a thigh gap by the end of the month

[v1strrv]

Hot girls don't support fatspø

[rexxiess-deactivated20260323]

Couldn’t stress this enough.

[kurtcobainbutshorter]

What’s everyone favourite protein bars?

Mine is the grenade dark chocolate and raspberry