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Mary oliver & fiona apple are like my patron saints they sit on my shoulders & tell me STOP PLAYING IT SAFE LET YOURSELF BE MOVED BY THE WORLD AROUND YOU

coming to the conclusion that i just have to accept that transitioning is only possible in a different life

#like i’ve met complete roadblocks wherever i try to go #and now ive been denied t for so long ive lost all masculinity #im thinking it would be easier to just live as female and blend in #than be such an obvious afab trying to be a boy stereotype #gp denies t even though i have a disgnosis #cant afford top surgery and probably never will #every time i try to save money for it some other problem comes up that i need to pay for #waiting list is like 30 years.#i have no community lol #had to move back in with transphobic parents #i wish i had never opened this door #i feel like such a freak #esp bc i was on t #my voice has dropped #but i have fucking double d tits that i cant even hide with a binder #i want to shut my brain off #i hate having this body i hate it so much #i wish i wasnt thinking abt this rn i have so much work to do lol #about to cry in the library bathroom #i might delete tumblr just bc its too painful to see happy trans people haha

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Photos by Derek Ridgers.

#ph

pmamtraveller

Yelizaveta Savina - “Princess Tamara,” a triptych based on M.Y. Lermontov's poem “The Demon.”

#art

loveridden1999

DOECHII CAME OUT AS LESBIAN?????? HELLOOO

trying not to overthink every interaction i had today is genuinely impossible and killing me. i need a lobotomy stat

#like can u just stop and move on

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you have to survive a week in the last film you watched, how is it going?

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Voting ended onFeb 9

#just living as a young adult in oslo?#i dont speak norwegian but i could last a week i think #would be nice tbh

filmsthesia

Verdens verste menneske (The Worst Person in the World) (2021) - Dir. Joachim Trier

#films #just watched!#the not-cheating scene was so flirty and hot woagh #anywaya did enjoy :) lots of great camerwork too #the time-stop segment being v impressive of course

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Sarah Lucas self-portrait, 1998

Isabelle Wenzel

Nan Goldin. Anne-Marie and Claude kissing, NYC (1987) / Rise and Monty Kissing, NYC (1980) / Lynette and Donna at Marion’s Restaurant, NYC (1991) / Aurele kissing Joana in my apartment, NYC (1999) / Self Portrait on Top of Brian, Kissing, NYC (1983) / Swan-like Embrace, Paris (2001) / Simon and Jessica kissing in the pool, Avignon (2001) / Philippe H. and Suzanne Kissing at Euthanasia, NYC (1981) / Matt and Lewis in the Tub Kissing, Cambridge (1988) / Gilles and Gotscho embracing, Paris (1992)

#ph #nan goldin